witch's tale.

i've been given
so many chances
at life, so why 
am i wasting it?

i didn't mean 
to take it for granted
i had a lot going on 
my mental was fucked
and my education went to hell
i was skipping class
i was taking drugs
i didnt care no more 
i let myself go

i can't believe 
i let myself go
but i burnt the past 
and from the ashes
i bloomed
yeah i bloomed


i burnt the past 
but from the ashes
i bloomed
i've been changing everything
sometimes i look into the mirror
and i don't recognize myself

and this person i've become
i burnt the past 
but from the ashes
i bloomed 

but from the ashes
I bloomed.

from the ashes (carmspace x Nihil)

let me tell you a witch's tale.

never had the chance 
to settle down
all my life i moved around 
i went to city to city,
state to state
now i'm over it 
i'm so over it

yeah i'm so over it
in my last move
i threw away 
everything i owned
i left with nothing 
more than my clothes
and things that
 had importance to me

now nothings
holding me back 
anymore

since i never had 
the chance to settle down
all my life i moved around 
and i'm so over it
so now i'm home
i found a home 
in his heart
(his heart)

so over it (dead spyro)

(prod. hero)

this is another witch's tale

i tried to be real
wanted to switch it up
i opened old wounds
just so that i can heal
and let you know
what i feel
but thats when
the hate rolls in

but you can hate
you can say
what you want
cause those are old wounds
yeah i been bullied all my life
so that shit dont really phase me
anymore

i just wanna live my my life
i dont got time to
worry about you
i'm finally putting myself first
im putting myself first

i gotta keep this relationship intact
because i cant handle
another heartbreak
and i cant handle
being alone

never wanna be back
in that apartment
scared for my life
cause that man was
knocking at my door
i had no one
to keep me safe
and thats why

i gotta keep this relationship intact
because i cant handle
another heartbreak
and i cant handle
being alone

i never wanna end up alone..



old wounds (hero) - Bonus track

(prod. natebeatz)

witch's tale.

you don't know what its like
to lose your glow before the dawn
to be a child in body
but feel your soul 
move on

i stitched my soul 
with melodies turned pain into art
but the mirror kept asking
"will you ever be the same"

you took my story 
but i took control
you don't know what its like
to lose it all and still rise

my innocence is gone
but i found my light inside
they tried to write my story
but i changed every line

what they took from me that night
I'm taking back this time
every tear i buried deep
became roots in my heart

they broke me down to nothing
but i built myself divine
i built myself divine.

taking back what's mine (natebeatz)

(prod. natebeatz)

witch's tale

the world moves fast
but i move alone 
i walk through fire 
i didn't light

learn to speak in 
whispers not in cries
every smile is borrowed 
every touch felt unknown
i stitched my soul 
with broken threads

i rose from the shadows 
of that time 
everything that was 
stolen is now all mine 
my reflection felt like someone else
i was too young to know the world 
but it showed me it's teeth anyway

i've found my voice 
reclaimed my life 
i carry my past
but it doesn't define 
i found my light 
this soul is mine 

(woah)
(woah)
(yuh)
life's not easy
when your sensitive
tired of this shit
its so repetitive 
why do i have to be so vulnerable 
so gullible

i know you wanna 
leave it all behind 
watch me rise 
we gon' be alright 
don't leave your life behind 

it's worth living for these moments
worth living for these moments
worth living for these moments
said it's worth living for these moments

this soul is all mine

this soul is mine (natebeatz)

(prod. natebeatz)

this is another witch's tale

im sorry
im sorry,
i love you like its war
sorry i push just to need you more
its not you,
its the noise in my brain

im trying to love you through the pain
i wake up and you're still here
but sometimes that feels to near

you touch my hand i pull away
then beg you not leave that day
i dont even know who's loving you today
 my reflection keeps changing names
one minute your my safe place
the next your the storm

i say im leaving just to see 
if you'll chase me
i know its not easy
loving someone who turns on a dime
but when you say my name softly
the chaos quiets for awhile
i know its not your fault i break like this
you're fighting my shadow
when all you wanted was light

you see the calm inside my hurricane
you stayed when i was hard to hold
i live with my hearts its got your face
you're my calm in this crowded place
you say its okay when i go numb
but i see the hurt ive done
i dont mean to twist your words
its just how my brain learns

im sorry i pull,
im sorry i cling,
sorry i turn small things into everything
but when i see you sleeping beside me
i start to believe i'm worth keeping

and i'm still learning 
one day at a time 
to love you softly 

not just with my mind

half of me hates you, all of me needs you (natebeatz)

(prod.knkr)

this is another witch's tale.

i still sleep with the lights on
trauma got me wired wrong
every shadow feels like something
every quiet feels to loud

i don't trust the calm
never learned how
but you breathe next to me
and the fear backs down
you make the monsters quiet 
even when my head's a riot

you don't fix the damage 
but you sit with me inside it
you make the monsters quiet
and i don't shake like i use to
you don't save me but you stay
and somehow that's enough too
somehow that's enough too

i wake up scared 
that you'll leave before 
i open my eyes
i hate the way i need you
then push you out of my life

im sorry for the moods
im sorry for the rage
im sorry for the versions of me 
i haven't tamed

i ruin things i love
but im trying not to break this
i know i get destructive
when the panic hits the surface
i ruin things i love
but i swear i wanna stay
I'm fighting all the instincts
that tell me to run away

im a storm, your the quiet
but you still show up 
when im violent
with my feelings
with my fear
im trying baby

cant you see im trying here
to be a better person

you make the monsters quiet

you make the monsters quiet (prod. knkr)

(prod. sorrow bringer)

this is another witch's tale.

i use to live in ruins
cold walls and heavy air
but loving you felt different
like someone opened windows there

i didn't know i could be soft
i thought my heart was set in stone
(was set in stone)
i don't recognize my heart
but in a good way
it beats a little calmer
ever since you choose to stay
these bruises don't feel permanent
the night isn't so dark

i don't recognize my heart 
but i think i like the change
i use to hate my reflection
but now I'm learning who i am
and every time you say you love me
i believe it just a little more

i don't recognize my heart
but maybe that's the point
maybe healing wasn't losing me
it was finding my voice

dont recongize my heart (sorrow bringer)

(prod. koilake)

this is another witch's tale.

ive been making vows in silence
to the parts of me i lost
promising the broken pieces 
that i hold on through the cost

im learning how to love myself
like i deserve a place to stay
and every step i take feels like
im choosing me in a new way
the past tried to claim me
but im not owned by that pain
i slipped a ring on my healing
now i carry my own name
im engaged to my healing
(my healing)

to the growth i use to fear
to the softness im discovering
in the mirror year by year
im engaged to my healing
to the person i almost lost
and ill never them stranded
no matter what it cost
this love is slow but honest
this time i choose myself

im engaged to my healing
to a life that finally felt like help

engaged to my healing (koilake)

(prod. lonecrow)

witch's tale.

i use to sleep with heartbreaks
stitched into my skin

every room felt temporary
every move felt like the end
but then i found a quiet
i never knew existed
a place where I'm not hurting

a love i never pictured
i look at where I'm standing
and where i could have been
and it hits me like a sunrise

I'm still here.
I'm still here.

i never thought I'd get here
to this version of my life
where the storms don't shake me
and i don't wanna say
goodbye

i never thought I'd get here
with a ring and a steady heart
with a future that feels gentle
and a person that never falls apart

i never thought I'd get here
but damn, I'm glad i did
(I'm glad i did)

never thought i'd get here (lonecrow)

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