FXKE LXVE V4 (DEMO TRACK)

The Cruelty of Sun

Words and vocals by soundcloud.com/openuniversitybeard
Arrangements, production and backing vocals soundcloud.com/the-wolfgirl-liberation

Agatha Christie (download)

she isn't real chat, go talk to women

Sucker lover boy
Unfulfilled of joy
The thought of having you
Takes me out of the blue
But I can't help myself
But to fall to your knees
As you kick and spit on me
My brain keeps making excuses to itz
As it goes on

Saying that you're gonna change to me
It goes on
Saying that you're gonna be real to me

I saw death in her eyes
She had a draining smile
She was such a beauty and
She was such a cadaveric girl
Dream of being held by thee
Hoping for the day you love me
But you don't fucking exist
Come to me, cadaveric girl

My imagination is what I dream for real
Hoping for the day where I get to see you
With my arms embracing you near
Come home my dear

And I know that I'm full of cope
Dreaming for a girl without any hope
At this point I gave up on
Not feeling alone

I saw death in her eyes
She had a draining smile
She was such a beauty and
She was such a cadaveric girl
Dream of being killed by thee
Hoping for the day you fuck me
But you aren't fucking real
Come to me, cadaveric girl 

Cadaveric Girl

East London flats some dull evening the 90s
Rip the beat from a game and reframing everything    

A rhythm that spins again dreams abstract new architecture
Deep down inside of us along with the furniture

Described in our ripped off beats 
Familiar sounds, rings and creaks 
Familiar as furniture 
The beats that we nurture

A future more brilliant
Described by the ambient
Along with my groans
rhythm and bones
rhythym that sings again

Familiar as furniture the beats that we nurture
Deep down inside of us a language of journeys

A future more brilliant for the love of a hip hop beat
A land we hallucinate familiar let loose again

Deep down inside of us a land with a future
A future more brilliant described in the ambient

Familiar as furniture the beats that we nurture
Deep down inside of us a language of journeys

A future more brilliant for the love of a hip hop beat
A land we hallucinate familiar let loose again

Deep down inside of us a land with a future
A future more brilliant described in the ambient

So happy and loveable this person I dance with 
Deep down inside of me along with my oddities

A future more brilliant described by the ambient
So happy and loveable this person I dance with

SPINS (download)

La verdad sobre los finales

Why do you treat others
The way 
You do
Do you understand
It makes them sad

No Empathy
Unaware
Without Knowing
No Empathy
No Empathy

The Cost of How You Act
Harm You Don’t See
The Cost of How You Act
Harm You Don’t See

No Empathy
Unaware
Without Knowing
No Empathy
No Empathy

Why do you treat others
The way 
You do
Do you understand
It makes them sad

No Empathy
Unaware
Without Knowing
No Empathy
No Empathy

Blind to Others
Unfelt Damage
Blind to Others
Unfelt Damage

No Empathy
Unaware
Without Knowing
No Empathy
No Empathy

I would say
You're selfish
And you don't
Understand

No Empathy
Unaware
Without Knowing
No Empathy
No Empathy


No Empathy

My freedom is here
It has finally arrived
I've waited for this moment
This moment in time

I feel the pressure
Has lifted up
I feel the pressure
Has went backup

For

Nothing Can Stop Me Now
Nothing Can Stop Me Now

Away from me
Away for good
Away in time
Away understood

Nothing bothers me
Nothing again
Right now is the greatest
The greatest win

For

Nothing Can Stop Me Now
Nothing Can Stop Me Now



Nothing Can Stop Me Now

Better times ahead
Better times ahead
Better times ahead
Better times ahead

You, you are so kind
You, you are so fine
You, you will shine, tonight
You, you will find

The love you needed
The love you sought
The love meant for you
Your love is not lost

I know you still hurt
I know you still love
I know you still believe
I promise, you will be loved

For the selfish you met
For the selfish, who didn't care
For the selfish, who took you for granted
For the selfish, who were not there

They will soon learn
They will soon be fair
They will soon become 
They will soon care

Because there are, 

Better times ahead
Better times ahead
Better times ahead
Better times ahead

You, you are so kind
You, you are so fine
You, you will shine, tonight
You, you will find

The love you needed
The love you sought
The love meant for you
Your love is not lost

The hurt
You once lived
The hurt
You could not forgive

The hurt
Will end
The hurt
Will end

Because there are,

Better times ahead
Better times ahead
Better times ahead
Better times ahead

You, you are so kind
You, you are so fine
You, you will shine, tonight
You, you will find

The love you needed
The love you sought
The love meant for you
Your love is not lost




Better Times Ahead

Gets Me Goin

A Heart of Wisdom

Heal
Heal
Make yourself feel

Do you want to live
Longer than
You feel

Believe in me
Trust in me
Make yourself heal
I demand you see

Love is the key
Love is the way
Love heals today

Love heals today

Your strength
Your will
Your hunger
Your feel

Love is the key
Love is the way
Love heals today

Love heals today

Now I've got your ear
Live forever
Live forever

Now I've got your ear
Live forever
Live forever

Take care
Of yourself
Take care
Of yourself

Love is the key
Love is the way
Love heals today

Love heals today



Love heals today

New release with a slightly different genre. This song explains a lot about my past. As someone who struggled with addiction and pulling all nighters like it was nothing.  Begging for the morning sun to either stay away or burn so bright it can burn my sins. Hope you enjoy and remember, stay cursed.

Lyrics

What is the time,
What have i  done.
Its to late now, 
Here comes the sun.
Illuminates reality,
Something i don't want to see

Oh morning sun, please be the one
Burn my sins, what have i done.
Still wide awake as the third day begun
Mirror Mirror show me where i do belong
Oh morning sun, please be the one
Burn this night, i want it gone

Oh morning sun i think I'm mad,
To listen to a voice this fucking sad
Shine on me and lets forget
The messed up mind in my head

As soon as night falls,
I hear this voice and it calls
Through my walls, through my walls
Through my walls.

Dont listen to it, you'll feel like shit
After another night in this pit
Dont listen to it, you'll feel like shit
After another night in this pit

Dont listen to it, you'll feel like shit
Dont listen to it, you'll feel like shit,
If you listen to it

Oh morning sun, please be the one
Burn my sins, what have i done.
Still wide awake as the third day begun
Mirror Mirror show me where i do belong
Oh morning sun, please be the one
Burn this night, i want it gone
Can't trust myself what have i done
Drew a line but now its gone.






Cursed Comfort - Morning Sun

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hermine k. 
kadaníková
sound weaver
experimental xenomorph

meanderland field recordings

https://herminehermine.bandcamp.com/

I've never sang in my life before. Also a big fan of Psychopomp.

The brain needs daily direction to feel better.

Join me in  the search for  comfort while dancing  our way through the void. Hoping to escape it, one day.

A humble Solo artist (for now).
Also I'm my own/:

- Vocalist
- Bassist
- Guitarist
- Drummer
- Producer/Recorder/mix&master

Spread my music like the plaque and be blessed by my curse.

 Stay cursed

MY NAME IS:
JAKE
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'IT KEEPS MY HANDS BUSY'

I don't use modular machines, algorythms or AI input to create my beats or music. All parts are written and created by me with intent x

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