I Miss the Child You Used to Be
Reidmoto: ALL

[intro]

short guitar solo

[chorus]

I miss the child you used to be,
Back when the world was you and me.
No CPS, probation meetings every week—
Just Saturday cartoons and syrup on your cheeks.

[verse 1]

Your Lego towers owned this room,
Now it’s court dates stacking like doom.
I found your crayon sun on the floor—
A bright little echo from a life before.

[pre-chorus]

If time had handles, I’d pull it back,
Undo every detour that led off track.
Hold you close before the fall—
Back when love was loud and you were small.

[chorus]

I miss the child you used to be,
Back when the world was you and me.
No CPS, probation meetings every week—
Just Saturday cartoons and syrup on your cheeks.

[verse 2]

I keep the hallway light on late,
Same place I waited the night you missed curfew's gate.
Your baby shoes in a box upstairs—
Some days it’s hope I feel, some days it’s prayers.

[pre-chorus 2]

But I still see you behind those eyes,
Past the broken nights and shaky alibis.
The child inside is still holding on—
Waiting for the day the pain is gone.

[bridge]

I kept your drawing on the fridge today,
That crooked sun you made in May.
On nights you’re someone I barely know—
It reminds me of the boy who won’t let go.

[chorus]

I miss the child you used to be,
Back when the world was you and me.
No CPS, probation meetings every week—
Just Saturday cartoons and syrup on your cheeks.

[outro]

I’ll leave the porch light on tonight,
For the child you were, still burning bright.
And the grown one trying to make things right—
I’m here, for however long you fight.

I Miss the Child You Used to Be- v. Singer Songwriter   For parents of addicts

Good in the Hood – For parents of addicts
Reidmoto: ALL

[chorus]
You think it’s all good in the hood?
 But everybody knows you’re up to no good
 You keep runnin’ fast like trouble’s fun
 But you’re crossing lines that can’t be undone

[verse 1]
I know the streets, I’ve seen the grind
 But you’re walking blind into a bad design
 You’re selling rocks like it makes you grown
 But every move you make cuts you to the bone

[pre-chorus]
I raised you right, but you turned away
 Now you’re swallowed up by the games you play

[chorus]
You think it’s all good in the hood?
 But everybody knows you’re up to no good
 You keep runnin’ fast like trouble’s fun
 But you’re crossing lines that can’t be undone

[verse 2]
Nickerson’s rough, I know that zone
 But you’re acting like the block is your throne
 You talk like you can’t be touched at all
 Till the wrong day comes, and you take that fall

[pre-chorus]
I’ve seen too many mothers cry and break
 While they bury kids they couldn’t save

[chorus]
You think it’s all good in the hood?
 But everybody knows you’re up to no good
 You keep runnin’ fast like trouble’s fun
 But you’re crossing lines that can’t be undone

[bridge]
Every night I pray you’ll make it home
 ’Cause I can’t stand living in the unknown
 But I’m here for you even when you drift
 Prayin’ one day your heart will shift

[chorus]
You think it’s all good in the hood?
 But everybody knows you’re up to no good
 You keep runnin’ fast like trouble’s fun
 But you’re crossing lines that can’t be undone

[outro]
I’m still here holdin’ on for you
 Hoping one day you’ll see the truth

Good in the Hood v. Rock – For parents of addicts

I Deserve a Break Today from Your Troubles
Reidmoto: ALL

I deserve a break today, from your troubles
I've been fighting for you, picking up the rubble
Every tear you cry, every sleepless night
I’m always here, but I’m losing the fight

[verse 2]
I deserve a moment to breathe, just to cope
But that don’t mean I’ve given up hope
I’ll still be here, standing by your side
I just need a little time to unwind

[chorus]
I deserve a break today, from your troubles
I’m suspended in limbo, trapped in a time bubble
But I need some rest, to give you my best
I’m not good being exhausted and stressed

[verse 3]
I’ll be stronger when I come back, I swear
Just need a moment to clear the air
You’ll always be my heart, my fight
But tonight, I need to find my light

[chorus]
I deserve a break today, from your troubles
I’m suspended in limbo, trapped in a time bubble
But I need some rest, to give you my best
I’m not good being exhausted and stressed

[outro]
To love you better, I need to recharge
I’ll be right back, standing strong and large.


I Deserve a Break Today, from Your Troubles- v. Rock  For parents of Kids who are addicts

Oh, Lord, won’t you bring, my daughter back to me?

Reidmoto: ALL

[chorus]
Oh, Lord, won’t you bring, my daughter back to me?
You have the power, to do what I need
I’m tryin’ to be patient, but please stop the bleed
Oh, Lord, won’t you please bring my daughter back to me?

[verse 1]
She was my joy, my heart, my pride
But now she’s lost, and I’ve cried and cried
I know there’s hope, I know there’s light
But the darkness has taken her out of my sight

[chorus]
Oh, Lord, won’t you bring, my daughter back to me?
You have the power, to do what I need
I’m tryin’ to be patient, but please stop the bleed
Oh, Lord, won’t you please bring my daughter back to me?

[verse 2]
I remember her laughter, her innocent face
Now she’s running a hard, endless race
But with Your grace, I know she can heal
Lord, let her heart once again feel real

[chorus]
Oh, Lord, won’t you bring, my daughter back to me?
You have the power, to do what I need
I’m tryin’ to be patient, but please stop the bleed
Oh, Lord, won’t you please bring my daughter back to me?

[bridge]
I’ve prayed every night, I’ve held on tight
But this fight, Lord, feels too much to bear
Guide her back, show her the way
Give us hope for a brighter day

[chorus]
Oh, Lord, won’t you bring, my daughter back to me?
You have the power, to do what I need
I’m tryin’ to be patient, but please stop the bleed
Oh, Lord, won’t you please bring my daughter back to me?

[outro]
Oh, Lord, won’t you please bring my daughter back to me?

Dope Zombie  v. Rock. For Parents of addict kids



Oh, Lord, Won’t You Bring My Daughter Back to Me? (for Mothers with Addict Daughters) 
Reidmoto: ALL

[chorus]
Oh, Lord, won’t you bring, my daughter back to me?
You have the power, to do what I need
I’m tryin’ to be patient, but please stop the bleed
Oh, Lord, won’t you please bring my daughter back to me?

[verse 1]
She was my joy, my heart, my pride
But now she’s lost, and I’ve cried and cried
I know there’s hope, I know there’s light
But the darkness has taken her out of my sight

[chorus]
Oh, Lord, won’t you bring, my daughter back to me?
You have the power, to do what I need
I’m tryin’ to be patient, but please stop the bleed
Oh, Lord, won’t you please bring my daughter back to me?

[verse 2]
I remember her laughter, her innocent face
Now she’s running a hard, endless race
But with Your grace, I know she can heal
Lord, let her heart once again feel real

[chorus]
Oh, Lord, won’t you bring, my daughter back to me?
You have the power, to do what I need
I’m tryin’ to be patient, but please stop the bleed
Oh, Lord, won’t you please bring my daughter back to me?

[bridge]
I’ve prayed every night, I’ve held on tight
But this fight, Lord, feels too much to bear
Guide her back, show her the way
Give us hope for a brighter day

[chorus]
Oh, Lord, won’t you bring, my daughter back to me?
You have the power, to do what I need
I’m tryin’ to be patient, but please stop the bleed
Oh, Lord, won’t you please bring my daughter back to me?

[outro]
Oh, Lord, won’t you please bring my daughter back to me?

Oh, Lord, Won’t You Bring My Daughter Back to Me? v. Rock   for Mothers with Addict Daughter

I Can't Be Sadder 
Reidmoto ALL

[intro]
[four bar guitar solo]
[chorus]
I can’t be sadder
It doesn’t matter
There’s no limit
No life without you in it

[verse 1]
I’ve watched you fade, seen you drift away
But my love for you won’t ever stray
Each day’s a heartache, I can’t pretend
I’m waiting, praying for this nightmare to end

[chorus]
I can’t be sadder
It doesn’t matter
There’s no limit
No life without you in it

[verse 2]
The world keeps turning, but I’m stuck in place
All I see is your fading face
I can’t move on, not without you
I’m lost in the pain, don’t know what to do

[chorus]
I can’t be sadder
It doesn’t matter
There’s no limit
No life without you in it

[bridge]
I’d give anything to bring you back
To see the love that we once had
But until that day, I’ll hold on tight
Through every tear and endless night

[chorus]
I can’t be sadder
It doesn’t matter
There’s no limit
No life without you in it

[outro]
No life without you, no end to the ache
My heart’s in pieces, it’s too much to take


I Can’t Be Sadder v. Rock   for parents of child addicts

We've Been Down this Road Before
Reidmoto: ALL

[verse 1]
We’ve been down this road before
You’re locked up again, they slammed the door
When will you learn? 
You want your whole life to burn?

[verse 2]
You’ll have nothing to show
I know that you know, that I know
When you’re using, runnin’ and gunnin’ again
You got triggered, hit the USE BUTTON again

[chorus]
We’ve been down this road before
I must say it’s starting to become a bore
But I’m ALL-IN till the bitter end
This is the most honest letter I’ve ever penned

i’ll put money on your books today
So you can order snacks right away
I’ll do ANYTHING for you
Stay clean, I’ll even say, “I DO!”

[verse 3]
We’ve been down this road so many times
You keep getting caught committing crimes
It’s getting so old, but I’ll never stop
Fighting for you, fuck the Dee Ay and cops!

[chorus]
We’ve been down this road before
I must say it’s starting to become a bore
But I’m ALL-IN till the bitter end
This is the most honest letter I’ve ever penned

i’ll put money on your books today
So you can order snacks right away
I’ll do ANYTHING for you
Stay clean, I’ll even say, “I DO!”

[bridge]
I’m right here BABY
You gotta say yes, not MAYBE
To your sponsor, the program
To stay clean and out of jams

[chorus]
We’ve been down this road before
I must say it’s starting to become a bore
But I’m ALL-IN till the bitter end
This is the most honest letter I’ve ever penned

i’ll put money on your books today
So you can order snacks right away
I’ll do ANYTHING for you
Stay clean, I’ll even say, “I DO!”

[outro]

[spoken vocals with music]
I’m right here Baby
Please say yes, not maybe

We’ve Been Down this Road Before v. Rock  for GF’s & Wives of Addicts

We've Been Down this Road Before 
Reidmoto: ALL

[verse 1]
We’ve been down this road before
You’re locked up again, they slammed the door
When will you learn? 
You want your whole life to burn?

[verse 2]
You’ll have nothing to show
I know that you know, that I know
When you’re using, runnin’ and gunnin’ again
You got triggered, hit the USE BUTTON again

[chorus]
We’ve been down this road before
I must say it’s starting to become a bore
But I’m ALL-IN till the bitter end
This is the most honest letter I’ve ever penned

i’ll put money on your books today
So you can order snacks right away
I’ll do ANYTHING for you
Stay clean, I’ll even say, “I DO!”

[verse 3]
We’ve been down this road so many times
You keep getting caught committing crimes
It’s getting so old, but I’ll never stop
Fighting for you, fuck the Dee Ay and cops!

[chorus]
We’ve been down this road before
I must say it’s starting to become a bore
But I’m ALL-IN till the bitter end
This is the most honest letter I’ve ever penned

i’ll put money on your books today
So you can order snacks right away
I’ll do ANYTHING for you
Stay clean, I’ll even say, “I DO!”

[bridge]
I’m right here BABY
You gotta say yes, not MAYBE
To your sponsor, the program
To stay clean and out of jams

[chorus]
We’ve been down this road before
I must say it’s starting to become a bore
But I’m ALL-IN till the bitter end
This is the most honest letter I’ve ever penned

i’ll put money on your books today
So you can order snacks right away
I’ll do ANYTHING for you
Stay clean, I’ll even say, “I DO!”

[outro]

[spoken vocals with music]
I’m right here Baby
Please say yes, not maybe

Your Triggers Will Kill You
Reidmoto ALL

Verse 1]
Your triggers will kill you,
Gravediggers could fill you,
Throw dirt on your name—
So stay clean, outrun the flame.

[Verse 2]
Your triggers are everywhere,
I hurt for you, it feels unfair.
A pretty smile, a bus-stop stare—
One spark and you're gasping for air.

[Chorus]
Your triggers will kill you,
Please ignore them—let me thrill you.
I’ll give you EVERYTHING I’VE GOT,
I’ll dance so wild, I’ll make you hot.

I’ll do anything to distract you,
So you don’t feel like you have to
Pick up the pipe or needle again.

[Verse 3]
The liquor store, the street-worn whores,
Unlocked doors, old dope gear drawers—
Bad golf scores, those opened sores…
Every one a loaded war.

[Verse 4]
Your old dope houses whisper lies,
Low-cut blouses magnetize,
Flop rooms, shooters, lullabies—
Every one could end your life.

[Chorus]
Your triggers will kill you,
Please ignore them—let me thrill you.
I’ll give you EVERYTHING I’VE GOT,
I’ll dance so wild, I’ll make you hot.

I’ll do anything to distract you,
So you don’t feel like you have to
Pick up the pipe or needle again.

[Bridge]
If I could blindfold you
And guide you by the hand,
Shield your eyes from
This street-trigger land…
I would. I would.

[Chorus]
Your triggers will kill you,
Please ignore them—let me thrill you.
I’ll give you EVERYTHING I’VE GOT,
I’ll dance so wild, I’ll make you hot.

I’ll do anything to distract you,
So you don’t feel like you have to
Pick up the pipe or needle again.

[Spoken Outro]
I can’t erase every trigger…
But I’ll stand between you and the storm.
When you’re clean, I honor you.
I’ll fight the shadows before they swarm.

Your Triggers Will Kill You v. Rock.  For parents with kids who are addicts.

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Now that we've got that straight...

I'm a songwriter and musician, have played in bands, play mostly guitar, and a bit of keyboards, but my primary passion is writing songs--creating cool songs that people can relate to. 

I like to write songs that have meaning and emotional impact, but try to also include some humor in them to make it not so serious and heavy. 

I hope you enjoy some of the songs.

Reidmoto

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