"Glacier" is an emotionally raw and introspective sad pop ballad. The lyrics use powerful imagery of coldness and stillness to convey a deep sense of hurt and isolation. The song's central metaphor of a Glacier represents a heart that has been frozen and made "cold and still" by pain. It's a journey through the aftermath of heartbreak, where the narrator is left feeling like a "shadow" and a "frozen river" unable to move on.

The song begins with sorrowful violins and strings that set a somber mood. The song’s hook, Frozen Alone. Forevermore, sets a desolate tone from the very beginning, acting as a mantra of the narrator's emotional state. 

Lyrically, Verse 1 paints a vivid picture of this internal world, starting with "empty rooms and silent halls" and ending with the haunting line, "before you shattered all my dreams". Verse 2 builds on this sorrow, beginning with "the scar it leaves, a painful thing" and concluding with the stark reality of "the emptiness in this lonely place". Each verse is accompanied by a different, emotional strings chord progression, making the music align perfectly with the changing emotional weight of the lyrics. The pre-chorus rises with a super-dramatic string section accompanied by a modern synth, creating an angry tension before the chorus. The arpeggio then provides a moment of soaring, emotional release in the chorus.

The bridge section strips the music back to a bare, sorrowful violin, offering a moment of quiet grief before the tension builds again for the final chorus. The bridge, "Is there a Way to Find the Light? To Chase away this Endless Night?" is the song's most vulnerable moment. It's a desperate cry for hope and a moment of questioning whether healing is even possible. This brief flicker of doubt makes the return to the chorus even more impactful, as the narrator ultimately resigns themselves to their frozen state. The outro and final chorus repetition drive home the finality of the narrator’s feeling, leaving the listener with the haunting image of a heart that is permanently "frozen."

This unique blend of dramatic strings and a modern soundscape, paired with a distinct desi (Pakistani accent) vocal touch, makes "Glacier" a song that lives between worlds.

Glacier

once i create a full demo for this one, it will have guitar and be MUCH bigger. but here it is in it's raw glory <3

cherries (piano demo)

Lyrics :

[Couplet 1]
C'est dans l'abdomen que ça fait souffrir
Et c'est dans ma tête, que j'te vois sourire
Quand j'suis un peu perdu j'regarde les étoile

Quand t'es rentré dans ma vie, t'as mis un rayon d'soleil mais tu ma laissé sous la pluie et maintenant je manque de sommeil.
J'aurais pu t'aimer, mais t'm'a jamais considéré, comme tout ceux avec qui t'as joué, plus jamais jamais j'te parlerais.

[Refrain]
J'suis lassé, oh shit, blaissé
J'me retrouve seul-tout sur un toit, 
J'te vois un peu partout quand t'es pas là 

Et au fond j'crois j'suis pas vraiment différent 
Quand j't'ai confié mon cœur tu m'a pas dit j't'e l'rends 
Tout seul dans ma chambre tu connais j'fais les 100 pas, souvent j'pense à toi

[Couplet 2 ]

J'arrive pas à l'dire, j'arrive à l'faire 
Mais j'vais m'en sortir, j'ai lâché l'affaire 
J'arrive pas à ldire, j'arrive à l'faire 
J'suis un ange des enfers

Yeah yeah
J'me revois deux années en arrière 
Beaucoup d'temps et d'amis perdu
C'est la vérité d'mon vécu.
Yeah yeah
J'aimerais tellement qu'tu sois fière.
P't'être qu'on m'écoutera en concert.
Et qu'ça finira par leur plaire.

J'suis, mélancolique d'ma mélancolie Mon papa était grave comique 
Mais un peu beaucoup alcoolique 
J'repense à toi, à nous, c'qu'on été 

[Refrain] x2
J'suis lassé, oh shit, blaissé
J'me retrouve seul-tout sur un toit, 
J'te vois un peu partout quand t'es pas là 

Et au fond j'crois j'suis pas vraiment différent 
Quand j't'ai confié mon cœur tu m'a pas dit j't'e l'rends 
Tout seul dans ma chambre tu connais j'fais les 100 pas, souvent j'pense à toi


Different (prod. nausaah)

[Verse 1]
yeah, I heard you’re doin’ fine
fuck, that’s good, I’m lyin’
웃는 네 사진이 떠
내 표정은 still fuckin’ tired

모든 게 제자리에 있는데
왜 난 그 자린 낯설어
네가 없단 게 현실인데
아직 인정 못한 나를 봐

[Hook]
행복하니, tell me the truth
그 사람 품에서 웃고 있니
난 괜찮단 말이 습관이 돼
shit, I still think of you sometimes

[Verse 2]
전화번호는 지워놨어
근데 번호 앞자리 외워놨어
fuck, 난 진짜 병신 같아
근데 이런 게 사람 같아

새로 산 옷, 새로 산 향
아무리 바꿔도 니 향 같아
다 잊었다는 말은 거짓말
난 아직도 네가 남아

[Hook]
행복하니, tell me the truth
그 사람 품에서 웃고 있니
난 괜찮단 말이 습관이 돼
shit, I still think of you sometimes

[Verse 3]
요즘엔 잠이 잘 와
아무렇지 않은 척 잘해, 다
근데 가끔 네 노래 들리면
fuck, 그때로 clock rewind

너 없는 밤은 익숙해졌지
외로움도 이제 routine shit
근데 문득 생각나, 그때 우리
아무 이유 없이 웃던 scene

난 이제 연기 잘해
괜찮단 말 진짜처럼 돼
근데 mirror 속 내 표정은
아직도 널 욕하다가 fade

[Outro]
행복하니, 진짜 그랬음 해
난 이제 pretend, I’m okay

행복하니?

crying too (2022)

"Ya No Me Siento Igual" es un tema pop lleno de emociones, sobre la sensación de perderse cuando alguien importante se va. Letras melancólicas y melodías suaves que te harán conectar con tus sentimientos más profundos. 🎵💔

Ya No Me Siento Igual

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AFTER | Emotional Piano x Pop Ballad Beat

Una canción que nace del desamor, de esas noches donde no entiendes por qué duele tanto.
“No sé por qué duele” mezcla melodías suaves con una voz que refleja vulnerabilidad y honestidad.
Perfecta para escuchar cuando necesitas soltar, recordar o simplemente sentir.

NO SE PORQUE DUELE

2 Weeks

Scorpio moon

Cause you're not here

UNSTABLE

Midnight Meltdown

faded on a promise

If I die tomorrow…
don’t cry, don’t pray, don’t fake a show.
Just play the songs I used to know.
I came to burn, not to belong—
a fleeting spark, a thunder song.
Born with double light inside,
too deep for calm, too wild to hide.
They said it’s rare, they said it’s wrong,
but I just called it being strong.

I saw too much before I grew,
the world was loud, my heart was new.
I learned too young what pain could teach,
how heaven’s high but hard to reach.
I built my walls, then tore them down,
I wore my scars like a lost crown.
A mind that burned, a soul that bled—
I lived with storms inside my head.

Every wound became a sign,
every fall refined my line.
And though I broke a thousand ways,
I still rose brighter from the blaze.

If I die tomorrow, don’t cry for me,
I’ve seen what most will never see.
I’ve loved too hard, I’ve lost control,
but I have lived with all my soul.
If I die tomorrow, remember this line:
I never was perfect—
but damn, I was alive.

Jennifer… I failed your peace,
my fire never found release.
You spoke in calm, I spoke in flame,
we meant no harm but played that game.
You wanted roots, I needed flight,
you held the moon, I chased the light.
Still, through the noise and all the pain,
your voice still hums inside my brain.

To André, my brother through the smoke,
we shared the roads that never spoke.
We dreamed too big, we laughed too loud,
two misfits made the world feel proud.
And if one day I fade from here,
you’ll find my pulse inside your gear.

If I die tomorrow, I’ll die in peace,
my restless heart will find release.
I’ve walked through storms, I’ve touched the flame,
I’ve lost my way but found my name.
If I die tomorrow, let it be said:
I lived a thousand lives
before I’m dead.

My parents tried, they built my frame,
they gave me love without a name.
They couldn’t cure what made me burn,
but taught me strength at every turn.
My sister laughs, she lifts the gray,
a piece of light I lost one day.
And every smile she gives the sky
reminds me how I learned to try.

To the friends I left behind in time,
I write your names inside this rhyme.
Forgive my silence, forgive my run,
I chased the moon, forgot the sun.
But know that even when I roam,
you’re every place I call my home.

I lived through nights that had no stars,
through broken dreams and borrowed cars.
I lost my faith, my ground, my drive,
but every fall kept me alive.
I’ve been too much, I’ve been too loud,
I’ve stood alone and moved the crowd.
A paradox in human form—
half the fire, half the storm.

If heaven asks what I have done,
I’ll say: I fought, I loved, I won.
I broke the rules, I crossed the line,
but I made truth a friend of mine.
And if they ask what I regret,
I’ll whisper names I can’t forget.
Not what I lost, but who I knew—
my greatest hell, my purest view.

If I die tomorrow, don’t hide my name,
just play this loud and feel my flame.
For all I broke, for all I built,
for every spark of love and guilt.
I lived untamed, I lived unplanned,
with trembling heart and open hand.
If I die tomorrow, don’t close the door—
I’ll live through sound forevermore.

Born with double hearts that beat too strong,
half the silence, half the song.
They called it strange, they called it wrong,
but it’s what made me last this long.
I wasn’t made for peace or fame—
I was made to feel the flame.

If I die tomorrow, tell the stars my tale,
of every storm I learned to sail.
Of every tear that turned to grace,
of every ghost I had to face.
I lived with madness, love, and light,
I made my wrongs become my right.
If I die tomorrow, don’t let me fade—
just whisper softly: he was flame.

And if this is the end…
don’t mourn the fire.
Let it burn the dark away.
Let Jennifer heal,
let André smile,
let my parents finally rest awhile.
Tell the world I wasn’t a saint,
but I painted truth in every paint.
Tell them I wasn’t built to stay,
I was made to light the way.

Y si muero mañana,
que nadie me busque en el cielo.
Estoy en la música.... Character limit.

If I Die Tomorrow - Original Mix

I just felt one night that everything was ending as if it were our last time, I thought a lot and just wanted that anxiety to end

WHERE I CAN DIE

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