the album title is shaped around the idea of a chimera — a mysterious figure who appears to others in shifting forms. BULLET SIZE FAIRY draws from this myth not for its danger, but for its uncertainty: the feeling of never knowing if you’re being understood, of presenting yourself as you see yourself and still wondering if it’s the wrong version. That tension sits at the core of the album.

the record moves through a series of visual reflections — airy, barely graspable images that dissolve as soon as you focus on them. changing landscapes echo the struggle of holding multiple selves at once, and the quiet wish to be seen clearly.

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chimera

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Recently finished this colossal beauty.  it's about daydreaming forever and ever.

(I Lay In) Torpor

[VERSE]
Deafening and numbing
Golden un-becoming
We smell like the rubber
Burnt to the road
We were born for something
Not to die for nothing
Not as above so we must be so below

[CHORUS]
It’s just a simple melody
Think it got lost along the way
Your eyes are quite divine
I’ll have to pay the price
These rusted trains of thought are mine
Can’t stop at least another mile
You’ll see such pretty sights
I’m burning golden light

[VERSE]
Strengthening and growing
Flowers bloom so slowly
Winter comes and you will wilt all alone
I was born for something
I won't die for nothing
So as above is not the sunlit below

[CHORUS]
Don't sing another melody
I'm getting lost between the days
We laugh away our time
And we will pay the price
These trains of thought were never mine
The brakes are rusted for all time
I never felt alive
I burnt through golden light

[BRIDGE]
I look up from the sea
The sky's turned green just for me
I love the worst in me
I miss untouchable things
I look up to the sky
Feel your heart next to mine
I was the worst thing
I miss when i was all you'd seen

[CHORUS]
I’ve lost the golden melody
Using it’s light to find my way
And as I oxidize
A smile will spread across my face cause
This rusted train’s a pantomime
We’ll stop it in another mile
And as the sparks fly
The brakes burn golden light

[BRIDGE]
Cold drops of static fall
Permeate all my walls
And just to be plain
I lived swallowed in vain
Static spread over all
My grace completely unappalled
I lived a life, plain
I’m getting off this train

Stumble through downtown
Drunk on the rain
Let it wash me away
I found a sound
It colors pain
Across my brain
They know it well
I have my moods
I look for you
It ain’t the time
For all this noise
Dissolve my alloys

And what a waste to die as this
Unconscious vessels reminisce
Cold iron rusted now
Creaking in the abyss
When winter came it swallowed whole
A flower wilted in the snow
I should’ve saved face
And let it go
And what a shame to die for this
Cold, disconnected, ending bliss
You can’t escape fate
Or your impossible sins
I’ll show you well
This holden curse
Your shadows golden like me

Golden

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the album title is shaped around the idea of a chimera — a mysterious figure who appears to others in shifting forms. BULLET SIZE FAIRY draws from this myth not for its danger, but for its uncertainty: the feeling of never knowing if you’re being understood, of presenting yourself as you see yourself and still wondering if it’s the wrong version. That tension sits at the core of the album.

the record moves through a series of visual reflections — airy, barely graspable images that dissolve as soon as you focus on them. changing landscapes echo the struggle of holding multiple selves at once, and the quiet wish to be seen clearly.

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