A song about feeling haunted by the past. Haunted by what you once had with someone who you used to love. The thought of them haunts you. Their voice, their smile, their everything. Gone, but never forgotten.

It's the first song of many that was fully self composed and produced, which I'm super proud of :). It's more of a sad, lofi, indie song, I'd say. It features my homie BigSus. Go check him out.

produced and everything else by me

ghost of the past (feat. BigSus)

This lecture discusses key ideas from the ancient Middle Platonist philosopher and biographer Plutarch's essay On Awareness Of Progress In Virtue

This episode focuses specifically on his discussion of the emotions that a person feels, which they can use as an index for determining whether they are indeed making progress. Plutarch suggests that we ought to look at our past emotional responses and compare them to present emotional responses, and that we ought to do so in two manners, examining them in themselves or in relation to others

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Plutarch, On Awareness Of Progress In Virtue - Past And Present Emotions - Sadler's Lectures

Second album from Kalou. Recoded in Catford and Brixton, London. Released autumn 2008.

The Lights Are Growing Dim

Tulued's Interlude

Baseball Fury

Better Than I Was - BTIW -V1

NOLUVPASTPOSTROAD

The night is fading away, my floating heart is swaying

Day after day, for no reason

Even the days of collecting broken pieces of blue

Not knowing where the drifting waves are going

Goodbye, the memories of my heart that seem far away

Only that day that I had almost forgotten

Now that is cracking, it falls and piles up like dust

It is becoming buried and becomes the past

Even the memories of the past are far away, the sunken words are swaying

For no reason

Even the days of scooping up the spilled pieces of the future

The flow of time is drifting, disappearing

How many more dawns do I have to greet before I can reach the future

Even the days of collecting broken pieces of blue

The night is fading away, my floating heart is swaying

夜は消えてゆく遠くに　浮かんだ心が揺れてる
日々は訳もなく

壊れた青のかけら　集めてゆく日々さえ
漂う波の行方　知らぬまま

さよなら遠く見える　僕の心の記憶
忘れかけたあの日だけ
ひび割れてゆく今は　ちりの様に降り積もり
埋もれてゆく過去になる

過去の記憶さえ遠くに　沈んだ言葉が揺れてる
意味は訳もなく

こぼれた未来のかけら　すくうだけの日々さえ
漂う時の流れ　消えたまま

あと何回夜明けを　迎えれば未来に
辿り着けるのだろうか

壊れた青のかけら　集めてゆく日々さえ

夜は消えてゆく遠くに　浮かんだ心が揺れてる

未来漂流

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DJ @ Club Clandestine Night March 29th on #vrchat

a memory from the past.

This track captures the feeling of remembering what once was, appreciating what is, and wondering what’s yet to come. Float through time, and pafeel everything at once.

Ahead

Timelines Ahead

A poetic and mysterious reflection on the symbol “X” and all it represents—crossroads, past lovers, secrets, maps, riddles, variables, and unspoken truths. Each verse explores a different layer of meaning, blending emotional depth with lyrical elegance. The chorus doesn’t just name “X”—it embodies it, whispering through space and metaphor. With moody atmospheres and haunting instrumentation, “X” becomes both a personal confession and a universal code.

July 7/18/2025

House Of Classics DJCriscodance - Blast From My Past
Sip And Savor Music Is Life. That's Why We Have A Heartbeat.
Destroy Negative Energy W/The Power Of Music - Summer Party 2K25

Lady Gaga - Alejandro
Gotye Feat. Kimbra - Somebody That I Used To Know
Jennifer Lopez - Booty
Sia - Chandelier
Adele - Set Fire To The Rain 
Tamia - Stranger In My House
Loreen - Euphoria
Shannon - Give me Tonight
Selena Gomez - Naturally
Tim Rex Feat. Graziella - Alive

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House Of Classics DJCriscodance - Blast From My Past

Territory

The Law of Ueki OST Track 8 Ueki no Kaisou (Ueki's Past Theme)

"I Would Never Go Back" is a raw, introspective anthem about resilience, growth, and staying true to yourself. Through honest storytelling and sharp rhymes, the track reflects on a lonely start — writing raps in a world that didn’t understand — and the long path of setbacks, isolation, and silent grind that followed. But with time, pain became purpose, and doubts turned into fuel.

With a steady, thoughtful flow and a hook that hits like a mantra, the song isn't about regret — it's a declaration. A clear line is drawn between the past and the present, not out of bitterness, but from self-respect. No masks, no rewinds. Just the truth, and the strength that came from living it.

A message for anyone who’s ever felt alone chasing their dream:
Even if you could — you wouldn’t go back.

I would never go back

words have designed a disintegrating cloud of thought

Disintegrate

DJ @ Club O April 4th on #vrchat

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I create original, genre-blending music that fuses rock, classical, easy listening, and experimental styles. Each song is crafted with deep emotional honesty, often inspired by my own poetry, journal reflections, or personal stories. Whether instrumental or vocal, my focus is to uplift, inspire, and resonate with listeners on a real, human level.
I don’t settle for “good enough.” Every track goes through hundreds of iterations, shaped by a balance of intuition and precision. I use advanced AI music tools to explore sound and emotional tone, then refine everything in Logic Pro for professional production quality. It's a fusion of heart and technology, and through it, I aim to connect, heal, and inspire—one song at a time.

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MANKIND IS DEAD.
BLOOD IS FUEL.
HELL IS FULL.

"Buzz Love Tide" and "Ride on Melancholy" will be released on July 9th. This singer-songwriter is releasing two songs simultaneously in three consecutive months.

「Buzz Love Tide」と「Ride on Melancholy」7月9日リリース。3ヶ月連続2曲同時リリース中のシンガーソングライター。

Mad Domz | Fast flows. Lo-fi vibes. Space-age energy. 🛸
From deep rap cuts to nostalgic beats, I'm here to bend time, bars, and bass. Tune in, because the journey’s weird, wild, and way too good to skip. 🎧✨

Music Is Life. That's Why We Have A Heartbeat
Destroy Negative Energy W/The Power Of Music 2025
Thank You To My Followers For Liking & Sharing My Sets.

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"ghost of the past" OUT NOW!

"of what remains" August 1st

New tracks tagged #PAST