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🎧 Evaporated – 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight

“Evaporated” is a cinematic rap confession about reclaiming identity after years of emotional erosion.
It unpacks the pain of manipulation, the numb clarity that follows betrayal, and the quiet strength that comes with rebuilding yourself from the ground up. The track moves from the raw disillusionment of broken promises to the triumph of self-awareness, carried by haunting 808s, reflective piano, and a deliberate, almost surgical flow.

It’s not just a breakup song — it’s a reclamation of peace.
Every line feels like an exhale after years of holding your breath.

🔻 Lyrics

[Intro – Spoken/Rap]
Promises—just bullshit wrapped in pretty words.
Your vibe said one thing, but your mouth stayed rehearsed.
All I needed was some space to breathe,
Far from this toxic mess you'll always be.

[Verse 1 – Reflection Flow]
I want that peace back, the calm I used to know,
Not this haunted version of the man I used to show.
Ten years evaporated—like it never was,
I’m picking up the pieces, wondering what it does.

Been grinding for acceptance, too long to see,
What healing even means when pain’s all you breathe.
Now I’m carving out my corner, I’m taking control,
Where yesterday’s baggage don’t weigh on my soul.

[Chorus – Hook Flow]
Cycling through my headspace, spinning round and round,
Memories I wish would just stay underground.
Same old scripts, heard this show before—
Your fake love was smoke curling under that door.
Your energy said “ride,” but your words said “bounce,”
I’m done with that chaos—let me spell it out.

[Verse 2 – Raw Confession]
That ring hit the concrete, cold as your game,
You could never man up—just chasing your name.
Living in your damage, peddling love that’s counterfeit,
Can’t believe I bought into your manipulative shit.

[Verse 3 – Breakthrough Flow]
Watched my world collapse, slipping through my grip,
Laying in the dark, mid-mental health dip.
Through the wreckage I rebuilt what you tried to break,
Found my voice again, for my own damn sake.

Now I’m standing where the healing starts,
Clear of all your mind games and narcissistic arts.
Crystal focus—no more looking back,
I survived your gaslight, got my life on track.

[Bridge – Emotional Climb]
You thought I’d crumble, thought I’d fade away,
But you underestimated who I became that day.
I opened up my world, you tore it apart,
But this phoenix heart? It’s off the chart.

[Outro – Spoken Truth]
You’re basic as they come—same tired routine,
New face, old patterns, you know what I mean.
You’ll keep that cycle running, lonely and cold,
I’m writing my own ending—my story’s being told.

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song came from a place of exhaustion — the kind that settles in after you’ve tried too hard for too long.
It’s about finally walking away from the cycle, not because you stopped caring, but because you finally started caring about yourself.
“Evaporated” is the sound of letting go — watching everything toxic burn off into air, leaving only what’s real behind.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

4Me2BeFree transforms lived emotion into cinematic storytelling — blurring the line between vulnerability and strength.
Each track is a chapter in a larger emotional narrative, revealing the courage it takes to heal in full view.
“Evaporated” stands as a declaration of autonomy — a reminder that sometimes freedom isn’t loud; it’s quiet, grounded, and unapologetically yours.

🔻 Copyright Notice

All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright (© 2025) and have been securely time-locked and validated through a crypto-based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited.

Evaporated

🎧 400th – Alive and Living | 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight

“400th – Alive and Living” is the sound of a final stand — a battlefield between heart and survival. Inspired by the spirit of The 300, it paints love, betrayal, and vengeance as modern warfare: blades traded for words, armor replaced by scars.
Each verse drips with venom and truth, capturing the collapse of trust and the rebirth that follows. The whispered intro feels like the calm before the arrow storm; by the chorus, the orchestra and guitars collide like shields breaking under impact.

This track is both an anthem and an aftermath — a declaration that even when everything inside dies, something still rises to fight.

🔻 Lyrics

[Intro – Whispered]
Alive —
Alive and living a lie,
Alive and living — but dead inside.

[Verse 1 – Spoken Growl / Anchor Refrain]
Alive and living a lie,
Alive and living… but dead inside.
The face of innocence defies logic,
A smile that hides the depths inside.
Building a nest where trust once slept,
A serpent’s vow the sinner kept.

[Verse 1b – Tension Bridge]
Torn apart by his hands,
The sacrifice no one planned.
Cathedrals built on sacred land,
His ending started where it began.

[Chorus – Anthemic]
Alive —
Alive and living a lie,
Alive and living — but dead inside.
Alive and living a lie,
Alive and living, but dead inside.

[Expanded Chorus]
Wrapped around your heart, desire burns,
Redemption never comes in turns.
Your complete annihilation —
The war on love that feeds damnation.

[Breakdown – Stop/Start Call-Back]
Venom it bites — thinking it was real,
To be loved — venom it bleeds.
Doubt takes over — you try to get free,
Venom it stings — reality screams.

[Verse 2 – Aggressive Flow]
Poison drips from lost dreams.
Doubt kicks in, your system shakes,
The mirror cracks, the image breaks.

[Micro-Bridge – Reload Break]
Pull back.
Reload.
Do what you do — it won’t matter.
He’s coming through.

[Chorus – Reprise]
Alive —
Alive and living a lie,
Alive and living — but dead inside.
Alive and living a lie,
Alive and living, but dead inside.

[Final Chorus – Full Impact]
Wrapped around your heart, desire burns,
Redemption never comes in turns.
It’s your complete annihilation,
A war on love — he feeds on damnation.

[Bridge – Cinematic Whisper]
A victim of the social crime,
The light fades — the poison climbs.
The craft of perfect lies refined,
The glove that fits your fragile mind.
No priest can cleanse, no cure remains,
A cancered truth infects your veins.
Psychiatric anomaly —
The holy grail of misery.

[Outro – Distant Echo]
You can’t kill what thrives on pain.
You just reload and play the game.
He’s watching, smiling, wide awake —
A predator born from heartbreak.
The new flavor of the week,
His venom tastes… unique.

🔻 Personal Reflection

This one felt like stepping onto a field where every scar mattered.
It’s about surviving manipulation, but told as if it were a war epic — because for some of us, it was. The growls, whispers, and orchestral bursts are weapons; the silence between them is the wound healing. “400th” is a salute to everyone still standing after their own battle.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

4Me2BeFree turns pain into power — cinematic storytelling fused with emotional warfare. Our songs blur the line between survival and art, between whisper and roar. “400th – Alive and Living” stands as proof that vulnerability can be armor, and truth can hit harder than steel.

🔻 Copyright Notice

All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright (© 2025) and have been securely time-locked and validated through a crypto-based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited.

Reimagined – “Alive and Living (A Lie)”

I'm That Witch

CMP (5kjordn)

leaving thee song

need 2 breathe- lor lita [prod. zivo]

. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁.
[intro]
you’ll tell yourself it was never love 
we both know better than to fake it 
they’ll tell themselves he was in the rough 
you and I know it’s never what they make it 

[chorus]
when you’re with me, you won’t even need to breath 
when you’re with me, you won’t even need to breath 
when you’re with me, you won’t even need to breath 
when you’re with me, you won’t- 
(ah yeah, yeah, yeah) 

[post-chorus]
(minna saiko arigato, k-k-k-kawaii!)
ah yeah, yeah, yeah
(minna saiko arigato, k-k-k-kawaii!)
ah yeah, yeah, yeah
(minna saiko arigato, minna saiko, minna saiko!)
ah yeah, yeah, yeah
(minna saiko arigato, minna, minna, mi-mi-minna!) 
ah yeah

[verse]
walk in that btch, pass me the mic say, 
(mi-mi-minna, mi-mi-minna) 
tell all them broke hoes fck out my way 
(minna, minna, minna, minna) 
ran through the whole clique, hit em up like (minna saiko arigato) 
bet it ain’t fun, when you not on top
(mi-mi-minna, mi-mi-minna) 

had you strung out, on your knees 
only you when you’re on me 
you can’t get me out your veins 
oh that’s me on your brain 

[chorus]
when you’re with me, you won’t even need to breath 
when you’re with me, you won’t even need to breath 
when you’re with me, you won’t even need to breath 
when you’re with me, you won’t- 
(ah yeah, yeah, yeah) 

[post-chorus]
(minna saiko arigato, k-k-k-kawaii!)
ah yeah, yeah, yeah
(minna saiko arigato, k-k-k-kawaii!)
ah yeah, yeah, yeah
(minna saiko arigato, minna saiko, minna saiko!)
ah yeah, yeah, yeah
(minna saiko arigato, minna, minna, mi-mi-minna!) 
ah yeah

[outro]
hard at first, far beyond just words 
when your lips are wet with lies I feel the warmth disperse 
hard at first, far beyond just words 
when you leave me in the dust I feel you-

need 2 breathe [prod. zivo]

bedroom eyes

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4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

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