(Lyrics)
What's the purpose in my life
Thinking this shit makes me want to die
Intoxicated, staying busy just to keep the mind empty
My body is in shambles my soul dying slow and steady

Life always fucks me over
I can't do this when I'm sober
Forget the past they don't do me any fucking favors
I'm losing brain cells all day going full retarded

No one can save me somebody bury me 6 feet deep
I'm my own worst enemy just leave me dead and bleedin'

Getting so hard to breathe
It must be suffocating
Think this show is boring
Im headed to the stars bitch

Maybe I might die quick
Or I might live in misery

I'm trying to find
Oh I'm wasting my time
I hide and I lie
No I dont feel alive
Hard just to survive
Breaking on the inside
Pray to the sky
Just let me write until I die

Luv u @beatsbyknkr :D

It's Boring [KNKR]

Available on Spotify now :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/1O51JSiz4YuZ4pxPHzFi7E?si=2eb674f1d899474b

(Lyrics)
Turn my smile upside down
Spending my time in this hell
I don't really feel too well
Cuz I get lonely by myself

Looks like you found somebody else
There's no more place left for me now
I got a lot of smoke in my lungs
Doing all these shit make me feel so numb

Yeah Im holding unto these memories
They be following me
Take a Xan
Go to sleep
I wake up still feel like shit

Now I'm sitting here at 5
writing lyrics in the morning
Probably sound like shit
Well it is whatever bitch

I must be running out of luck
So close to being done
Feeling like I'm stucked
Cuz everything's so fucked

Prod. @alanelzio <3

Everything's Fucked [Elzio x Quitall]

(Lyrics)
-Grimm Gem-
What you want yuh
I be moving fast not slow tonight
Running out of time
Bitch boy know your place alright

-Shadow Jay-
Leave me alone
I don't need no bitch
Barking down my throat
Fuck the lies that you told
Selling my soul
Just to curse those I loathe
Come to the door and I'll harvest your soul

Hold up
Fucking poser
Step to me again
I'll end ya 
With a hammer
Cause you're a fish
to me a beta you done messed up
Cuz I'm the shark and you the bait
so take a hammer to the head and drop dead yeah

-Grimm Gem-
Reaper
I'mma rip ya
Send you to your maker
New year
Fucking kill ya
It is now or never
I'll live till December
You don't even matter
Your bitch is whatever oh

What you want yuh
I be moving fast not slow tonight
Running out of time
Bitch boy know your place alright

-Shadow Jay x Grimm Gem-
Birds of a feather
Ya'll flock together
Deciding whether
I should end you forever
Cap wearing liars
Playing with fire
Little Bitch Boy and the Bitch that's his partner

Ft. @user-636357554
Prod. Sorrowbringer x @luffysome <3

Bxtch Boy w/Shadow Jay [Luffysome x Sorrowbringer]

-Official Lyric Music Video-
https://youtu.be/3iml6BYox6Q?si=QSXth3WMD5Y2XwWy

Available on Spotify now :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/1wgJP9PMyY4rDUWDVelfnI?si=0fba195d0e5f4bf0

(Lyrics)
I been moving too fast
Now I'm paying the price
About time I'm gonna crash
Wastin' all of my time

Live fast, Die young
That's the motto of my life
Ain't nobody give no fucks
Till the day we're not alive

Suicide Suicide
I seen people tryna die
Suicide Suicide
I'm just fucking one of them
So what So what
Swallow shit to get me high
I don't even wanna try
Do not stop me bitch I'm fine

I'm alright yeah I'm alright
My minds a mess and I don't know why
Kinda' tired fuck the grind yuh
Never even wanted to open my eyes

Staying up the whole night
Dont even know what to write
Supressing them all inside
Imprisoned within our minds

Headed into overdrive
Struggling to find the light
See ya'll in the afterlife
After all we've sacrificed

I'm alright yeah I'm alright
My minds a mess and I don't know why
Fucking shit up all the of time
So I never wanna open my eyes

I been moving too fast
Now I'm paying the price
About time I'm gonna crash
Wastin' all of my time

Live fast, Die young
That's the motto of my life
Ain't nobody give no fucks
Till the day we're not alive

Suicide Suicide
I seen people tryna die
Suicide Suicide
I'm just fucking one of them
So what So what
Swallow shit to get me high
I don't even wanna try
Do not stop me bitch I'm fine

Thank you @ciche-jarn for the instrumentals <3

Crash & Die [Ciche&Jarn] MV in Desc.

(Lyrics)
-Grimm Gem-
It's now 2 on this lonely night
I need something to ease my mind
You know that I'm a mess alright
but still I'll tell you that I'm fine
I'm all alone again tonight
Pop me a Xan to ease my mind
Close my eyes and take my life
then maybe I'll see the light
  
Lately I've been feeling down
so I'll just numb myself
And what's the point in living
if my brain's in constant hell
Shit's been crazy
Life's been hectic
I'm not doing well
I've been fighting
I've been struggling
How much time has gone by now?

Destroying my body, that's what I've been doing
Wasting all of my time, praying that I fucking die

-P0nd3rr-
I been hoping Imma fucking die
I'm a little piece of shit
Didn't deserve a chance on my life
Told god if he doesn't want me here then take me alive

I barely made it out of a hell most people won't survive
and I'm in my moment trying to grind
but all I feel is failure when it comes down
And I can see it in your eyes no one wants me around
Just a waste of space standing on this ground
And I'm ashamed the pain I bring because
I'm negative and you can fucking see 
And never believe things will get better in my dreams
Then let me go rot in my fucking agony

As I slowly wallow away
If that's okay
Still stuck in this pain as I float in this state
Hoping you won't see me decayed
Dead like a zombie buried in his grave
Then I'll sail it on it like a wave

Ft. @lilpon22
Prod. @deadspyro <3

Ease My Mind w/P0nd3rr [Dead Spyro]

Available on Spotify now :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/6KkaVHz14x2hAuHPaCY5Fn?si=09ca961635ed4a9a

(Lyrics)
Lowlife me won't ever learn my lesson
Codeine with some whiskey that's my medication
Pop another bean until I drown my feelings
I got blood on my ceiling think I'm better off dying

Sorry to my mum I know she hates it
Poisoning my body its so complicated
All these money I been making they don't mean shit
Many people in my life they just fake care

Walking down this road all by my own
I don't need no company I got my Styrofoam
Turn on airplane mode I wont pickup my phone
Used to being alone feeling like a ghost

Got no where to go
I'm a wreck I know
It's just skin and bones
I wont be growing old

Got no where to go
I'm a mess I know
Wait for overdose
Reaper taking me home

No where else to go
Death is coming close

Lowlife me wont ever learn my lesson
Codeine with some whiskey that's my medication
Pop another bean until I drown my feelings
I got blood on my ceiling think I'm better off dying

Sorry to my mum I know she hates it
Poisoning my body it's so complicated
All these money I been making they don't mean shit
Many people in my life they just fake care

Walking down this road all by my own
I don't need no company I got my Styrofoam
Turn on airplane mode I wont pickup my phone
Used to being alone feeling like a ghost

Prod. @everestdidthis

Feel Like A Ghost [Everestdidthis]

(Music Visualiser)
https://youtu.be/sViF0yTHC-c

(Lyrics)
Deaths at my doorstep, knocking on the door
Suicide letter but they never understood
I'm standing on the roof I think I'm gonna die soon
Drinking booze I don't really got nothing to lose

Drugs in your veins, ain't no room left to hide
Death on my mind, shits been dying inside 
Lost in the night, get so tired of life
Trapped in this shell, cut myself with this knife

Screaming out in pain but there is not a single soul around
How much time I wonder before my body gon' hit the ground
Hear the devil's sound and I say welcome back with open arms
Getting tired now I'm falling down and feeling overwhelmed

Deaths at my doorstep, knocking on the door
Hit me on my phone I don't pick up your call
Crashing tonight, no more tears left to cry,
Embrace the end as I fall from the sky.

Drugs in the veins, no escape from the grief,
Outrun the pain, but I'm stuck on the leash.
No hope, no love, just a life full of lies
Tears dried up, now is the time for goodbyes.

Screaming out in pain but there is not a single soul around
How much time I wonder before my body gon' hit the ground
Hear the devil's sound and I say welcome back with open arms
Getting tired now I'm falling down and feeling overwhelmed

NOISE [Hypnotize]

(Lyrics)
These days, everything seems like a haze
It feels like a waste, landing on my face
Don't know to slow down or pick up the pace
Knowing some people out there ain't got no faith, got no grace
Can't seem to get myself out this god damned hell-hole of a place
Caught up in the cell of my mind
Hands on the bars as I'm losing my time
Unloading my thoughts into my rhyme
Negative thoughts into positive grind
If you don't see it, you're probably blind
Out here hoping one day I'll be signed
Spending my time out here writing these lines
Hoping I don't end up doing those lines

Too much overthinking got me screaming at my wall
I've been hiding from the world and no one will hear my call
With every tear I shed its kinda like a funeral
Imma paint all of my feelings into this lyrical carnival

Bury me alive, while staring at the sky
It's just another day of waiting here until I fucking die
Clocking out of life. Fuck a nine to five
Middle of the night as chaos devours all of the light

All these medicine, they help me make it through today
Better numb it all down, so that I don't go insane
In a place that is grey, everyday it seems to rain
Set my body up in flames, watch as I slowly decay 

Don't call my phone, think I'm on my own
Time to go, on the road to hell I'll walk alone
It's a joke, how I desperately cling to hope
Need a smoke, burn my lungs up while picturing my gravestone
Six feet hole, filled up with my bones
Laying there with all my troubles gone
Rest in peace, turn to a ghost
Forget the sadness fuck my goals
At least in hell the demons would be real.

@user-636357554

Lyrical Carnival [xQirk]

(Music Visualiser)
youtube.com/watch?v=tLF2jwplJio

(Lyrics)
Headed for the final destination would you come with me
Or maybe you will leave me in the dark as you just watch me bleed
I'm afraid to fall, man I don't wanna lie
All these lyrics written just like an S.O.S in disguise

Someone tell me why it's always so cold
I know I'm slipping but I don't know how to save my soul
Fear of the unknown. Don't leave me alone
I'm here at this moment but tomorrow I just might be gone

I got a million questions but I'm left with little time
Got this heavy heart, it's slowly destroying my mind
All these demons creeping, hard to fight them by my own
Can you see the fear, it's etched inside my fucking bones

Yet another day gone by as I try to regain control
Losing grip and falling through the cracks, I'm gonna die alone
Try to reach for help but I'm trapped here inside my comfort zone
Voices echo through my head just like the ringtone on my phone

Wanna break, feel like jumping off a ledge
The weight of all this pain got me hanging by a thread
Searching for a sign but my path is painted red
Waking up again, only thing I feel is dread

I'm running from my thoughts like they're enemies I've always known
Heart's another battlefield but it's one I won't ever own
Everything's changing yet the world stays monochrome
In the end I'll vanish, nothing left but skin and bones 

Every door I open seems to take me to the past
Lucifer is coming, bitch I'm fading out too fast
I'm stuck inside a cycle that I'm praying doesn't last
In the end I'm just a memory, nothing more than ash

Prod. @max-renela

Monochrome [The Ushanka Boy]

(Music Visualizer)
youtu.be/c5nup6J0KNA?si=w387Wy_HYCjVvqpm

(Lyrics)
I got blood on my wrist and the devil in my head
What's the point in livin' if I'm livin' like I'm fucking dead
I got 99 problems that will never go away
Taking a bullet to my brain watching my body slowly turn to grey

Get out my way, if you got shit to say, say it to my face
Give me some space, I don't even want your ho cause she so fake
Raising the stakes, with each step I take, no room for snakes
Well that's okay, I've sealed my fate and now we just gotta wait

Don't need the fame, I'm just tryna kill some pain
I be livin' on the fast lane, watch as I go out in flames
All these bitches wanna ride my wave but they fucking lame
I got no time for games, I don't even know your name

It's all the same, might go insane
Sometimes I sit here and I wonder what you want from me
Nothing has changed, might lose my way
Does it matter if I chase a dream that is too far away

-Hanako-
It's pointless.
"What? But Why?"
Don't you know?
Because that's the way Death works.
Wandering the world of the living unnoticed as a spirit.
That isn't a continuation of life.
When you die, that's it.
There's nothing more, nothing new begins.
No matter how much you regret or wish.
If you couldn't do something in life,
you can't suddenly do it when you die.

See the bloodstains on my hands and the hole that's in my chest
Sittin' here, countin' down the days until I'm put to rest
I got 99 problems man, I'm just trying my best
Looking for some meaning in this life I've yet to understand

I got blood on my wrist shitty thoughts manifest
Every night is a battle and the journey keeps taking me west
99 problems but they're all up in my head
Drowning in my fucking misery I still gotta smile and pretend

Thank you @sorrow_bringer for producing this sick beat <333

99 Problems [sorrow bringer]

(Music Visualizer)
https://youtu.be/KjxK23BY-N4

(Lyrics)
If I could tear the sky apart
I'd write your name among the stars
And even if it breaks my heart
I'll hold you close wherever you are

I'm not perfect, I'm a mess
But you've seen the worst and yet you stay
I can never get you outta my head
cuz baby I don't want this to end
(No I don't want this to end)

And I don't want you to go
Its hard to do this alone
(I'm not that strong on my own)
(I'm lost with nowhere to go)
And I need you here to hold me
So please answer your phone
(Baby pickup the phone)

If I could tear the sky apart
I'd write your name among the stars
And even if it breaks my heart
I'll hold you close wherever you are

I'm not perfect, I'm a mess
But you've seen the worst and yet you stay
I can never get you outta my head
cuz baby I don't want this to end
(No I don't want this to end)

prod. @deadspyro <3

Celestial Mess [Dead Spyro]

(Lyric Visualizer)
https://youtu.be/q9FDcPx2gxw?si=YFFNIXK7e8Yp6yoY

(Lyrics)
Whenever I hear your voice, it still haunts me
Memories we shared, now they feel so daunting
I gave you my all and then you left me with nothing
Downing one more bottle but the pain isn't stopping

Burned out, trying hard to keep it together
Got my hands tied down while you fuck with another
You found yourself someone new, left me in the weather
Now I'm all alone but I thought we’d last forever

Keeping my phone close to me, I'm just hoping you would call
But deep down, I know you don't even care at all
I'm stuck replaying moments, watching every rise and fall
Guess I was nothing to you, just a name up on your wall

Thought we had it all, listen to this song
Cause the person that I was, yeah long gone
Thought we had it all, listen to this song
Sitting here wondering where it all went wrong

The world turns grey
Lost myself along the way
Lying on my bed, I'm wide awake
One foot in the grave

Thank you @prodbyisidor for the instrumental <3

I'll Be Okay [prodbyisidor]

(Lyric Visualizer)
youtu.be/Ba0GEUWKu2Y

(Lyrics)
Someday, I'm hoping that you'll be mine
And this time I promise you I'll make it right
Every night, I just wish that you were by my side
Slowly killing my mind, still I'll tell you that I'm fine

Finding the strength to show you the truth
That every piece of my heart, I swear it belongs to you
Let's Netflix and chill, sitting in my bedroom
Ordering some GrabFood, you know life's gonna be good

I’m wishing on the stars, calling your name
Hoping you'll come back, nothing feels the same
I still see your face in the quiet night
Memories linger, I'm holding on tight

Pictures on the wall, they tear me apart
A gallery of pain etched deep in my heart
The world moves on but I'm still standing here
Chasing the echoes, I can't seem to heal

A life without you, feels empty and grey
If I could turn back time and make it all right
I'd give you all my heart and make you believe
And show you every day what you mean to me

You mean the world to me, I only want you baby
Find me the missing key, cause your love is all I need

Someday, I'm hoping that you'll be mine
And this time I promise you I'll make it right
Every night, I just wish that you were by my side
Slowly killing my mind, still I'll tell you that I'm fine

Finding the strength to show you the truth
That every piece of my heart, I swear it belongs to you
Let's Netflix and chill, sitting in my bedroom
Ordering some GrabFood, you know life's gonna be good

Here I am, sitting in this empty room
Holding on to memories, hoping you come back to me
Deep in my heart, I know that I've lost you
I'm wishing on a dream that won't ever come true

Feat. @dreur-ser, thank you :D
Instrumental by @sadboiforever <3

Maybe Someday [2001]

(Lyric Visualizer)
https://youtu.be/DqKspJgm63I

(Lyrics)
Hold on, can you gimme my heart back
I would give it all to you but trust me you don't want that
No one really sticks around where my friends at
I be talking to myself again it's always like that

It's half past three and I'm staring at the ceiling
Picking up the pen but I don't know what I'm feeling
Lately, I been trying
Tell me what's the point if it's all or nothing

Tell me where the fuck I went wrong
Sipping nothing but purple up in my Styrofoam cup
Tell me that you love me but that shit went all wrong
Now I'm hurting, going thru this phase that you call hate

Got a lot of anger don't know how to relate
Retaliate and shoot them bullets thru the roof ay
Said I'm chilling with the gang till my heart stays cold
I'on give a fuck cus our time grows old

Hold on, can you gimme my heart back
I would give it all to you but trust me you don't want that
No one really sticks around where my friends at
I be talking to myself again it's always like that

It's half past three and I'm staring at the ceiling
Picking up the pen but I don't know what I'm feeling
Lately, I been trying
Tell me what's the point if it's all or nothing?

Happy Valentines Day 🖤
Check out @omachi-21 💯

Up All Night ft. Omachi 21 [BiscuitBoi]

changing my mic after this :')

(AMV)
youtu.be/aW5i44rlDoY

↓ lyrics ↓
Comedown, getting ready for the comedown
It's too loud, I can't really hear your voice now
Speak up, just know that I won't pick it up
Put my face to the ground, hoping to make it out

Comedown, getting ready for the comedown
It's too loud, I can't really hear your voice now
Speak up just know that I won't pick it up
Put my face to the ground, hoping to make it out

Maybe I'm a mess but I guess she kinda like that
Thoughts inside my head, gone again but know they'll be back
Feeling like a reject, say goodbye then
I'm so used to it and I'm so used to this

Can't fall asleep, wondering
What the hell have I been doing lately
Shoutout to Reytee, now my brain is working
Preparing for the...

Comedown, getting ready for the comedown
(Calm down, Calm down)
It's too loud, I can't really hear your voice now
(All alone now, I'm alone by myself now)
Speak up, just know that I won't pick it up
(Don't know what to do uh)
Put my face to the ground, hoping to make it out
(Sorry if I'm not around)

Comedown, getting ready for the comedown
It's too loud, I can't really hear your voice now
Speak up just know that I won't pick it up
Put my face to the ground, hoping to make it out

I luv y'all 🤍
Thank you @reytee for the instrumental <3

New tracks tagged #Peepworld