Driving me insane 
always forget what I was missing

Seems to me the same 
But every day it gets more distant

Looking in a mirror just to test my masochism

Late nights stuck awake

I don’t know why I’m so afraid

Look at the clouds wish I was vapor

Roll another paper

Really I’m just fake

But all this other shit seem faker

Like thinking you’re my savior 

Roses in the vase

I’m your favorite imposter

You just stay for my face


And I don’t know what’s real 

It feels like I’m always lying

And time is passing by and 

I can’t make up my mind


No I never liked the water

But I think i might dive in

Need something the lie in

And plus it hides the crying

Flying

Need to check up on my mental health

But I’m too far down the slope to help myself

Ripping felt

Yeah I take my drugs up off the shelf 
and then I fucking melt

Only honest with my beats there’s no one else that I would tell shit

flukas ii

04 mirror mirror

I lost control back then

You were always there

You were my only friend

Pushed you away in the end

Nothing more to it

I thought there was more for me
But I misjudged it all

Now I’m staring at a crystal ball

Counting droplets as they fall

No one seems to understand the depths I crawl


Hold me how you used to

Hold me how you used to 


What’s the point I didn’t stay

What’s the point I didn’t stay

01 foggy

Where would you go

What would you show me if you could

I’ve been so enamored 

Lost everything I took

Swerving on your road

I Wonder if you’re watching

Locked inside

Why do I hear you knocking



Give me options

I’m so obnoxious 

Fear no object

My dear you’re toxic


No point taking turns when i can never find my words


Devoid of character nothing reflects in my mirror

02 knocking

(sorry Marvin)

Guilty again

Yeah it’s right for you to hate me
I can bear it 

Can’t explain my stupid heart 
I never wear it

I keep my sleeves cuffed tight

I still remember those nights

In the end you were right

Guess I was scared about it

Bad view of the slopes 
I had to move the mountain

Now I’m lonely wonder bout your whereabouts 

In These moments I wish I could just

I sabotage myself

And get mad when I fall down

I need to get out of this town

I’m getting tired of my sound

How many times can I turn around?

Before I realize it’s all the same shit

Before I realize I can’t make it

Less I fix my self 

I’ve been living so toxic 
For so many years now

And I can’t stand it

Baby

You were the only one here

I couldn’t have planned it
Now I’m 

Staring out

Counting clouds

Making rounds

Some part hopes that you might see me
Though it’s so fucking embarrassing 
I

06 yuk

Yeah baby baby tell me what they taking bout

I been keeping my receipts for when I make it out

Yea im fucking petty I don’t back down

Heavyweight shit

Im counting racks 

Riding in the back

Yeah

Only seen the outside of the house 

On my own

Ive gotten scared 

I’m tryna fix it now

Before they see me out

I’m finna ride

Yeah I move on my own time

Im Irish

So No goodbyes 



 
I seen shit u can’t imagine

I’ll be cooking fye til im in a casket

I don’t play no part baby

I run the whole thing

Ion wanna start with you 

They just wanna be me


Like baby what you saying

You can’t tell when I’m playing 

I always run in to the same shit

All these traps I’m laying



Yeah I know I’m a fuckin asshole

You been tellin me since liek 3 months ago

Every day of the week I been thinking bout you

Way too lonely in these sheets 
Feel like Casper out here

BONUS cyc (v2)

too late
Ur trapped in a nightmare

U scared of answers you’ll find there

Isnt it all just so deflating

Where you go they seem to all stare


Your habits they tell the real truth

Though you mince words through it all

I’m always feeling so confused

Descend like leaves in the fall

And I always pick the wrong time baby
I don’t really understand

All the pigment sets into the paper

I’ll soon be strange to you again

And again
So it ends
So it ends

And again
Til it’s all
Pretend



Your train is leaving the station
Why are you laying in bed

I like the sound of your footsteps
Allure of death in your web

I can’t see anything in front of me no more

It’s all a clouded empty void

Wonder what I’m working for
What I live for



Always
In season
To tear myself apart
I
Can’t stop this 
Bleeding I
another part
And
I’m so fuck
Ing stupid
How I create this mess
But 
I just can’t
Seem to get
Out of my fucking head and

05 stain

don’t take up space

I’m a ghost in every room 
I walk into

So it’s funny that I’m 
haunted by your face

All the things that I would do
To reprimand me


Don’t understand why I create this impermanence 

I just seem to break everything 

Drag my mind against concrete
Like it’s a cigarette 

Still I might burn you
Anyway


Fuck me like you’ll stay

Ring my empty brain

Sow my eyes to pain

Dig my shallow grave


I still think about it

You owe me for real

And I think it’s all

Just foreign

At this point

There’s no point 

I get high

While you point at me

Baby

I can’t go away

Nobody get it
No one gets it
No one gets it
On an island by myself
And I’m just stressing
Fucking stressing
Pulling hair out
Pulling plugs
From everything 
I ever wanted
Now I’m crying in the corner by myself

03 moaning myrtle

This song is a soft emotional meltdown wrapped in gentle vocals and a melancholic nighttime vibe. It’s the kind of track you listen to when you need to feel understood  vulnerable, honest and deeply relatable. The lyrics describe the quiet battles inside your mind, the nights where your thoughts get too loud, and the silent moments where you realize you’re stronger than your pain. It’s made for people who write and sing just to breathe, just to let it out, just to cry to something that feels real. A song for healing hearts and tired souls

Breaking Inside

Headache Heartbreak (prod. mercenarychild)

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Nada Samir is a gifted German singer and songwriter hailing from Frankfurt am Main. Born on June 18th, 1996, she has created a unique sound blending elements of pop, indie pop, and R&B soul. Nurturing her passion for music from a young age, she began writing her own songs at the tender age of 13, and by 16, she was sharing her talent by posting cover songs on YouTube. Her music career took off in February 2020, with the release of her debut single "Your Promise." April 2nd, 2021 marked the release of her critically acclaimed debut album, "Heartbroken." And on January 1st, 2023, she has recently dropped her sophomore album "See You Next Life." Her music is an honest reflection of her feelings and experiences, delving into themes of depression and self-discovery.

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