nardil prozac zoloft abilify
ativan valium xanax buspar

will this fix me and what i've eaten most
i am subhuman i am trash i am the host
i'll never be able to trust you fully
i'll never be able to hold you closely

i'm sorry, clover
can we drink together?
can we laugh together?
i'm sorry, mother
could you yell at me again?
could you mold me yet again?

dirty shameful ugly child
dirty shameful ugly adult

i'm sick of complaining for things that don't matter
i'm sick of complaining for things that i don't deal with

this isn't me (and it forever will be).mp3

In the velvet canvas of night
The star dances its final light
Glowing fiercely, a cosmic flare
But the end was not despair

For in its fall
A story unfolds
A tale of wonder, yet untold

The death of a star
A bittersweet embrace
A cosmic ballet, across time and space

In the velvet canvas of night
The star dances its final light
Glowing fiercely, a cosmic flare
But the end was not despair

Dust gathers in the cosmic sea
Canvas of darkness, wild and free

The death of a star, a bittersweet embrace
A cosmic ballet, across time and space

In the night, a prophet screams
Hope arising from scattered dreams
The galaxy spins, planets align
Infinite beauty without design

Rest in peace Danny (1990-2024)
We miss you

Supernova

жаль что проект потерял(

по краю (demo)

The frost collects upon the sill, a mirror to decay
A portrait of repentance, smeared in shades of gray
Veins of glass like arteries, fractured in despair
The silhouette behind the shards still breathing poisoned air

Blood spattered window, witness my demise
The ghosts within the glass, they never close their eyes
In silence they’re screaming, the echoes still remain
I see my reflection drowning in the stain

The candle’s flame is starving, devoured by gloom
I carve my name in emptiness, a requiem of doom
Each droplet tells a story, each streak a lover’s cry
in every smear of scarlet truth, their whispered deaths comply

The house remembers everything, though years have passed it by
Each streak a lover’s cry
The mirror screams in silence, its surface scratched in sin

Blood spattered window, witness my demise
The ghosts within the glass, they never close their eyes
In silence they’re screaming, the echoes still remain
I see my reflection drowning in the stain

Broken frame of my regret, the world looks in, I disconnect
Specters claw from every side, a life of neglect

Blood Spattered Window

The blade remembers every sin
It hums with ghosts beneath my skin
Each cut a scripture
A hymn to pain I still must wear

Through nights embalmed in silent screams
I drown within my fever dreams
The stench of memory will not yield
The past still claws, these scars unhealed.

Voices whisper from marrow deep

Scars unhealed, they breathe, they feed
In crimson tongues they hide, they beg, they plead
Beneath the flesh, the rot revealed
I am the wound, forever unhealed

The mirror bleeds my form away
Reflections rot, yet I remain
In ash and bile, I find my grace
A crown of pain adorns my face

My heart a tomb, my veins their shroud
The worms within me sing aloud


Pitchfork Lobotomy

Scars Unhealed

LOSER(FT.YVNGJ4Y)

A track that at face value is a hype rap song to bump up the vibe, but when broken down, is lyrically deep and talks about issues with emptiness and dopamine sources, hidden in a surface layer that most will not understand

DOPE

A sky ablaze with omen’s fire
The swollen clouds begin to seethe
A whispered doom, the storm conspires
To rip the breath from all who breathe 

Wrath of the tempest, unholy, unchained
A crown of lightning burning unexplained

The fractured earth begins its wail
Crushed beneath the volatile sky
The desperate prayers, the futile railing
Are drowned beneath the cyclone’s cry

Wrath of the tempest, the heavens undone
wrath of the tempest, A god of truth screaming through the sun

Titan born of skies enraged
Uncage your jaws, despair reigns
Unwrite the stars, let night engage
And drag the living to their maim

Wrath of the Tempest

Millionaire Manure

a song about betrayal and how the people you look up to arent going to be there for you

The walk away plan

beepbox repetitive music that all strings together
i love weird experimental stuff and my boyfriend
ke/they/he

A newly forming metalcore band from the pacific northwest

[R4RE] COLLECTIVE
#XTREMETRAP 
experimental-lil matt

Based in Utah, USA.
https://www.youtube.com/@PitchforkLobotomy

I’m just out here tryna make music.

Influences: the black dahlia murder, between the buried and me.

New tracks tagged #SCREAMING