Lyrics

(Autrioly)
Tell me
I don't want nothing at all
If I have you I won't
Complain

(Dysphoric)
Yeah~
Lord why am I feeling so lost 
I never pray know it’s too late for me even if I did convert to the cross
But it’s getting so bad in this battle it’s gotten me back to believing a god
Slowly it feels like the enemy’s me and myself I don’t recognize myself at all
Its not even me when I speak in my thoughts

Swore that I’d never become who I am but I’m 
Guessing that's life gotta deal with your hand
And I know that I’m young and I know got plans
Why the fuck does right now feel so close to the end
Man this shit got me thinking like think about chance
Meaningless actions that tangle your thread
No you can’t just sit back it won’t change for the best
Tell me how this shit matter it its all determined 

I don’t wanna talk I won’t answer my phone 
DND on a text
Man I just need a sec
And I’ll figure it out on my own 
I need me some rest
These lyrics instead
They keeping me up till the morn'
I don’t wanna fight
But I’m tired, deprived of my sleep
And I feel in my bones
That I’m lower than lower than lower than low

I don’t wanna talk I won’t answer my phone 
DND on a text
Man I just need a sec
And I’ll figure it out on my own 
I need me some rest
These lyrics instead
They keeping me up till the morn'
I don’t wanna fight
But I’m tired, deprived of my sleep
And I feel in my bones
That I’m lower than lower than lower than low

(Lxst Boy)
(Duh(x19))
(Yeah(x4))
I ain’t feel the same as I used to
Taking up habits never thought I’d do
Now I’m on the run from the old me old me
Enemies used to be homies holy
Pain is the reason I believe in god 
Cause if nobody listening I’d rather die
I don’t think I’ll ever get to tie the knot
I’m not talking nooses (who cares if I’m not)
Take me away in a blaze of glory
I got a new girl but will she stay for the morning
Take me in outside it’s pouring 
Hope it rains that album had tore me
If only they knew what it’s about wow
She was my world till I found out
Behind my back she was a whole other person 
No motivation I finish in verses

(Dysphoric)
I don’t wanna talk I won’t answer my phone 
DND on a text
Man I just need a sec
And I’ll figure it out on my own 
I need me some rest
These lyrics instead
They keeping me up till the morn'
I don’t wanna fight
But I’m tired, deprived of my sleep
And I feel in my bones
That I’m lower than lower than lower than low

Lower Than Low w/Lxst Boy (prod. autrioly)

Lyrics

(Autrioly)
fighting for
there's nothing worth of
fighting for
in me
safely 
I cannot stay
if you aint here

(Dysphoric)
Think that I’m cursed you’re still crossing my mind
It’s been awhile a minute it’s none of my business I know that inside
I still want to talk but I will understand it if not I’m too far out of line
Still don’t know why you keep on haunting my thoughts
some reason I keep holding on
like is it so wrong
to hope it’ll work out this time

I’m sending a text and I hope it returns
You’d think after all of this time I'll have learned
Involvement with you will do nothing but worsen
All of the hurt
On my very person
Wander too close to the flame and get burned
Well none of that matters at all I’ll traverse all over hell
And stay steady searching 
A different version we actually work
wait

(Autrioly)
fighting for
there's nothing worth of
fighting for
in me
safely 
I cannot stay
if you aint here

(Dysphoric)
Nah you were lost to my memories
Now you wanna show your face now that I’m healing from everything
I remember all the times that I was holding you next to me
Then you threw that all away, you even know what you meant to me?

I can’t control my breath man it feels like I’m dying
I need to calm myself and readjust to my climate
Anything that I accuse her of she’ll prolly deny it
But I know I'm something convenient she was passing the time with

I’ve never gotten my closure
And suddenly it was no more
“I need to work on me”
Or was I not the person you hoped for
I held that shit on my shoulder
It’s motivation I’m closer
The person, version I wanna be now you wanna start over

You never wanted me then
And I hate how nice you are because it hurts in the end
Yeah I would have been fine starting, staying as friends 
If you rejected me then I would be better than this damn

Perspective (prod. autrioly)

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

Wholeheartedly, fuck you I’m over it
Swear that I been trying, but you lying doing other shit
Got another guy on the side
So who am I to get between your petty toxic relations
(Fuck)
I don’t need another girl to take my heart away
Cause I need pay from the feelings that not developed in the brain
What a shame, I’m so lost
Not the same, what’s the cost
You the one to blame so just stop
(Yeah)
Wholeheartedly, fuck you I’m over it
Yeah I’m over it
Swear that I’m over it
Please leave me alone
I’ll call cops
Stop calling my phone
Like just stop

Wholeheartedly, fuck you I’m over it
Looking inside of my mind (now)
You was taking my time (wow)
Now I got a little light of mine
Gotta let it go and shine
Gotta yell it that I’m fine
Yeah I’m fine
Yeah I’m over it
Swear that I’m over it
Please leave me alone
I’ll call cops
Stop calling my phone
Like just stop

IM OVER IT (prod. autrioly)

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

[soku]
(What if the sky is falling)
Oh baby girl, I thought you was my world
Now this shit gon hurt, (gon hurt)
So much, (so much)
I didn’t know you was like that
But I’ll take you right back
So stay inside my mental
And I’m fucking mental
But who fucking cares
On instrumentals
I make compare-isons
Girl are you dumb
And I’m going numb
But I swear I’ll bounce back
(I’m like that)
I don’t want
No I don’t wanna lose
I girl that’s just like you
Fuck that I just want you
It’s true

(Tell my fate for me
I don’t wanna get controlling
I don’t wanna get controlling
For you
Tell me baby, tell me baby please
What if the sky is falling
What if the sky is falling)

[lxst boy]
Te-te-text from you
Over my phone the "where you at boy?"
Face flushed, red cheeks
I can feel my heart soar
I can feel my chest close
Side effects of you so
Come and slide over for a movie on your iphone
Ay, guess I got an addiction
Gotta keep myself in check, take five intermission
You got eyes like interstellar, cause you know I'm on a mission
I got eyes like tunnel vision, you the one that I been missing

[soku]
I don’t want
No I don’t wanna lose
I girl that’s just like you
Fuck that I just want you
It’s true
(I don't wanna lose you)
I don’t want
No I don’t wanna lose
I girl that’s just like you
Fuck that I just want you
It’s true

I JUST WANT U W/ LXST BOY (prod. autrioly)

Saudade w/Soku (prod. autrioly)

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

[soku]
I swear I’m fucking done
Like Imma go get out
Hate all the bullshit
That’s coming out yo fucking mouth
And leave me alone girl
All you do is bitch and vent
Then cheat on me with somebody 
And said it was your ex
I don’t give none girl
No fucks or second chances
I don’t give none girl
So don’t make no advances
Swear we went downhill
Your love was bound kill
All your intentions
Filled with murder
Stop now, I’m not breathing
Oh my, I’m fucking bleeding
Stop now, I’m finally lucid
I don’t, wanna do this


[dysphoric]
I'm fucking sick
I’m starting to hate you it hurts I never wanted this
And I noticed the light in your eyes it died in little bits
I lost all my respect when you became a toxic bitch
I’ve got way too many problems I can’t be your therapist uh
Honestly all of it always for you
You threw that shit in my face what the fuck you want me to do
And Im sick of playing these games what the fuck do I got to prove
And I’m sick of hearing your name all the same with your attitude 
For real
I swear there’s something that’s wrong with your brain
It short circuits with lack of attention 
All of that fiending is lame
And especially the ego retained
When your worth is a caption
Coming and passing right out for day
When you party and drank
God that shit is embarrassing 
I wish you the best on your perishing

[soku]
I don’t give none girl
No fucks or second chances
I don’t give none girl
So don’t make no advances
Swear we went downhill
Your love was bound kill
All your intentions
Filled with murder
Stop now, I’m not breathing
Oh my, I’m fucking bleeding
Stop now, I’m finally lucid
I don’t, wanna do this

NONE GIRL W/ DYSPHORIC (prod. autrioly)

Lyrics... 

(Autrioly)
Take my hand and don't lie to me
I've been a fool, I've been a fool to your lies
Take my hand and~

(Dysphoric)
I wanted peace 
You wanted war
I wanted reality 
You wanted more
I don’t rely on a drink 
To do all my thinking
While you sleep on the floor
I never listened 
Guess that’s the case
Now all of your friends
Said just to leave
Told them the negative
From your perspective
That I wouldn’t get it
The thing is that you never told me
Communication 
Is nowhere found
Our relationship 
Let’s burn it down
Cause you brought
To much inside out
We could have talked
But it’s too late now
It’s 2am
And I'm making sounds
Trying anything
Just to drown it out
And cops were called
To the neighbors house 
They’ll never know it
Saved me from myself 

What we had 
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down
What we had 
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down

(Autrioly)
Take my hand and don't lie to me (what the fuck)
Ive been a fool, Ive been a fool to your lies
Take my hand and~

(Soku)
I’ve been a fool for the way that you speak
But darling I know you was lying to me
So let’s change the perspective
And change up the mood
And burn what we have
Then we’ll scatter the ashes
Could never imagine
I swear that I hate it
You said, no you blamed it
On your inclination
My time you was wasting
I go and get out
I swear that I’m burning this shit to the ground
Yeah I wanted it all
Yeah but you wanna fall
Out of the depths of your head
You was sinking in
Started a war without giving me reasoning
I don’t know why
I even try
Music and static inside of my mind
I was ecstatic till you told your lies
Feeling, I’m feeling like I wanna die

(Dysphoric)
What we had
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down
What we had
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down

Burn It Down w/Soku (prod. autrioly)

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002 (D3MON GIRL)- ft. ykniko

001 (violet)- ft. ykniko

000 (REPLACE)

Come Around (jabarionthebeat)

early 7 year old song repost #hvrtful #2018

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