Anyone?

All alone 
You’re all alone

Hey 
is anybody listening out there?
I’m feeling pretty lonely today, 
My feelings are mixing emotions I  truly don’t understand at the moment. 
 I’m trying to zone it and own it 
I just can’t seem to hold on to the thought of change so this isn’t it... is it?....
Excuse me...
I’ll only be gone for a moment 
Let me grab my notebook and pen 
So I can write down some of this torment..
Cause the feeling is strange 
I feel like I’m alive but not really in range... 
Everything at a distance so I keep losing my self inside of my vision. 
There’s nothing but haze inside of this mission. This isn’t really what I quietly envision. 
Cause feeling alone It’s the worst type of addiction..
So I’m locking I’m locking I’m locking my self in this room!...
I don’t wanna come out 
And see the the world in and my wounds.. 
Someone turn down the volume this thoughts are getting to loud 
My heads already a maze 
I’m sorry What did you say? 
I already lost my self inside of this tune.

 All alone 
You’re all alone..

I’m addicted to internal pain. 
It’s the only way I feel like I’m not losing  the person that I am. 
Always feel like I’m stuck in a rut 
So you can bury me  deep inside of this mud.. 
cause I don’t plan on coming out anytime soon. 
Trust me I wish that I could
But when my mind gets to heavy 
Nothing feels steady..
I wish I could pretend and smile and say that I’m ready.
But reality is the person that you see in front you is not always merry..
Cause I’m good disguising my self 
So I reach out for help for anyone that is willing to help. 
But my demons get the best of me it’s like I’m always fighting my self worth. 
I don’t plant on trusting anyone anymore
You might not miss me now but you’ll miss when I'm gone from his earth
Is that to much for you?..
Ok let me make it clear it for you.. 
Is anybody else listening out there
Cause I feel like I’m lost in this darkness
And no one is reaching out. 
So Don’t blame me when I’m heartless 
Cause I’m drowning all this emotion I have inside of me. 
Than I’m chopping them all down to pieces 
Along with all you’re best wishes.
Look there’s nothing left inside of me now...
Look at all this blood that’s on the floor. 
Isn’t it great?! 
Look what you made me do 
look at this Frankenstein 
you turned me into . 

All alone 
You’re all alone...

Anyone?

In hopes of finding an interesting sequence of sounds, I generated random numbers by hand then put them into these parameters:
On Tick: 1-99999
Duration:  1-768
Note: 21-108
Velocity: 27-127
I stopped when every measure got filled with notes.

Performansas - 8046944

"Fortuna (Miód i Hiacynty)"

2020-05-20_125658987

2020-05-18_215904513

From a seed to a beautiful rose 🌹

BTNH - 1st of the month(remix)

Track 2

"Galaktyczna Królowa"

Reclaim Yourself - Acceptance and Gratitude

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Gia Coppola made her feature filmmaking debut in 2013 with "Palo Alto," which was well-received upon release. She then took some time to work on a few music videos and is now back with her second feature film, "Mainstream," starring Andrew Garfield, Maya Hawke, Nat Wolf & Jason Schwartzmann. The film had its premiere at the Venice International Film Festival last year to mixed reviews, but Gia was kind enough to talk to us about her second feature and give us some insight into the production, the genesis of the idea behind the project, working with the actors and more! Take a listen down below and enjoy!

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Interview With "Mainstream" Director & Writer, Gia Coppola

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Carrying On

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Zeus ozuna solo Double sided project "inside the circus and Sweet-Madness"
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Motiejus Lazauskas or Performansas is an artist from Lithuania, who does not like scales, albums, likes pressing black keys and creates indie music. He used to think that his music was alternative experimental indie avant-garde, but actually, it is outsider music. Some of his tracks are conceptual, so concepts are written in descriptions. 

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Saving the world from mental illness one drumbeat at a time. 

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I come from a council estate known as East End Park A.K.A (LS9),
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