Bonus tracks from the psychological horror game The Protagonist. Dark ambient soundscapes, haunting atmospheres, and echoes from the underground.

Do You Think I Would Save You?

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Born from the haunted mythology of the Reddit universe “Mother Horse Eyes,” this album transforms the body-horror lore into sound. Each track is a descent into the Flesh Interface - a place where machines breathe, faith corrodes, and memory splits apart. Dark cinematic electronics merge with whispers, static, and sacred decay - a sonic ritual between human and code

Notes of the Interface Witness

To Remain Human

🎬 Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition)
by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight

Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) drifts through the wreckage of love and survival — a slow, haunting reflection on watching someone you can’t save disappear into their addiction. The world feels empty, colorless, and cold; every echo is a memory, every silence a goodbye. It’s not just about losing someone to drugs — it’s about losing the version of yourself that believed things could still be repaired. The song unfolds like a cinematic elegy: spoken, aching, hollow. A voice trapped in time, whispering through the ruins of what could have been.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see.
You’re just a poor boy, but now you’re gone — threw it all away.
Your body’s aching all the time; you’re feeling like you just want to die.

[Chorus]
Our life had just begun, but you wasted it all away.
Even though I loved you, you chose another way.
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see —
You’re just a poor boy. Is this the real life, or is this just fantasy?

[Verse 2]
Remember the nights we held each other tight?
Now it’s all gone, you’re lost in the blinding light.
You chased the high, left everything behind.
Our love was real, but you were too blind.

[Bridge]
So many nights I cried, hoping you’d come back to me.
But the man I loved is lost — gone with the memories.
You were my everything, now you’re just a ghost,
Haunting my dreams, breaking me the most.

[Outro]
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you’re just a memory.
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you’re just a memory.

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song was written in the aftermath of a love I couldn’t save. We had finally reached a moment in life where it felt like our time — the kids were grown, the chaos had quieted — but addiction stole that chapter before it ever began. Watching someone you love fade into their own self-destruction is like standing in a burning city, powerless to move. Lost Fantasy became the echo of that helplessness — the sound of grief in slow motion.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

At its core, 4Me2BeFree transforms lived pain into cinematic truth. Every song is an emotional film — layered with raw honesty, sound design, and storytelling that blurs the line between memory and art. Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) embodies that mission: it’s not just a track; it’s a requiem for what love becomes when it meets its own apocalypse.

🔻 Copyright Notice

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Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) by 4Me2BeFree

Engles Mortis features narration samples from the 1963 animated film Tifusari, directed by Vatroslav Mimica and narrated by Zlatko Crnković, based on a poem by Jure Kaštelan.

Engles Mortis

The Story We Were

Full 2-hour version on YouTube: https://youtu.be/enriM4qoh4E

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Original soundtrack for the animated short “Zombie Survival,” blending post-apocalyptic and dystopian tones with cinematic orchestration.

Zombie Survival - Original Soundtrack

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Dystopian Dark Ambient Music.
To listen to the full version of all soundscapes, visit my YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/@SynthwaveAbyss

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