Eventually I'll put this on YouTube but I don't have a PV for it yet...
UST: Magi
Tuning: Me
Mixing: Me
Voicebank: Namine Ritsu Something Is Kire by カノン

エイリアン エイリアン-波音リツ何かがキレ 【UTAU カバー】

hey i made the beat for once :P

ft. https://soundcloud.com/drewalongtheglare

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

[https://soundcloud.com/ritsuzuki]

im feeling numb tonight
i know it all cause i died too much
i dont wanna live again
its like last night
yeah
stay by my side
we'll be alright yeah

"its not that bad"
its exactly what they told me
im feeling sad
and im missing, i miss the old me
you'll never get me like you always do
im always losing
yeah ill kill myself and then ill kill you too!!

yeah my head is screwed on wrong
i said ill be okay, ill be fine!
its alright,
ill see you in my eyes
dont look at me in the face, when i die
ill cry alot, when the suns in my eyes
"go and make some friends"
its what they say to me
i find it hard to talk
slipping from reality
always seem to fuck it up
i cant change at all
fuck my life i think im giving up!

[https://soundcloud.com/drewalongtheglare]

Said I won't lie, you told me it's all my fault
Why can't you realize I don't wanna get involved
Take a step back, I think that you've had enough
I'll take the pen but I don't think I could write my wrongs

Are you sure you wanna go that way?
Insecure you've always stayed that way
I can't bring myself to take the pain
I was wrong, some things just never change :(

((ritsu chorus loops twice))

giving up +drew (me)

prod me

@kadichii
im wit vex in this call bitch we get it in
im wit jiren in this call bitch we get it in
im wit jayden in the mall nd we stealin shit
dj spun my shit in the cut the hoes was feelin it

i dont wnna pull up on u bitch im tired
walked up in the function wit the glock in my attire
i dont wnna link wit a liar
10 milly glock make the situation dire

Japanese denim 
all black like im venom
posted wit the slutz
ya i cant be seen wit em
10 racks not enough
ho i need like 10 trillion
im not scared abt ur bluff
if u gon kill me come nd do it

@319o9
bad bitch on my hand imma really need to go
i might pull up or i really might go
fuck wit me and your body get croaked

you dont know you dont know this
im really bout to become like a surgeon
my bodys holding up i cant go anymore
feel like a surgeon imma tear thru this fucking hole

@ritsuzuki
yeah, yeah, yeah
we gon fuck it up
me n lyxx inside the beat
yeah u tryna die now
sneak around like a centipede
stackin hella green
i got lots, and lots, and lots
ima swear on it up until i swear that im lost
steppin where she steppin
why the fuck u talking?
if you wanna talk it down
ill see u in my office
surrounded in designer brands
silly steppin, drop it

@kadichii
shawty take a breath
one, two
when i walk in
u should go nd get some pape instead of talkin
u should get out of my face nd start walkin
fac new ar ya the float flawless
why u tryna make it you not all in
tell me why when i was down no one was callin
tell me why these ppl makin me a target
i aint ever did shit to no one stop it

centipede w/ritsu + ji3rn

reupload/re-enhancement of an old track from a few months ago :)

s/o lyxx for sampling this back then <3

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

lyrics>>>>

uh... um... uhhhh.... i.. uh...

lovebound 𓏲 ๋࣭ ⭑⚝﹆♡༘⋆｡˚

mastered by https://soundcloud.com/totheskylens!! <3
prod. https://soundcloud.com/decago + https://soundcloud.com/1akura

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

(chorus)

i cant think alot
i think that i have lost it
stuck here, find the pages that i lost over some hatred
its all i ever think about
tell me what ure on about!
wanna get to know u baby
its something i cant live without!

just tell me everything
yeah, give me a bit
i gave you everything
but still you gave me nothing and,
im lying all the time
say im fine but im not fine
all those times you broke me
i guess you just wanna hurt me tonight!!

(verse or something idk what its called)

silence when they're talkin'
gotta break me when im walkin' in..
silly stepping without thinkin'!!
im sipping all the thoughts they have of me!!

i should've listened now they cut me fucking deeper
you're that someone that i needed, yeah
they said they wanna leave me, yeah
i guess that its fine, its "understandable"
i cant understand it all..
i dont think about it, i just love to fucking suffer

im watching myself rot
these days i feel so odd
i dont rlly love myself
i think bout death a whole lot
i can never change for the better!
i still wear your sweater
now my moods under weather
ill rip all her letters!

(just save me!!)
(you make me wanna cry in your arms tonight)
(i promise to you baby ima be alright!)

(chorus)

i cant think alot
i think that i have lost it
stuck here, find the pages that i lost over some hatred
its all i ever think about
tell me what ure on about!
wanna get to know u baby
its something i cant live without!

just tell me everything
yeah, give me a bit
i gave you everything
but still you gave me nothing and,
im lying all the time
say im fine but im not fine
all those times you broke me
i guess you just wanna hurt me tonight!!

i gave you everything (decago + akura)

 hope this was worth the wait <3

+++
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k
https://soundcloud.com/neohnq
https://soundcloud.com/jihyo39

𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

it hurts like way too much
theres blood up on my walls
I feel like im gone
turn me down cause I fucked it up
talking down on myself a lot
these songs really be messing my head
cause tonight, all I see is red!!

sick of all this music shit!
i wanna give up so bad!
but i cant do it
i cant give up way too fast
i got many eyes on me..
i always give it my best!
im alright!
but this pain is burning in my chest!!

say im fine, im alright
but im lying :/
those words are still stuck in my head
in my head!!
tell me why..
yeah, im out of time
forget the pain, i just want you to be mine!!

aah i cant even think alot!
cause i wished you were by my side..
ill cut off my lungs tonight!
why would you want me?
im a mess, im not doing alright :-;

it hurts like way too much
theres blood up on my walls
I feel like im gone
turn me down cause I fucked it up
talking down on myself a lot
these songs really be messing my head
cause tonight, all I see is red!!

sick of all this music shit!
i wanna give up so bad!
but i cant do it
i cant give up way too fast
i got many eyes on me..
i always give it my best!
im alright!
but this pain is burning in my chest!!

(im finding it hard to live with myself)
(this grief)
(every mistakes ive made)
(ive been trying to find the words to say to you..)



tell me why (+yashio +neohn +jihyo)

scrap but i ended up liking it

prodded by THE goat HIMSELF https://soundcloud.com/kadichii

𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

we gon jugg his shit in the spotlight
yeah your bitch down bad, she eat me up
fuck, fuck, fuck I cant really give a fuck!
if you really wanna talk down, then come hit me up
pull up if you wanna
got a bitch named Bella
yeah she kinda bad thoo
hide in my umbrella (iykyk)

why she hit me up?
feelin bad for her mans
I think im a sinner
smokin' loud againnn
put it on my mama
she done raised a rockstar
we gon get him done up
done up, Mona Lisa
sirens going loud
like my breakers gonna fix her
now im writing fiction
so you better listen

shoutout Okolo
I got silly bands
silly bands on my feet like im fucking soulja boy
walk around in a trash bag
that shit came from Moncler
when the door slides open, its gon be a heart attack

sinner (+lyxx)

happy birthday to me

go show some luv to the prods! 

Yukiko: https://soundcloud.com/shikaiii/tracks
Bonka: https://t.me/headache112

maybe im not made for this

 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

(pre-chorus)

I hate making music
it probably hates me back around
steady standing still here
while everybody finds their sound
its the-
worst ending I could possibly have
just end it now
end it now before it gets worse!

(chorus)

yeah, I think I lost it
im stuck here thinking of the past tense
nothing ever makes sense
I don't feel right I wanna die
everyday I wanna die!
I cant do this anymore everything makes me wanna cry!
yeah I wanna give up
I feel like im lost and alone
and I cant talk a lot
I wanna be on my own!
youre not my friend
why do I always fail in the end?
just watch the numbers rise
is that all I ever really meant?

(post-chorus)

ive had enough, its the worst that Ive ever been!
im not so gifted, just a mess living inside their head
I sleep next to maggots
gotta forget it
punch down my head in
I don't know where im headed!

(bridge)
?

(verse)

but fuck that shit i dont even really care anymore
ill blow the candles out myself
they dont understand, ill be fine
and no im not alright
it doesnt matter anyways
cause theres ppl singing the same shit
i dont do this for the fame

in need of help
but theres nobody near
but its fine
ill be fine
cause ill take it one step at a time
its like what they said
cause im living in a fantasy
i dont care 'bout myself
ill die right next to my last symphony

(chorus)

yeah, I think I lost it
im stuck here thinking of the past tense
nothing ever makes sense
I don't feel right I wanna die
everyday I wanna die!
I cant do this anymore everything makes me wanna cry!
yeah I wanna give up
I feel like im lost and alone
and I cant talk a lot
I wanna be on my own!
youre not my friend
why do I always fail in the end?
just watch the numbers rise
is that all I ever meant?

my last symphony (+yukik0 +bonka)

Instrumental by my awesome friend @ritsuzuki !

That day when you called my name
Held my hand
As you kissed my face
I've never felt this way
I demand that this never change

Have you, I'm so glad I have you
Take my hand and hold it tight
I could never let you go
Tattoo, stick with me like a tattoo
Your name's etched into my mind
I cannot forget you, no

She tell me this 
She tell me that
And now we're arguing again
But I could never stay mad
At my pretty little heroine

I fell in love with her touch and her body
And I fell in love with the shape of her face
I fell in love with my pretty lil honey
I do not ever want this to change
I pray that she feels me
Exactly in the same way
Baby, you should kill me
If you want to lead me astray !

tattoo (ritsu)

i haven't healed

𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

do you want me by your side?
a love you can't deny
I need some medicine
why would i leave tonight?
and baby if the stars aligned,
then maybe I'll be here
but i cannot define
the reasons for all my fears

3am..
i was so alone
i cant put down the phone
and i just want you to know
I've always been here
and i always will
and no ones stopping that will
ill be trapped right in your veil

walk straight, hit my head
now I'm bleeding from my head!!
you just wish that i was dead
i cant really take it again
go ahead, and stay where you're at
I'm killing all of your friends
i got their guts on my walls
would you still stay in the end?

like oh my god
she's so perfect
but I'm not
i just really wanna die now
what was that?
you don't really wanna find out
you're the same
now i really wanna hide out
bring me down when I'm always on the high now
fuck my life, press restart, we're restarting now



ive always been here (sai)

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆  ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

🐇

Discord: vexumm

@lunacystar
@pastmemory
@yuru-dream
@4ftermath

i love you lunacy

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#tryinguntilidie

#lunacysoldier
#stepback
luv every1 equally

jus for fun dont take my music too srsly

I'm...technically a VOCALOID producer??
here's my VOCADB account
https://vocadb.net/Profile/MajiwaruP
Pfp by @haru-p!

@pastmemory
@1straycats
dc: 1xene
email: xenedoesstuff@gmail.com
Might drop a song or two lolz but am studying for my exams til 15 dec

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