prod me, written in spring 2025.

LYRICS:
i dont work alone  
wont it just fall apart like it always did
always six deep everywhere i fuckin go
know i said im sorry im not sorry when i split

gotta try so fkin hard to exist  
i was poppin pharma shit i couldnt resist
i cant really swim without you in the fkin mix
tired of opiates tired of waking up sick

really tired of that really sick of this
i cannot go back, i just really miss 
want it so bad, want it like a fix
feel like this forever, i need always bliss

want it to be over i want it to end
i dont wanna write i just wanna go to bed
really really try but i cant make us connect
laying in the dark reminiscing in my head

six deep

Harry Charles - The Luck
Hatewax, Shamil OM - Europa (Digital Mess Remix) 
Thales Senses - 11 Moons
Mike Kohl - Friday Mood 
Greg Ochman - Distant Bays 
Will Daley - Mobius 
Cami'L - Lea 
D-MICE - Airy
ID
Michael A - Subconsious (Gav Easby Remix)
John Cosani - Snano 
Juan GK - Aftersun
Cary Crank - Inner Atlas (Kyotto Remix) 
Will DeKeizer & Maze 28 - Cornerstone (Supacooks Remix)
Benja Molina - Proteus 
Juan Arce - Jackpot (Tiziano Anderson Remix)
Neuralis - The Poison Creosote 
Luan Pugliesi - Breakbox 
Gai Barone & Luke Brancaccio - Freelove
Navas (ES) - Feel It 

Patterns 668

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Patterns

In this powerful conversation, Michelle Panning shares how radical self-honesty and courage transformed every area of her life — from stripping to building a thriving coaching business and cultivating deeply authentic relationships. She opens up about hitting rock bottom during COVID, learning to trust herself when there was no safety net, and breaking free from external measures of success that left her disconnected from love and intimacy. Michelle explores patterns such as the “good girl” and the “rescuer,” along with themes like emotional bypassing and the addiction to struggle that can quietly sabotage both business and relationships. She reveals that true leadership begins with vulnerability, honesty, and deep self-trust. This episode dives deep into embodiment, emotional intelligence, and building relationships — with yourself and others — that feel real, safe, and fully alive.

ABOUT MICHELLE PANNING

Michelle Panning is a transformational coach, podcast host, and “intimacy alchemist” who specialises in guiding women to heal patterns around self-worth, anxious attachment, and relationship dynamics. She is the creator of The Connected Woman, a signature program aimed at helping women shift from insecure, self-abandoning relationship cycles to confidence, boundary-holding, and healthy intimacy. Through her podcast Unf*ck Your Relationships, she shares the internal work, embodiment practices, and mindset shifts that helped her break her own cycles—and now coaches others to reclaim their power, trust themselves, and attract more aligned, emotionally available connections.

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EP 36 - The Self-Trust Shift: Let Go, Take Risks, Redefine Success with Michelle Panning

Gai Barone, Micah Paul Lukasewich - Fields 
RYAN (CU), ODAX - Intrapersonal Journey 
Ilias Katelanos, Plecta - Living Dust (Weird Sounding Dude Remix) [
ID
Sex Mind, Berdu - Analyse (STEREO MUNK Remix) 
Nick Newman  - Secret Service 
Abstrakt Digital. - Shadow (Gai Barone Remix)
Germán Guerrero - Arc Radiant 
Michael A - Echion 
Frankie Vertigo, Aman Anand - Can't Stop (Gai Barone Remix)
Rockka - Subconscious (DJ Ruby Remix)
Chelakhov, Redspace - Cosmonauts 
KVINDU, HYPENOTICA - The Land of Sun 
Hobin Rude - Oblique
Soulmade (AR) - Outworld
Tiefstone, CAMILA (AR) - The Void 
Max Graham, Second Sine - Hear Me Out 
Jamie Stevens x Danny Bonnici - Pretty But Lost

Patterns 670

Coppin' Sticky

Abity feat. Luli Diaz - Long Road (dub mix)
Will Daley - Mobius 
Gai Barone - Lumia (Mike Griego Remix)
Thales Senses - 11 Moons
ID
Tantum, YANIQ - Pluto
Underworld - Jumbo (Gai Barone & Kasey Taylor Bootleg)
ID
Ultraverse - Project V 
ID
ID
Pete B & Rianu Keevs - Unfamiliar Place (Dowden 'Lost' Remix)
Ormus - Ruaj - Allan McLoud Remix 

Patterns 672

triphop with some drumpad edits/creations

90's TripHop Drum Patterns (Halloween mix)

Dystopian_

HOVR - Clouds Inside My Head (Beckers Remix)
Garance, diSoul - Banana Moon 
Sam Scheme - Bas Khalar (Eichenbaum Remix) 
IVADRO - Galaxy 
Atnarko & Miss T - Follw You (Chris Fortier Dub) 
Andy Woldman, Amber Long - Singularity 
Ivan Fernandez (AR) - That Forms 
Cass & Slide x Danny Tenaglia - Fever Rising (Cass Is Broken Remix)
ID
Digital Mess - Reflector
Lorenzo Balzarini - Centella (Agustin Pietrocola Extended Mix)
fishplant - Sunrise Dream (Melodiam Remix) 

Patterns 674

Recorded at Studio 15 by fabiano matiolla
fabiano matiolla - All guitars, bass, keyboards and drum samples...
Studio ID - Vocals
Release Date: 2025-11-25
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► Lyrics ◄

The radio hums
A signal breaks
Whispers crawling through the static haze
Do you hear it too
Or is it just me
The hidden hands in the circuitry

Paranoid patterns
They're all around
Truth in the shadows
Lost and found
Paranoid patterns
They're pulling strings
The world’s a puppet
Hear it sing

The moon’s too bright
The stars don’t blink
Blueprints buried in the kitchen sink
Maps on the wall
They’re folding in
Every line connects where the lies begin

Do you feel it
The twist of fate
A coded message
It’s not too late

Paranoid patterns
They're all around
Truth in the shadows
Lost and found
Paranoid patterns
They're pulling strings
The world’s a puppet
Hear it sing

A voice in my ear
Says trust no one
The dots align
But the web’s not done
Is the sky falling
Or is it a screen
What’s real anymore
And what’s the machine

Paranoid Patterns

-Pioneer: (DJM-A9).
-Pioneer: (DJM-600).
-Roland: (TR-8S).
-Roland: (T-8).
-Roland: (S-1).
-Behringer: (RD-8).
-Behringer: (RD-9).
-Behringer: (TD-3-MO-AM).
-M-Audio: (Oxygen 49, MkV).
-Novation: (Launch-Control-XL-Mk2).
-Ordinateur Sync: (Ableton-Live-v10).
-Laptop Sync: (Ableton-Live-v12).
-(&)...
-Ableton-Live: (Mathematical-Compostion).
-Infected-Mushroom: (Polyverse-Music: Fav).
-Matt-Tytel: (Helm-VST: Insane-Second-Fav).
-Adam-Szabo: (Viper: VIRUS-TI-Tweaked-Fav).
-Function-Loops: (Psytrance-Bass-VST-Favorite).
-VoxengoSPAN-VST: (Mastering-Visualisation-Favorite).
-PS: Apache-Crown-Dancers: (Multiples-Songs) & (Samples).

Ableton-Live: (Apache-Dark-Hitech-Acidified) Track No: 7574.

Valentin Guallarte - Prelude
Gai Barone & Cary Crank - You are Becoming (Rauschhaus Remix)
Hobin Rude - Room Without Light
Tonaco - Mindfulness 
Turn Samples into Gold (Nick Newman Unofficial Remix) 
ID
Savrun Brothers - Rocky 
Alex O'Rion - Emerald 
Luis Damora - Dream Off
Dowden, Mazayr - Avalon 
Pablo German - Dstroy
Paul (AR) - Darkness Grow When Lights Goes End 


Patterns 675

Oooohhh

I spin my web
That’s all I know 
I work in sections 
Follow directions
Sun from the east waking my soul
Sun from the south igniting workflow 

Ooohh

I go deep in ocean sphere
I go wide in northern hemisphere. 
I look for clues while I steer. 
Notice patterns in northern lights
Express my gifts -- my unique spin…
Oh

It’s where I'm at...
Oh

I go west to rest 
I’m a spider woman with a quest 
I weave, I spin & make my nest 
At Lands End  
Oh

Web due glistens with the eastern sun, 
Sparkling stars in every drop 
Ignite my wish to weave more stars

I wake up
Spin - Receive - rest 
This is my quest. 
It’s all I know 
It is my nature. 
It’s my nomenclature.
This is my growth oath
I hum along
I spin my net
I show you ease as I spin my wonderworld
I show you patterns for wonderworld
I show you patterns for wonderworld
I show you patterns for wonderworld

I think I can fly...
And so I do

Ohhhh
Oooh

I am a tree 
Growing strong, 
Bowing towards south sun all day long 
Nourished roots balance my growth
Ecosystem in each direction
I Receive, I Give
Songbirds pause in my abode 
My leaves emerge then fly off

[chorus]

It’s all I know 
It is my nature. 
It’s my nomenclature.
This is my growth oath
I hum along
filter air as I grow 
I show you patterns for wonderworld
I show you patterns for wonderworld
I show you patterns for wonderworld
I show you patterns for wonderworld
I show you patterns for wonderworld
I show you patterns for wonderworld
Ohhhhh
Ohhhh
Oooh


I’m a Songbird 
I sing at dawn 
My soul ignited by eastern glow
I wake you up
The trees 
The bees...
Life bouquets unfold at my feet
You know my song
Oh

I sing, fly, rest
It's all I know
I follow directions to know my migration 
I know my path  
My compass within
I fly home
It is my nature 

I think I can fly 
And so I do

It’s all I know 
It is my nature. 
It’s my nomenclature.
This is my song. 
I wake you up as you humm along
I receive from my ecosystem as I fly home

I show you patterns for wonderworld
I show you patterns for wonderworld
I show you patterns for wonderworld

I think I can fly 
And so I do
Ohhhhh

I think I can fly 
And so I do
Ohhhhh

It is my nature - to know my directions 
It is my nature - to follow the compass within
It is my nature - to know myself 
It is my nature to nurture nature 
It is my nature to live in
Harmony with all that is...
And ever will be

It is my nature 
It is your nature
We’re all together singing our songs 
All playing a part in wonderworld

We nurture gifts 
Express our love 
Each fulfilled on our soul path

Ooohh

It’s all we know 
It is our nature. 
It’s our nomenclature.
This is our song. 
We sing along
Receive as we sing our unique songs
We wake up as we hum along
We wake up as we hum along
We wake up as we hum along
Receive from our ecosystem as we spin the webs of wonderworld

We think we can fly 
And so we do
Ohhhhh

En route to wonderworld 

Ooooo
We think we can fly 
And so we do
Ohhhhh
Ooooo

patterns for wonderworld [Jazz 11222522025]

Patterns for Wonderworld [1122609]

Everything is for your process. The earth is managed.  Romans 7:17
Parallel to Joel - Isaiah -  Jesus opens the seals- Revelation is a blessing to those who read and keep the words of this prophecy.  You are in a process of becoming something. The Word is understood spiritually.  History of Cern & Mit- Magnets - C-Fet and our magnetosphere - frequency and waves and magnets.  Lots of technical info.

11 25 2025 Revelation 6 Study - Joel - Dream Recap

I was doing one of my weekly kickboxing workouts when I remembered to record it for Sounds of the Week. You can hear the rhythm of punches and kicks hitting the bag, along with my breathing accompanying each strike.

Week Sound 4 - Rhythms and Patterns (kickboxing training)

(Roland-Hardwares) & (Ableton-Softwares), etc.
(Cats, Reptiles, Tarantulas, Scorpions, Birds), etc.
(Skateboard, Snowboard, Snowskate, Etc).

Favorite-Musics: PsyTrance, DarkPsy, HiTech, PsyCore, Goa-Trance, Acid, Techno, Minimal, Synthwave, Apache-Crown-Dancers & Mores.

-My Setup:
-Pioneer: (DJM-A9).
-Pioneer: (DJM-600).
-Pioneer: (2X CDJ-1000MK3).
-Roland: (TR-8S).
-Roland: (T-8).
-Roland: (S-1).
-Behringer: (RD-8).
-Behringer: (RD-9).
-Behringer: (TD-3-MO-AM).
-Yamaha: (PSR-2, Tweaked).
-M-Audio: (Oxygen 49, MkV).
-Novation: (Launch-Control-XL-Mk2).
-Ordinateur Sync: (Ableton-Live-v10).
-Laptop Sync: (Ableton-Live-v12).
-Micro-APEX 385: (Dynamic-Vocal).
-Harmonica: (Fender-Blues-Deluxe-Model-C).
-Line 6: (Pocket-POD).

-PS: (FAV) VST:
-Matt-Tytel: (Helm-VST: Insane).
-Function-Loops: (Psytrance-Bass).
-VoxengoSPAN-VST: (Visualisation).

-IMP: 
(Don't-Forget-To-Check-My-(Mixcloud)-Too).
(New-Live-&-New-Mix: (Every-Week-&-Month).

Raw and real conversations on courage, consciousness and leadership.

Hello people!
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