Lyrics:

I ain't tryna talk much
I'm tryna severe ties
Tryna get rid of the memories
And leave the shit behind
Everything you ever said to me
Conflicted with your lies
I know I'm losing sanity

I'll admit that I wanna die
I just need to know
Are you doing fine?
Can I take you out?
Could we spend some time?
Do you wanna talk
About what's on your mind

I'm trying hard to be
anything but a nuisance
feeling hard to breathe
Anxiety make me feel stupid
She doesn't hear me when I speak
It's like I'm fuckin muted
(She don't even listen to me)

I hop in my whip then I leave
Not talking much, I got low self esteem
But I got wraps
So let's blow gasoline
Forget about your problems whenever you're with me

Let go of your stress
It's too much to bare
You can lean on me
I'll always be here
This beat is fire as fuck
From the drums to snares
I miss my old life
But I shouldn't compare

Sanity (prod. Tsurreal)

getting high by ian brown and mission
credits: only for dave and timm

קול 300

it was all my fault.. it all is.. but it was an experience one would almost never have, a one of a kind with the person that understands you most, even till this day...

ROMEO'S CINDERS

Missing You

Explore the philosophy of freedom of thought. 

Harvesting Happiness Podcast host Lisa Cypers Kamen speaks with author, researcher, and founder of the Cognitive Immunology Research Collaborative (CIRCE), Dr. Andy Norman.



Freedom of Thought: Emotional Sanity Amidst Chaos with Andy Norman PhD

Sanity

Sanity (feat. Blaise)

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This song delves into the tension between sanity and insanity, exploring the choice to reject binaries and embrace the in-between. It narrates a journey through chaos and clarity, shifting between two worlds to find a fragile equilibrium. The lyrics evoke a sense of internal conflict and transformation, highlighting the beauty in duality and the courage to forge one’s own path amidst uncertainty. The song captures the interplay of light and shadow, madness and reason, culminating in a triumphant embrace of the evergreen—a space where contradictions harmonize.

Evergreen

Can we be vulnerable
I don't know if it's possible 
Clash in intentions
Maybe you wanna mention 
How you really feel 
Is it for real 
Starting to care less
each message sent
Reminisce fades
Cherished moments gone outta the way
Drug abusers could never bond effectively

Told me u missed me 
but I knew u were off the x 
way u woke up next day Lotta regret
Maybe you were trolling 
acting like a pest
still i keep my heart open 
exposed no fuckin vest
No bulletproof dress
It's been used beyond extent 
I know you know it 
So keep your distance 
Utopia is called that for a reason 
Moods change like the season 

Another night like this
No sleep
Thought I was cured hypomania speaks
You're so scared of authenticity 
You need drugs to face/fake sincerity

Security 
You feel bad about yourself so you make others feel worse
One month you say you love me next you just hurt
Single me out I'll be the perfect black sheep

Another topic to gossip
Another call for help

Vulnerable

Obosit

This song is a haunting and emotional exploration of the darker corners of the human experience. On its surface, it's a poignant portrayal of grief and loss, with lyrics that conjure images of a desperate search for a missing piece of one's soul. But as the song delves deeper, it reveals a more intimate and personal struggle - the fragmentation of one's own mind. 

With its soaring vocals and crushing instrumentation, this song is a sonic representation of the turmoil that can ravage the inner world. It's a cry for help, a desperate attempt to hold on to sanity as the darkness closes in. 

And yet, despite its bleak themes, the song remains strangely uplifting - a testament to the human spirit's capacity for resilience and survival. Ultimately, its meaning is left open to interpretation, inviting listeners to project their own experiences and emotions onto its haunting landscape.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
It's getting darker
Darker
Crawling under
Under
It's soaking through me
Through me
Straight into my head 

[Verse 2]
It calls my name
Whispers
But
No
That girl's not her
No agency
Soft murmurs
She might as well be dead 

[Chorus]
Covered in dirt and blood hazy
Trapped in anxiety plagued sea
In my chest, tic-ticking heart bleeds
Nevermore to be seen
Somebody help me 

[Verse 3]
Last time laid eyes sun 
was bright above the sky
And now
My bleeding eyes weep
As her visage strikes the air around her
It turns to dust
That girl isn't here
She's just in our head
And she... 

[Chorus]
Covered in dirt and blood hazy
Trapped in anxiety plagued sea
In my chest, tic-ticking heart bleeds
Nevermore to be seen
Somebody help me 

[Verse 4 X2]
She helped lost souls peering through
Layers of hell into you
And blinking eyes heaven sweet froze
The life from tissue
Now ice cold

Fracture

crash
gotta acknowledge my health a lil bit
but i don't think train stopping or coming to an end
still i fear
still i fear

i'm fucking off now
driving real fast now
evil gene is gone now
the scene is bloodied and how?!
i think the ... kickin in
muscle easin and im feelin sleek
thank god for psychiatry
just thinkin this life is fantasy
just thinkin i fear the crash again
i say again as if it's imminent 
getting so lost in this music shit
gotta acknowledge my health a lil bit
but i don't think train stopping or coming to an end
still i fear
still i fear
i think im fucking off again

Skeleton

Intermission (Crash)

Deep emotional  felt lyrics written from the heart 
Junior come hard with this one!

Junior - Soulmate

In this chapter, the author, who has cast himself in the book as assistant psychiatrist Dr. Robbins, philosophizes with his patient Sissy, who falls into the category of the voluntarily insane and has therefore been passed on from the head physician to his new assistant, lying in the garden of a clinic on Upper East Street and drinking a bottle of wine about what Sissy learned from the old geezer on the mountain at Lake Siwash, who is considered by many to be a guru, but who is not interested in just gathering disciples around him again, but much prefers to dance to any old tune including news and polka, and scratch his ... while watching his specially installed and modified clockwork, adopted from the Indians, after which the end of time will be the beginning of joy.

The entire novel (a novel of the century that flew under the radar, which is only now making its full relevance and far-sightedness accessible to a large readership and should no longer just gather dust on the bookshelf as the ravings of a stoned hippie from the 70s) can be found on YouTube. 'Even Cowgirls get the Blues'. Rereading (the book was written in 1976) or listening is a good tip not only for Goethe fans. Even Robbins says (in this very book) that Goethe was clever enough to add a lot of preservatives to his work ;). Well, Dr. Robbins was, in my opinion, no less clever. His view of things, of the world and its women and men is a good can opener right now, if you can use the term can to metaphorize the human brain. And I can do that. I'm probably one of the biggest fans of this witty man of letters, the one with perhaps, next to Goethe, the most pronounced Wörteraneinanderreihgewissen- meaning word stringing conscience. (Incidentally, this wonderful neologism was coined by Werner Enke from the movie 'Zur Sache Schätzchen')

Have fun listening (all the fun in the whole book - by the way, chapter 55 is particularly funny)

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Tom Robbins - Chapter 65  - about the end of time and the beginning of Joy

take a look the other direction

Here we go! :) Deep Tech Dynamite - Volume 5, our new Deep Tech, Minimal & Tech House Mix!! Has been some time ago since last part. We deeply appologize to our true listeners!!! But life has always some surprises and we both had some real life stuff going on that had to be solved first. So we hope that waiting was worth for it and some of you have fun with our new 112 minute mix in round about 129 bpm! Massive big ups to all artists and labels represented in this set!!! Huge thanks again to all our listeners, subscribers and supporters in general for staying true to us!!! We wish you an awesome time with our mix and selection!!! Tobias Christian starting off and Tobsen to follow up this time. We do that always in change!! So again, have a good time!!! Here the tracklisting in the correct order as the tracks are played:

Tobias Christian's Part:
- Lee Guthrie - B Team Bertie (Original Mix) (Click Therapy Recordings)
- Jairo Delli & Kevin Corral - Free Time (Extended Mix) (Sola)
- LeoK - She's Sexy (Resco (US) Remix) (Latitud 62 Records)
- SINO - The Cat Extended Mix (#)
- Juli De Alonso - Like The Game (Original Mix) (Techaway Records)
- Kieran San Jose - Bad Boy (Original Mix) (Blackflag Recordings)
- Green Thump - Just Like That (Extended Mix) (Glasgow Underground)
- Daniel Kazuo - Guatemala (Extended Mix) (Ole White)

Tobsen's Part:
- Joe Vanditti & White Off - One Foot In (Moan)
- Ssero - Rolla (Binary)
- Aaron Martin - Mamboleo (Roush Label)
- Havoc & Lawn - Lolliflow (Issues)
- Neverdogs - Switch On (Sanity)
- LondonGround - Tur (Deeperfect)
- Rushin' - Step Out (Issues)
- Fletch (GB) - Understand (Extended Version) (Kaluki Music)
- Daniel Orpi & Dateless - No Bajemos La Guardia (Deeperfect)

TNT House Posse - Deep Tech Dynamite - Volume 5

“Welcome… to the daily delusion.
Please insert one sanity token to proceed.”
...error: balance depleted.

I clapped when I was told.
I smiled when the lights burned.
I signed the terms I didn’t read
and now I owe my soul in monthly fees.

They said: “Stay normal.”
I said: “Define it.”
They said: “You’re being difficult.”
I said: “You’re being programmed.”

We’re all out of sanity tokens,
Still dancing while the world’s corrodin’.
Tried to smile, but my face imploded—
Said the truth and the app exploded.

Swipe left on the voice in my head,
It talks too much and won’t make rent.
Doctor said I need more light,
So I opened my phone and stared all night.

Echo chamber’s got surround sound,
Hope sold out at the discount pound.
I clicked “Agree” just to feel okay,
Now the terms own my DNA.

Let us pray…
To the god of productivity.
To the ghost of self-worth via engagement.
To the algorithm that giveth dopamine... and taketh the soul away.

We’re all out of sanity tokens,
Faked peace while our hearts were broken.
They said “don’t crack,” so we shattered on beat—
Built a throne from receipts, then burned the seat.

“Please see the front desk for a refund…
if you remember who you were.”

We're All Out Of Sanity Tokens

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A New Earth | CLEANSED. HEALED. ALIGNED.
Love. Presence. Awareness.

Born and raised in the northwest Chicago suburbs, CHAH KRAH is a Techno and House Producer/DJ inspired by the energy vortexes of the 7 Chakra System. The mission of CHAH KRAH is to heal and empower the people with high vibrational energy through techno and house sounds that cleanse of all negative frequencies and aligns, bringing everyone to the vibration of love and light. With a second home in San Diego, California, CHAH KRAH makes pumping techno-style kicks coupled with high frequency percussion and synths to hit and align your whole chakra energy system with loving, cleansing energy, leaving you feeling centered, cleansed and filled with light and inspiration.

Harvesting Happiness Talk Radio with Lisa Cypers Kamen brings to the airwaves a fresh talk radio approach promoting happiness, well-being and global human flourishing by presenting a diverse and proactive collection of the greatest thinkers and doers who have devoted their lives to creating a better world in which to live.


The TNT House Posse is ready to enter the place :) We are DJ Tobias Christian & Tobsen Sounds, and together we are the TNT House Posse!!
We are good friends in "real" life and thought we should do something together, so here we are :) We will upload colaboration mixes that we do together. We will do Deep Tech, Minimal & Techhouse sets in 125-130 Bpm and upload them just here on Soundcloud on this chanel for the beginning. The mix series will be called Deep Tech Dynamite and the sets will come in irregular time gaps. First of all the fun about djing, the sound/music and doing that together is absolutely in focus for us!!! We wish all listeners lot's of fun with our sets and thanks for tuning in!!!

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KultKlasc |  A Symphony of Pain, Betrayal, and Unfiltered truth

KultKlasc doesn't just make music- he creates stories carved from the jagged edges of life's darkest moments. Each track is a raw, unapologetic testament to a past riddled with heartbreak, betrayal, and the kind of pain that leaves scars. 

Every lyric KultKlasc writes comes from a place of brutal honesty. From battles with nihilism to brushes with death, his songs weave haunting melodies with aggressive flows, exposing the scars left behind, exploring what it means to be human.

Influenced by $uicideboy$, XXXTENTACION, and LIL PEEP, KultKlasc shares his most harrowing experiences: a cross-country visit gone wrong, where a moment meant to build love ended in cardiac arrest and a coma, or the betrayal of a lover who carved their final words into his heart for eternity. Kultklasc doesn't sugarcoat  these memories- he let's them breathe, inviting strangers to face their own life's darkest moments alongside his.

But KultKlasc doesn’t dwell in despair; he transforms it. The past is unchangeable, and his music reflects this truth. Through fast-paced rhymes and mournful melodies, he channels the chaos into clarity. This is music for the broken, the lost, and those who still search for meaning in the wreckage.

Step into KultKlasc’s story—if you’re ready to face the sorrow truth, and maybe even yourself.

Welcome to the sonic chaos lab of Shiitake Products — where genre rules are meant to be bent, broken, or ignored entirely.

Here, AI collides with human emotion to create music that actually means something. From dark trap bangers to cinematic rock anthems, emo-folk confessionals to glitchy satire ballads — every track is a story, a mood, a moment. Nothing here is made to please algorithms. It’s made to feel.

🔹 Genres? Trap, EDM, alt-rock, rap-rock, folk, comedy, chaos.
🔹 Themes? Love, rage, ADHD spirals, existential dread, healing, heartbreak, and hope.
🔹 Mission? To make music that punches through the noise and hits somewhere real.

🎧 Custom songs? Absolutely.
🎤 Want your story turned into a track? I do that too.
🎁 Every listen helps fund future sonic experiments.

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Juttanova is a multidisciplinar independent artist. She spent half her Life in Madrid, the capital of Spain, though born in Germany. The world is her living room. She does photography, drawing, painting, (song) writing and singing. 

"All art is autobiographic. The oyster is the autobiography of the pearl." Federico Fellini

See more on www.juttanova.com

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here, for the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer, and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. 

Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently. 

I hope you enjoy some of my songs. And thanks so much to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. ❤️

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