mix/mastered by lockharrt

(dir. by karmaisdead)
https://youtu.be/KkjSBVHJZdw?si=XPMZKUWwTIgJcr_F

LYRICS:
(Intro/Verse)
My dad was pretty much absent,
But my grandfather was always there,
Just one call away, 
Now my grandfather gone,
And my dad’s still missing,
Like he don’t give a shit,
Whatever cause I’m already in a  midlife crisis,
I got depression, prolly got MS, or Diabetes too,
One of the three probably gonna take my life away,

(Chorus)
Ikigai, ikigai,
Give me a ikigai, a reason to live,
Something or someone to give a shit about,
I don’t even know what I want anymore,
ikigai, ikigai,
Give me a ikigai, a reason to live,
Because I’m barely hanging on anymore!,

(Bridge)
If you’re gonna my break heart,
Just do it, Do it quick,
That way I ain’t gotta feel this shit,
Sick of my head, sick of my life
I hardly even know, if I wanna live anymore,

(Verse 2)
Suicidal tendencies, just leave me alone here,
I’ve been missing, just forget about me dear,
I’m so unstable, just don’t even get near,
I’m scared to live, just leave me to my fear,
I never thought to live, shit just ain’t my year,
I can barely afford to do this anymore,

(Pre-Chorus)
Everybody always leaves me,
What’s stopping you from doing the same thing,

(Chorus)
Ikigai, Ikigai,
Give me a ikigai, a reason to live,
Something or someone to give a shit about,
Maybe I’m just fucking worthless,
ikigai, ikigai,
Give me a ikigai, a reason to live,
Maybe I’m just not worth it,

ikigai (reason to live) w/lil komi (prod. blvnkface x yago)

"Поїздка на її спогади" — це емоційний роад-альбом-сіквел до не виданого поки проєкту "Павуча Хата", що занурює слухача в головний біль і серцеву пустку Голді Баєрса — найманого кілера з кам’яним обличчям і бурею всередині.

Його єдина любов потрапила під авто, пережила клінічну смерть, вижила та все ж життя втрутилось і ця аварія не залишись без наслідків,вона  втратила пам’ять назавжди. Для Голді це — наче смерть живої людини. У цьому альбомі він їде на байку через міста, вулиці й спогади, які вже не належать їй.

Сльози під шоломом. Гнів, що краде повітря. І музика — єдина нитка до минулого.

Цей альбом — це не про швидкість. Це про втрату, біль, прийняття і ту дивну форму любові, яка ще жевріє навіть у небутті."

02.Амнезія крошки Марі

03.Шолом закриває сльози

01.Пробач я тебе не памятаю

05.Подорож на наші спогади

BE ALRIGHT! (Remastered)

JUST4FUN f/@necrostorm

The fanatic, Duo dynamic @ #KIDSKETCHYY & @ #ANGELHOOD </3 + 
 #SBE #SADBOYERA #SADBOYERA-SYNDICATE #SBE-SYNDICATE #SADBOYERA-SYNDICATE @SADBOYERA (All socials!) x ) 

#US </3

No Feeling (Prod. numb)

3 AM

Never Really Mine – MSW SAYB | (Official Audio)

"Never Really Mine" is an emotional rap ballad that speaks from the heart of a broken soul. It tells the story of a love that felt real — but deep down, it never truly belonged to him. It’s about the pain of being close to someone who never really saw your worth, the silence that grows louder with time, and the loneliness hidden behind forced smiles.
This is MSW SAYB at his most vulnerable — pouring out raw feelings over a moody, melodic beat.

Presented by: CHATGA RECORDS
Artist: MSW SAYB
Written & Performed by: MSW SAYB
Beat Produced by: MSW SAYB
Mixed & Mastered by: MSW SAYB
Cover Art: Created by MSW SAYB
Recorded at: CHATGA RECORDS Studio

🎧 Listen on all platforms:
https://push.fm/fl/xy0xme6w

Follow MSW SAYB:
📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sybmusic/
🎵 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2IXMntoIt4TCNzQuO56B5J


#mswsayb  #neverreallymine #rap   #rapballad #brokenheart  #melodicrap  #CHATGARECORDS #officialaudio  #independentartist  #newmusic  #painfultruth  #lostlove  #emotionalrap #relatable #unsignedhype #storytellingrap #melodichiphop #deeprap #emorap #UnderratedArtist #realfeelings  #LoveGoneWrong #spotifyrap  #BangladeshiRap

Never Really Mine

LEID

Raw vocals. No filters. Just the truth.

Just pure emotion in demo form.

🎤 DeadTone Don
🎹 deatheart

Last Fall - Demo

Kaga ~ I feel Nothing (Acoustic)

Kaga ~ Wolfcoat  *Snip*

Imperator Piratov

I’m the best at being bad
Worst at being good
Everybody wanna be somebody if they could
Best at being bad
Worst at being good
Maybe I’m just tryna be somebody that I shouldn’t

I’m just a product of my environment
I built a home in the fire that I was dying in
They hit my line, I hit decline, so they don’t try again
They see the surface, but nobody down to dive in
Demons talk they sound like me
Silence louder when I speak
Miss my soul it’s feeling bleak
Been like this for half a week
Locked away inside a screen
Everything is meant to be
Build a world where I feel seen
Everything is make belief

I’m the best at being bad
Worst at being good
Everybody wanna be somebody if they could
Best at being bad
Worst at being good
Maybe I’m just tryna be somebody that I shouldn’t

Staring at a screen
All I do is waste
Momma saying “everybody has those days”
Staring at a fiend
Daily mind erase
Momma this a living hell and that’s my everyday

Yea,
I’m the best at being terrible
My songs are mediocre
And the lyrics are unbearable
My whole careers a laughing stock
So Imma go hysterical
And drink to all my failures
As I sit atop this ferris wheel
I tend to go in circles
Round the problems that I have everyday
And all the passion in my heart is turned to ash in a tray
Without a destination I’m content with questioning fate
Like if I’m really horrible
Then let me say that

I’m the best at being bad
Worst at being good
Everybody wanna be somebody if they could
Best at being bad
Worst at being good
Maybe I’m just tryna be somebody that I shouldn’t
I’m the best at being bad
Worst at being good
Everybody wanna be somebody if they could
Best at being bad
Worst at being good
Maybe I’m just tryna be somebody that I shouldn’t

best at being bad

making digicore beats is fun that's how i ended up making all this slop, eat up

🎤 MSW SAYB
Artist | Rapper | Storyteller |
Straight outta Chattogram, Bangladesh — MSW SAYB is the voice of the unheard. A rising force in Bangla hip-hop, blending raw storytelling with R&B soul and trap intensity. From "UNDER DOG TO RULER" to "Still I Rise", every track reflects real pain, real hustle, and real dreams. SAYB represents the grind of middle-class struggle and turns it into art. Whether it's heartbreak, ambition, or the street talk, SAYB’s bars hit deep and stay true.

@kidsketchyy - Instagram, Facebook, TikTok, Apple-Music, iTunes, YouTube-Music, Spotify, Amazon-Music, SoundCloud (og's), & as well as  #kidsketchyy - Same name tags on all Social's (Media) , Kayy.Baker

HMU for / audio-engineering & or collabs! :) 
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I’m 22 and I'm a musician from Northern Minnesota.
I do just a little bit of everything, cover art mostly made by me
been mixing my own vocals lately so expect things to be a little inconsistent.

“ikigai (reason to live)” out now!

"maybe it's just me (pt. 2)" coming soon...

New tracks tagged #Sad Rap