This song is part of the album “Why me – but why not me too”.
It is not to be seen on its own, but as part of a journey I have to live through since my diagnosis. Each track tells a piece of this path – honest, raw, and unfiltered.

I Stand Ready

The Drop Flows

The Days After

The One Who Stays

Now that ur here! Let’s make one thing clear!

now that you're here

You don´t set the Rules

The Price of Winning

It was a simple premise…  What if WE wrote our own stories? 
I mean, we talk so much shit all the time. What if we put our collective money where our proverbial mouthes are?  So…We did that - and I couldn’t be happier with how it turned out. 
I want to thank all of my guests on today’s episode for breaking us in and being a part of this from the top. This is the SACRIFICIAL grouping - the first people to dip their toe into the lava. Our newest guests, sure, but what do they have to prove? NOTHING. The vulnerability to go first was held against them and they took it in stride. Bless your souls. I love you all. Thank you for being a part of this with me.  This is PART ONE of SIX, y’all.  WE’RE JUST GETTING STARTED.

The Voice by Afternoon Groom (3:24)
High Noon by Afternoon Groom (6:48)
Tag: You’re It by Afternoon Groom (11:10)
Patience by Midnight Bride (35:51)
Did You Know About the Park? by Glitch Blob (1:12:35)
The Walking Stick by Royale w/ Cheese (2:14:57)
Bad to the Bone: The Mary Calcium Story by Sofa King (3:11:07)

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“Mirror Temple (Mirror Magic Mix)“ is not my song. I do not claim ownership. Credit and All rights are reserved by the owners.

Episode Three Hundred: Pen to Paper Part One

Off to the Final Round

I´m still Just Me

Ich schreibe, was ich denke, fühle und erlebe. Schreiben hilft mir, Erinnerungen einzuordnen und ihnen Klarheit zu geben. Wenn Gefühle eine Melodie bekommen, entsteht etwas Wunderbares – eine Botschaft, die direkt ins Herz geht.

Für mich ist es ein Ausgleich, ein Stück Selbsttherapie. Die Texte sind ehrlich und frisch aus dem Herzen. Und wenn ich damit jemanden berühre, der genauso fühlt wie ich, freut es mich umso mehr.

Da ich selbst nicht gut singen kann, nutze ich KI für die Melodie und die Stimme. Ich bin dankbar für diese Möglichkeit, meinen Gefühlen Ausdruck zu verleihen.

Viel Freude beim Hören 🥰

Gruß, Marco Memory

PS: Ehrliche Kommentare sind willkommen – aber bitte keine Angebote, ich kaufe nichts.



I write what I think, feel, and experience. Writing helps me sort out memories and bring them clarity. When feelings find a melody, something wonderful is created – a message that speaks straight to the heart.

For me, it’s a balance, a bit of self-therapy. The lyrics are honest and straight from the heart. And if they touch someone who feels the same way I do, it makes me even happier.

Since I can’t sing well myself, I use AI for the melody and voice. I’m grateful for this opportunity to give my feelings a voice.

Enjoy listening 🥰

Best, Marco Memory

PS: Honest comments are always welcome – but please no offers, I’m not looking to buy anything.

just someone making music
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