produced by ne'erdowell x cl6udy
non profit

hourglass

it's time to rise again my love
for the stars are now all burnt up
there's smth to be said about trust
when i'm pushing through my pain to open up
my heart is weighed down by rust
and shadow men are gripping on my throat
i keep spitting up fucking blood
petrified, i still don't wanna go

rise n shine my love
i've relit the star above to fight the cold
it's time that we break free of our pain
i'm here to help you carry all the weight

it's time to rise again my love
for the stars are now all burnt up
there's smth to be said about trust
when i'm pushing through my pain to open up
my heart is weighed down by rust
and shadow men are gripping on my throat
i keep spitting up fucking blood
petrified, i still don't wanna go


rise n shine 2 (wraithontheporch x ne'erdowell)

lyrics : 
mmmmm
i don't know
i don't know

sometimes i think im not getting better
she took out my heart and crushed it i let her
when i found her i thought it was love on tinder
but damn was i wrong it was rain in november

November raining

november raining yeah
I found my soul outside in a hole
getting mamed my tears fallin slow
when she gets cold you know im gone
im floatin so damn high they say im in orbit
lookin out the window at all them millions
one day i think i might make some millions
if all my plans and dreams come to fruition

but sometimes
but sometimes

sometimes i think im not getting better
she took out my heart and crushed it i let her
when i found her i thought it was love on tinder
but damn was i wrong it was rain in november

november raining yeah
november raining yeah
the leaves turning orange its painting
they say its august now, im fainting
all they do is try to put me down yeah yeah
all they do is try to put me down yeah yeah
i can't listen to em they full of shit when they hatin
they can't take it
they can't take it that im doing something with my life
instead of sitting around and waiting to die
theres a lot of things that i can do in my life
but this is the one thing that i know i can exel in

and i ain't goin stop till its excellent
i might not be the best now but give me a minute
i promise im handling business
i promise next year imma be winning
imma be winning
puttin in all this work you know its gotta count for something im learning

novemeber rain you know its coming novemeber rain you know its coming
novemeber rain you know its coming
novemeber rain you know its coming
its coming

November Rain

lyrics : 
I walk into the building i can't feel myself
she so swazy off the drugs she like a haunted house
so many skeletons in the closest it ain't workin out
I go to the gym i see shawty workin out
im so tired of these hoes they be clockin out
i used to try to be something i wasn't now im rockin out

i just wish i had a crowd
i just wish that i had a crowd
i just wish i had a crowd
i just wish i had a crowd

she like it when i fuck her she get loud
when i fuck her from the back she said she proud
fuck her so damn good call me pound town
where i come from they call me pound town
where i come from they call me pound town
pass the blunt round im feelin all unwound
all of my emotions are not to be found
i feel like im running from all my problems
im in the sky pilot i can't solve em

i can't solve them

everyday i pop the percies all night long
i be smackin her ass while she hit the bong
we be getting freaky wit it like king kong
she got the red stockings she ms stana clous
all these bitches call me a runt
i be rappin when im smokin on the blunt
brawlhalla with the boys i shunned em
combo them bitches like ketchup and mustard

i hope some day i go somewhere
im so damn broke i ain't got no silverware
i fuck her with no condom cause i can't afford it
this part of my life but ain't no fast forwordin
but at least she fucks me with no fast forwardin
my stride be unkillable when i walk in
thats the one thing that im affordin

Never Kill My Vibe

This is the “original” SoundCloud order of my album with an exclusive bonus track for all my SoundCloud listeners. (“stay the same”) was not included in this original version. I love you guys<3 Enjoy.


This project isn’t just a collection of songs — it’s a story. Each track was chosen and placed in this order for a reason. It’s meant to be heard front to back, no skips, because it follows the cycle of my sadness — from the first crack in my mind to the darkest lows, and finally to the small pieces of light I could find.

Please listen in order. It’s more than music — it’s my life, my pain, and the way I survived it. 

(TRACK LIST)
1. exiting 42 (memo) 
2. FOOLS GOLD
3. poems [prod. Skill Syrup]
4. rot with your blood money (w / RTG) 
5. the voicemail that was not received
6. STARS (w/ Xerogangg)
7. SPIDERMAN (w / Xerogangg)
8. voice memo 1
9. position attack [prod. Skill Syrup]
10. dead inside (freestyle)
11. crash out! (w/ TFE)
12. MEDUSA (w/ Fowsha)
13. TANGO! (w/ Standley Johnson) 
14. broken dreams (w/ Cam Blu & Leon Zellers)

i left the devil in boston (FULL ALBUM)

🎧 Stream More Music: tinyurl.com/thisiszipsplaylist

Lyrics:
Say what’s on your mind
Don’t hold it back
Say what’s on your mind
Don’t hold it back

Trying to slow me down every time I speed up
This ain’t a race, but at my pace they still can’t keep up
Different day, same shit, can I kick my feet up?
No, cause every year they charging mo’ soon as my lease up

About to go off like a volcano, I’m an erupt
Learning new things that teachers never teach us
Pray every day but still can’t get a hold of Jesus
And like some two-ply, I keep that shit between us

But I hope he free us from this place that we call home
Even though sometimes it feels like it, I know we not alone
You can probably feel in here the pain that’s in my tone
Even when I needed help, did all this shit on my own

Feel me?

Say what’s on your mind
Don’t hold it back
Say what’s on your mind
Don’t hold it back

No holdin’ back this time, cause I’ma say what’s on my mind
Even when my thoughts are cloudy, I’ma find a way to shine
Tired of looking back when there’s no way to press rewind
Only me against myself and I’m on the defensive line

I finally realized I have the battle showing up
I made it this far, so there’s no way I’m slowing up
All the hard work that I put in ain’t have much to do with luck
Try to use your poker face, but I learned how to call a bluff

Haters in my comments be talking tough
They girl in my DMs be tryna (laughs)

It’s late nights, all we ask is trust
Not just headed for greatness, I’m on the cusp
What’s up?

Say what’s on your mind
Don’t hold it back
Say what’s on your mind
Don’t hold it back

Say what’s on your mind
Don’t hold it back
Say what’s on your mind

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Thinking Out Loud

For Y'all that didn't crash count your blessings.

Highway

The beat is a remixed version of My Pain by Raspo

My Mind (freestyle)

vocals, production, effects, recording, and performance by ghol1n

chaos

prod erra
mixed by purple shotty
Lyrics :

i wonder if they like me
cause i just feel like debris
i hate myself like usually
if i die tomorrow would you scream?
if i leave now would you see?
the mistakes that i’ve made
it lead all up to this day
i hate myself like always
asking how i’m doing
but deep down i’m not okay 
i keep staring at your pictures
wonder if i’ll have her 
wonder if she’ll be back
but i moved on way too fast
i don’t have no more feelings
for your ass
i’m so sad, smoking weed
in my bed sniffing that ketamine
relapsed after a year
but yet i still stand here 
there’s a couple secrets
i gotta say it to your ear
cause i don’t know if i’ll be here
thinking of moving back
canada is my map
513 is my gang
i make sad rap and some trap
people like it but some say that i’m wack

iKeepStaringAtYourPictures

(LYRICS)
Catch me smoking up that ganja. (Ganja)
I’ve been underneath; I’ve been sinking in lava. (Lava)
Hella, weed in my bowl, I feel hella.
Wicked as hell, let them church bells sing. (Damn)
I don’t feel, a motherfucking thing. (Fuck)
Feel likes death’s holding my hand.
I think I’m on the brink. (Yeah)
Of self-destruction again.
I’ve been hella spiraling into the wrong direction. (Yeah)

Catch me smoking, baby I’ve been hoping.
I’ve been doping, I’ve been fucking moping.
I just dove into the drugs I’m smoking.
Catch me smoking, catch me toking uh.
Off of this bowl, I feel like nobody know uh. 
The pain I feel, the pain I felt.
When Satan welcomed me into Hell.
Like bro what the hell, I can’t fucking tell. 
If you hate my guts, hate my face you run away. 
Uh they run away, uh.

Catch me smoking, baby I've been hoping.
I've been doping, I've been fucking moping. 
I just dove into the drugs I'm smoking. 
Catch me smoking, catch me toking.
Catch me smoking, catch me smoking.
Black leather jacket, underneath the summer.
Catch me smoking, catch me smoking.
Smoke rises up into the sky into the weather. 

(CREDITS)
Main Artist: ONI WEEPING
Producer: ONI WEEPING
Lyrics: ONI WEEPING
Cover Art: ONI WEEPING

Thank you for listening!


Catch Me Smoking (Demo)

Gushing (Prod. YUKIBeats)

i've seen things that u won't believe
moon light shining thru the maple trees
as you lie here merging souls with me
pearlescent tears running down ur cheeks
i see everything u do and i know everything u feel
just let me see the you that you percieve as being real
shadows hide the truth and with them i had made a deal
to read into your soul to find the parts of you to heal

so just let me see the parts of u that u don't care to share
and i'll let you know the parts of me i hide when i'm impaired
sometimes when i look at u i'm stuck and i just stare
i feel like i'm hurting you and that shit makes me scared
sometimes there's just demons in my head i try to fight
i'm bloodied without reason then i'm sad and wanna die
at least in certain seasons i can have a sense of life
but honestly those times get fuckin faded in the night
i get so damn drunk n wasted tryna kill the time
i've mixed that shit with every drug i've ever really tried
the sense of slowing breathing and weight upon my chest feels right

i don't wanna die right now
i been getting lost in sound
my emotion's started holding ground
decisions i have made break down
as the simplest concessions aren't found

u know what goes around comes back round
karma ain't somethin that forgets
imma make sure that u get what u get
at least before i die right now

i don't wanna die right now
i been getting lost in sound
my emotion's started holding ground
decisions i have made break down
as the simplest concessions aren't found

u wont believe (ithappensnatrally)

Replacing my first version of Love story, improved and retaken. Enjoy.

Love Story(Prod. By HeyB)

No puede ser - Yi Sound

Wreck (freestyle)

LYRICS:
I don't feel the same I don't feel the same nowadays 
Getting so fucked up every dam day 

I don't feel the same not the same not the same nowadays 
I get so fucked up in the back of my brain 
Try my best to survive just to stay so safe 
I ain't really feeling fine no I'm not okay 

Run away from all the demons that's haunting 
Slowly building up a cap that's falling 
I been telling my self to be fine 
Lately i been so outta mind 

Try to run away all again in the past 
Now I'm digging up my grave once again 
I'm done for I've lost I'm done and wasted 
I'm losing my mind and got no patience 

Overthinking everything that's happening 
I don't understand why it's been happening 
My minds been hurting in the back its hurting 
Trying my best to stay surviving 

Give me a second and understand myself 
Cause I've been swaying straight through these demons that haunt me straight through hell So understand what I want again same again

I don't feel the same not the same not the same nowadays 
I get so fucked up in the back of my brain 
Try my best to survive just to stay so safe 
I ain't really feeling fine no I'm not okay 

Run away from all the demons that's haunting 
Slowly building up a cap that's falling 
I been telling my self to be fine 
Lately i been so outta mind 


Feel the same Freestyle (prod. cross)

no more (prod. @pilotbouttofly)

"Falling'' is an exclusive single by "One X Away"
The song is written and performed by "One X Away" & produced by Apeiruss.
Guitar Played by One X Away.

Falling  [96khz 24 Bit] [clean]

22 | vox/songwriter & engineer 

i make what i want my music isnt for everyone

email - m@scars.online


I make vulnerable melodic rap, or do my best anyway
tryin get better and possibly go somewhere one day ✌️✌️

🎶🖤👺🤘
Email: liloniweeping@outlook.com (Contact to Create)

One X Away is a Chillout Hip Hop project by SAAMI. 
All the songs are written, performed and produced by SAAMI. 
Enjoy!

hmu for work | 838 
Purple Shotty / SadChild / WaveGod / 44veteran / BlueVenomSmoka838

##LLE4L
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remember to look up.

New music out whenever I feel like it

Connect with Zips @ https://bio.onlyzips.com/

Hey I’m Zips, a music enthusiast and frequency influencer from sunny Miami, FL. 

I’ve had the pleasure of being credit as an audio engineer for  some incredible artists, including hip hop legends Lil Wayne and Fat Joe. I also produce music for the talented Memphis artist Don Trip, who was recognized as a 2012 XXL Freshman. 

I’m quite the DIYer when it comes to music. I record, produce, mix, and master most of my releases myself, which gives me a unique perspective on the creative process.

independent artist from Brazil.

ig: ghol1n_

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