Caught Up With Life is a deeply emotional track that reflects on the pain of losing a close friend to tragedy, only realizing the loss too late. With a raw intro that confesses, "It's hard to talk about these things, so I wrote them down on paper," the song captures the struggle of processing grief, guilt, and unanswered questions.
This song isn’t just about loss; it’s about reflection, growth, and carrying on a legacy. It’s a reminder to cherish the people we care about while they’re here, to check in with our friends, and to keep their memory alive.
A must-listen for anyone who’s faced the pain of losing someone too soon. This track is more than music—it’s a tribute, a story, and a wake-up call. Are you caught up with life,


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Caught Up With life

This song is a raw, unfiltered look into the quiet moments and hopelessness that too many people face in silence. With haunting lyrics like "Should I KMS when I'm bored?" and "Almost dying helps with coping," this track dives into the realities of mental health struggles, intrusive thoughts, and the longing to be understood.

If you ever felt empty, unheard, or numb- this one's for you.
Let this be a reminder: you're not alone.

Trigger Warning: Mental health, suicidal thoughts. If you're struggling, please reach out. Help is out there.

Should I KM*?

Hideaway is my  deeply introspective song that explores the weight of growing up and the struggle to find peace in an overwhelming world. With vivid and vulnerable lyrics, I paint a picture of someone wrestling with inner turmoil, the pressure of expectations, and the fight to keep moving forward despite uncertainty.
my reflection on the innocence of childhood, where hiding was a refuge, contrast with the harsh realities of adulthood where hiding is no longer an option. Themes of self-doubt, resilience, and the universal search for clarity and solace are woven throughout, revealing an unfiltered look into the human experience.
 have you ever felt the weight of the world pressing down, while still holding onto the hope of carrying on? even cautiously. It’s a reminder that amidst the chaos, we’re not alone in our struggles, and sometimes, asking for a prayer or trusting ourselves to move forward is the bravest act of all.


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Hideaway

A raw, emotional anthem for anyone who's ever felt like they're silently drowning. “Numb Inside” blends haunting vocals with deep lyrics about feeling disconnected, overwhelmed, and unheard. A song for the broken, the brave, and the ones still holding on.



Numb inside

Wits’ End” is a raw, emotionally charged anthem for anyone holding on too long. With haunting vocals and stripped-down production, it captures the breaking point between love and letting go. Perfect for heartbreak, healing, or when you’re done pretending you’re okay.

Wits’ End

🎵 "Overthinking" – Nada Samir
A hauntingly honest track about spiraling thoughts, unread messages, and the anxiety of not knowing where you stand.
For the nights when your mind won’t shut up and silence feels louder than words.
This is for anyone who’s ever reread a text 20 times and still felt unsure.

Written from a real place. Sung from the heart.

🎙 Nada Samir – raw. real. unfiltered.



Overthinking

"State of Decay" is an emotionally charged, raw anthem, blending the soulful essence of country music with the hard-hitting beats of modern trap. It speaks to anyone who's ever experienced emotional manipulation, specifically men who’ve been emotionally controlled or accused by a woman they loved. However, this song isn't just for men; it’s a universal message for anyone who's been in a toxic relationship, where trust is broken, loyalty is questioned, and pain is used as a weapon. The track deals with the complex emotions of being misunderstood, degraded, and falsely accused when all you've done is try to love and be loyal.

The song opens with the pain of being accused of something you didn’t do, reflecting the bitterness that comes from being blamed for the actions of someone else. In these toxic situations, emotions are twisted, and the artist channels that frustration into aggressive, unapologetic lyrics. The listener feels the anger and vulnerability as the artist explains how love, trust, and pain decay in the face of uncertainty. There’s a constant feeling of being pulled between wanting to stay true and the harsh reality of being lied to, manipulated, and dragged through the mud.

But "State of Decay" is not just about victimhood—it's a battle cry for anyone who’s had enough of the emotional turmoil. The artist's shift in tone from vulnerability to aggressive defiance shows their transformation from being a victim of manipulation to someone who’s ready to reclaim power. The powerful lines like "I control everything you own—your car, your nails, your hair, your whole fucking lifestyle" convey an intense message of control, reclaiming one's strength, and standing up for what they deserve. The artist isn’t just defending themselves; they're exposing the manipulator’s tactics and taking ownership of their life.

As the song progresses, the emotional tension intensifies. The manipulation and false accusations are no longer tolerated, and the artist begins to take matters into their own hands, no longer allowing the toxic individual to control or degrade them. The aggressive language reflects the fury of a person who’s finally had enough—someone who will burn everything down and expose the liar for who they really are.

The song resonates with anyone who's ever felt the weight of toxic manipulation—whether from a romantic partner, friend, or family member. It touches on the pain and rage of being falsely accused, with the twist that the artist takes back control by putting everything at risk to call out the manipulation and deceit. There’s a cathartic release when the artist decides to expose the person who's been controlling them, warning them of the consequences of their actions.

The inclusion of both country music and trap beats creates an unexpected but powerful fusion that amplifies the song's emotional impact. The 808s and deep trap beats add urgency and aggression to the emotional message of the song, while the country elements—soulful lyrics and raw, stripped-back melodies—provide the emotional depth and authenticity. This fusion creates a perfect backdrop for the intense emotions that come with fighting against emotional manipulation.

"State of Decay" is for anyone who’s had their heart twisted, who’s been called out by name, accused, and used, yet found the strength to rise above. It’s a song of empowerment, resilience, and the determination to take back control, even when it feels like everything around you is decaying. It's a reminder that no matter how hard someone tries to break you down, you always have the power to rebuild, stand tall, and expose the truth.


State OF Decay

🎧 In My Fishbowl – J-Arte
What happens when your life becomes a glass box?
“In My Fishbowl” is a haunting, poetic dive into isolation, anxiety, and the quiet torment of always being watched — and never truly seen.

With raw lyrics, minimal escape, and an atmosphere soaked in emotional weight, this track echoes the pain of constant scrutiny and the fragility of sanity when the world’s always peeking in.

🔍 Claustrophobic. Vulnerable. Unapologetically real.
If you’ve ever felt trapped under a lens — judged for smiling, judged for breaking — this one’s for you.

Written and Composed by Michael Bilger

In My Fishbowl

Wow… just wow.
This one hits deep. The sax? It's not just a vibe it carries the entire track. Nostalgic, modern, raw… it’s all in there.
The lyrics come straight from my personal struggles, and I’m almost certain they’ll hit home for you too.
Only a handful of instruments were used. The drum group is the barest I’ve ever written but somehow, it just works.
And Lian’s vocals? Unreal. Like out-of-this-world FIRE.
This took about 4 weeks to fine-tune, word by word. Every line matters.
If you’ve ever doubted life, felt stuck, or just needed something to hold onto…
Still Breathing was made for you.
I genuinely believe this track deserves to be heard.

[Verse 1] 
I had a vision — not fame, just peace 
Just a beat-up car and a life on lease 
Couple friends, couple bills, maybe sleep that’s deep 
But the cracks came fast and the fall ran steep 
Lost my girl, lost hope, lost grip on the wheel 
Told myself lies just to not feel real 
Woke up cold with my back to the floor 
A note in my phone that I tried to ignore 

[Verse 2] 
People say "fight," like it’s some clean fight 
But they don’t see the dark, just the highlight lights 
They don’t feel the nights when the mind goes numb 
When you pray for a call, but nobody comes 
So I lied to my mom, said “I’m fine, don’t stress” 
While my chest caved in from the weight I repressed 
Yeah, I smiled in pics, but that wasn’t me 
That was someone who drowned trying not to be seen 

[Chorus] 
Still breathing — but barely, still bleeding 
Still reaching for meaning in days with no feeling 
Still waking up tired, still playing pretend 
Still chasing a start that feels like the end 
No hero, no win, no chorus that lifts 
Just a man in the fog, with clenched fists 
Getting up — not ‘cause I’m brave or I planned it 
Just ‘cause giving up never felt like 
I’d stand it 

[Verse 3] 
I wrote a letter to the me 
I lost Said, “You didn’t fail, you just paid the cost” 
Of caring too much in a world too cold 
Of dreaming out loud in a place that folds 
Now I walk with a limp where a heart once ran 
Still afraid of the dark but I face it like a man 
I don’t preach, don’t teach, don’t act like I know 
I just speak what I’ve seen from the eye of the low 

[Bridge] 
They want a comeback? This ain’t that tale 
It’s the sound of a soul that refused to bail 
No medals, no cheers, no love in the room 
Just me in the silence, outlasting the doom 

[Final Chorus] 
Still breathing — not healed, not clean 
Still caught in the gears of a silent machine 
Still rising, still cracked, still real, still wrecked 
Still choosing the fight they all told me to neglect 
Still breathing — but barely, still bleeding 
Still reaching for meaning in days with no feeling 
Still waking up tired, still playing pretend 
Still chasing a start that feels like the end 
No hero, no win, no chorus that lifts 
Just a man in the fog, with clenched fists 
Getting up — not ‘cause I’m brave or I planned it 
Just ‘cause giving up never felt like 
I’d stand it 


So if I fall again — let the record reflect: I got up every time Even with nothing left.

Still Breathing

🔻 Song Insight

Title: Was I the Last One
Artist: 4Me2BeFree

“Was I the Last One” is a cinematic, emotionally raw ballad exploring the ache of loving someone lost to addiction—and the even deeper pain of realizing you may have been the last to love them for real. The lyrics move through memory, regret, and that strange state of loving a person who’s already gone, even as they remain physically present. It’s about the way addiction stains everything: relationships, trust, self-worth, and time. Even as the song wrestles with anger, loss, and helplessness, it finds a kind of bittersweet closure in the knowledge that the love you gave was genuine—something the other person might never truly grasp. The song stands as a message to anyone who’s loved an addict: you’re not alone in your grief, your confusion, or your longing for peace.

🔻 Lyrics
Intro:
distorted phone ringing:, faint static:

Verse 1:
The power in my pain, aching in these veins  
Needle ruptures—as your stain takes hold  
Phone idles, it’s these moments that remain  
Stuck in like glue, nothing I say, nothing to do  

Pre-Chorus:
It’s you in what I lost  
Things you broke and tossed  
Every fiber of me  
Splinters—inside of you  

Chorus 1:
Vision blurred in my mind  
Parts I can no longer find  
Skin, eyes, and your lips  
Every part—I used to miss 

Refrain:
My moments slow to hours  
Days stretched, just waiting  
Now gone—it’s hollow our rings  

Verse 2:
The thing that scares me  
Was I the last one?  
I hope it’s not true  
to be the last to love you  

Interlude:
Is this what it’s like  
For the loved ones who fight?  
Tired words keep falling  
Tell me, how do I stall  
To fix these broken parts

Bridge Part 1:
Will I regret what I tried?  
Maybe I should have lied  
What did I do for you?  

Bridge Part 2:
If that phone rings, I'll know the truth  
The end has come, there’s nothing to do  
I will fall, and a part of me dies with you  
this pain inside—can’t... escape... this place

Hook / Chorus 2:
I have to focus on the pain  
Stay awake for all my mistakes  
It won’t solve this now  
No longer about us  

Refrain / Post-Chorus:
It’s only when sleep wakes me, and you can’t breathe  
I used to watch your chest rise and fall  
To think it could stop—with nothing at all  

Outro:
With every break and every pain  
And you, too, take this away  
But not the part that has to wait  
That I have to keep  
That I have to keep  

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song was written at the edge of loss, when you realize you’ve already grieved the relationship and are now preparing for the actual goodbye. I poured every ounce of love, regret, and helplessness into these lines—anger, sorrow, and the strange peace of finally letting go. Addiction doesn’t just take someone away; it makes you mourn them while they’re still breathing. For anyone loving an addict, it’s okay to feel the whole spectrum: love, hate, hope, and resignation. Your love was real. That’s what matters.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

As 4Me2BeFree, I create songs that turn pain into cinematic story—tracks for those who feel everything a little too deeply. “Was I the Last One” continues that mission: unfiltered emotions, hard truths, but always a glimmer of healing in the sound. My music exists to be both a mirror and a balm for anyone navigating the messiest corners of love and loss.

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Was I The Last One

I will be what some say that I can not be (zhake)

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Expressing Myself through, Lyrics and Music is my way of cooping in this world <3

DP - Dark Person/Dark Potion/

Most of my songs are experimental!

Nada Samir is a gifted German singer and songwriter hailing from Frankfurt am Main. Born on June 18th, 1996, she has created a unique sound blending elements of pop, indie pop, and R&B soul. Nurturing her passion for music from a young age, she began writing her own songs at the tender age of 13, and by 16, she was sharing her talent by posting cover songs on YouTube. Her music career took off in February 2020, with the release of her debut single "Your Promise." April 2nd, 2021 marked the release of her critically acclaimed debut album, "Heartbroken." And on January 1st, 2023, she has recently dropped her sophomore album "See You Next Life." Her music is an honest reflection of her feelings and experiences, delving into themes of depression and self-discovery.

🎧 From heartache to hype — I write music that moves you.

Whether you're vibing to a soulful ballad or tearing up the dancefloor to bubble pop and high-energy beats, my songs hit where it counts: in your heart and in your hips.

🎶 Emotional storytelling meets electric rhythm — with songs that explore love, loss, nostalgia, and fantasy.

🎤 Genres: Emotional Ballads | Indie Pop | Dance Pop | Bubble Beats | Soft Rock

🔥 Featured tracks: “Woman With The Red Rose”, “Angel Undercover”, “Angelica”, “Asian Invasion”, “I-Candy”, “Sinta”, “Chickie Cha”, “Bring It Back”

💡 Music for dreamers, romantics, rebels, and party-starters.

Hi, I’m Tamas Halo, a musician who’s passionate about creating music that speaks to the heart and stays with you. Whether I’m playing the piano or violin in my series *Private Room*, or diving into music production, I pour my soul into every note.  

I love blending traditional instruments with digital tools to craft something fresh and meaningful—music that’s not just heard but *felt*. My goal isn’t to chase trends or make party tracks (although i do like to drop a few remixes every now and then) BUT it’s to offer a little escape, a moment of calm reflection of your life, past,present or future. Mistakes or success stories together and hope to give you some inspiration in the chaos of life. 

because music, to me, is about connection. It’s about touching your hearts, lifting your spirits, and creating memories that last longer than the length of my music

Thank you for listening and thank you for joining me on this journey into the world of my melodies—where emotion meets innovation

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