🔻 Song Insight

“KISS” is a cinematic plunge into longing, memory, and the electricity of connections lost and found. This track embodies that liminal space between the physical and the emotional—a kiss so charged it blurs fantasy and reality, desire and regret. The song captures those haunted moments when touch, voice, and imagination fuse, and every echo of intimacy leaves you chasing the shape of someone already gone. Raw, sensual, and honest, “KISS” is an anthem for anyone who’s ever reached across a chasm—hoping to bring love back to life.

🔻 Lyrics

[Pre-Chorus]
"Hello... no... I'm glad you called"

[Chorus]
You pull me in an electric kiss
wet lips trace a thousand ways
words you say and can't ignore
Exploring parts a fantasy world

[Verse 1]
You got that voice I'm hooked
your tone thinking of your skin
Blended now we're do I begin
D.Ms heavy every note you send

[Verse 2]
fall back a bed I can't have you in
Sheets outlines a shape your skin
A need born in a world not strong
I break free your already gone

[Chorus]
You pull me in an electric kiss
wet lips trace a thousand ways
words you say and can't ignore
Exploring parts a fantasy world

[Bridge]
awake alive to feel you inside
your tongue lost in what we'd done
I lerk up your back go for the attack
When pulled me down I collapse

[Chorus]
You pull me in an electric kiss
wet lips trace a thousand ways
words you say and can't ignore
Exploring parts a fantasy world

🔻 Personal Reflection

Every lyric in “KISS” comes from real moments—phone calls that felt electric, messages that made my heart stutter, the ache of wanting someone who was never truly mine. This song is my confession: love isn’t always clean or logical. Sometimes, the only thing that keeps a connection alive is the memory of a single, impossible kiss. For me, “KISS” is both a goodbye and a wish for something more—proof that longing can be beautiful, even when it hurts.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

With “KISS,” 4Me2BeFree continues to turn real, unfiltered emotion into cinematic sound. This song is part of our mission to tell queer stories with truth, grit, and artistry—giving voice to feelings that are often left unsaid. Each release from 4Me2BeFree is a testament to the power of music as memory, as protest, as healing. “KISS” stands as another chapter in our story: taking longing, heartbreak, and hope, and transforming them into music that resonates with anyone who’s ever needed to believe in the power of connection.

🔻 Copyright Notice

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Electric Kiss

Imodium.wav

Lyrics:

i don’t know who i am
without you being in my story

i’m trying to remember things
without pinning you as the victim

'cause you were able to cry
i had to stay strong
you were able to break
i had to stay put 
you were able to bruise
i had to stay on my feet
you were able to breathe
i had to (gasp) to wheeze  

how long did you think 
i was gonna last
without falling apart? 

how long did you think 
you could pull it off
without me noticing your part? 

i kept it quiet
your covert violence 

you played it well
i almost believed you

the way you described our love to your friends
was not aligned with what i felt inside 
you told me i was a good actress when 
you found out the whole time 
i was wishing i could die 

but you were a good actress too
saying you couldn’t help yourself
a dish would break and hell would break loose
just like i lost myself taking care of you

cause you were able to dance 
i had to stay still
you were able to dream
i had to swallow the hard pills
you were able to move
i had to stay near
you were able to exist
i had to disappear

how long did you think 
i was gonna last
without falling apart? 

how long did you think (i want to find out)
you could pull it off (who i am)
without me noticing your part? (without you being in my story)

how long did you think (i must accept)
i was gonna last (your self-centerednes)
without falling apart? (and that you'll never be sorry)

you are every phase of the moon
crammed into a woman 

and i was the black sky 
willing to bear it all
willing to bear you all 

cause you were able to dance (you are every phase)
i had to stay still (of the moon)
you were able to dream (crammed into a woman)
i had to swallow the hard pills 
you were able to move (and i was the black sky)
i had to stay near (willing to bear it all)
you were able to exist (willing to bear you all)
i had to disappear


'cause you were able to cry (you are every phase)
i had to stay strong (of the moon)
you were able to break (crammed into a woman)
i had to stay put 
you were able to bruise (and i was the black sky)
i had to stay on my feet (willing to bear it all)
you were able to breathe (willing to bear you all)
i had to (gasp) to wheeze 


i almost believed you (demo)

Just a queer boy with a big crush 💕 Labubu Crush is playful, chanty, and made to stick in your head. Sexy-cute, a little cheeky, and all about that dizzy feeling when you can’t stop thinking about someone. Turn it up, fall into it, and let Labubu Crush be your new obsession.

Labubu Crush (Radio Edit)

🔻 Song Insight

Bad Bitch is the sound of reckless affection and unapologetic lust, crashing through the neon haze of a wild night. It’s an anthem for anyone who’s ever wanted to live unfiltered, say what they feel, and laugh their way through the chaos. With lyrics that blur the line between bravado and vulnerability, the song bottles up the adrenaline of late-night hookups, skatepark dares, and that addictive connection you only find with someone who matches your energy. This is not about perfect love—it’s about messy, unforgettable nights that leave you breathless and wanting more.

🔻 Lyrics

Intro:
Yeah!
Let’s go—

Verse 1:
You got me caught up,
Trapped inside of you
Fucked up head, it’s true
Do whatever you wanna do
I'm young in full of goo

Can’t keep my thoughts in line
Falling hard, I’m losing time
Living fast, I crave the crash
Got my hard on under your lap
Feeling that it's just a tap

Pre-Chorus:
It’s my private time when I’m all alone
Talking dirty on the phone
You send your pics, I lose control
Breathe you in—I’m ready to go

Chorus:
You’re my bad bitch,
Always on my mind
Clothes on the floor,
Leaving all behind
You’re my bad bitch,
Screaming through the night
We light it up,
'Til the morning light

Verse 2:
Threads breaking, mind’s a glitch
Clothes are scattered, fuckin’ rich
Eyes roll back, we’re running wild
Shyness always been your style
But I know how far you'll go
Open up I'm ready to flow

Breakdown:
Yeah, yeah, yeah!
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh!
Yeah, yeah, yeah!

Bridge:
Feisty bitch, you love the show
Stars above and we’re lying low
You got that grip, I drive too far
Crashing through the morning dark

Chorus:
You’re my bad bitch,
Always on my mind
Clothes on the floor,
Leaving all behind
You’re my bad bitch,
Screaming through the night
We light it up,
'Til the morning light

Spoken:
Ewwww dude what is that!
Oh shit, that’s where it landed!
Yeah, you should read the directions!

Outro / Hook:
Yeah, my bad bitch—
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
Yeah, my bad bitch—
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
We light it up,
'Til the morning light

🔻 Personal Reflection

Bad Bitch was born from a night where nothing went as planned but everything felt alive. It’s about that fearless energy you get from the right person—the kind that lets you be dirty, goofy, and real. I wanted to capture the vibe of skating after dark, breaking rules, and finding that someone who’s just as unhinged as you are. Sometimes the messiest moments make the best memories.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

Every 4Me2BeFree song is a permission slip to be more: more reckless, more vulnerable, more alive. With Bad Bitch, we take all the awkward, funny, sexy, and raw pieces of ourselves and turn them into something you can dance to. We’re here to make music that’s honest, a little dangerous, and totally unforgettable—because freedom isn’t clean, it’s chaotic, and that’s what makes it beautiful.

🔻 Copyright Notice

All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright (© 2025) and have been securely time-locked and validated through a crypto-based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited.

Bad Bitch

Lyrics:

i met you one Halloween
you were wearing jeans 
and a purple wig 

after that night i’ve been
haunted my whole life
don’t know where to begin

when i hugged you 
it never felt warm
it just felt like thorns
puncturing my skin 

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading 

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading  

we smoked for breakfast
and for lunch
and i had a hunch
but toned it down 

in fact, i toned down
many things for you 

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading

you were there
all the time 
like a shadow
i couldn’t outrun 

lurking over my shoulder
manipulating my brain
saying you want what’s best for me 

but If you wanted what’s best
why’d you keep me in chains?

If you wanted what’s best
why’d you keep me in chains?

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading

f a d i n g (Demo)

Norma's Back (Demo)

Lyrics:

6 years of my life 
gone by the snap of your fingers
did it feel good to have my fate 
in your hands?

i built myself around you
and i have to find out
how to come back to life 
now that i left
i’ve been walking around dead

how did it feel?
to have that kind of
power? 

how did it feel?
to have that kind of
power? 
over me

my therapist says
it can happen to anyone 
its just how the cycle of violence
works 

and if i were
to see you now 
you would deny everything 
you’d say all you did was love me
which makes it worse 

‘cause if you think thats love 
you are out of your damn mind 
just like you took me out of mine

that kind of
power? 

how did it feel?
to have that kind of
power? 
over me 

‘cause you only love yourself, honey
and barely 

you are incapable of setting yourself aside 
and letting other people shine 
the world is your stage 
where you get to craft your lies 
and pick up souls like me to ghostwrite your lines 
i'm just a ghostwriter

how did it feel?
to have that kind of
power? 

how did it feel?
to have that kind of
power? 
over me

how did it feel?
to have that kind of
power? 

how did it feel?
to have that kind of
power? 
over me

ghostwriter (Demo)

Lyrics: 

you took away 
all the things 
that made me happy 

was your goal 
all along 
to make me disappear? 

one by one
you tumbled down
pieces of me
until there was nothing left

how could you deprive me 
of my freedom
and call it love? 

how were you able to break me
and make me go above
and beyond 

how could you deprive me 
of my freedom
and make me go nuts
and call it love?

you never gave
importance to my pain
(so don't call it love)

but if i didn’t care for you
the way you forced me to 
you’d lose your shit 

little by little
you manipulated me 

crying when i’d leave 
until i wouldn’t leave you no more 
(no more no more)

even if it meant
isolating me from my friends 
(where have you been girl?)

it didn't matter no
i never mattered no (no) 

how could you deprive me 
of my freedom
and call it love? 

how were you able to break me
and make me go above
and beyond 

how could you deprive me 
of my freedom
and make me go nuts
and call it love?

how can two people 
in the same relationship
experience very different things?
‘cause you were happy and satisfied
oh i wonder why 
oh i wonder why 

i don’t ever want to 
cover my mouth to cry
while you are sound asleep 
it wasnt fair to me 
and maybe it wasn’t fair to you
that i hid my feelings 
but i knew if i didn’t 
you’d never show up for me 

and my needs would’ve been ignored 
‘cause that is what you do 
tell me who took care of me
while i was taking care of you?  

how could you deprive me 
of my freedom
and call it love? 

how were you able to break me
and make me go above
and beyond 

how could you deprive me 
of my freedom
and make me go nuts
and call it love?

don't call it love

CONTROL (Demo)

Lyrics:

I’m feeling myself right now 
I’ve smoked up all my dark clouds 
And all my demons follow me around 
 Like they are scared of me, 
I reached higher ground

I’m just pain
Crammed into a girl 
So I choose to chain-smoke myself 
Out of this world 
Nothing, nothing 
Can calibrate me 
I don’t fit in society

I'm touching the sky right now
 I can't hear your hate, I'm up in the clouds 
And all my friends follow me around
 ‘Cause it's so fucking boring 
To be walking on the ground

I'm just pain
Crammed into a girl 
So I choose to chain-smoke myself 
Out of this world 
Nothing, nothing 
Can calibrate me 
I don’t fit in society

Now I'm swapping to dark mode
 Just pressure, no diamonds
 Push my buttons, I'm cut-throat  
I feed off your envy, and I crave more

I'm flickering like a lightbulb
 I’m a psych-thriller, 
The goddess of gore  
Dreamy eyes always hide nightmares galore  (Snap!)
I think you hate me more 
Than you can afford
That look on your face (horror!)
 I gave you goosebumps
Can I have some?
 Lose the sheep’s clothing, I like bones
 Bitch I eat wolves when I'm stoned

CHAINSMOKE

Lyrics: 

i’m not one to burst, babe
i'm a slow burn, babe
like a cigarette’s tip
like the apocalypse 

oh girl, 
your clothes would look better 
on the floor 
i’d tell you i wanna see more
i'm your body’s number one fan 
but i'm trynna be a gentleman

i can take you out to dinner 
you can wear your favorite black dress 
i can hear all about your day
and slip in between the cracks

you can leave those long socks on, bunny 
i'll be sweeter than honey
i'll be softer than silk
tell the world you are mine 
or i will

oh girl, 
your clothes would look better 
on the floor 
i’d tell you i wanna see more
i'm your body’s number one fan 
but i'm trynna be a gentleman

 i wanna feel young again
let me take you to places 
you’ve never been
i’ve been trying to be a gentleman
but i just want to taste your sins 

i wanna feel young again 
and the adrenaline might just win
i'm done being a gentleman
i don’t open doors babe,
i open skin

oh girl, 
your clothes would look better 
on the floor 
i’d tell you i wanna see more
i'm your body’s number one fan 
but i'm trynna be a gentleman

but i'm trynna be a gentleman

GENTLEMAN (Demo)

UNITED IN FLAMES

Hey! Had fun writing this one! Hope you like it! It's based around an 'oscinato' which is a repetitive bass line.

lovebird (my baby knows)

Lyrics: 

you said you wanted 
what’s best for me
but that was just code for 
what's best for you
you never cared 
for what i needed instead
my people pleasing 
was always abused 

didn't you notice
you suffocated me?
while demanding me
to breathe

you treated me like i was a fangirl
not like i was your partner, girl 
you told me you loved me
then took who i am
you took who i am
and kept it for yourself
like i was your fangirl 
like i was your fangirl 

i tell the funny parts of the story
and everyone laughs with me
its such a lonely experience
i don’t tell them the painful parts 
so nobody cries with me 
nobody holds me at night
when the tears start streaming
like my eyes are a fountain 

you treated me like i was a fangirl
not like i was your partner, girl 
you told me you loved me
then took who i am
you took who i am
and kept it for yourself
like i was your fangirl 

i was such an authentic soul
until you turned me into a ghost
i was so colorful
until you faded me into nothing at all

i was such an authentic soul
until you turned me into a ghost
i was so colorful
until you faded me into nothing at all

you treated me like i was a fangirl
not like i was your partner, girl 
you told me you loved me
then took who i am
you took who i am
and kept it for yourself
like i was your fangirl 
like i was your fangirl 

you treated me like i was a fangirl
not like i was your partner, girl 
you told me you loved me
then took who i am
you took who i am
and kept it to yourself
like i was your fangirl 


FANGIRL (Demo)

I can see the future 
written produced and mixed by Prudns 

Bandcamp

I can see the future

🔻 Song Insight
The Electro-Rock Remix takes Chaos Crashin out of the back alley and drops it straight onto the festival stage. Think Lady GaGga attitude, Adam Laambert vocals, and Calvin Haarris-sized synth walls. This version turns emotional volatility into motion—each drop, riser, and bassline wired to the rhythm of obsession. It’s equal parts pop anthem and rock meltdown: a glittering collision between human passion and machine precision.
Here, chaos doesn’t spiral—it erupts. Every lyric hits like a flash of light in the fog, transforming vulnerability into fuel for the fire.

🔻 Personal Reflection
“I wanted to see what would happen if ‘chaos’ went clubbing. The emotion stayed the same, but the energy turned euphoric. This remix was me realizing that catharsis can sound like a strobe light—loud, alive, and too bright to look at for long.”

🔻 4Me2BeFree
Every reinvention of Chaos Crashin becomes a new dimension of emotion. The Electro-Rock Remix is the ignition point—a high-voltage version of the same heartbeat that powered the blues and hyper-trap takes. 4Me2BeFree turns confession into celebration, proving that no matter the genre, chaos always finds its rhythm.

🔻 Copyright Notice
All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright (© 2025) and have been securely time-locked and validated through a crypto-based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited.

Chaos Crashin - Electro Remix

Lyrics:

mostly sour,
but covered in sugary taste 

It's happy hour, 
but only for you babe 

i met your mother
and fruit never falls far from the tree

so don’t even bother
try to convince me you wanted what’s best for me 

how did i
stay so long?
if you were so acidic
and sharp-tongued
girl i should've left
i should've stolen more things
it started feeling so good
'til you burned me

how did i
stay so long?
if you were so acidic
and sharp-tongued
girl i should've left
i should've stolen more things
it started feeling so good
'til you burned me

you were more in love with chaos
 than you ever were with me
 
peeling at my skin 
just to see how far i’d let myself bleed

you were nectar
forcing me to pollinate 

but your honey had venom
and a bitter taste

how far did i let myself bleed?
how far did i let myself bleed?

how did i
stay so long?
if you were so acidic
and sharp-tongued
girl i should've left
i should've stolen more things
it started feeling so good
'til you burned me

how did i
stay so long?
if you were so acidic
and sharp-tongued
girl i should've left
i should've stolen more things
it started feeling so good
'til you burned me

tears dripping down my face
  you fermented all your violence
 til it was flavored like champagne
you watched me rot in silence

you were sweet so sweet then sour,  
made it feel like leaving you was a crime
 but if loving you was fruit i kept biting,  
babe it was always past its prime

i’m off season
your love is off season
you can’t grow what you keep hidden
you can’t water down my pain

i’m off season
your love is off season
you can’t grow what you keep hidden
you can’t water down my pain

i’m off season
your love is off season

Kiwi (Demo)

every villain has an origin story 💜🐙

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Tokyo! hyper techno DJ ⊹˚₊♡⟡˙⋆<3
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My Party : HAPIRAKI ⟡˙ https://www.instagram.com/hapiraki/

Heyo! Stoked you’re here! I love the people who love my music! I do a little bit of everything when it comes to music; from sound design and producing, to singing and dancing, to songwriting and storytelling! Currently my catalog leans more towards Alt Pop and R&B, but I increasingly have a little bit of every style! My music is NOT AI but some of my artwork is. Comment or message me if you want a different version of a song here; I would be so happy to ex[eriment and collaborate with you! Blessings

This is me, unfiltered — a chaotic brain-dump turned into sound. Made solo with nothing but my laptop, coffee, and too many intrusive thoughts. Half of me thinks it’s a mess, half of me thinks it’s magic — so I’m throwing it into the world to see what happens. Expect memes, noise, and a whole lot of neurospicy energy. If it makes you laugh, blush, or vibe — then it did its job. 💥✨

Music producer and singer-songwriter 
from Canberra, Australia
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