I was crossfaded when I did this

Tracks:

Love Vibration - AstroHertz
Awkward - Dance Gavin Dance

awkwardvibration

He offers her his strength when she cannot rise on her own. His promise comes not from pity, but from shared pain — a vow to carry part of her weight.

What We Don't Talk About

Borrow My Wings

Lyrics:
Here lies a hypocrite; condemned to relive 
the dreams that she threw away
Kneeling amongst the damned
pretty sore eyes still see while closed

My heart beats in threes
in the sky under the sea
All it'd take to exist
in a past that we missed

And the rules that I'd break
for a girl that won't stay
In the arms of a stranger
my dreams worsen the play

Excuse my missing trust
Wingless angels foresee the cost
Listen to the silence
These walls could not keep me in

Taking a wrong turn
If I'm lost in these woods
may your light go out
I don't want to be found anymore

Shattering from words that I've heard in my sleep
Time is up, kiss farewell your dreams
Between the bars I can't believe this is you

My hips sway on three
My sweetheart long gone
Nicotine on my lips
An addictive tongue

Pacing my own breathes
I chose this outcome
Port wine tames complain

No place to breathe
Just a poisoned kiss before sleep
Glass shards from mirrors cut me
Heart-sick as vultures take me

There's nobody home
Miss Misery collects bottles on her own
I played with smoke and mirrors
Set flames to all my treasures


My Heart Beats in Threes

Lyrics ✨

Veil of black wings
Comes to wrap you in its cloak
And it cuts you off from everyone
That you know

You're in the kingdom of the King
Of flies and rot and parasites
And you've become one of his creatures
It's the fate of all his kind

It's the veil of black wings
Of the things that drag you down
And the night calls with their sweet songs
As it wraps you in its shroud
It's the veil of black wings
Of the things that drag you down
And the night calls with their sweet songs
As it wraps you in its shroud

Veil of black wings
Comes to drag you down below
Where it is freezing and it's dark
And you're alone

I hear you singing in the deep
You call my name and I don't know
Is it your voice or some creature
That calls from below

It's the veil of black wings
Of the things that drag you down
And the night calls with their sweet songs
As it wraps you in its shroud
It's the veil of black wings
Of the things that drag you down
And the night calls with their sweet songs
As it wraps you in its shroud


Veil of Black Wings

She left, uttering “Farewell,” and now their paths have parted. He departs, yet leaves a door open for her—a place where she can always find peace and support. No judgment, no conditions, only a quiet readiness to welcome her whenever she may need it.

...Shouldst Thou Need Me (Epilogue)

The song 'Городопад' by artist 'Пальцы в розетку' metaphorically describes a city under attack by a powerful force, symbolizing internal struggles and battles against adversities. The lyrics depict a city facing destruction and chaos, representing the inner turmoil and eventual defeat of negativity and despair.

Городопад

Take it slow, swallow the poison,
Sure comatose, just try to enjoy it,
One only hope, one big disappointment,
Blood from your nose, just let it go

And all the flowers wilt by winter just the same,
And when I'm gone and died I'm terrified to take up the same name,
In sudden pause the cause was lost before you came,
Lost your faith in me & make believe,
It's all a crying shame

Fall apart, there's no use in trying,
It's all my fault that we've all been dying,
Drown in the flood, I might as well dive in,
Gave you my blood, I'll let it go

And all the flowers wilt by winter just the same,
And when I'm gone and died I'm terrified to take up the same name,
In sudden pause the cause was lost before you came,
Lost your faith in me & make believe,
It's all a crying shame

It's all a crying shame

Crying shame,
These clouds still hang,
Over my head,
It knows my name

(Don't be that way)
(Don't be that way)
(Don't be that way)
(Don't be that way)

And all the flowers wilt by winter just the same,
And when I'm gone and died I'm terrified to take up the same name,
In sudden pause the cause was lost before you came,
Lost your faith in me & make believe,
It's all a crying shame

It's all a crying shame 
It's all a crying shame


the big cloud

experience emptiness through this noise-filled blackened post-hardcore
Lyrics
Devastated,
A husk of a worthless being,
I loathe everything i am.
There is nothing, left of my empty self
I can't stop failing
As I watch, my world, crumble, apart
[scream]
IM FALLING
ZERO
IM EMPTY
AND I WANT
TO
DIE
[scream]
Dissociated,
Phasing through the void,
My body's falling through the static,
My mind fractures into dust
And i am all alone
ALL I HAVE IS NOTHING
ZERO
ZERO
ZERO
[scream]
[scream]

zero ∅

This is a Cover Song
Original Artist is Dance Gavin Dance

Vocals are me, Rest is programmed


The Robot  with Human Hair Pt 3

She’s gone. Only traces remain — dust on glass, a lingering breath. The song lives in the pause, in what is absent more than what is present.

Residual

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DxIxF
San Diego Goregrind/Mince


I WORK ON MULTIPLE PROJECTS (they are all just me and im looking for bandmates)
-DxIxF (grind)
- >stxtic. (electronic)
-Autosarcophagy (slam)
-Damaged Goods (beatdown)




im open to most genres
dm on instagram if ur interested in any or if you wanna work on a new one  @andraesparza06 

The Black Quill is a musical duet of Dmitry Kolganov and Mira Shadranis — a dark fantasy writer and his muse. It’s a dialogue between pain and understanding, between the one who creates and the one who inspires.
Each album is a story. Each song — a confession torn from silence; what we don’t talk about.
The sound balances between dark ambient, brutal deathcore, cinematic score and depressive ballad, creating a sonic world where the soul stands face to face with itself.

𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖇𝖊𝖆𝖚𝖙𝖎𝖋𝖚𝖑 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖈𝖚𝖗𝖘𝖊𝖉

This place is just filled of Demo's of vocal covers I done for friends and some original songs demos

Punk trans musician. Screaming my soul out :3

New tracks tagged #Post-hardcore