hii it's me again , hope you don't mind these little side songs being uploaded here a bit .. i like this one but i didn't really know where to put it

what a rly weird past month and a halfish .. both good and bad !! i've met some rly cool ppl lately ;D but i've been rly busy irl with things that make me wana scream hh

hmm .. i wanna mention this too .. i'm kind of getting tired of making diary (or whatever i've been making can be labelled as)😭would u guys hate it if i were to start making different kind of music? (albeit spiritually similar to my older stuff) i haven't really felt a sense of improvement in a while .. 

also if u didn't notice, i'm in the process of changing my name .. i've been elixio since like 2017 and it has some rough memories attached to it .. so safe to say i'm ready for something new

if we've collabed, no need to recredit or anything ! just in the future i'd really appreciate it if you would credit this new name from now on <3

i originally made this song almost a year ago , and i still like it but it definitely could use a makeover so .. here's this hehe

new vocal music soon i thinkk

original https://on.soundcloud.com/rvqP04igSRafAHAvLH
https://linktr.ee/pawprinted

.. i totally didn't use this song as an excuse to talk my head off

curl up and cry

https://imgur.com/a/MZ1vfPU

produced by .. guess who .. meee 
spotify (+instrumental); https://open.spotify.com/album/1HlwnVvz5R7B5YBJuUk8vE?si=f4df2698f83e47a4

heavily ib distance by bixby <3

hiihi hi this is very very different from some of my previous vocal stuff .. but i hope you're willing to give it a shot ;D pls let me know if you'd like to see more of this kind of stuff .. i'm still learning (and trying not to be so derivative) but it was rly fun to produce and record .. even if i think this mix could be bit cleaner hahah

linktr.ee/pawprinted
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I've been thinking for way too long
of ways i can make you mine
while not making myself look dumb in the process

i know you take pity on me
but trust me that ends tonight

well i'd like to say that .. 

it's so hard to be myself
when you're around
'cause i don't wanna put you off
it gets exhausting

i know
there's no point in facades with you 
but you make me so helpless
i can't help but mask it 

i take one look at ur face
don't talk, it tells me everything
just the sight of u makes me sick

you're so indecisive, it gets on my nerves
one or the other, don't leave me hanging

it's so hard to be myself
when you're around
'cause i don't wanna put you off
it gets exhausting

i know
there's no point in facades with you 
but you make me so helpless..  

so take ur pick
bask in the silence with no one but me 
or go w/ him and be pushed around like an object

you're so indecisive, it gets on my nerves
one or the other, don't leave me hanging

it's so hard to be myself
when you're around
'cause i don't wanna put you off
it gets exhausting

i know
there's no point in facades with you 
but you make me so helpless..  

so take ur pick
bask in the silence with no one but me 
or go w/ him and be pushed around like an object

you're so indecisive, it gets on my nerves
one or the other, don't leave me hanging

indecisive (me)

Not like u - rainfall (Slowed + Reverb)

Not like u - rainfall

rainfall by Reidu, out now.

prod by. 6astardcanrise

rainfall

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In the Garden with Andre Viette - Things to do in October_10/18/25 Hour 1

the quiet boy and the distant girl (instrumental)

indecisive (instrumental)

were u guys into 2018 youtube animatics (i was and got groomed for it)
impulsively made this at midnight when i heard the original for the first time in years .. actually if u told 2018 me i would be covering this i would have freaked out LOL

original music soon

covered lollia's lovely rendition here <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/4Li4x03VzGLRZW5B6hv0Xt?si=234c5a26a39f4d46

Just as I was about to take my shoes
Off of the rooftop, there I see
A girl with braided hair here before me
Despite myself, I go and scream
"Hey, don't do it, please!"

Whoa, wait a minute, what did I just say?
I couldn't care less, either way
To be honest, I was somewhat pissed
This was an opportunity missed
The girl with braided hair told me her woes
You've probably heard it all before
I really thought that he might be the one
But then he told me he was done

For God's sake, please! Are you serious? I just can't believe
That for some stupid reason, you got here before me
Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted?
You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything

I'm feeling better, thank you for listening
The girl with braided hair then disappeared
Alright, today's the day, or so I thought
Just as I took both of my shoes off
There was but a girl, short as can be
Despite myself, I go and scream
The petite girl told me her woes
You've probably heard it all before
Everyone ignores me, everyone steals
I don't fit in with anyone here

For God's sake, please! Are you serious? I just can't believe
That for some stupid reason you got here before me
'Cause even so, you're still loved by everyone at home
There's always dinner waiting on the table, you know
"I'm hungry", said the girl as she shed a tear
The girl short as can be then disappeared
And like that, there was someone every day

I listened to their tale, I made them turn away
And yet there was no one who would do this for me
No way I could let out all this pain

For the very first time, there I see
Someone with the same pains as me
Having done this time and time again
She wore a yellow cardigan

"I just wanna stop the scars that grow
Every time that I go home
That's why I came up here instead"
That's what the girl in the cardigan said

Whoa, wait a minute, what did I just say?
I couldn't care less, either way
But in the moment  I just screamed
Something that I could not believe
"Hey, don't do it, please!"

Ah, what to do? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new
For once, I think I've bitten off more than I can chew
But even so, please just go away, so I can't see
Your pitiful expression is just too much for me

I guess today is just not my day
She looked away from me and then she disappeared

..There's no one here today, I guess it's time
It's just me, myself and I
There is no one who can interfere
No one to get in my way here
Taking off my yellow cardigan
Watching my braids all come undone
This petite girl, short as can be
Is gonna jump now and be free

my r (cover)

Hello! This isn't a very big thing, I just felt like uploading it.
I came up with all the melodies and chords for this on piano, which I'm proud of. I don't tend to do that because I'm not very good at it.
The file name for this song is "let's go home, ok.ogg".

Something Special

..woof 🐾| discord; gyaruwojak
~ formerly elixio ~
@lightgardennn

New tracks tagged #Rainfall