produced by xtasane

@peiflowy
I'm steppin back again,
this story starts and ends,
this didn't go to plan,
had to fuck up the chance.
we holding on the edges,
how you don't get the message?
you just want to hold the leverage,
let's rewind again,
it's broken love again,
walking thru depths it ends,
never gonna give a chance anymore,
I wouldn't give a shit,
to the things you say,
things will never go my way.

@flojy
enough
lemme go my way
i dont know whyyy
but i wanna go back
kept all the love
coudnt save it anyway
i should have tried
i should have tri-
nah

here we go again
u fucked up out love
and i want it back
i know u dont feel the same
u dont give a shit
u ruined all my plans
get the fuck out of my head

@peiflowy
I'm steppin back again,
this story starts and ends,
this didn't go to plan,
had to fuck up the chance.
we holding on the edges,
how you don't get the message?
you just want to hold the leverage,
let's rewind again,
it's broken love again,
walking thru depths it ends,
never gonna give a chance anymore,
I wouldn't give a shit,
to the things you say,
things will never go my way.

back again (xtasane)

produced by @riveo

@peiflowy
these scars will never heal,
don't tell me how you feel,
ever chance that I give you,
you just go out for the kill,
swear you give me a rough time,
when you step into my life,
you seem to break everything,
when it never goes right,
yeah all these voices in my head,
telling me to leave instead,
I know that chu think of me less,
yeah hear no heart in your chest,
swear that chu don't love me,
just like all the rest.

@crossnecklace
you're just like the rest, u never really saw me
always playing pretend, can't get it out of my head
i thought we'd stay till the end
now i'm already dead, i'm already gone
you should forget what i've said
you should forget what you've read
girl we're too far gone,
what's the point of going back now? x2

@peiflowy
these scars will never heal,
don't tell me how you feel,
ever chance that I give you,
you just go out for the kill,
swear you give me a rough time,
when you step into my life,
you seem to break everything,
when it never goes right,
yeah all these voices in my head,
telling me to leave instead,
I know that chu think of me less,
yeah hear no heart in your chest,
swear that chu don't love me,
just like all the rest.

heals (riveo)

produced by koukai & plugsoon

@peiflowy
deep inside, I really wanna scream but it really doesn't help,
sip this drank in my dreams, gettin high til I melt,
your words are like knives,
don't treat it like its alright,
I wish the clocks would stop at the worst times,
yeah losing all this patience,
I be feeling like I'm fading,
where all my confidence go?
all the fear I've eaten,
I've built up to this moment,
just to fucking lose it,
all this pain and agony end up ruthless.

@mmak0
TBW

@peiflowy
deep inside, I really wanna scream but it really doesn't help,
sip this drank in my dreams, gettin high til I melt,
your words are like knives,
don't treat it like its alright,
I wish the clocks would stop at the worst times,
yeah losing all this patience,
I be feeling like I'm fading,
where all my confidence go?
all the fear I've eaten,
I've built up to this moment,
just to fucking lose it,
all this pain and agony end up ruthless.

inside (koukai & 1plugsoon)

produced by elixio 

@peiflowy
So much tears, ran down.
I cannot tell a lie,
When you broke, my heart.
It really coincides,
with all the shit I've been going through,
I've should've never fucking trusted you!
Deep, in my, heart.
I really thought,
that you would be there for me,
it was all a dream,
I left that shit wit me,
only pictures of the good things I wanna see.
Now shit gets lonely,
why you turning on your back like you don't know me?
All these pills that I've been taking, cannot hold me.
Now I'm getting really jealous of the old me.
Because of all the good memories is where I wanna be.

@givemesom
TBW

@peiflowy
So much tears, ran down.
I cannot tell a lie,
When you broke, my heart.
It really coincides,
with all the shit I've been going through,
I've should've never fucking trusted you!
Deep, in my, heart.
I really thought,
that you would be there for me,
it was all a dream,
I left that shit wit me,
only pictures of the good things I wanna see.

moments (elixio)

over (riveo)

produced by yubel91

@peiflowy
Tryna impress the people around you,
it doesn't go that well,
all that shit I hear about you,
change the feelings I felt,
I thought you were the one,
my heart just dropped,
I had enough,
I swear it's tough,
cause everything's been fucking up 4x,
I swear I'm done wit all this love 4x,
I just really wanna say,
this feeling is never right,
always tears up in my eyes,
why is this shit is in my life,
why is this shit is in my...

@boomy_4
I’ve been feeling stuck and I’m running out of love 
Every single day just feels the same
You left me just like that who’s to blame
Thought I found love now I’m fucked up
Gave you my all guess it wasn’t enough 
Played me like a game now I’m out of luck 
Every song feels like we’re still stuck

@peiflowy
Tryna impress the people around you,
it doesn't go that well,
all that shit I hear about you,
change the feelings I felt,
I thought you were the one,
my heart just dropped,
I had enough,
I swear it's tough,
cause everything's been fucking up 4x,
I swear I'm done wit all this love 4x,
I just really wanna say,
this feeling is never right,
always tears up in my eyes,
why is this shit is in my life,
why is this shit is in my...

up up up (yubel91)

breathe (ember)

better now (n999)

produced by runawway & muscle999)

@peiflowy
They saying false stories,
I'm tired of love stories,
I pulled out my heart outta my chest,
outta my inventory,
you broke it down,
I ran around,
just to embarrass myself,
I couldn't keep it in,
I could not help.

@trustohm
i can’t stay, but i can’t go
heart so cold, but flames still glow 
say you care, then hurt me slow 
tears i hide, they overflow 
love feel real, but pain too deep 
dreams i chase, but lose my sleep 
words you said, they cut, they keep 
vows you break, the scars still bleed 

stay or leave, i’m torn inside 
truth or lies, i cannot hide
want your hand, but lose my pride 
contradict love, it twists my mind

@peiflowy
They saying false stories,
I'm tired of love stories,
I pulled out my heart outta my chest,
outta my inventory,
you broke it down,
I ran around,
just to embarrass myself,
I couldn't keep it in,
I could not help,

I tried to focus,
but I'm losing conscious,
In the puddles in the rain I be walking,
every thought that I share I just lost it,
but I know what I'm doing cause im locked in.

contradicting (runawway & muscle999)

🎬 Song Insight

“Recovered” is the sound of surviving yourself—pulled beneath by heartbreak, still reaching for rescue, and waking up changed. This is the soundtrack of losing and finding your own spirit. Through haunted refrains and battered confessions, the song dives into the collapse of old identities, isolation, and that raw hope for redemption when everything else falls away. Dark but unflinching, “Recovered” isn’t about being saved by someone else—it’s about clawing your way out and learning to breathe again, even if you’re still broken.

📝 Lyrics

Intro
"I've been swallowed underneath,
Grasping for something broken.
Something inside of me."

"I've been swallowed underneath,
Grasping for something broken.
Something inside of me."

Chorus
"Waiting for any call to rescue me.
Down I fall, away I hide.
Tucked inside my escape,
But even safety fades away."

Verse 1
"Reflections... just words in a song.
Beneath their looks, it's emptiness,
An iron cage that fits."

Verse 2
"Desperation stares back at empty walls.
Tears that once fell now refuse to fall at all.
In my mind is where you live—
The way you were to me.
Dreams I held crumble and fall, no longer a fantasy."

Chorus
"Waiting for any call to rescue me.
Down I fall, away I hide.
Tucked inside my escape,
But even safety fades away."

Verse 3
"Looking away, navigating to the shores of truth.
This is me, the one you loved,
The one you washed away—no longer I'm yours."

Bridge
"This is my ending without you.
No plans to care, no reason to stay.
I tear away from this broken life you made—"

Chorus (Variation)
"Waiting for any call to rescue me.
Down I fall, fall away, I hide.
Tucked inside my escape,
But even safety fades away."

Outro (Refrain) [End]
"I've been swallowed underneath,
Grasping for something broken.
Something that was never me.
I have to find myself a way to break free."

💬 Personal Reflection

This song was written at a time when I honestly didn’t know if I’d ever come back from the grief and confusion I was living in. The feeling of drowning—of being buried under the weight of memories and regrets—was real. But “Recovered” is about more than just being stuck in the dark. It’s about the small, stubborn spark that makes you want to keep fighting for yourself, even when you don’t believe you’re worth saving. I wrote these words as a letter to my future self, proof that healing is slow and survival sometimes just means making it through the day.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature

At 4Me2BeFree, every song is a resurrection. “Recovered” fits the core of what we do: turning pain into poetry, struggle into anthems. We don’t hide from our scars—we showcase them, fusing cinematic soundscapes with honest storytelling for anyone who’s ever felt invisible, erased, or alone. Our art is for outsiders, fighters, and dreamers who know what it means to break and rebuild. If you’re listening, you’re already part of the story.

🛡️ Copyright Notice

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Recovered

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

iluvyou 4 who u are, keeping on going.
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