nardil prozac zoloft abilify
ativan valium xanax buspar

will this fix me and what i've eaten most
i am subhuman i am trash i am the host
i'll never be able to trust you fully
i'll never be able to hold you closely

i'm sorry, clover
can we drink together?
can we laugh together?
i'm sorry, mother
could you yell at me again?
could you mold me yet again?

dirty shameful ugly child
dirty shameful ugly adult

i'm sick of complaining for things that don't matter
i'm sick of complaining for things that i don't deal with

this isn't me (and it forever will be).mp3

MianN – Bound In Chains (feat. Ostara M.)
Technopunk / Dark Electro / Industrial / Hard Techno

Ostara M. joins MianN in a chaotic nightmare of a track.
You don’t listen to this song — it listens to you.

Credits:
Guest vocals by Ostara M.
Written, performed, and produced by MianN.

MianN explores dystopian soundscapes, glitch textures, and raw technopunk energy.
Perfect for fans of dark electronic, industrial techno, and post-cyberpunk aesthetics.

If you’re into Fear Factory, Slipknot, Code Orange, Youth Code, Crystal Castles, Boy Harsher, HEALTH, and abrasive electronic crossover sounds, this release might be for you.

LINKS AND CONTACT:
SoundCloud: @miannverse
Instagram: @miannverse
Contact / Licensing: crithlabs.com/miann

Bound In Chains (feat. Ostara M.) - LIVE NOW! Full track on profile

“Liminal Decay” is our first release, blending dense rhythm with relentless vocals, and drawing inspiration from Meshuggah while carving out our own evolving sound. Self produced, mixed, and mastered. 

Guitars, Vocals - Jesse Kyle
Bass - Alex Alldrin
Drums - Michael Cisterna and Jesse Kyle

Artwork by Jesse Kyle
"DISSOCIATE" text designed by @moonrootlogos

Liminal Decay

Monster Truck Mayhem! This was a full-assault, aggressive, masculine, over-drive tone for a Monster Truck Ultimate Event Commercial Ad. Music choice, voice acting, and mixing by me.

EXTREME - Monster Truck Rumble Radio Ad

Instrumental version of a track I produced for Jreg! Full version and music video can be found here: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VT37n-4DzK8

I CAME OUT WRONG - INSTRUMENTAL

Shivering breath in a cathedral of bone
Blood-inked scripture carved into the throne
Dead angels, little angels, little angels, wings of dust
Choir sings in agony, violent harmony
The night denies salvation’s claim
Hell beneath a stolen name
Lacerated faith, torn from the light
Condemned to bloom in unholy night

Suffering does not matter now
The flesh is fleeting, break the vow
Suffering does not matter now
The flesh is fleeting, break the vow

Cursed veins pulse a venomous creed
The grave accepts the sacred cow
Devoid of mercy, devoid of need
The bones of saints form prisons of grace
Where hope decays, no trace, no trace

Eyes of the void stare through the skin
Stars collapse where guilt has been

Suffering does not matter now
The flesh is fleeting, break the vow
Suffering does not matter now
The flesh is fleeting, break the vow 

The night denies salvation’s claim
Hell beneath a stolen name

Suffering Does Not Matter Now

The Four Horsemen

Disposable Heroes

LOUD WARNING!

the genre of this track does not have a name yet. i'm thinking something involving bubblegum. key features include happy, upbeat, very simple melodies that have been deep-fried with tons of distortion and digital clipping to the point that it's basically unlistenable, plus some screaming on top and punk or metal drums underneath. if you're an experimental musician or producer, feel free to make more in this style! maybe it'll catch on in underground metal and electronic/noise circles :3

YOUNG MAN

Perdido (acústico)

Shattered glass reflection, a torment taking shape
Sinews twist in agony, a soul that can’t escape
Eyes rolled back in horror, the truth you chose to hide
Now clawing from the shadows, it festers deep inside

Veins coil like serpents writhing under skin 
The burden of the nightmare, where fear begin

Contorted face
The voice you tried to cover screams your name
The terror you created fans the flame
Delusion, eviscerate 
It comes for you, now you wait

Twisting with the revelation, this is an evisceration
Hands once casting judgment shake in sheer damnation
Choking on repentance as the mirror bursts in shards
The beast within revealed, no more hiding battle scars

Contorted face
The voice you tried to cover screams your name
The terror you created fans the flame
Delusion, eviscerate 
It comes for you, now you wait

Contorted face
The voice you tried to cover screams your name
The terror you created fans the flame
Delusion, eviscerate 
It comes for you, now you wait


Pitchfork Lobotomy

Lulluby (Contorted Face of the Undeniable)

Lullaby (Contorted Face of the Undeniable)

Sceamin

Rotting sanctimonious, your halo reeks of sin
The stench of false divinity now permeates within
A carcass clothed in righteousness, now maggots in disguise
Hypocrisy made flesh beneath the sorrow in your eyes

Behold thine putrid filth, what lies beneath inside
Unmask the feasting vermin, for within they reside
The lies you preach dissolve, father, in crimson stride
Your sanctified corruption seeks nothing but reprise

Tongue of poisoned scripture
Your sermons drip like sewage from the abscess of your chest
A villain draped in virtue, adored by sightless fools
A shrine of tainted marrow built on marrow’s stolen jewels

Your shame shines bright, a phosphorescent blight
A pustulant reminder slithering in the night

Behold thine putrid filth
The rot that crawls beneath thy pale disguise
The throne you forged is sinking in infection
As truth begins to rise
And the truth begins to break down

Behold Thine Putrid Filth

Selfish ft. Alex McKee

They called him the monster. He called himself the same. Until in a quiet moment between battle and silence, he heard a forgotten melody - a yodel from his childhood. What happens when a demon realizes he was also an angel? "Flamme und Glanz" is the confession of a man who carries both worlds inside and refuses to choose anymore.

FLAMME UND GLANZ

Eyes that feast upon the void of man
Crawl through the stars where light began
The breath of nothing, cold and vile
Unseals the tombs of the cosmic child

Summoned through the veil of thoughtless time
A hunger born before the first divine
It writhes beneath creation’s rotting crust
Awake, forgotten god of bone and dust
A silent scream, faith and sin
A cancer feeds, clawing deep within

All Hail

Witness that which should not exist
The tongue of chaos, dripping mist
It speaks the death of dying every sun
All time unmade, creation undone

Shrieking through dimensions torn apart
It drinks the blood of the human heart
A thousand mouths, one endless will

The bones of angels turned to sand
Slip through its many writhing hands
Its breath ignites the skies in blackened flame
Each dying sun whispers, dying name
From marrowed clouds now the shadows drip

Reality bends, dimensions slip.
The stars collapse, the void persists

All hail that which should not exist.

Witness that which should not exist
The tongue of chaos, dripping mist
It speaks the death of every dying sun
All time unmade, creation undone


That Which Should Not Exist

In the velvet canvas of night
The star dances its final light
Glowing fiercely, a cosmic flare
But the end was not despair

For in its fall
A story unfolds
A tale of wonder, yet untold

The death of a star
A bittersweet embrace
A cosmic ballet, across time and space

In the velvet canvas of night
The star dances its final light
Glowing fiercely, a cosmic flare
But the end was not despair

Dust gathers in the cosmic sea
Canvas of darkness, wild and free

The death of a star, a bittersweet embrace
A cosmic ballet, across time and space

In the night, a prophet screams
Hope arising from scattered dreams
The galaxy spins, planets align
Infinite beauty without design

Rest in peace Danny (1990-2024)
We miss you

Supernova

жаль что проект потерял(

по краю (demo)

The frost collects upon the sill, a mirror to decay
A portrait of repentance, smeared in shades of gray
Veins of glass like arteries, fractured in despair
The silhouette behind the shards still breathing poisoned air

Blood spattered window, witness my demise
The ghosts within the glass, they never close their eyes
In silence they’re screaming, the echoes still remain
I see my reflection drowning in the stain

The candle’s flame is starving, devoured by gloom
I carve my name in emptiness, a requiem of doom
Each droplet tells a story, each streak a lover’s cry
in every smear of scarlet truth, their whispered deaths comply

The house remembers everything, though years have passed it by
Each streak a lover’s cry
The mirror screams in silence, its surface scratched in sin

Blood spattered window, witness my demise
The ghosts within the glass, they never close their eyes
In silence they’re screaming, the echoes still remain
I see my reflection drowning in the stain

Broken frame of my regret, the world looks in, I disconnect
Specters claw from every side, a life of neglect

Blood Spattered Window

beepbox repetitive music that all strings together
i love weird experimental stuff and my boyfriend
ke/they/he

Enjoy my hot garbage dumped into your earholes! :3

Renaissance Idiot
Manic-Eclectic
Eclecto-Maniac
Sonic Explorer
Explorer of Sonic's Body
Involuntary Immortal
Cringe-Ass Nae Nae Baby
Penis Musician

SHOEGAZE / INDIE / ALTERNATIVE
FROM CHILE.

DISSOCIATE is a progressive groove metal band from California, composed of guitarist/vocalist Jesse Kyle and bassist Alex Alldrin.

Dark and filthy technopunk band. For proper basement creatures only. Absolutely horrific.

Based in Utah, USA.
https://www.youtube.com/@PitchforkLobotomy

I’m just out here tryna make music.

Influences: the black dahlia murder, between the buried and me.

Lead Guitar for Life to Lifeless

I produce, mix, and master my own music. I like to do a lot of covers sometimes adding my own twist on things

The voice actor you have been looking for. Booking now. 
https://www.briangurnettvoiceover.com/

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