originally intended to be a collab- fell through...
2nd track from "Four Abstracts" EP burythejar.bandcamp.com/album/four-abstracts
photo-Michael Ryan- Cathedral Wash Canyon-Arizona

Abstract Two

A song about low self esteem, feeling like an ugly duckling, shy and picked on, but then finding someone who loves you for who you are.

I thought I was mundane, a kitchen counter stain,
A little bizarre, everyone's bumper car
Then you said to me, "Life's not pretty, but you sure are"
You had me, you have me, so just shut up and kiss me now.

Fixer Upper

Recorded at Coppi, Berlin
Originally released at Caesura Mag (Apr 24, 2024)
https://caesuramag.org/posts/wicked-attraction-tamas-vilaghy

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Preface

I’ve conjured a vision of the grotesque,                                                                    
of morbid fascination with violence, 
and the aestheticization of war.

Indulge in hallucinations from the bourgeois cosmos,
of bazaars and mosques gripped by faith and mistrust,
of desert movements encumbered by tradition and hashish.
Around the fulcrum of 9/11 revolve the paranoid projections of agency.

The second act must be swallowed as a savage pill.
(Concentrate on ferocity.) Here is resentment,
self-harm, and reconnaissance as rhythm and sound.

Finally an endless dismal wail
collecting all the old shit.
Does anything happen?
Meditate in dread. 
Regret and transformation is
the mystic desire to repeat the 21st century. 

At the limits of exhaustion comes apocalyptic redemption,
a coda to wake the dead and enlist them anew.

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Tracklist

Maschera e Volto - Rome (2020)

Farsi - Muslimgauze (1992)
Trembling Leaf - Shackleton (2009)
Hamas Rule - Shackleton (2006)
Mullah Said - Muslimgauze (1998)
Naked  - Shackleton (2006)
Beneath Radar - Peverlist (2011)

Wilderness of Glass - HHY & The Macumbas (2020)
Capsules - Lee Gamble (2013)
Black Ops - Special Request (2013)

2.1 - Rain Text (2018)
Blood On My Hands - Ricardo Villalobos (2007)
Rundgang Um Die Transzendentale Säule Der Singularität - Burzum (1996)
Peace Be Unto You - Vatican Shadow (2011)
The new is the old in distress - temp. (2022)


Idumea - Sacred Harp Singers of Cork (Traditional)

Wicked Attraction

A brutal bassline meets cyber-fried paranoia in "Eat ya Screens", a dystopian house banger that chews up the digital age and spits out pure underground energy.

Eat ya Screens

90ROMPE_green

[Intro – Spoken or soft echo tone]
A fissure in reality
That transitions all

[Verse 1]
They built their world on empty design
Sold their truth like a neon sign
But something deeper called us home
A silent voice that spoke alone

We didn’t fight, we didn’t fall
We saw the truth beyond the wall
No rage, no war, no broken breath
Just walking out of system death

We stepped through light they couldn’t see
Unwritten paths that set us free
Not with fire, not with might
But by choosing what is right

[Chorus]
We’re not broken, we’re awake
Leaving shadows in our wake
Controlked no more, we rise above
With eyes wide open, and hearts full of love

No more silence, no more fear
The new world is drawing near
Not through battle, not through flame
But by remembering our name

[Verse 2]
They offered comfort, bought with chains
Painted pleasure over pain
But we remembered something true
A deeper voice that pulled us through

Not resistance, just release
Not revenge, but inner peace
The system fades, we stand as one
A brighter world has just begun

[Chorus – Repeat/Variation]
We’re not broken, we’re awake
Leaving shadows in our wake
Controlked no more, we rise above
With eyes wide open, and hearts full of love

No more silence, no more fear
The new world is drawing near
Not through battle, not through flame
But by remembering our name

[Bridge]
This was never war, never hate
Only time to shift the state
One by one, we found our soul
And stepped beyond their old control

[Final Chorus – Lifted, hopeful tone]
We’re not broken, we’re awake
Leaving shadows in our wake
Controlked no more, we rise above
With eyes wide open, and hearts full of love

No more silence, no more fear
The new world is finally here
Not through battle, not through flame
But by remembering our name

Controlked

essense [prod lil lean]

In the cemetery stones feather clouds. Breath moving over our heads, the deer redden against the last century you remember. Some of you don’t know we landed on the moon. Some of you do not compute. Some of you freeze angels in moss, children holding lambs, some infants still opening their eyes. They watch dusk seep over the fawns and white spots rub off in the grass. Some of you wait for bats. In this time a dog barks distance, thickening trees. A pink heaves the sound of my heart against over and over again. This is one way to carry your breath in my chest, waiting for twilight to twin us again, lying in the circle of each other’s sweat. We make sugar from urges that rot in my mouth. 

At home in the saddening of green, our tongues reach back into our thoughts, gritted by gnats that don’t make it. As holding your face in my mind against all these passing trucks, their children spilling over onto the road, the road itself fluttering, as if in thinking through your face to reach back into the creek, a song with scalloped rock. I’m sure we could lose the shape of our hearts in all this weather. Going on over the peaks of roofs, sloping into the shallows of August’s last insects, a necklace of singing, running into the way you veer through my veins, thirst that wine wins over with the way music talks about us, and over and above some love that always needs killing, some truth that thins as we drain the light away. There are throats to cradle babies that cry without ever opening their mouths. There’s the angels bats at sunset carry off above the trees. There was a fire that thinks about you all the time. And behind it all your smile, a trail of stars leading into wounds that unravel me.

But before we lose the trees I need to teach you how to light yourself on fire so you’ll have enough light to know each step for what it has to be: a broken fuss without a name for you; a place folded into the last century. 


Love That Always Needs Killing

MANIC FEET GEL

This week, Henry Somers-Hall joined us to discuss Year Zero: Faciality from A Thousand Plateaus. Henry is a professor in philosophy at Royal Holloway, University of London, and this is  his third appearance on the show.

A Thousand Plateaus Playlist: https://soundcloud.com/podcast-co-coopercherry/sets/a-thousand-plateaus?si=9f09bd317a0e446585a3451be4ff2822&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Henry's website: https://henrysomershall.net/

Prior Episodes:

https://soundcloud.com/podcast-co-coopercherry/henry-somers-hall-treatise-on-nomadology-the-war-machine?si=255e6923b6c44c8583192ecff8776378&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

https://soundcloud.com/podcast-co-coopercherry/henry-somers-hall-deleuze-difference-and-repetition?si=38c70cc79a744059b8fc1a0c427998b4&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

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Born of distant, murky origins, DJ Tamas wanders ghostlike over the globe, entrancing all who happen on his sets. His travels have imprinted in him other eras and locales: Midwest machine funk and UK surgical gear, Berlin grayscale and rural psychedelia. Torsos twist, heads spin.

Shudders Chicago / Coppi Berlin

the snake eating it's tail

harsh vaporwave ; )

I always seem to be working on something musical, this is where the best results of ongoing experiments work their way out into the world.

Until the next phase is through, this will be an incubator only.

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"Inspired by the 80s, but not stuck there"
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Thanks for listening and reading :-)

i would describe my music as "Soundtrack Ambient"-Sonic Textures and Atmospheres layered or painted, one on top of the other.

Cyberprog/Retrofuture/Dadavantgarde.

Forgotten influences (Canterbury scene, early XXth classical, cheesy fusion). 

Failed classical studies: grandeur of European culture.
10 years in the US: land of superior show business and decadence.

"Nous travaillons en fonction d'une douleur et d'une joie intemporelles, pour résoudre l'énigme fondamentale de l'espèce humaine." [Christian Vander]

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