Bushido by Spirit Fox

SEA OF AMPHETAMINES

Wheres your arm?
Wheres your arm?
I cant find it
Somebody let me know
You dont know
You dont know
You can find me
But where is my soul?
I cant find it
I cant find it
Lost and found
But never fucking sold
Where'd it fly
Where'd it fly
Where'd it go
Where'd the fuck it go

Where'd it go where'd the fuck it go
Where'd i go where'd the fuck i go
I lost my hope im losing control
I go outside and i dont know where to go

Its like i hold a secret i want someone to know
This pressure is ingraved on my soul
I need something warm to melt away this cold
I'll do what i want despite what is told

Secret

Close my eyes lyrics displayed on inside of my eye lids
I dont rock jewelry the inside of my heart where ice be
They used to treat me like im trash is it hard to talk nicely? 
I want to treat em like we're friends 'cept i don't trust anybody

Anymore i dont care what is in it
Talk to me sincerely
In my mind it's eerie
I don't want them to hear it
I stay quiet for days
I cant hold it in anymore so i break

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He tried to teach us something important but we ran away
I tried to put it under my skin but it just wouldn't stay
Sacrificed my blood but i made a mistake
You got me so good i can't get off the stain
I know life's no game but i would make a good player
Im going 'round this fucking town and im looking pale
Everybody claiming that they love me but who would say a prayer?

Prayer

Burn down memories i have
Burnt down but they're left on my hand
Left hand placed behind my back
Back to bank focused on the bag

Soon enough i'll blow like a grenade
I can miss but im practicing my aim
I dont know what it is but i know what it aint
When you do it once it will never hit the same
And they claiming that they're high but they're low
How you snorting speed but your brain is fucking slow
Imma get to money build an empire gotta glow
You look like a germ hawk tuah fucking gross

... I gotta go
Imma get the money and i'll give it to my mom
... Its worthless i know
Imma get more just so i could give her more

19
Half my life i was hurting
Fighting
In my bed im just turning
Why me
How did i deserve it? 
Imma show it off
'Cuz ive fucking earned it

Soon enough i'll blow like a grenade
I can miss but im practicing my aim
I dont know what it is but i know what it aint
When you do it once it will never hit the same

Grenade

I’m 25 and I love to listen to and make music. I am married with three kids. Trying to make a good life for them

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