This is a song about some of the worst shit I've ever done. 

Self Destruction Blues

Lyrics:

Shadow stained walls
Echoed voices sound
I call out for help
But no one's there to help me back up when I fall
Made an enemy of all 
those I'd ever hoped for
Don't lift me from where I crawl
I belong in my hole
Help me
I cannot bare my own company
This pathetic waste cannot be me forever
With any luck I'll fuckin cut short my endeavor 
I don't wanna live like this
But I don't wanna die
There is no escape 
So why do I try?
Intoxicated on romanticizing empty life
Self destruction is my needle that I crave at night
that I crave at night
My addiction is depression, makes me feel alive
Why the second I get better do I wanna die?
Mind of paradoxes, optionless, i cannot hide
This prison I reside, I've locked myself in from the inside


Write another letter to myself and then I
Pretend to feel better while I'm tryna not kill myself
What a vicious cycle
Where I just recycle 
Coping mechanisms and call myself the victim
Vital details I left out
To justify my actions 
To justify recovery I don't deserve to happen
How could I?
When I know my soul is blackened
Or is it just imposter syndrome
How would I know?
My back bends backwards avoiding people
To save them all the misery of knowing me
Heh, clearly I don't know me
If I'm out here advertising that I'm lonely
How could i be lonely when I got friends saying I'm not alone
So I'm not alone am I?
So, show me home
Show me where I can recover
Show me where my water stone
I know I may never find closure for the trauma I been through
That's why I cope with all this falter
By letting it run over me
Stampede on my dome piece
Givin' in is how I'm coping
And still I wonder how I always end up broken
Maybe I should focus more on finding where the rope is
I'm hopeless

Teratoma (Prod. numb)

Mr Blue

Vibe: Angsty / Battle-Ready / Fed Up

Short Summary 
The centerpiece of the album. This one’s about chasing temporary highs, trying to buy happiness with drugs, and realizing none of it brings peace—just more pain.


Hook 
I'm not happy I have no peace 
I keep asking what's wrong with me 
Think I need more i'll be better
If I have more I'll be happier x2

Verse 1
Chasing my thrills I have no peace
Theres an empty space 
where my heart should be
I cut lines of cocaine but also molly
I take 'em together when I do 'em off her body
Will I feel better uh, probably
How long will it last uh, momentary
I should get clean but i'm living a dream
I feel like i'm free so everything is secondary
I like sippin' henny huh Ion like to worry
I like pourin' syrup cause my minds in a hurry
feel all thee effects my entire body hurting
I gotta stay lit so my demons won't hurt me

Hook
I'm not happy I have no peace 
I keep asking what's wrong with me 
Think I need more i'll be better
If I have more I'll be happier x2

Verse 2
I sent her away bad habits taking over
find me DOA cause I never got sober
never got closure that is what I told her
sorry for my ways that's the pain spillin' over

all I wanna be is happy
doctor doctor can you help me
why do I feel so empty
I can't find no remedy

Off and on drugs see I go back and forth
Know I'm not alone I need your support
Are we the ones that are left with no choice
Speak for the ones that've lost their voice

Hook 
I'm not happy I have no peace 
I keep asking what's wrong with me 
Think I need more i'll be better
If I have more I'll be happier x2

No Peace

PRETTY CORPSE

A cold dive into betrayal, heartbreak, and self-destruction.
“Blood On My Wrist” is a raw confession over haunting female vocals and heavy 808s.
Toxic love, trust issues, and the pain that never fades – this track hits where it hurts.
Dark. Emotional. Real.

#BloodOnMyWrist #NewDrop 

Blood On My Wrist

how can you love me

Когда слова не помогают, остаются только кулаки и стены.

self harm well done

real.m4a

Reinterpretation of several tracks from 800pts' album Self Destruction, featuring new sound from producers instapickskye and thumbaw

our social media:
https://t.me/instapickskye
https://t.me/thumbaw

our EP on soundcloud:
https://on.soundcloud.com/0ha0VFaHh7rhqupKdg

800pts - not the right thing (flip by instapickskye & thumbaw)

800pts - tell me if u wanna die (flip by instapickskye & thumbaw)

Shark Attack strikes again with 'Scarred Effigy,' a savage metal onslaught that carves deep into the fractured mirror of the self. Feel the mirrors crack and sanity shatter as this scarred monument to inner ruin roars to life—crushing riffs, blistering breakdowns, and a declaration of doom that bleeds through every scar. AI-forged fury meets human anguish; if you're into the brutal poetry of self-destruction, this is your ritual. Let the effigy drag you under.

THIS IS VERSION 1 of the SONG! Let me KNOW which is better for the FINAL EP release!

Lyrics and Music © 2025 Siddhartha Chen (RealAsianRobot)



Scarred Effigy Version 1

Shark Attack strikes again with 'Scarred Effigy,' a savage metal onslaught that carves deep into the fractured mirror of the self. Feel the mirrors crack and sanity shatter as this scarred monument to inner ruin roars to life—crushing riffs, blistering breakdowns, and a declaration of doom that bleeds through every scar. AI-forged fury meets human anguish; if you're into the brutal poetry of self-destruction, this is your ritual. Let the effigy drag you under.

THIS IS VERSION TWO of the SAME SONG! Let me know WHICH ONE I should distribute in my EP!

Lyrics and Music © 2025 Siddhartha Chen (RealAsianRobot)



Scarred Effigy Version 2

t’s a story about some creature creeping in the night, breaking in and wrecking everything to shit. everyone around is praying, but the thing doesn’t sleep — it spreads chaos everywhere it shows up. raw sonic violence

TRNCBRTON

What I Did

El primer tema que hice borracho, pulido y extendido. Letra creada por mi, voz e instrumental con IA

La Bebida Dorada

Xavier Cartier is the orphan of sound — moving between trap, alt-R&B, emo rap, and alt rap like borrowed masks. Without a single home in music, he drifts from world to world, adapting to whatever beat he touches. Every song carries a piece of his truth: a search for identity in a world that tried to erase it. Some tracks hit like heartbreak, others like luxury, chaos, or escape — but together they form the map of who he is becoming.

Poemas nacidos de una persona y musicalizadas por IA

This guy makes music and hopes that people listen to it.

I make music on all platforms under the name GoodSleeper

Loyal member of
"WatchThemDemons"
&
"The Blank Space Mafia"

watch my music videos and lyric videos here:
https://youtube.com/@goodsleeper_official?si=z7UUBSoNVZ3T8nIu



🎮 Singapore-based creator, gamer, and lyricist.
I craft AI-powered music that crosses every genre — cinematic, chill, chaotic, and everything in between. Every track carries the same energy, imagination, and emotion that fuel my livestreams and stories.

🎧 Where gaming meets sound. Where creativity becomes infinite. https://linktr.ee/realasianrobot

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