Tekst:

So many times staying home
So many tries but i fall
So many highs now theyre gone
So many calls ive ignored
They wanna see me on the floor
Wont see me when im gone
I just want to see her home
I just want to see her bones

Svi kažu to nije on
A oni ne znaju ni ko sam
Ma ni ne želiš sav moj bol
Al život menja se ko kosa
Ahh menja boje
Kada prođem pored, idalje ne znaju ko je
Oči me bole
Idem da spavam, spuštam se dole al postaje gore

Uopšte u čemu je? 
Uopšte o čemu je???
RADIM SATIMA SAMO DA ME NIKO NE ČUJE
UOPŠTE O ČEMU JE??? 
UOPŠTE O ČEMU JE+?!!? 
ZNAM DA MOŽE DRUKČIJE AL UOPŠTE NEMA KONSTRUKCIJE

MA JEBEŠ TI SVE OVO
JEBEŠ TI SVE ONO
ZNAŠ DA NEMA NIŠTA NOVO
JEBO BIH SVE OVDE
KAKO SAM DOŠ'O DOVDE
SAD ŽELIM DA UMREM OVDE
KO DA SU ISPRED S' NOŽEM
KO DA SU MI ISPOD KOŽE

Nisam ja (RxGoD)

Cut my brain on wires theyre inside my head
I dont even want the money or the fame
Addicted to this game thats why i play
Im goin crazy i think i should lay
down -own -own im goin insane
Playing all these notes thats my favorite game
But ive gone for hours it all sounds the same
Forgot everything but i cant forget my name


Brother told me he dont wanna see me lose this hunger
Depression kicking me but i just got up and hung her
How many times ive won this battle idk the number
Im still suffering in this skin no machine under

⚔️

Wires

Goo
Gone

How will you find me when im not anywhere?
When im gone hope i'll stay up in the air
Why do you want me when im nowhere near now?
Why do i want it if i don't need it?

Wallet's colorful but my lungs looking dead
Life's a song but i am going deaf
Look me in my eyes there's nothing there
When im living just to pay out my debt

Money spread my arms
To cover up my scars
Im not trynna brag
Im just tryna be a star
No more lookin back
Cuz im tryna make it far
You're taking wrong steps
Pulled out all the cards

If i wanted it your bitch would've topped me
Goin hard i know nobody can stop me
⚔

Debt

I dont want 1
But what does 1 want? - 

Cuz every other song is just tiring
And im a fucking mess

I dont want one but what does one want? 
I can take two but i dont want to
I didnt need one but i took four
Not enough now now i need more
I dont want one but what does one want? 
I can take two but i dont want to
I didnt need one but i took four
Not enough now now i need more

I cant fix
What ive already done
Now im falling down like snow
Falling down
I cant finish
What ive once started
Now im falling down im cold
Watching falling snow

Im falling down like snow
The ground is so warm cuz my body is so cold
And im craving something young
Cuz its been a while since ive experienced love
You were my first one
But now that its done im feeling like im gone
And these drugs my only home
Even if i got my youth back i still would lose it all

I will escort winter then im turning twenty
I wont wait till tommorow to indulge in horror
Soon it will be ten years since ive gone insane
I dont want my body full if my heart is hollow

Agalloch - Falling snow / DexR (RxGoD)

Was there something more that you wanted me to know of?
Wasthere something more that you wanted me to know of?
Was there something more that you wanted me to know of?
Was there something more that you wanted me to know of?

Was there something more that you wanted me to know of?
I just took like 4 but it couldn't even knock out
I was at the door but just looking at the floor yuhh
Thought it was enough but idk anymore

There was something nice that i saw as a kid
I never got it but i always wanted it
How could i get it back when ive never been there
Thinking about death nicotine i breathe in
I dont wanna hang out i wanna hang in
When i die dont try to save me
Dont say you miss me how could it be
When in my bed you couldve been

Knockout

Wheres your arm?
Wheres your arm?
I cant find it
Somebody let me know
You dont know
You dont know
You can find me
But where is my soul?
I cant find it
I cant find it
Lost and found
But never fucking sold
Where'd it fly
Where'd it fly
Where'd it go
Where'd the fuck it go

Where'd it go where'd the fuck it go
Where'd i go where'd the fuck i go
I lost my hope im losing control
I go outside and i dont know where to go

Its like i hold a secret i want someone to know
This pressure is ingraved on my soul
I need something warm to melt away this cold
I'll do what i want despite what is told

Secret

Close my eyes lyrics displayed on inside of my eye lids
I dont rock jewelry the inside of my heart where ice be
They used to treat me like im trash is it hard to talk nicely? 
I want to treat em like we're friends 'cept i don't trust anybody

Anymore i dont care what is in it
Talk to me sincerely
In my mind it's eerie
I don't want them to hear it
I stay quiet for days
I cant hold it in anymore so i break

-
He tried to teach us something important but we ran away
I tried to put it under my skin but it just wouldn't stay
Sacrificed my blood but i made a mistake
You got me so good i can't get off the stain
I know life's no game but i would make a good player
Im going 'round this fucking town and im looking pale
Everybody claiming that they love me but who would say a prayer?

Prayer

Burn down memories i have
Burnt down but they're left on my hand
Left hand placed behind my back
Back to bank focused on the bag

Soon enough i'll blow like a grenade
I can miss but im practicing my aim
I dont know what it is but i know what it aint
When you do it once it will never hit the same
And they claiming that they're high but they're low
How you snorting speed but your brain is fucking slow
Imma get to money build an empire gotta glow
You look like a germ hawk tuah fucking gross

... I gotta go
Imma get the money and i'll give it to my mom
... Its worthless i know
Imma get more just so i could give her more

19
Half my life i was hurting
Fighting
In my bed im just turning
Why me
How did i deserve it? 
Imma show it off
'Cuz ive fucking earned it

Soon enough i'll blow like a grenade
I can miss but im practicing my aim
I dont know what it is but i know what it aint
When you do it once it will never hit the same

Grenade

DexR:

Ive been going through it in the distance
Ive been feeling like im caged
Ive been doing noth-
This 1 for you twin

imma take the pain and ima make it pay me
i can take the pain but i wont let it take me
i only got the paint im not the one who painted
i only got this game and im the one who plays it
Kevin only man that made me feel amazing
When im gone you can search for a replacement
when im gone they might think about who made this
when im gone it'll  be way too late biiiiiiitch

ive left my heart i dont remember where ive placed it
ive got love but it taste like its laaaaced uhh
ive had fun times but it feels wasted
im putting under everything they hate
i get up still every single day
they get upset but i cannot stay
i'll get up there and i'll get paid
Theres no other but i'll do it any way

DKYS :

Why you start this... 

Why you start this if you knew how it would end
We can't start a family but we can still be friends
We can't live together but we can still have sex
? 
Eat together wipe the food off my face
Walk faster baby we might show up late
I cut a piece of me like it's a piece of cake
I love you over text i love you in your face
Eat together wipe the food off my face
Walk faster baby we might show up late
I cut a piece of me like it's a piece of cake
I love you over text i love you in your face

And i might over love and i might over hate
You just wanna party all day every day
I wanna kiss your feet until i reach your face
i wanna give it to you in every single way

DexR :

Bitch ive left my heart i dont remember where ive placed it
ive got love but it taste like its laaaaced uhh
ive had fun times but it feels wasted
im putting under everything they hate
i get up still every single day
they get upset but i cannot stay
i'll get up there and i'll get paid
Theres no other but i'll do it any way

DExemption

I Start a day and it feels like every other one
Im starting to think that i might be just another1
All i do before i sleep im looking at the wall
Now i think i would so i wish i could end it all

Nothing matters still i do this shit just for my mother
I have both parents but i had to be my own father
I hate to say this but it seems like everyone around me is dead
Im chasing mercedes but i hope when i sleep everything will just end

We made it look like it's a joke but its so serious
Do you get what im saying? Are you feeling it?
At the end of the day it just seems so meaningless
Wanna get back to days when you could just feel some shit

Im feeling like im not here like its casper here
If u ask me stupid questions i cant answer it
And you make my head hurt i need aspirin
Why you giving out opinions when nobody asked for it

I Start the day and it feels like every other one
Im starting to think that i might be just another1
All i do before i sleep im looking at the wall
Now i think i would so i wish i could end it all

Nothing matters still i do this shit just for my mother
I have both parents but i had to be my own father
I hate to say this but it seems like everyone around me is dead
Im chasing mercedes but i hope when i sleep everything will just end

another1 (throwaway)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gNG6z_8vxSE&list=RDgNG6z_8vxSE&start_radio=1 
Beat by aureola 
additional mix by me (RxG)



Uzalud (prod. aureola)

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