BROKEN TRUST (prod.wh1tespace x owleeng)

Last Breath

This track was produced in mid 2021, with Nick providing the mallets and bell sounds on a whim super early in the morning(he said he wanted to return the favor for the contributions i made to his track "Broken" from the previous month).There's about four different versions of the vocals for this song(as well as multiple revisions of the beat) but in the end I rerecorded the vocals to fit to a more modern standard. 

The lyrics were actually written for a song I recorded and released a year earlier, but after the exclusive lease was bought, I decided to have it reprodded, which lead to this version existing. Honestly, Nicks bells and low rumbly bass sounds actually made this so much better than the original beat, and I think it's the only time we collabed on a beat together outside of "Broken".

In the end, this whole thing is bittersweet, because I would have much rather Nick have been around to see this track finally finished, and I just couldn't stay sober long enough to make it happen when he was still here. I'm sorry man, i'll forever feel guilty for that shit.

Produced + Mixed + Mastered - Alexis LeVay(HeyLee Manzeron)
Additional Production + Nick Barton(Nickisgonenow)

Lyrics:

You don't look so pretty now...

I see your spirit in my tomb
All your ghosts around my room
I am not the one you should be apologizing to
I see the shit we used to do
When it hurt so much, it came unglued 
I am not the one you should be apologizing to

You see those daggers that are in your hands?
Can you stick them into my eyes
I saw the end, it was in your grasp
So you reached for it one last time

The little things you do to keep your walls up
Even now that you're gone
I see your ghost in my room sometimes
Thats how i know when somethings wrong

I see your spirit in my tomb
All your ghosts around my room
I am not the one you should be apologizing to
Saw the shit we used to do
When it hurt too much, we came unglued 
I am not the one you should be apologizing to

I am not the one you should be 
Spending time to make me trust you
I am not the one who will be apologizing now
all the shit we used to do
but you never gave a fuck, so then, fuck you
I am not the one who should be apologizing now

Its a lie, and it still fucks me a up
It’s a lie, and i’m still fucked up
I’m alive, and i’m so fucked up

Unglued(Spirit In Your Tomb) | Prod. HeyLee + NICKISGONENOW

Useless (prod Akkiru1 Greyrock Dollategabeatz)

um here's lyrics

Growing into a new version of myself
Where I can show up in my own skin
Even if she comes around

And when you start to police
My authenticity
I won't be afraid to use the word "no"

No, I'm not your puppy-boy-toy-thing
And no, I won't be friends with the enemy
It's not the pawn's fault on your chess board
I'm disappointed
I think I would've liked your other friends
More
Mhm

I'll find new ways to appreciate mistakes I've made
And how I'll learn on my own
What makes me a better human

And when I start to feel like home in my own bones, again
I won't beg for your attention

Cuz
I'm not your puppy-boy-toy-thing
And I can't be friends with my enemies
It's not the fault of the pawns, you own the chess board
I'm really sad
I didn't meet your other friends
More
Mhm

Please, loosen the grips on the aglets of my shoe laces
I need time to breathe
I can't hear myself think

The ending looks a lot different in the future than I used to think
You broke a promise
I wish I didn't notice

I'm not your puppy dog, there's no leash
Why'd you flip the cards on me
You were my best friend, my everything
You used to help me breathe
Mhm

bishop (conclusion)

We all have bad days sometimes, sit back and relax. I've made a new full album to chill to. Don't forget that you are the best and you can handle everything.
Album is available on all platform streamings.

12. Acceptation

11. Forget

10. Filled Soul

9. Reflection

8. It's Not That Bad

7. Fear

6. Heartbeat

5. Retrospection

4. Dying

3. Overthinking

2. Hollow

1. Melancholy

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