Produced and written by The Postal Dude

Lyrics:

Screamo Verse:
I SEE DEATH IN FRONT OF ME AND HE WONT LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!
IM DEAD INSIDE MY HOME IM FUCKIN DEAD! 
IM NOT ALIVE!!!
RIP MY THROAT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!

Verse 1:
But I'm back to death, With a bit of anxiety left in my mental. But my brains saying fuck betting they'll come around and see, what's wrong with me. Drown in blood, not love, imma fuckin dove, done with humanity. People should shut the fuck up before they die (fatality). Test my morality, faggot I'll test ya mortality. But you wanna come back and act like you ain't a bitch, faggot I'll shoot you up into a ditch. Make you slit ya wrists. But Imma be honest cunt I hope you get scoliosis, So I can chill and snap ya spine with this shit, I've posted, skin roasted, brains toasted. By the tec 9, but just shut the fuck up before you die by lying (faggot).

Screamo Verse 2:
DIE!!!!!!!!!!
YOU KNOW WHYYYY!!!!!!
YOUR FUCKIN DEAD TO ME NOW!!!!!!

Verse 2:
But I cant lie that I'm starting to give up, why do I try?. And I ain't saying this to say some deep shit, but I want you to find help, Cos I need it, I'll promote it to other fuckers to hopefully get and reach it. But what's the point when no one speaks to us you're asking. My answer is that I don't know bro. I'm just masking my insanity, So I don't hurt anyone, who's mad at me. But whatever remember I'm always here for you whenever you're in pain. But what's the point when I'm just insane (INSANE!)

TRACE$ OF MY DEATH (Welcome To My Mental Hell)

**Bleed With Me And I’ll Show You the Beauty in Ruin**

He lived in the dark, all quiet danger and slow fire. People looked, but no one ever *saw* him. No one dared to stay close.

But she did. Soft steps. Warm breath. Eyes that didn’t flinch.

He leaned in, his voice low against her ear. “I won’t give you light,” he whispered. “But if you want me… bleed with me.”

Her pulse answered before her lips did.

The darkness wrapped around them, not cold this time—hot, like a secret only they could share. His hands found her waist, hers tangled in his shirt. She didn’t run. She melted.

The ruin wasn’t ugly anymore. It was heat. It was breath. It was two souls pressed too close to ever be strangers again.


FARZÆD
SC : @farzad_fhn
ING : www.instagram.com/farzaed__

ARTWORK BY @farzad_fhn
MASTER BY @farzad_fhn

BANDCAMP :
https://farzd.bandcamp.com/track/bleed-with-me-and-i-ll-show-you-the-beauty-in-ruin

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Bleed With Me And I'll Show You The Beauty In Ruin

forgiveness is key, learn to evolve, don't repeat mistakes/decisions repeatedly, be careful, I love you all 🖤

forgiveness = best friend

Woke up sharp, razors in the air
Steel toe boots, kickin' through despair
They clock my moves, vultures in the mist
Silent whispers cuttin’ deeper than a fist

Can’t step left, their eyes grip tight
Fluorescent buzz, no shadows in the light
On me like debt, unpaid and long
This tension's a hook, and I’m the song


Choked in the lens, no place to flee
What they want? What they see?


Eyes on me, watch me bleed
Eyes on me, what you need?
Eyes on me, I can’t breathe
Eyes on me, leave me be


Every breath they steal, feel the frost
My life on display, privacy’s the cost
Digital leash, pulling tight at my neck
Spied by screens, they dissect my wreck

They write my story, but the ink ain't mine
Turn the page, but the plot don't align
Every scream gets trapped in their grid
A thousand decibels, yet unheard, hid

Eyes on Me

Тёмный экспериментальный хип-хоп с женским вокалом — смесь паранойи, сна и химического безумия.

История химика, застрявшего между трипом и реальностью.

Плотный бас, киношная атмосфера, замедленные удары, психоделический флоу и тревожный шёпот на фоне.

“Похуй, что реально — в черепушке трещины…”

— female vocal / dark experimental hip-hop / haunting & cinematic vibe

Вакцина

The old me is bacK!?

Hurt Me Again, I’ll Be the Frost in Every Room You Enter

He used to break quietly—now he breaks others instead.
Every betrayal carved ice where blood once ran.
The warmth you stole became his weapon.
He learned revenge doesn’t burn—it freezes.
He waits, silent, smiling, while your world ices over.
No warning, no mercy—just the cold closing in.
Your breath will fog before his name is spoken.
Your joy will crack like glass beneath his feet.
He forgives no one now.
Hurt him again, and winter will live behind your eyes forever.

FARZÆD
SC : @farzad_fhn
ING : www.instagram.com/farzaed__

ARTWORK BY @farzad_fhn
MASTER BY @im_dispa

BANDCAMP :
https://farzd.bandcamp.com/track/hurt-me-again-ill-be-the-frost-in-every-room-you-enter

Hurt Me Again,I'll Be The Frost In Every Room You Enter

XAVI BCN Vs THE LOST - PARANOIA (Dj Gori Remix)

XAVI BCN VS THE LOST - PARANOIA ( Xavi BCN Remix)

XAVI BCN Vs THE LOST - PARANOIA (Original Mix)

"Y da vueltas, vueltas y vueltas la noria
Y la vida se recude a mi paranoia"

#DarkAesthetic #Melancholy #Sadcore #AlternativeMusic #ExistentialVibes #PoeticLyrics #ArtisticSound #AutumnMood #IndependentArtist

La Noria



I know that l'm a monster, but we all can be one sometimes - wifiskeleton 

forever and always surrounded in negativity 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/7KqJfdv9s3TiS0ac3U5Dx5?si=kqJd1NCTTOmey9WJU2gZUg

Just a simple soul that wants to share his creativity

(PART OF PHANTOM CLIQ)

CORVU$ is a Northern Irish rapper who dicusses the effects of anxiety, mood swings and gore-porn addiction (Normally through graphic cover art off old gore websites).

"I hope to help at least someone realise that this world is screwed no matter what and there's no point worrying about anything, cos in the end nothing matters and there's always a light at the end of the tunnel."

"I do this to get my thoughts and bottled up hatred and anger out."

Aliases:
YUNG $PLATTER (Represents my former gore/porn addiction and horror obession).

CORVU$ THA CANNIBAL (Represents my anxiety more so my behaviour and thoughts when I'm nervous).

LIL ANARKY (Represents my fuck this shit attitude).

(Probs Talking with my girl Xerooo 🤘😛)

Producer Name:
The Postal Dude

Weirdly this does cost me some expenses, any donations would be massively appreciated! 

If you have requests let me know!

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Bleed Ťhe Ǎnguish Øf A Řestless Mind
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One day I hope to find that lost boy, the one swallowed by shadows, his heart stitched with silence. I want to take his hand, pull him from the ache, and show him the light still waits at the edge of all this sorrow. That he is not broken, just bruised, not forgotten, just hiding. And maybe, just maybe, he’ll believe he deserves the sun again

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Dj & producer of Barcelona since 1992.

Awards:
-Five Best Producer.
-Two best song.
-One best label

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