@043v @zzoos @909froko

i dont think i understand
how could you just go and take it back
now theyre saying its my bad
who taught u to lie like that

how did it get so bad
js left and it wasnt so hard
ig i js let myself get hurt
wake up and i vomit words

howve they not gotten bored
give my all than i can afford
i wont like what theyll have in store
better yet ill go

idk where to go
and i said that ill do no wrong
idk where to go
i thought it was set in stone

vomit words (043v zoos froko)

@qlein
@oneshotniko
@1dxn did the acoustic kinda sounding drums
sample - https://soundcloud.com/qlein/sun_dance?si=9de490786de2484494d001bb0748a065&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

me:
tryna get u out my mind
tellin em that ill be fine
think I need to step outside
don't even know what I want remind me

so don't hang on when I let go
cause I wont listen when u say it all
and don't tell me that I hate ya
when I don't answer every time you call


@qlein:
yeah im never satisfied
tell me should i go
i aint good to be alone
dont get it twisted im not attached to u
im not falling in love but its hard to prove
do you hate when i talk 
you dont wanna fucking tell me say its untrue
wanna tell me whats wrong
all the shit ive done wish that i could undo


me:
where do I go 
what do I know?
I just feel so dumb

its what you wanted
you were honest
why'm I acting stunned

I just keep telling you my eyes sore
I end up ignoring u whats that for
couldn't keep up I just wanted more
im just tryna talk and you closed the door

tryna get u out my mind
tellin em that ill be fine
think I need to step outside
don't even know what I want remind me

so don't hang on when I let go
cause I wont listen when u say it all
and don't tell me that I hate ya
when I don't answer every time you call


@oneshotniko:
yah
your voice in my head
i dont know you enough to confess
im forgetting what comes first
do i love or am i just lonely

dont let me down slowly
would it hit softer if you hate me
maybe im just lazy
youre still clear while my eyes 've gone hazy

remind me + qlein + scrambl

For all the guys trying to talk to my girl, SCRAM! A lesbian dance anthem.

SCRAM! x Steal My Girl by HAZY DISCO

@trisonline

dont even have any words
say what u want idc if it hurts
make no sense im just vomiting words
im feeling sick ive been vomiting

youre almost everything id ever want 
somehow youre still nothing
youre almost everything id ever ask for 
somehow youre still nothing

they see a problem they run like athletics
they like to talk but not back it up
and they say that were pathetic
they never look at whos speaking up

give me an offer ill take it up
i think im using up most my luck
taking my time got no need to rush
minutes they turn into hours

minutes they turn into hours
im waiting for may and the flowers
im waiting for things that i may never discover
i dont know why but i hope that i never recover

minutes they turn into hours
i dont really mess with the others
i never move i just hover
i dont think that ill ever get better
i dont think that ill ever get better

minutes turn to hours prod me n tris

@1kayro

scram:

fill my messages w alt accounts
here i was thinking i was different
i still dunno what they talk about
i wont ask it's nun of my business

tho i kno that it's worth it
i've only killed what ive nurtured
you were gone it was the first thing
that i noticed in the morning

i'd be a fool to want it back
yk i can't keep myself on track
i never claimed i was perfect
was it really that obvious

dgaf what my friends did
yk what u did and i hope that u end it
i'm w aisle i'm w jane ya we centred
made it better tho i know u never meant it

kayro:

Can’t get calm, my god, I’m a let down
Said I should get fucked, what was that about
One ask, one try before I get out
Tried taking me back and took the wrong route

And now ur acting like I didn’t know
And ur still trying like it isn’t over
Stop telling me that I shouldn’t go
You can’t fix this with a clover

scram:

dgaf what my friends did
yk what u did and i hope that u end it
i'm w aisle i'm w jane ya we centred
made it better tho i know u never meant it

the thought of you was awful
it's so pathetic you were the only one i talked to
i was hoping it would end soon
and ik that u felt that way too

alt acc + kayro (kayro)

lryics later hi gujys song war people cover art by me prod me flip you

scrambl

i dont care abt the side effects
are you stupid why you asking if im leaving yet
you dont know how fukcing bad it gets
i know we aint talk for ages sorry i forget

ho i know you you just duck when youre called out
u know u far away u talking on my phone now
he know what he done he aint even try n clear his name
they try to say i changed

did i do enough
rlly thought i healed but i still want me gone
i could never pick that up
i cant pick it up
i dont want your drugs

i got headaches and it gets too much
im not trying to earn back your trust
i cant name a time i dont know when to start
you can sit back while i tear myself apart

daikyu

i think thats just how it goes
everyone's a poser
i dont know where but im going there
i think that im awful
i think i got set up
but would you come back if you had the choice

no i dont have the choice
i been stuck in one place for a year now
there's nothing more to talk about
dont know why im fucking up so i just keep on fucking round

you could take my life
i'd kill myself to be something
i know that shit will never get better
handful of pills tell me "take it or suffer"
cant rely on shit like that i can't be altered

i see people looking for a way to break the clock and wind it back to change the things that they regret and fix the problems that they left but i could never tell
if that's something that i would do
if its something that i could do

scrambl

and theres nothing i could do
tell me why would i want to
dont go saying "zy you aint call back"
what you said that aint nothing you can take back

dunno why they hate us when they taking what we built up
tried to talk to you i swear that shit was rlly torture
get off their dicks you aint nothing to them
mfs rlly would just kill u in a second w no second thoughts

quite a handful + daikyu

feel

@prod-rioxion

i feel like majima
eyepatch on my face
like a pirate on the island
y'all stuck on the bay

ask me did i win the race
are you dumb
it’s okay 
i still dunno what i can say x2

who am i to tell you what to do
i just lost myself and i can’t get it back now
who are you to talk when your mans got sat down
yall still on the floor it’s the air that we stand on

i’m w bro i'm w kiryu
all these other motherfuckers they ain’t even close to you
i’m like majima bitch i’m everywhere
fuck the crowd i’m a breaker
ik u wanna stare

b i'm in the shed i feel like laker
thought he was my bro but he as fake as the others
he can’t take shit he can only take cover
fuckin' up my thoughts we were fine in the summer

how can you act like that
ik that you give a fuck drop the act
howd you let it get so bad
youre unrecognisable i want you back

js act like i never gave a fuck
i don't really anyways i'll give you want you want
n i'm slurring all my words i'm feeling like a drunk
me and buddy might get mad, put you in a trunk

i've been sorry but we're past that
when you tried to fuck me over can't look past that
you can't realise yourself you were off track
what you do is what you get, no more takebacks

you bitches inconisderate
telling me to switch i could not even consider it
don't you touch my face stg i said i'm over it
take it at my pace, if you rush i swear i'm leaving it

how come you only put in effort when we're losing it
now i'm dumping mid song i swear i'm losing it
two years fuck its plenty to get over it
tell me really please do you find me pathetic

FUCK ME you're pathetic
you can never blame yourself youre fake synthetic 
you were lying all along you thought i read it
now you know i am really that oblivious

Majima (Rioxion)

what you'll never have + daikyu prod me

@fleshtoflesh 

lost my mind recording this

did i take too long
i would rather die in here than play along
with you
why you acting like i wanna ride with you
got me feeling like i wanna die

fuck the cold fuck the summertime
take a look and tell me what you like
you dumb fuck you aint getting nun of it
if i were you i'd cover it
i do it for the love of it

dont go
before you leave can you tell me what you know
he been talking lots but he been moving slow
he been gone he been comatose

cant you tell im busy cant you hold it
had it in the bag but he sold it
had me in the end but he folded
had it in the end think i folded

tell the truth
i dont wanna call back
ya you got me so mad
i dont wanna hold back
give ya all that i have
on my life id rather die

its not even that late
but i feel like a fucking corpse
i got tired of this game 
but how could i want more

and its not even that late
i think i feel the same
this shit just rots my brain
i cant tell it apart anyways

in mah bed im watching markiplier
feel like afton in this bitch they set me on fire
ask me what i know ask me what i-
my brains in a knot cause they left the fuckin heater on

dont go
before you leave can you tell me what you know
i love the cold i hate the cold
i dont miss the sweater weather but im missing you

taketoolong @fleshtoflesh

prod @1kayro and i

i dont wanna live w that on my conscience
gtfo of my head w that nonsense
i couldnt live w that
bloodshot eyes seeing what i didnt have

can you repeat what you said
im so sorry that i do not understand
u can cry by urself if u want
cant believe my eyes cant believe you when u talk

what the hell do i want
its not like you would care about it
the hell do i want
would it even have mattered
nothings changed i feel bruised n im battered
i promise theres still nothing i would change if it mattered

i dont wanna get u back
i just wanna take that breath i never had
rlly wish i didnt stay i didnt have to
all the things i did for us i had to

bruised and battered @1kayro @scrambl

prod @qlein

am i an idiot
can you say it to my face
am i stupid
im sorry if im late

everybody else seemed to know before me
you dont have to worry youre not doing it for me 

why are you still holding that grudge
baby are we doing too much
i cant help but think that you dont wanna talk
can you promise to me that youll prove me wrong

do you know if im running out of luck
tell me you dont wanna talk fair enough
can you stay for a little i dont ask for much

---

can you tell me where to go from here
im lost im afraid i cant act from fear
dont dogs act weird when the end is near
how do i react to your tantrums

fuck
i dont wanna go home
cant keep up god i feel so slow
no it's not that bad, im overreacting
it's that bad its the right reaction

am i an idiot
can you say it to my face
am i stupid
im sorry if im late

everybody else seemed to know before me
you dont have to worry youre not doing it for me 

wtf am i doing 
2 minute song fuck the mind that im losing 
youre a hypocrite telling me these lies and im sick of it
i needa take a break cause ill never hear the end of it

late.... @qlein

der Tag, der alles ändert

Scram

@wishaw-swag-district @aisle-4 

Art basically all by @1dxn
prod me, send me opens 1cogan on discord

Ich schreibe gerne was ich denke, fühle und erlebe. Das Schreiben hilft mir, Erlebnisse einzuordnen und zu verarbeiten. 
Gefühlen eine Melodie zu geben ist etwas wunderbares. So kann ich Erinnerungen verewigen. 
Schreiben bringt Klarheit. Die Melodie dazu transportiert die Botschaft ins Herz.
Es ist ein bisschen Selbsttherapie
In erster Linie tue ich es um einen Ausgleich zu haben, also für mich selbst.
Die Texte sind direkt und frisch aus dem Herzen. Wenn ich aber jemand erreiche, der genauso fühlt wie ich, und damit jemanden berühre, freut es mich umso mehr.

Da ich nicht gut singen kann und sonst auch nicht der musikalischste bin, nutze ich eine KI für die Melodie und die Stimme.

Viel Spaß beim hören 🥰

Gruß Marco Memory

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