I hope you can feel how I feel. Words can't communicate it most times.

meds

lifelong

feelingu

out (1.25x)

THIS CAN'T GO ON

Don't Kno ~~~~~ (circa 20--)

Woke up this morning feeling something other than fine
I keep looking around for you to call but maybe it's not our time
Don't Know whether they'll or should I feel alive
Blowing going with the wind, I'm more of a dust RAT in your eyes
I fine tune everything I've ever had to with this life 

Don't Kno whether I should go away
Somethings are better left unsaid
Don't Kno whether I should stay away
Somethings are better left unsaid

Maybe tomorrow will be different than the other times
FUUUCK I'm just tryna feel alive {exhale}
Maybe in another place in our time, Oh yea

We'll see the pain we caused inherently 
I feel like somethings telling me 
I wanna get it out, I wanna get this out 
I wanna get it out, I wanna get this out 
I wanna get this out, I wanna get this out

OOOHHHHH, OOOOHHHHH

Don't Kno whether I should go away
Somethings are better left unsaid, baby
Don't Kno whether I should stay away, fuck
Somethings are better left 
Somethings are better left 
noo, noo, I should go, or I should stay 
Somethings are better left, oh you kno, oh you kno, oh you knoooooo
Whether I should...
But I can't stay away
Somethings are better left 
Somethings are better woah-oh-ohhh

{cheeky acoustic guitar outro}

~~fin







save as dontnkno

[Verse]
Words on paper heart on sleeve
Truth running wild can't deceive
Questions haunt me wanderer’s strife
In this book spill my life

[Verse 2]
Pages turning seekin’ truth
Lost in echoes chasing youth
Emotions roaring can’t contain
Bleed it freely through this pain

[Chorus]
Write it freely let it go
Truth unfolds in every flow
Life’s a canvas paint it bold
Story of a soul untold

[Verse 3]
Wanderer’s path never straight
Facing fears acceptin’ fate
Answers hide in shadows deep
In my book secrets keep

[Chorus]
Write it freely let it go
Truth unfolds in every flow
Life’s a canvas paint it bold
Story of a soul untold

[Bridge]
Pen in hand heart ablaze
Lost within this manic haze
Every word a scream a sigh
In this book I’ll never die

True Story

A tiptoeing, questioning track that broadens and sweeps as it suggests a natural, sunny landscape, perhaps with wildlife

All About Them

Testimony from Congressional Hearings about UAPs

Non-Human Intelligence

Experience the beauty of this classical-style waltz, showcasing the enchanting sounds of accordion, orchestral strings, acoustic piano, upright bass, xylophone, glockenspiel, and jazz brush drums. This emotional composition is ideal for enhancing your sentimental projects. It’s perfect for dramatic or romantic videos, elegant ballroom performances, captivating cinematic moments, travel adventures, and much more. Elevate your content with this stunning tune!

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Waltz of Sentiments

The first part of the legendary classical hit “Violin Partita No.2 in D minor, BWV 1004” by Johann Sebastian Bach. “Sarabande”. Violin solo.

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Black Boi finna drop anotha hit.
But What is a confession wrapped in chains and prayer — the sound of a man staring at a blank sky, wondering if the past is worth remembering. Between love, loss, pain, and God, the refrain keeps coming back: “but what?”

Over a slow-burning Dancehall rhythm, Black Boi #1 Hitmaker walks through tunnels with no end, churches that felt like warnings, gambling tables stacked with hope, and the heavy weight of hurt. Prayer on prayer on prayer stacks like bricks in his chest, breaking open the question: Men don’t cry… or do they?

But What

A tense, whispering signal that seems to ask—and evade—the same question, over and over, in a shifting sonic haze.

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Composed, edited, and mixed by Konstantina Boua using original sound design and public domain/Creative Commons sources.
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isHeThere?

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Cloudy Autumn

Written during a 2 month period living on Fort Lauderdale Beach in 2015.. I did nothing but write and record as much material as possible.This song was written about 6 weeks in and with the exception of running to the store and walking the beach I kept myself very isolated from the outside world.This tune wrote itself one sunny morning.. this is the remastered version..

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The music doesn’t erupt — it simply is.
Between fibers, ashes, breath and water.
Soundscape as body, memory, and transformation.

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Libra. Childhood Trauma Survivor. Fur Mom. Aunt. Blogger. Angel Mama. Wife. Writer.

I love music. I wish nobody spoke and it was only music. Not a musical, just music.

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To license anything here (or anywhere my music is available) please contact me @ telaak88@gmail.com (just hit Tv/film placement 175) #1StopLicensing ~ I do mood pieces/film scores as well https://soundcloud.com/lightboxtherapy/sets/scoring-mood-pieces - Spotify Link - https://open.spotify.com/artist/7J4QsxOIiMG3VDChH8ZaxD - (many more songs there than here) I also have music on  Pandora ~ Everything is free to download.. if you want you can throw me a few bucks here - paypal.me/lightboxtherapy Just for the record - I DON'T - have a mailing/fan list - do a lot of promotion - try to be a social media superhero (hence the numbers here) buy fake followers or plays - use Pro Tools, Autotune, loops, effect plugins (and other ways to cheat) and I'm not the guy who grabs the guitar at the party - I'm also not trying to get signed or be a rockstar - I DO want people to hear my music but self promoting feels odd - I've had a few bands over the years and have always done original music (100% indie/DIY) - I started out as a DJ in the 90's and taught myself to play/write music in my late 20's - I am a HUGE fan of great music above all else - - I have had some major label interest in an accidental way but prefer being indie - you can buy/stream my stuff @ these places - Spotify, iTunes, Apple Music, Google Play, Amazon, Rdio, Last.fm, Deezer, Tidal, YouTube, and Beats - I also offer 100% free downloads and you can donate @ the link above if you'd like - I'm a bit of a recluse and write/record daily on a very simple 8 track digital recorder in my bedroom and am always working on something - - Besides trying to create something truly great I mainly focus on licensing my music to film/Tv which seems to be my main revenue stream ~ I have worked with Armand Petri (Goo Goo Dolls,10,000 Maniacs, Sixpence None The Richer) and Fen Ikner (Calexico, Lips and other notable Indies) - I've had a decent amount of college, satellite and some FM radio play in the past and some of my placements include TBS's Search Party, CBS'S SUPER BOWL'S GREATEST COMMERCIALS 2016 SPECIAL, The 2013 Nickelodeon Kid's Choice Awards - A&E's Dead Again, MTV, MTV News "Nirvana: Past Present Future" and several placements on various shows on The History Channel - ABC (UK), The Paramount Network - 3 on VICELAND's Vice Essentials Doc Series (The Real Walter White Documentary,Bong Appetit, Frozen Faith) as well as a Viceland commercial - Fuel Tv, CMT, (Raiders Of Rock), MTV Canada, TruTv, The Science Channel, RMC Découverte (France), Comedy Central, 3 episodes of  OLN's Project Guatemala (Canada), Telemundo, CTV, Style Network (France), 5USA (UK), The DIY Network, UNSEALED : Alien Files, The NHL Network, Fox Sports - Last Call With Carson Daly on NBC - The Military Channel,  Fuse (Fuse News/Nirvana spot), Animal Planet, The Discovery Channel, The Esquire Network, Spike, Investigation Discovery, The National Geographic Channel, The Sundance Channel, TLC , The Bravo Network, ESPN, truTv a song in the VICE documentary - Black Sabbath and the Birth of Heavy Metal On The Road, various Documentaries  - I occasionally score and have had my music placed in indie films - All songs - John Telaak (ASCAP) & Telaak Publishing (ASCAP) - facebook page - https://www.facebook.com/lightboxtherapy - twitter -twitter.com/lightboxtherapy and I use this site for older songs that won't fit here - Some tracks here mastered by Jovo Fillips @ Planet 5 Records --

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