for listening only. don't use or your track will be swiftly striked
prod me / @pawprinted
full song; https://on.soundcloud.com/ziMDp8zMolvt0vHQkm

understand (instrumental)

The long-term drought we are experiencing can impact the lawn and garden.  On this episode of "In the Garden with Andre Viette", Andre talks about the importance of watering and ways to offset the impact of the dry conditions.

In the Garden with Andre Viette - Frost and Drought impact - 10/25/25 Hr.1

I think I will try my best to be kind today and tomorrow and the next day and the day after that and the day after that and the day

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/4UMATmyGZ7motTjHbkiHcV?si=yZTT8S5DQymEJDItc2cLQA

every track produced, mixed, mastered, written, and procrastinated over by me
a song about someone i no longer recognize

this is a letter that i'll never send
tears shed and shed, with this i hope it ends
my hope is gone now, you're too far lost
but i know that you will probably hear this song

as a little boy, you were my entire world
but as the world kept going on,

i saw you change and change
oh why, oh why?
maybe you were like this the entire time

i thought i could be myself around you
turns out i was oh so wrong
you're so hateful and oh so bitter
but i guess i'll be the model son

cause that's all that i am
that's all i'll ever be
i tried so hard for so long
but you never looked at me

so i'll fly
like a flower in a windy garden
far away from you
'cause i need that space to breathe

just know that you'll never see me again

this is a letter that i'll never send
tears shed and shed, with this i hope it ends
my hope is gone now, you're too far lost
but i know, but i know

as a little boy, you were my entire world
but as that world kept going on,

i saw you change and change
oh why, oh why?
maybe you were like this the entire time

i thought (oh, i thought)
turns out i was oh so wrong
you're so hateful and bitter
but i guess i'll be the model son

cause that's all that i am
that's all i'll ever be
i tried so hard for so long
but you never looked at me

i will fly
like a flower in a windy garden
far away from you
'cause i need that space to breathe

just know that you'll never see me-

like a flower

Calming Rainfall

I think I will try my best to be kind today and tomorrow and the next day and the day after that and the day after that and the day

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/4UMATmyGZ7motTjHbkiHcV?si=yZTT8S5DQymEJDItc2cLQA

every track produced, mixed, mastered, written, and procrastinated over by me
a song about someone i see myself in

(Mm) she wakes up so numb
kill a cigarette or two, then she heads out the door
all the faces are blurs, 'cause she's convinced herself
that the world is against her, oh god
is she crazy, or what?

there's no prince coming to save you
do it yourself, or just find some help
that's all you need, right?
or are you that fucking gone that you can't even speak?

look, i get it, it's hard to take the first step
but once you do, the cathartic feeling that washes over you
it'll make this all worth it, so please hear me out
or not 

oh, the days, they pass you by
you're getting so old, the progress you've made will all be in vain
do you want that? do you want that? do you need that?
'cause you're honestly the most stubborn person that I've met
do you want to take the lead that badly to the point where you push away me 'cause i'm me?
i was there the whole time, ready to come help you
but you said that i should go

i gave up a long time ago, looks like you did too
how sad
but honestly, i'm not that surprised, you were never one for hurting
so i guess you just accepted your fate

"she can't commit to anything she tries."
too scared to even feel the burn of her eyes
tears fall down her red cheek, "why am i crying?"
"i guess that's what i get for simply just trying" 

so she'll do it herself
with no outsider help
what a foolish idea that was
'cause now her stomachs in knots (Mm) 
became someone that she's not  
but she'll do it all over again (Mm) 

"stupid and stubborn!"
"you're fucking stuck-up!"
"you never cared, bitch!"
"get over yourself!"
the words just pass her, it doesn't hurt anymore
if it means freedom, let them say it all they want

-- the idea for the writing of this song may or may not have started from this rough lies of p lisrim vocal cover i never finished ,, , , https://voca.ro/18oHXf46yLsS

a stubborn girl

Cascading Rainfall

I think I will try my best to be kind today and tomorrow and the next day and the day after that and the day after that and the day

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/4UMATmyGZ7motTjHbkiHcV?si=yZTT8S5DQymEJDItc2cLQA

every track produced, mixed, mastered, written, and procrastinated over by me
a song about betrayal

my hands get so damn shaky when you call my name
& i hate myself for it
"we're better as friends"?

and so i'll sit back and watch as the summer days fade away
like my sense of normality when you're around

i used to gaze at you while my bangs kissed my glasses
it's such a bummer that i have to speak in past tense
like don't make it up
i know that you saw me

i know that you wanted me
i was just too blind to see it
and maybe just a little scared //
.. but we won't talk abt that  
you take what u want and some
how the fuck did you live like that ?

i know you don't care about bettering yourself
truthfully i do
and even if we're not a thing anymore
i still care
i still care

i remember this night like the back of my hand
like a stain on a t-shirt, it can't leave my mind
you had texted me on a friday, asking me to come by
i didn't know any better so i had obliged

my dreams made of porcelain
you shattered them so mercilessly
how'd you bring yourself to do that ?

i know
it's in the past, i should be over it
but i let it eat me up inside
until i feel like a different person

you told me long ago, "there's no point in taking it slow."
but now i know you lied, maybe if we did we'd be on the phone
and now that's done i feel so empty here without you though
but maybe, but maybe ..

don't you ever forget what you did that night
let it pry at your mind until you give up
restless, can't function
the day will haunt me

when you, oh, you
darling

porcelain dreams

Soothing Rainfall

Autumn Rain

Drops In The Valley

November Rain

Distant Thunderstorm

Rainy Memories

I think I will try my best to be kind today and tomorrow and the next day and the day after that and the day after that and the day

every track produced, mixed, mastered, written, and procrastinated over by me
a song about yearning

tell me, do you like that? tell me what you want
my hands around your body? yeah, i'll tell you what i want:
(i'm right by you, love) i want you to be all mine now, girl, like come on, have some fun
yeah, i promise i'll be faithful, will you promise me that too?

'cause when i see you with other boys, god, it makes my skin crawl
they can all go rot in hell, as long as you're my one, love
(i'm right by you, love) i'd kill them if it meant that i see you one more time
so don't ever forget, don't ever forget you're mine

and my judgement is so faded
let you take control, i don't hate it
do you know what i did to be near you?
could be a song of its own, but i fear you

taste the wine against those lips that i yearn for
tip the glass in my mouth, "drink it all down."
aftertaste is so sweet, but there's something
in my chest that's a bit bitter, and it's longing

ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh (i'm right by you, love)

if only you knew how real this is
the feeling that hits when you show up
the butterflies that just won't shut up
that deep, guttural feeling in my chest, ah

if only you knew how real this is
the feeling that hits when you show up
the butterflies that just won't shut up
that deep, guttural feeling in my chest, ah

tell me, do you like that? tell me what you want . . 
my hands around your body? yeah, i'll tell you what i want:
(i'm right by you, love) i want you to be all mine now, girl, like come on, have some fun
yeah, i promise i'll be faithful, will you promise me that too?

'cause when i see you with other boys, god, you make my skin crawl
they can all go rot in hell, as long as you're my one, love
(i'm right by you, love) i'd kill them if it meant that i see you one more time
so don't ever forget, don't ever forget you're mine

(i'm right by you, love)
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh (i'm right by you, love)

ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh (i'm right by you, love)
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh (i'm right by you, love)

if only you knew how real this is
the feeling that hits when you show up
the butterflies that just won't shut up
that deep, guttural feeling in my chest, ah

if only you knew how real this is
the feeling that hits when you show up
the butterflies that just won't shut up
that deep, guttural feeling in my chest, ah (i'm right by you, love)

(ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
(ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
(ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
(ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

#YEARNING 24/7 YEARNING YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

wine stained lips

Lingering Rainfall

in another life i was destined to be a vocalist in a shitty post hardcore band that disbanded due to petty internal drama

anyway epic song so awesome, some of my longest sustains ever lol
original by pierce the veil (top 5 bands ever)
purely for fun and practice (srsly if u wana improve ur singing cover a song like this) O_O ep soon i hope (i've been endlessly revisiting and scrapping songs somone pls help)

cover art x.com/2uaiueo/status/1982076365089464440

this is also the first song in months where i didn't pitch it up in post savor it
xoxo (this will probably be the norm from now on anyway lol)

Bury me in the bedroom where I
I can sing you to sleep all night
Put me next to the open window, promise me a second time
'Cause I don't wanna leave without you buried by my side
I'd rather kill the one responsible
For falling stars at night
'Cause they fall all around me
The night can be deadly
And they'll never take us alive
(Can you chase away the darkness?)
To live in love and die
Last night, she recited every reason she's fine
So if we're heading there together at the same time
You sing while I drive
Move like a fugitive tonight
(Dance on the ambulance) 
Because I would rather spend my life vacations in bed
With you like drunken summer kites
And this is only a test
Sober and scaring me to death
They'll never take us alive
To live in love and die
And I don't care if you're sick
I don't care if you're contagious
I would kiss you even if you were dead
Would somebody make me go blind for the rest of my life?
'Cause I'd do anything to hold your hand
And I don't care if you're sick
I don't care if you're contagious
Oh, no
Would somebody make me go blind for the rest of my life?
'Cause I'd do anything, anything, anything
They'll never take us alive
'Cause I'll chase away the darkness
I'll live in love and die
I joined the party for the recently blind
So if we're heading there together, you can sing all night
I'm gonna tear out the thread one by one from your skin
'Till your bones feel embarrassed from all the attention
Kiss me while I drive

i don't care if you're contagious (cover)

Storm On The Horizon

Downpour

ended up cutting this one last minute, sorryryryyryryr
just didn't really fit the ep

i watch as you abandon everything you love
in pursuit of a better life, fuck
do you think that'll ever work?
i know a person just like you
they tried, and look at them now
they're six feet deep underground

they say to "get a grip on your reality"
i agree with them
you're constantly trying to run away from your stress
and to run away from me
i would give you up but

but this girl
you would understand if you were to meet her
(meet her)

you're gonna be the death of me
i've been so depressed for so long
but i hide it to save you the stress
i think i'm done doing that, though

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