Going through an extremely dark time so as an outlet for my misery, I produced, wrote and recorded this whole tape in 2 days in 2 long sessions. More mixtapes coming real soon. 

ViRALC4NCER

SRPeNTDeVOUReR

V0iDC0DA

Produced and written by The Postal Dude 

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
I'm grotesque, when I rap stab you to death make sure your spleen is left hanging out with your brains swinging about. Like I don't give a fuck cos I seriously don't. Say you could do better just write a suicide letter, Budd Dywer, Medusa met her. Stone you to death centre of my sight no point hiding hatred right? Is humanity when or ever the answer is never.

This race of retards is better off dead in the dirt worthless you heard what I said since I was a preteen I didn't know what it felt to be dead inside, behind the eyes. told lies by faggot fucks who think this world has problems (fuck). Instead of tryna solve em I'm no better but let explain myself to elaborate on my lobot-omy of society so I can get my point across less violently.

This world is filled with people that lie to me and say you care, But when it comes to talking you just brush it off and act like shit ain't wrong. In my case you call me a sicko, wrong in the head, mental case. which makes me freeze in place.question why I have feelings in the first place but If I think about it wouldn't even be the worst case, the worst case would be if I end up in a hearse I know I could say worse (fuck it).

Verse 2:
Back to rapping about this life is a waste if you don't have long term goals in place. Like yall be saying I'm shit but no one starts like Em in the first place. rap is a test of patience, perseverance and howning your skill to make this into a dream and I'm no where near there, Like I'll keep going, like you have to be a feind to write songs with purpose. Writing what you think about works-ish. atleast that's what I did any thought I'd write it as a way to cope and stay calm getting shit talked to about writing em's lyrics despite it helping me become a rapper too. while worthless faggots who talked shit who barely enjoyed the genre. I shoulda eaten them damher style yes I know these lyrics are vile but it's what I think of in a day. So if I go to hell I know satan is gay and a faggot anyway. So imma flip dis shit flip it and break stuff like limp bizcut. Risk it all for peeps to hear me out, screaming no amount will do to help you but screw dis, cos imma prove this shit in my head, even if I end up dead, Imma change something and help someone live like others did for me through dread.

Verse 2½:
Feeling like a fuck up is part of the process of vocalising what can't be said, So Fuck Feeling Dead, Fuck This World, Fuck Anxiety that's killing people silently.cos I think of everything ending violently in my head, insomnia SCREAMS to death my mind is in shambles and I can't even be bothered with anyone around me, and anytime I wanna speak my mind rambles till people get bored, I get ignored my thoughts scramble like eggs (wait till my brains hit the wall I'm dead...)

I DONT WANNA BE ALIVE AT ALL!!

Verse 3:
Skull hits the wall at mach 1, Maybe if Hails would kill me it would be fun, but not at this point. At this point I'll ask her for joint, slit my neck to make a point, grab the tec 9 and ask God to check my mind and make it clear,But what the fuck is the point OF BEING HERE, anymore?

Verse 3½:
Becos I'm fucking worthless I'm making this hurt less, I'll hurt everyone around me I don't fuckin care, ANYMORE!!!!

$UICIDE NOTE (THIS IS ME BEING BRUTALLY HONEST)

im worthless, just kill me (prod.PyromaniacXD)

airmechanism

TRACKLIST
U2 feat. Kendrick Lamar - American Soul
Primal Scream - Ready To Go Home (Hardway Bros Anthemic Resistance Remix)
Pet Shop Boys feat. Elton John - In Private (Stuart Crichton Club Mix)
The Chemical Brothers - Don't Think
Suicide - Rocket USA
Yello - The Race (Brake Light Mix)
The Creatures feat. Siouxsie Sioux & Budgie - Standing There
Lance Herbstrong - Tribal Mash
Coldplay - People Of The Pride
Fall Out Boy - Uma Thurman
Go Home Productions - Juicebox Rock
The Strokes - Juicebox
Peaches - Rock Show
Twenty One Pilots - Drum Show
The B 52's - Rock Lobster

American Soul

Host Jason Schreurs welcomes folk-punk singer/songwriter Black Guy Fawkes who talked about being bullied in school. Fawkes lives with trauma around his youth and other harassment he's faced in his adult life. Being accepted into the punk scene by some of the musicians he looked up to was a game-changer.

http://blackguyfawkes.bandcamp.com

Featured song clips:
Black Guy Fawkes - "Glass Houses" from The Misery Suite (Asbestos Records, 2025)
My Chemical Romance - "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" from May Death Never Stop You (Reprise Records, 2014)
Frank Turner - "I Still Believe" from England Keep My Bones (Epitaph Records, 2011)
Black Guy Fawkes - "This Radio" from The Misery Suite (Asbestos Records, 2025)

The SCREAM THERAPY BOOK is now available! Scream Therapy: A Punk Journey through Mental Health is a memoir-plus that has been heralded by New York Times best-selling authors. Like the podcast, it links the community-minded punk rock scene with the mental wellness of the punks who belong to it.

ORDER A COPY OF THE BOOK!
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About this podcast:
Scream Therapy explores the link between punk rock and mental health. My guests are members of the underground music scene who are living with mental health challenges, like myself.

Intro/background music clips:
Submission Hold - "Cranium Ache"
Render Useless - "The Second Flight of Icarus"

Contact host Jason Schreurs - screamtherapypodcast@gmail.com

Episode 122: Black Guy Fawkes on surviving bullying

My edit of an obscure and favorited classic of mine.  This meant for driving long distances in foreign lands.

Youtube Link - https://youtu.be/nEJbxgtfANM?si=YoNGGzRQmRx_eJtd

Suicide - Rocket USA ( KidIsLive Remix ) FREE DOWNLOAD

kill me tonight  (prod. krypticxsm)

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The Academy | The Pit Crew (Part 2) | Pastor Corey Kope

lyrics+mix @@huurt 🎼
+thx for 100 followers / 40k plays

# This is Where It Ends! #

borderline

LAST RESORT (Feat. DARKO)

p. xtasane + runawway
⤷ lyrics+mix @huurt

u in my mind 🍓💌
dnt b movin ~
on no whore shit

adoration ˚.🎀༘⋆ #nitecore

prod by emphy6877

nettspend gay imma put him in a purse shoot him in his skirt
rest of the lyrics to personal

getting up takes time enjoy it *RAW* *RARE*

Off the Hi? Days of Sunshine and Seashells 6 song EP https://open.spotify.com/album/0hXFK3lO6qXltq7W3MJlfN
https://music.apple.com/gb/album/days-of-sunshine-and-seashells-ep/1841042880

Orbiting

They say living life is free, I'll have to deny
'Cause everyday I pay the price
Girl, I see that look you got right in your eyes
Looks like you got homicide on your mind
If i call would u pick up your phone
Man I don't wanna be alone
felt the same way for so long
Yeah, girl, you really made me feel at home
So why the fuck would I go leaving you all on your own?
Why the fuck would I leave you?
please girl, you know I need you
Don't even care if you loosened all of my screws
Give you a chance to put them back
And I'll forgive you for the shit you put me through
They say living life is free, I'll have to deny
'Cause everyday I pay the price
Girl, I see that look you got right in your eyes
Looks like you got homicide on your mind

remind me of the existential dread

the black batman
vampire society nigga
27 yrs old
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https://www.instagram.com/deadb11y/

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Заслужений артист, металіст, реппер, хіп-хопер, мовознавець та математик України, відомий через свою сексуальність та неповторність.

Наприкінці 2024 року заснував сумісний лейбл звукозапису z3r0p!um r#cc0rdz

From Australia living in the UK.
Play in the band Hi? in Brighton, UK
Older bands in Brisbane have been ....
The Cal Crilly Collective 2020 til now, just recorded an album back there in September 2024
TASR from 2018 to 2022
Helical Sun from 2010 to 2014
Alien Virus from 1988 to 2011 the recordings are here on Reverbnation
Star Sludge from 2005 to 2010
Escape from Toytown from 1995 to 2004
Acid World from 1991 to 1995
Queer from 1992 to 1994
Act from 1985 to 1988
Mr Bastard from 1995 to late 90's.

#1692 
ig: https://www.instagram.com/pyromaniacxd/ 
leave snake bites on my lips

hostage2myself

DJ crackbabys alt account

a diary of love & pain
ⁱ ˡᵒᵛ ᵐ ᵍᶠⁱᵉ ᵛᵉᵉ 

// (︵‿ ♬)

(PART OF PHANTOM CLIQ)

CORVU$ is a Northern Irish rapper who dicusses the effects of anxiety, brain switches and mood swings and hope to get his thoughts and bottled up hatred and anger out through his music.

Aliases:
YUNG $PLATTER
CORVU$ THA CANNIBAL 

Producer Name:
The Postal Dude

Connecting people with both God and other people because a life saved is worth everything. 

Weekly messages from Venue Church led by Pastor Corey Kope. Visit our website at http://venuechurch.ca to learn more.

Scream Therapy is a podcast about using punk rock as a catalyst for mental health. My guests are other members of the punk music scene who, like me, have lived experience with mental health challenges. 

SUPPORT SCREAM THERAPY: BUY SOME MERCH!
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Good grief savage cosmos—there he goes again. Some kind of strange audio beast crawling through the digital underbrush with a head full of acid and a suitcase full of vinyl. Fifteen years this sonic deviant has been terrorizing dance floors from Ibiza to the alkali flats of Black Rock City with his peculiar brand of audio hallucination they call "techno."

I first encountered this rhythm junkie in the back room of Amnesia, where Sven Väth was conducting some kind of Germanic tribal ceremony for 2,000 Spanish teenagers and a handful of British tourists who looked like they'd been awake since the fall of the Berlin Wall. Our subject was there, of course—eyes like silver dollars, hands moving across the equipment like a man defusing a bomb while simultaneously conducting an invisible orchestra.

The man is EVERYWHERE. Like some kind of rogue cultural anthropologist with a pathological addiction to bass frequencies. One weekend he's serving dark, hypnotic soundscapes to the leather-clad deviants at Panorama Bar alongside Gerry Reed, the next he's in Brazil, standing next to Sasha and Renato Ratier at Warung Beach while 500 beautiful mutants writhe in the sand like creatures from some Jacques Cousteau nightmare about the future of human evolution.

And then there's Burning Man—SWEET SAVAGE INFINITY—where he's become a fixture at the Mayan Warrior, that rolling monument to technological excess and questionable decision-making. There he stands, this audio desperado, conducting a symphony of synthetic noises for dust-covered freaks whose perception of reality has been chemically adjusted to the point where they believe they're receiving transmissions from another dimension. AND MAYBE THEY ARE.

His production style is the audio equivalent of a Hieronymus Bosch painting—intricate, terrifying, and somehow beautiful in its depraved complexity. Underground to the bone. The kind of sounds that make record executives break out in hives and reach for their heart medication. But to the night people—those strange nocturnal creatures who live for the moment when the kick drum aligns with their heartbeat—it's a siren call they cannot resist.

This is not a man playing records. This is a shaman conducting mass exorcisms through frequency manipulation. A sonic psychiatrist treating collective trauma with carefully calibrated vibrations. A renegade physicist exploring the relationship between sound waves and human consciousness.

He continues his relentless global crusade, expanding his discography with the fervor of a man who knows that somewhere, in some sweaty basement club or desert festival or abandoned warehouse, there are people waiting to have their neural pathways permanently rewired by his particular brand of audio alchemy.

"When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro," I once wrote in a moment of clarity between bourbon shots. Well, this professional weird-turner has made a career of navigating the strange edges of club culture, transforming darkened rooms into temporary autonomous zones where time dissolves and only the rhythm remains.

By all cosmic forces. He shows no signs of stopping.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

“ Hunter S Thompson AI on KidIsLive “

New tracks tagged #SUICIDE