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Phantom

Back 2 Me

Back with SqweezCast, and our guests are none other than the next headliner of our Event: SARABAMBA, queer DJ's and perfomers from Italy.

Collaborating with the producer Abo Abo, SARA and BAMBA have established a musical project featuring original “frizzantino” (fizzy) pop tracks. Their DJ sets constitute a diverse flow of techno selections, while maintaining a plurality of subgenres, with tribal and trance influences.

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TRACKLIST:
1. Magia Lucana - Pietro Cirillo
2.Donkbow - Longeez
3. You Used to Shine - Iannis Rezgui
4. Remember When Mars Attacked? - Lola Cerise
5. DeFol (Nene H Remix) - BASHKKA
6. Neutral Wave (Instrumental) - Lemane
7. Toco Toco - VOST
8. Wazo Picante (Lvgo Remix) - Hot News
9. Samba Comigo - GI. O
10. Fluid Matter - dogheadsurigeri
11. River River (Daboor & Shabjdeed Bootleg Mix) - Some Guest
12. Grima - sepbtt
13. Baile Cautivo - BIXBITA
14. EXTAASI feat. EXTENDO - Aasi
15. new stranger - klex
16. Final Steps (DLV & KTK Remix) - Blame The Mono & Azan Caro
17. Second Pavilion (Galtier Remix) - Lithe
18. Corniche Kennedy - Yenkov

SqweezCast #14 - SARABAMBA

Girl In A Band

"Lost Fantasy (Alternate Version)" is the second rendition of a deeply personal song that comes from an emotional place of reflection, loss, and acceptance. Until now, this version has remained private, but tonight feels like the right time to share it openly with all of you. I'm genuinely interested in hearing your thoughts, feelings, and feedback on this alternate interpretation—your insights mean a lot to me.
Thank you for listening and being part of this journey.

—4Me2BeFree
🔻 Lost Fantasy – Song Insight
Not every loss is sudden—some are slow, drawn-out disappearances. Lost Fantasy is about watching someone slip away, powerless to stop it. It’s the devastation of loving someone who no longer sees reality, who trades everything for a high, leaving you behind in the wreckage.

This song isn’t just about heartbreak—it’s about disbelief. That moment when you realize they were never really looking at you, only past you. It’s about mourning someone who’s still alive but no longer the person you knew.

They chose their path. They chose the escape. And now, all that’s left is a fading memory.

🔻 Lost Fantasy – Lyrics
Verse 1
"Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see.
You're just a poor boy, but now you're gone and threw it all away.
Your body's aching all the time, you're feeling like you just want to die."

Chorus
"Our life had just begun, but you wasted it all away.
Even though I loved you, you chose another way.
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see.
You're just a poor boy, is this the real life or is this just fantasy?"

Verse 2
"Remember the nights, we held each other tight.
Now it's all gone, you're lost in the blinding light.
You chased the high, left everything behind.
Our love was real, but you were too blind."

Chorus
"Our life had just begun, but you wasted it all away.
Even though I loved you, you chose another way.
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see.
You're just a poor boy, is this the real life or is this just fantasy?"

Bridge
"So many nights I cried, hoping you'd come back to me.
But the man I loved is lost, gone with the memories.
You were my everything, now you're just a ghost.
Haunting my dreams, breaking me the most."

Chorus (Reprise)
"Our life had just begun, but you wasted it all away.
Even though I loved you, you chose another way.
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see.
You're just a poor boy, is this the real life or is this just fantasy?"

Outro
"Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you're just a memory.
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you're just a memory."

🔻 4Me2BeFree
This isn’t just a song—it’s an epitaph for the love that never stood a chance.

4Me2BeFree doesn’t just create music; they carve out raw emotions and lay them bare. Lost Fantasy isn’t about nostalgia—it’s about regret, about the ache of seeing someone spiral while you scream into the void.

Their music doesn’t just tell a story—it feels like one. A story of loss, of longing, and of finally realizing… some people never wanted to be saved.

They slipped away. And now, they’re nothing more than a lost fantasy. 🔥

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"Lost Fantasy (Alternate Version)"

Welcoming M3tamyth at SqweezCast, your go-to techno escape curated for the LGBTQIA+ community. Join us every month as we dive into the beats and stories of incredible queer artists reshaping the techno landscape.

M3tamyth explores mythology conceptually through electronic music, crafting experiences of deep mental and emotional intensity. His sonic universe merges dense melodic textures and immersive atmospheres, where rhythms often take on radical and unconventional forms.

For M3tamyth, the dance floor is a space of alchemical creation, a mythical and sacred realm where our stories intertwine and shape new futures.
In this podcast, M3tamyth envisions the emotions experienced by the Greek mythical figure Psyche as she journeys through the Underworld.

TRACKLIST:
Violent Magic Orchestra - The Destroyer (Electric Utilities Version) 
Mind I Matter - La Complainte des Damnés
disruption - Revelation
Years of Denial - Sensory Box
Crystal Geometry - Butlerian Jihad
NN, MRD - Corporate Supremacy (MRD Remix)
Onleash - Trendsetters
Ogmah - Blacksmith
Marooned - To be what we pretend to be (feat. Saturnia)
Sekulahr - Dhikr
NOUS - Unnecessary Drama
My Twisted Obsession - Heliopolis
Paula Temple - Gegen X (Original Mix)
Trudge - Sway Over The Void
Hine - Recitationes
Sugar - Horsepower
David Sellers - Against All Odds
SMU - C.H.A.M.P.I.O.N. 
Klangkuenstler - Ihr Werdet Weinen
GNRØ - Aris (Original Mix) 
an bu - I can fix you


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SqweezCast #15 - M3tamyth

"Consent obtained under lies is not consent.
Liking the act doesn’t mean agreeing to the betrayal it was wrapped in."

You were not a willing partner to a stranger.
You were a willing partner to someone who never existed.

🖤 SONG INSIGHT – My Pain, Your Ink
This track is the unfiltered moment of realization—where pain meets clarity. It’s about betrayal that wasn’t just emotional, but intimate and spiritual. When someone lies to gain access to your body, your trust, your truth—that’s not love, it’s manipulation. And when you finally understand that? The grief hits different. You stop mourning the relationship and start mourning the self that was stolen inside it.

This song captures that shift. It rides the edge between confession and collapse, rage and reflection. It’s not just about a bad partner—it’s about someone who wrote their story using your blood. A song for every person who walked away not just hurt—but permanently changed.

🎶 LYRICS (Clean Display – No Brackets)
Verse 1
Fallin’ mind stuck in replay
Daydreams, blockin' what I say
Lied—had me in your bed all day
No cap, just head, a replay

Fed your obsession,
You got high, wanted pain
Your eyes went dead
But I never agreed to play

Echo: eyes went dead…

Verse 2
Every shot you mocked, kept me swoll
Nails deep cut my skin
Every time you yelled my name
Just a fill-in space you gave me

Pre-Chorus
Stacked up lies, cries
All I wanted was peace inside
A room I could breathe, feelin me
Making love wrong, every night

Chorus
You say love, it was control
Signed my soul, forged my name
My blood your pen, my pain your sin
Took what I can’t rebuild, now I sink

Echo: your sin, I sink…

Verse 3
I washed my mind in smoke
Burn this hate, but I choke
Tried to sell it, yell it, let it go
But it clings to me, like dope

Drownin’, these dreams
Swimming empty streams
Veins can't drink my pain away
Falling on pills just an escape

Echo: just an escape…

Bridge (Spoken)
Feelin’ something real inside
Telling me there’s no rewind
You had no right, whatcha took

Outro (Spoken)
Cut my line, no vitals, no time
Just me, spiralin’, losin’ the climb
Wanted love—but this was a fake
You were never real. My worst mistake.

🧠 ARTIST REFLECTION
It took me a long time to realize that what happened to me wasn’t just toxic—it was a form of abuse. I thought it was love, because I was told it was. But it was manipulation from the beginning, and I didn’t consent to that kind of deception. This song is my way of reclaiming that truth, even if it hurts. Especially because it hurts. I know I’m not alone.

💿 ABOUT 4ME2BEFREE
4Me2BeFree is about liberation through expression. Every song is a mirror, a weapon, a confession. Built from raw emotion and cinematic sound, this project blends pain and poetry into something real.

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My Pain Your Ink

🔻 “6 DEEP” – by 4Me2BeFree
🎧 Song Insight
“6 DEEP” is a funeral anthem for the living—where grief, regret, and post-breakup ghosts collide. It's the sound of being buried emotionally while the world scrolls past. Combining Juice WRLD-style emotional rap with the theatrical build of My Chemical Romance, this track confesses its pain like a private journal… and screams it like a eulogy no one showed up for. You don’t need to die to be forgotten—sometimes it happens while you’re still breathing.

🎙️ Lyrics
Intro
Yeah
I sit here waitin' for the ill to take me
Peace ain't near, and the memories chase me
Pills don’t seep, just ache in place
F**kin' dreams crushed—yeah, I need some space

Verse 1
I feel it creepin', takin’ hold
Never wanted to break this bold
Skip the script, all the lies you sold
I was tryna wait, be the hand you hold

But I’m slippin', can’t fake no more
Holdin' this line got me shakin' at the core
Your glowin’ phone? Just another war
Lights blind—can’t find what I’m livin’ for

Pre-Chorus
Drips push in, pull back, it’s mine
Red floods trace down the line
No rewind, just fade and fall
Back on the bed—my final call
A fortress, a tomb—I married the wall

Chorus
You saw me wrapped inside that fight
I died to save what never felt right
I can't stay here—let me drown
You cried like love would bring me 'round
Six feet deep, now you swear you care
But when I needed you—wasn't there

Verse 2
Now you vibin’ on a beat, postin’ my name
Actin’ like you knew—like this ain't a game
But it’s all just lights, another show
Another ghost line, another no-go

Was I even meant to be?
Do we gotta make this tragedy me?
Don’t try no more, don't fake a plea
Just echoes now where love should be

Bridge
My words were pain, no mistake
You cashed in, took what you could take
Lines bled greed, nose to floor
You knew it all, still asked for more

Don’t let me be just another lost one
6 deep, another soul gone
The writing’s been on every wall
But you read none of it at all

Breakdown
From the ground, I split in two
This loss? Nah—it’s not on you
My voice repeats, a warning beat
But all you heard was your own deceit

Final Chorus
Yeah, you say I’m a vibe—but I died
Still can’t see it, even when you cry
Smoke won’t numb what you let slide
I’m in a box, screamin’ on the inside

Dead tone, reachin’ for a grip
Feelin’ the fall in this motel script
I met my end when hell walked in
Just me, the silence, and where I’ve been

Outro
And if this is how you hear me now
Just know I tried—I just didn’t know how
This ain't for fame, no trending tweet
It’s the last page of me beneath your feet

🧠 Artist Reflection
This song started as a Juice WRLD-style rap—raw and confessional—but it evolved into something bigger. Something theatrical. Something buried. “6 DEEP” is for anyone who’s ever felt invisible even while screaming. It’s one of those tracks that wrote me more than I wrote it. I don’t always know where the emotion ends and the music begins.

💡 About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree blends vulnerability with cinematic energy, combining emotional rap, alt-rock, and immersive storytelling. With over 130,000+ global streams, Īan’s music speaks to the haunted, the heartbroken, and the healing.

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6 Deep (Explicit)

🎙️ Song Insight for "Waste Away" – 4Me2BeFree
"Waste Away" is a raw confession pulled from the depths of isolation, loss, and emotional erosion. Through distorted guitars, haunting static, and cinematic decay, the song captures the heavy stillness of being trapped inside your own fading existence. Each line reflects the gradual breakdown of time, self-worth, and memory — a slow collapse stitched together by loneliness and the desperate need to feel something real. This is not just a song; it’s a Polaroid snapshot of a soul dissolving in silence. 4Me2BeFree delivers an unfiltered anthem for anyone who's ever fought to reclaim their own worth from the wreckage.

WASTE

🎧 Song Insight – To Right the Wrongs by 4Me2BeFree
To Right the Wrongs is a weathered confession wrapped in bluesy redemption — a soul-searching reckoning with the past, sung from the edge of midnight.

Every Stone

🇬🇧
"I loved you quietly, from the edges of your world."
This song is the ache behind a smile, the space between closeness and impossibility. It tells the story of loving someone you could never have—of stolen glances, imagined futures, and a heart that beats in silence. Built on a foundation of fingerpicked guitar and ambient textures, the track moves from whispered verses to a crescendo of longing, acceptance, and soft surrender. With strings swelling like buried confessions and vocals that tremble between hope and heartbreak, this is a song for anyone who has ever loved in secret… and chosen to love anyway.

🇫🇷
« Je t’ai aimé en silence, aux frontières de ton monde. »
Cette chanson est un soupir qui ne devient jamais cri. Elle raconte l’amour à distance, l’amour impossible, l’amour que l’on garde dans le cœur comme un secret trop lourd. Guitares acoustiques, nappes synthétiques, voix fragiles et sincères… Chaque note est une larme retenue. C’est une ballade pour ceux qui aiment en silence, mais profondément.

Somewhere in the Silence

🎧 Song Insight – “Hell's Now Open”
Genre: Alt-Rock / Dark Cinematic Metal
 Vibe: Slow-burning vengeance, rising into methodical fury with distorted grit
This track is a controlled detonation. “Hell's Now Open” unspools like a whispered warning in the dark, growing heavier with every verse until it crashes into a storm of distortion and steel. It’s the sound of betrayal forged into justice—methodical, slow, and unstoppable. Each lyric is a reckoning carved into iron, building a world where pain has teeth and memory becomes weaponized. The gates of hell aren’t metaphorical here—they’re personal, and now they’re open.

🎼 Lyrics – “Hell's Now Open”
Intro
Verse 1
 Without words or motion
 No reason, no reply
 It died before it lived
 I tried... but you snuffed our sky
Verse 2
 The spark that arced between us
 The flare that once defined
 Now stuck in fractured motion
 Just echoes stuck on rewind
Bridge
 It lived in my smile, in the way I’d look
 In thoughts you twisted, in the voice you took
Chorus
 Storms rolled in, and clouds bloomed gray
 Threaded lies in your grand ballet
 From the start, you planned the end
 Now the gallows drip with what you penned
 You killed the last light
Transition:Build-Up
 Rising Strings
Verse 3
 Goodnight—now shadows wrap me whole
 This darkness... I’ve made it home
 Wiser now, with eyes unsealed
 I speak with blades, my truth revealed
Verse 4
 Black as night, this cave I keep
 Feasting on the rot you seed
 Not broken—tempered. Sharp, aware
 I’ve risen from your cold despair
Bridge
 Pain streaks my face—
 The truths you feared, the ones you erased
 But I still hold the debt you owe
 The weight of what I won’t let go
Chorus
 Storms rolled in, and clouds bloomed gray
 Threaded lies in your grand ballet
 From the start, you planned the end
 Now the gallows drip with what you penned
 You killed the last light
Interlude
 Slight Reverb Guitar
Verse 5
 Rest well... you’ll need your sleep
 For in shadows, I quietly creep
 Each mirror, each window, each haunted night
 It’s me you feel... just out of sight
Outro:Extended
 With iron sledge and forged resolve
 I built the bench your soul dissolves
 From depths you laughed, I rose unsealed
 You mocked the light you chose to kill
Now something brighter burns beneath your heels
 A forge for souls who dared to steal
 No light remains for those like you
 Only echoes from the truth

💬 Artist Reflection – by 4Me2BeFree
There’s a point after abuse where the silence ends. This song was born from that place. Watching Dateline, I saw stories that mirrored my own—twisted charm, the mask, the trail of emotional wreckage—and I realized how lucky I was to get out alive. “Hell's Now Open” isn’t a metaphor. It’s a ceremony. A declaration. The gates are real, and they don’t close for people like him. This is for every person who got away, and every soul who deserved better.

🌌 About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree is more than a name—it’s a survival story set to music. Every song is a truth recovered, every note a nail in the coffin of silence. We turn pain into power, one lyric at a time.

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Hell's Now Open

Colors in the Sky 🌈✨
An energetic blend of Pop, EDM, and Rap — Colors in the Sky is a powerful LGBTQ anthem about pride, love, and rising above hate. With bold lyrics, driving beats, and a message of unity, this track celebrates every identity and every voice. Turn it up, feel the freedom, and let your true colors shine.

Colors in the Sky

Twilight, daylight, midnight show 
I will sell out studio 
I will be a star I know
In every city, magic will bestow


twilight, daylight, rain or snow
Underneath the spotlight, my passion flows


I'll sell out massive shows 


SOLD OUT STUDIO

🎧 Song Insight
Novocaine – COTC” is a melodic breakdown dressed in trap echoes and faded harmonies. It unravels the lingering ache of betrayal—where love became anesthesia, and silence screamed louder than any fight. The v I'm going to guess you're not going to let you do that eitherocals drift between numbness and fury, mirroring the mind’s spiral when closure never comes. This track doesn’t ask for answers... it just bleeds until there’s nothing left to numb.

📝 Lyrics
(No lyrics—musical intro only)

[Verse 1]
I was fading in a room with no light
Thinking 'bout the love that never felt right
Silhouettes on the wall, they whisper your name
But you're just a ghost and I’m the one to blame
I bled truth, you sold dreams
Now I’m stitched up in these ripped-up seams
Told me I mattered, then left me to break
Guess love is just a beautiful fake

[Pre-Chorus]
[Autotuned layered vocals, soft hi-hat roll]
Tried to swim in your hurricane
Now I’m drowning in Novocaine
You played me like a melody
Then killed the sound inside of me

[Chorus]
[Melodic trap delivery, distant harmonies]
You never meant to stay, did you?
Left your words on replay, didn't you?
I gave it all, you gave excuses
Now I’m lost in your uses
I wear this pain like a chain
It’s all I got from your name

[Verse 2]
You moved on fast—new post, new face
I’m still here, stuck in the same place
Scrolling through our old texts, cursed
Hoping you'll say you miss me first
But silence speaks in every scroll
And emptiness became my role
They say time heals but it’s all lies
I still break when I close my eyes

[Pre-Chorus]
[Filtered synth build, doubled vocals]
Tried to swim in your hurricane
Now I’m drowning in Novocaine
You played me like a melody
Then killed the sound inside of me

[Chorus]
You never meant to stay, did you?
Left your words on replay, didn't you?
I gave it all, you gave excuses
Now I’m lost in your uses
I wear this pain like a chain
It’s all I got from your name

[Bridge: Grunge guitar, sub-heavy 808 drop, distorted background vocals]
I tattooed your name on a heart that bled
Now it’s ink on pain that I can’t forget
You left, I broke, repeat the scene
Life’s just a loop in a fucked-up dream

[Chorus – Final, with added harmony and delay FX]
You never meant to stay, did you?
Left your words on replay, didn't you?
I gave it all, you gave excuses
Now I’m lost in your uses
I wear this pain like a chain
It’s all I got from your name

[Outro: Echoing piano notes, fading ambient FX]
(No lyrics—just breath and fading reverb)

🎤 Personal Reflection
This track is from a vault I didn’t know I still had keys to. “Novocaine” came from a place I’ve already crawled out of, but the words hit so honestly I couldn’t ignore them. This song doesn’t represent where I am now—it represents what I survived. And that deserves to be heard.

🎶 4Me2BeFree
Part of COTC (Cleaning Out the Closet), a raw series of tracks being released as part of an emotional and creative purge. This collection isn’t nostalgia—it’s necessary. Every song is a final echo before the next chapter begins.

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Novocaine COTC

🎧 Song Insight
“No Longer My World – COTC” is a slow collapse turned self-rescue. It captures the numbing silence that follows emotional destruction, where you’re no longer begging to be saved—you’re just looking for a reason not to sink. The song drifts between memory and detachment, with haunting verses that build into a chorus of quiet desperation. Every line pulls like a riptide toward final acceptance: this world is no longer yours... and you are no longer theirs.

📝 Lyrics
[Intro]
I've been swallowed underneath,
Grasping for something broken.
Something inside of me.

I've been swallowed underneath,
Grasping for something broken.
Something, inside of me.

[Chorus]
Waiting for any call to rescue me.
Down I fall, away I hide.
Tucked inside my escape,
But even safety fades away.

[Verse 1]
Reflections... just words in a song.
Beneath their looks it's emptiness,
An iron cage that fits.

[Verse 2]
Desperation stares back at empty walls.
Tears that once fell now refuse to fall at all.
In my mind is where you live—
The way you were to me.
Dreams I held crumble and fall,
No longer a fantasy.

[Chorus]
Waiting for any call to rescue me.
Down I fall, away I hide.
Tucked inside my escape,
But even safety fades away.

[Verse 3]
Looking away, navigating to the shores of truth.
This is me—the one you loved,
The one you washed away.
No longer I’m yours.

[Bridge]
This is my ending without you.
No plans to care, no reason to stay.
I tear away from this broken life you made—

[Chorus (Variation)]
Waiting for any call to rescue me.
Down I fall... fall away, I hide.
Tucked inside my escape,
But even safety fades away.

[Outro (Refrain)]
I've been swallowed underneath,
Grasping for something broken.
Something that was never me.
I have to find myself a way to break free.

🎤 Personal Reflection
This track didn’t come from heartbreak... it came from after. From the nothing. From the silent rooms and echoing thoughts. It’s not about them anymore—it’s about the residue. What’s left behind after love, after pain, after losing your world and realizing maybe it was never really yours to begin with. This is part of COTC because I’m not carrying this silence into the next chapter.

🎶 4Me2BeFree
Part of the COTC series (Cleaning Out the Closet)—a collection of tracks not about closure, but release. These aren’t love songs. They’re exit wounds—songs that needed to bleed out before I could begin again.

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No Longer My World - COTC

I wanted to make a statement especially in the political times were in this is for all the dolls and my lgbt babes

Im For The Dolls,TKO

Welcoming the lovely duo R4W from Argentina at SqweezCast, your go-to techno escape curated for the LGBTQIA+ community. Join us every month as we dive into the beats and stories of incredible queer artists reshaping the techno landscape.

R4W is a DJ duo known for their dynamic fusion of smoothness and intensity, creating immersive sonic journeys that transport listeners through psychedelic and euphoric soundscapes. With a deep appreciation for sensuality and playfulness, their sets are carefully crafted to evoke emotion and elevate the dance floor experience.

Their sound blends elements of techno, trance, groove, and hard trance, shifting in intensity, light, and darkness to match the energy of the night and the mood of the crowd.

Based in Buenos Aires, R4W are resident DJs of the underground queer party series Orden Dorada and the minds behind events such as Pangaia Rave and Noche Cruda. Whether behind the decks or curating the vibe, they are committed to forging a unique connection with their audience and celebrating the power of collective rhythm.

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TRACK LIST:
1 Bajarki - Let me be your underwear
2 Pakard - Estado De Alerta
3 Alpha Tracks - December (ISA Remix)
4 Askkin - Superfluid Helium
5 Neoma - Devil's Maze
6 Hauge - Blues Drive
7 UEBERREST - Late Night Drive
8 Faster Horses - Europa (DINA Remix)
9 Bürt - Brain Exit Gate
10 IOSIO - Echoes Of Heaven
11 Iannis Rezgui - Et Quand Les Jours Vinrent
12 Faster Horses - Akita
13 Schacke - Control Freak
14 Matvey Schetinkin - STR33T B33LS
15 MVTANT KITTY - K HOLE ON KERATINE
16 Astral Bandit & Cosmic Caz - Unanswered Questions In An All Consuming Space
17 Joel Bird - All I See Is Ochre (Extended Mix)
18 Katia Val - Do Whatever You Want
19 Tadan - Beautiful, Yet Unforgiving
20 Catharina Le Chasseur - Sheila
21 Soda Kids - Hustle
22 BROOKLYN49 - En La Noche
23 Lee Ann Roberts - Sabie Sunset (Extended Mix)
24 Disto - Thrill
25 Feeble - Excessive Negativity
26 AYIM - Netvoid
27 Trillosta - Eternal Echoes
28 Gaston Fiore - Falling Into Your Arms (Dist Remix)

SqweezCast #17 - R4W

My goal is simple: to share my authentic self through music and connect with others through lyrics and melodies. I am a multi-instrumentalist who loves writing songs, and melodies especially. 

I am learning how to make music without judgement and letting whatever happens, happen.

Underground community from Romania promoting queer arts and artists through music, education and authentic self expression. Heterofriendly.
Based in Bucharest, RO. 

Check next events here: https://linktr.ee/sqweez

Managed by https://soundcloud.com/faustdj & https://soundcloud.com/fangbang

Xak Stahl: Alchemist of Sound, Architect of Emotion

Xak Stahl is a genre-blurring music artist, sonic storyteller, and relentless experimenter. Every track he creates is a new world—a kaleidoscope of indie folk, alt-pop, electronica, and global flavors—infused with raw emotion and boundless curiosity. Xak’s music isn’t just heard; it’s felt.

From Shadow to Spotlight

For Xak, music is metamorphosis. His journey began in the shadows, transmuting heartbreak and struggle into songs that glow with hope. Early anthems like “Neon Dreams” and “Rising Through the Darkness” invite listeners to find their own light. His newest project, Major Arcana, channels the mysteries of the Tarot—each song an archetype, each lyric a step along the path from the Fool’s first leap to the wisdom of The World.

More Than Music: A Multisensory Universe

But Xak isn’t confined to sound. As a visual artist and writer, he crafts immersive stories that spill across genres and languages—sometimes haunting, sometimes playful, always honest. Whether he’s conjuring lush soundscapes, weaving bilingual lyrics, or creating striking visuals, Xak’s art dares you to feel deeper and dream wilder.

An Invitation to Transformation

Join Xak Stahl on a sonic odyssey that blurs borders—between genres, between artforms, between you and the music. Each release is an invitation to explore, to heal, to become. For Xak, every song is a spell, every album a universe. The only question is: are you ready to step inside?

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Trans Superstar
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Shannon, performing under the stage name Shannonoah, is a singer-songwriter originally from Panama and raised in North Carolina. He currently resides in Honolulu, HI. Shannon wrote "Fall Out" for Japanese rapper Verbal and co-produced "I Can't Let Go" for America's Got Talent group Sons of Serendip. His collaborations include working with Emmy Award-winning songwriter Joseph Alonso and Emmy-winning producer Jay Kenny. Additionally, he has provided background vocals for the indie pop group Bone Poet's Orchestra and toured with the Seattle Men’s Chorus. Shannon’s music, including his debut self-produced EP, is available on digital streaming platforms. He is also the lead singer for the MELE House Band at Honolulu Community College.

Hi, I'm Aaron aka VllllN (Villain) 
I love dance and alt pop, and I'm preparing my first EP and hope to showcase it but August 2025 so stay tuned. I'm looking for collabs, remixes and anything in between, so don't be afraid to reach out!

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