prodced @sheg1 @pools2001
mixed by sheg
encouraged by @momky

all this shit im goin thru i guess it could be worse
they keep tellin me i should go back to how it was
staring at my wall wishing i was someone else
im sick of the guilt i never feel no happiness

i feel sick and im upset
always feel it in my chest
and the way you roll your eyes
please just know i try my best
tried my best for quite some time
im not doin it again
im gon fucking lose it all
if i lose you once again

but i guess it could be worse
you can tell that im not worth
i feel sick and i need warmth
and i cry cause now it hurts

im not even all that mean i just like to follow words
thats something im tryna change
time to use some other words
even when im bound to change 
you still come and shock my world
i swear that im gonna change
ill find something that is worth
but i guess that until then 
im gon try my best again
i dont wanna waste your time 
but can you please call again 
i just wanna hear your voice 
but i dont wanna cry again

sick n upset (prod. sheg&pools)

produced by @sheg1
additional prod me

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i've been thinking about you
wish my memory was true
all i ever thought i knew
i've been fooled 
thats what you do
but im not that mad at you  
you're so pretty its so cruel
its like in those story books 
thought i won but hell went loose

(what are your real feelings?)
(feelings?)
(what do you feel!)
hell went loose
(happiness?)
(sadness?)
(jealousy?)
(anger)
hell went loose
(love?)
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hell went loose (prod. sheg)

produced by @sheg1

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i just wanna stop stressing but its really hard
walk in my shoes who else gonna be me when i'm not
i don't wanna meet up cause i really cannot talk
if u wanna see me i'm smoking camels down the block

how am i gonnna stop stressing 
i keep sayin ur a blessing
i don't know what u see in me 
and it feels so depressing
im not sleeping
im not moving
im so tired ill keep losing
im not eating
and im doing shit that i shouldnt be doing

wanna be like you
wanna feel like you 
wanna love like you
i don't know what to do

im a fool for you
i will change for you
save my skin for you
because i love you

no matter what you do

i will fall for you

im a fool for you

im a fool for you

and i would die for you

i just wanna stop stressing but its really fucking hard
walk in my shoes who else gonna be me when im not
i don't wanna meet up cause cannot fucking talk
if u wanna see me im smoking camels down the block

update: erm she broke up wit me

me (prod. sheg)

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