message in a bottle (prod. raspo)

we can't go back (prod. farber)

Bridge:
You loved me reckless, (mmm… reckless)
Left my soul in rewind, (rewind... rewind)
You told me “forever” — then dipped without sign. (no sign, yeah)

Now you call me late, tryna rewrite the frame, (rewrite it…)
But scars don’t fade when they're carved through the flame. (still burnin’)

I ain’t cold, I just finally see, (I see now)
What I thought was love... was just war on my peace. (just war… no peace)

Took my light, now I bleed in shadows, (bleedin’ slow...)
I forgive you — but you ain’t feel sorrow. (nah… you ain't feel it)

Hook:
I forgave you — but I can't forget it, (can’t forget, no…)
I buried my tears where your name still’s etched in. (still etched…)

Played that role ‘til the mask turned heavy, (heavy now)
Said it’s over, but my soul ain’t ready. (still holdin’ on)

Every hug was a blade in disguise, (cut deep)
Now I know peace… but I still ask why. (still askin’)

You said “forever” with a tremble in tone, (tremblin')
Now I talk to a ghost, now that I’m all alone. (all alone... yeah)

Filler:
Mmm, yeah… (melodic run)
Used to dream of you sleepin’ in my arms, (arms…)
Now I’m drownin’ in the space where you gone. (gone, gone...)

You text like rain, but your voice still burns, (burns…)
Sayin' "I changed" — but the lesson returns. (same cycle...)

So I breathe… but it ain’t how it used to be. (nah, not the same)
Heard your name in a song and it shattered my peace, (shattered…)
Now I skip that track like I skip my sleep. (can’t rest...)
Told myself that I’m fine — smilin' wide, full of grief. (just pretendin’…)

Verse 1:
Built you a throne with a heart half-healed, (half-healed…)
You danced through the flames like my love ain’t real. (like it ain’t real...)

Said I was home — then you ghost mid-meal, (vanished)
Fed me lies wrapped in gold-plated seals. (pretty pain)

I held on ‘cause I thought pain meant depth, (too deep…)
But you wrote me off with a text, no breath. (left cold)

Still hear your voice when the silence gets deep, (in the quiet)
You moved on fast, but Im still losing sleep. (still… every night)

Hook:
I forgave you — but I can't forget it, (still feel it…)
I buried my tears where your name still etched in. (your name...)

Played that role ‘til the mask turned heavy, (too heavy)
Said it’s over, but my soul ain’t ready. (not ready…)

Every hug was a blade in disguise, (cut deeper)
Now I know peace… but I still ask why. (why’d you leave…)

You said “forever” with a tremble in tone, (trembled… lied)
Now I talk to a ghost, now that I’m all alone, (ghosted)

Bridge:
You say “move on,” like I ain’t tried, (I tried…)
But the echo of you still lives in my nights. (still echoes…)

And I don’t hate you… I just miss who you were, (miss her…)
The soft in your voice — before it turned blur. (blurry love…)

You were my comfort in chaos, now you're static in sound, (just noise now)
I scream in silence where your name still pounds. (still pounds…)

You wrote goodbye in invisible ink, (invisible goodbye...)
But it burns through pages every time that I blink. (can’t unread it…)

Outro:
I forgave you… (yeah… but)
But I still bleed quiet. (still bleedin’…)
You left soft… (just like that)
But the silence got violent. (so loud now…)

ESMB...

Forgive & Forget [Interlude]

if i would've loved u </3 (prod. raspo)

Tired Of Lying (prod.boyfifty)

Russ x Phora Type Beat - "Recovery"

2025 re-release

https://open.spotify.com/track/7kE77y2kjzcNKokCd6lERg?si=476d1d27fe844a29

Can't Move On

2025 re-release

https://open.spotify.com/track/4R1nL8aMl4UpXXz9CAU1hA?si=f7821b4684434d87

Miss You

2025 re-release

https://open.spotify.com/track/3GTMguC628Ttq00Jnu1zeb?si=fcc9b0e148cd44df

Never Enough

2025 re-release

https://open.spotify.com/track/6eh75FtTlTA9kc1gfDeSCm?si=1b9ccb37f9df4b98

Inhaling My Sedatives

2025 re-release

https://open.spotify.com/track/4MEeHfNy5qWQX54pTVgVyU?si=80b0ccc20be842b9

Nike's Song

Phora x NF Type Beat - "Strangers"

teardrops (prod. raspo)

https://open.spotify.com/track/79oMk5gsMcxt23ABIXHXnG?si=642f1e7bf9dd44e8

feel empty (prod. boyfifty)

unfaithful (prod. boyfifty)

wrote this song a while back, but its finally out!

LOVE

All kinds of beats. Manchester.
kalseethbeats@outlook.com

Just a kid chilling, vibing and risin' up

SPOTIFY LINK 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/1z21C7hBTCdoEjmtj5RPgN?si=r404aTApTsi_HnjNlesWLw

Meet the Artist: ESMB

Born and raised in Southeast San Diego, Manny Cuevas—known to the streets and the stage as ESMB—came up in the heart of the 90s and early 2000s, surrounded by a melting pot of musical influence. Though he calls himself a late bloomer, he never looked back once he stepped into the game.

It all started with rewriting lyrics to popular songs just to study their rhythm and flow. At the time, ESMB was homeless, living in a ’93 Ford Thunderbird with his father. That struggle lit a fire. With nothing but drive and raw hunger, he began recording tracks using webcam mics at internet cafés, uploading them to YouTube to create his buzz.

By 2009, he dropped his first mixtape, Confessionz of a GANGster, pushing over 100,000 units across California through pure grind and grassroots hustle.

More than an artist, ESMB is a student of the game. He studies lyrics like scripture—spending hours with books, dictionaries, and thesauruses to refine his craft. To him, success isn’t just about what you know—it’s also about who you learn from, and how you grow.

Over the years, he's been blessed to collaborate with talented artists who’ve helped shape his journey. The story continues—raw, real, and straight from the heart of San Diego.

Follow ESMB on Instagram, Twitter, and Spotify.

I just want to bring the emotion back into hip-hop.. My lyrics are real, and my message is far from empty.. 
email: ybsblizzy@gmail.com

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