prod https://soundcloud.com/rockoutvlad

gashes in m,y skin yeah i dont feel shame
how u gonna say that shit bout me wen ur the same
i am just the same, imma fly away
green in my cu[p winmgs on my back i fly away
fly away fly away fly away

gonna kill me gotta do that shit till i cant even haunt u]
i dont even want u too many songs about u\
feel too much i take about 2, or maybe 3 mayeb 4 mayeb 5 mayeb 6 i feel sick
i feel sick, blood on my wrist, whose face is this?
blinded by mist, whhat did i miss? i miss everything
i miss when i was too numb to care about a single thing

in the air like a plane leave atrail of vapor
fuck a square fuck a lame i dont need a hater
and i dont need paper hit the ground face first
hate me im the fucking worst
never break the curse
ill never put it into words, what it meant to me
i am everything that you pretend to be
all thats left of me is not the best of me
i can never get the best of all the things that bested me
how could you trust in me? how could you offer love to me?
some things are meant to disappear myh pain just becomes one with me
dancing with deities but what did they see in me?

I wish i could see what you see
i wish i could bleed how you bleed

----

gashes (rockoutvlad)

prod: https://soundcloud.com/wstdyth
feat: https://soundcloud.com/chewflores

[witch]

ya ya offa somethin why i move so slowww
u kno i need u bby pls dont gooo
dont gooo dont go
i feel like u the one for me but i think u already know

i feel like ive been alive too many days in a row
and ive been hung up for a while, think i gotta let it go
but you can never kill the trauma, u can never heal the damage
the spiral’s infinite, i’ll never leave this planet

some people in my life but they dont know how to help me
im just focused on my art, they all worried about getting wealthy
broken from the start so im surprised i made it this far
its still rest in peace gl0wrm, its rest in peace Chelsea

everyday im getting faded but its not a celebration
i swear i feel like sprigtek i can not be patient
anyone can do it everyone is self expression
posted up w love, i know its a lethal weapon

out here w my team, 10toes how we steppin
u follow a path but u dont know where its heading
quiet about my life cause i know they wouldnt get it
i dont speak because i know that i’ll regret it

u a fake always actin like ur not
it all means nothing throw away the things i bought 
u want some power just become a fucking cop
my trial by fire but its way too hot

i dont wanna waste my time, i know life is what u make it
and i know what i need to do i just cant find the motivation
i havent felt like this in a long time
i just wonder if its coming to me at the wrong time

u should know its not ur fault but its all mine
sometimes im way too paranoid, look every single way like a stop sign
this vision u cant stop mine, i dont wait for a green light
get in my way u get fucking harvested like a combine

[chew flores]

i been sitting at the edge of something for so fucking long
i sit n wait n play the long game wish id move along
bitch im fucking smoking out the bong
nah i dont i understand anymore im
way too fucking gone
i dont wna be a nothing person
all the times that i tried to be so perfect im
so sorry for the time that i wasted
feel like olly love my story hate the pacing

and its oh so familiar again
feel the breeze on my neck
and the beat in my chest
i cld never ever rest
i cld never ever rest no
dont feel at home when im not wearing headphones
under moonlight its a fantasy kiss
its a bug on the floor take a pic
out at night n im bathing in the mist
spiral eyes i look up into abyss yeah

bitch u kno its cf in the mix yeah
missing necklaces i still got bracelets on my fucking wrist yeah
u think that ur sick i swear ur not ur just a bitch yeah
happy that ur out my life i rly dont miss ya
hope u know that wen u die im cheering for the reaper
got so sick of cities cus i had enough of ppl
way too fucking busy in the streets n in my temple
i dont wna rush am i on the right tempo

n its all i ever think abt
magic in the air do u feel it
i been hiding in my hideout
cus u kno im going thru it

patient w Chew Flores (wstdyth)

💀"LOST" IS AVAILABLE ON💀

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/24DRc9NzCdnsj4qdcVAVXO?si=14YWVUwnTnqQVWk8ovcAzw 
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/us/album/lost-single/1830867626
AMAZON MUSIC: https://music.amazon.com/tracks/B0FKZM5MNK?marketplaceId=ATVPDKIKX0DER&musicTerritory=US&ref=dm_sh_KBnihSbHhkR3np1dP4e5XtdwE
YOUTUBE MUSIC: https://youtu.be/WUq4SM3hRFo?si=2Zuv1pXToTDNmY8N
TIK TOK: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT6f32bFh/
INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/reels/audio/1804003647135100/

and more!..

💀ABOUT "LOST"💀

There have been nights where I didn’t know if I’d make it through — moments where the weight of everything felt too much. Lost is about those moments. It’s about holding on when you don’t know why. About searching for purpose, for light, for anything to believe in.

This song is my story, but it might be yours too — if you’ve ever felt like the world forgot you, like no one really sees what you're going through, I hope this reminds you that you're not alone.

Music has become my therapy, my release, and a way to feel heard when nothing else makes sense. I'm healing, slowly. One more night, one step, one note at a time.

If this song speaks to you, thank you for listening. Please feel free to reach out — I read every message and I’m grateful for every connection.

💀LYRICS💀

im so lost
one more night
im so lost
im so lost
one more night
i cant find it
im so
lost

cant find a meaning
cant find a feeling
give me a reason
to quit the bleeding

open up to you and i open up my chest
i give you my all until i got nothing left
poke at my sides at the thought of suicide
alone in my dungeon, alone as I cry
the whiskey and rye, the highlight of my life
stay strong, stay strong, cant do this one more night

im so lost
one more night
im so lost
im so lost
one more night
i cant find it
im so

sick of this mess
sick of my friends
sick of this world
maybe im sick in the head
sick of this mess
sick of my friends
sick of this world
maybe im sick in the head

stay strong, stay strong, cant do this one more night 

im so lost
im so lost
im so lost
i cant find it

im so lost
one more night
im so lost
im so lost
one more night
i cant find it
im so
lost

💀CREDITS💀

Super thankful for my buddies Grady Finch (Producer) and Tommy’z World Studio’s (music video director) for having my back and pushing me to have a creative release. If you need audio or visuals in or around Sacramento California hit them up.

Lost

_waterr_witch_o_0 ~ i know im a tweaker (texxacoshawty exclusive) (prod waterr_witch_o_0 and pk65)

fear void (enaze + witchwin)

On old wood, we squirm as you yell 
Worldly girls are bound for hell
Serve, stay pure, keep your head down
Follow, don’t think, and shut your mouth

I’m out
I’m done
I’ll bear this cross no more
I’m out 
I’m done
I’m not a pawn to control

Lies caged me before
Doubt echoes
Deep inside of my core 
This time I’m sure
When I leave
Your lies will stay at the door

You say we’re weak in every way
You make the mold; we’re the clay
Carve an ulcer on my mind
Make me into your design

I’m out
I’m done
I’ll bear this cross no more
I’m out 
I’m done
I’m not a pawn to control

Lies caged me before
Doubt echoes
Deep inside of my core 
This time I’m sure
When I leave
Your lies will stay at the door

Would a man of God break his own rules?
Convert a lone girl in a one room school?
Why should she sit on a good shepherd’s lap?
Should she feel your hand slide down her back?

I’m out
I’m done
I’ll bear this cross no more
I’m out 
I’m done
I’m not a pawn to control

Lies caged me before
Doubt echoes
Deep inside of my core 
This time I’m sure
When I leave
Your lies will stay at the door


Suno rendition of complete human song draft.

LIES

Self expression 

2025-09-09 


I couldn't imagine living a life like yours
hiding and never leaving closed doors
Always wanting go to back to before
Always wanting go to back to before

How could you live like that?
How could you live like that?
How could you live like that?
How could you live like that? x2

(instrumental break)

How could you live like that?
(how could you live like that?)
How could you live like that?
(how could you live like that?)
How could you live like that?
(how could you live like that?)
How could you live like that? x2

How could you try to hard to live another persons life
You're lost, and dumb, and stupid, you could never understand what's its like
I watched you walk in circles, repeating the same cycle
Again and again , again and again

Computer games

don't talk to me freestyle 😜💕

VoxxRocks ParaDoxx Vol. II continues with a rebel groove of pure individuality.
“I’m Here To Be Me” is an unapologetic celebration of self — where swagger meets soul, and rhythm meets rebellion.

Fueled by a fusion of vintage rock grit and disco strut, this anthem struts, dances, and shouts its truth with playful confidence. It’s a declaration of freedom from imitation — a reminder to live unchained, wild, and free.

💥 Born original. Won’t die a clone.
⚡ Got gifts — and I use ’em.
🔥 I’m here to be me!

I'm Here To Be Me!

In this episode, we unpack how role play can serve as both embodiment and experimentation: an opportunity to test boundaries, try on new energies, and rewrite old stories about who we allow ourselves to be. Role play invites us to step beyond our everyday selves and explore power, fantasy, and identity with intention. Here we explore how imagination, consent, and curiosity can transform play into a practice of self-discovery and freedom.

What’s Inside:
-Defining role play as a tool for exploration and self-expression
-How fantasy and imagination support healing and empowerment
-The difference between being looked at and being truly witnessed
-How embodiment transforms performance into authenticity and liberation
-The journey of returning to self after performing desirability


Guest:
Sydni Deveraux is a burlesque performer, educator, and producer whose work explores sensuality, storytelling, and power through movement and performance. Based in the Bay Area, she teaches and creates internationally, inviting audiences to see erotic expression as both art and liberation.
Astro website: ddastrology.com Burlesque website: divinedeveraux.com IG: @divine.deveraux & @theshowgirlastrologer TT: divine.deveraux

Goodies:
Free at-home STI testing kit: havegoodsex.org
Read: Playing Well With Others by Mollena Williams and Lee Harrington

Connect:
 Rianna: https://www.instagram.com/riannasamone
 Adult Happy Hour: https://www.instagram.com/yourmomisaheaux

S4 E7: Becoming the Scene with Sydni Deveraux

texxacoshawty on ig, dm me there if you want me to host your music (if u dm me here i most likely wont see it)

Hi, Im Tyler Kidd! As a child I spent a lot of time around music. My grandfather was a karaoke DJ, so some nights I’d get to watch him an my mom sing. I learned a lot, and always enjoyed singing. My Grandpa recorded my first cover of “Im Proud To Be An American” by Lee Greenwood at around age 5.

My dream has always been to become a rockstar, but more importantly to make my Mom proud. Lets be real, I was probably a mistake, but I want to prove to me Mom all her hard work wasn’t for nothing. I was a pain in the ass as a teenager and it’s time to make up for that! Let’s get mom a new home!!

I’ve played guitar for over 10 years now. Music helps me cope which is why I do all of this! As a teen I was very depressed due to relationship issues. Thankfully I am way past that now, and because of peoples support and belief in my music I am able to release these emotions and cope with them in a better way!

I hope to inspire other to follow their dreams and pursuit of happiness!!
Please follow me on this journey!
Thank you! - Tyler Kidd

Adult Happy Hour, hosted by Lyn Patterson, is a podcast where we discuss and share information regarding sex, sensuality, eroticism, and pleasure. We create space for crucial conversations around pleasure without the shame, guilt, and/or taboos.

New tracks tagged #SelfExpression