old song i remade
feat @sendflowrs
art by @chasecomeback

barely alive [w/ sendflowrs]

Prod by @uvshy
I don't want to hate myself for everything 
-

You’re never here anymore 
I don’t wanna be anymore 
Sick of finding no reason for my own healing 

I’ll watch it as my blood drips down 
Sing a sad song, I’ve seen this before 
Seeing my own blood drip down on the floor  

I feel lost
I feel a thousand miles away from me 
Would you wait for me? 
Cause I don’t wanna 
hate myself for everything 

I don’t wanna hate myself for everything 

I wish I could stop fearing
The noises in my ceiling
I feel my body bleeding 
I’m anxious and barely breathing 
Mistaken for a bad dream
I wish that this was easy
I just want you happy 
but you left my body in the backseat

ceiling (prod by @uvshy)

some of us get lost and are never seen again
@sendflowrs

sendflowrs - the place i rest my head (flip)

Lyrics:

Idiot music…
Idiot music…
Idiot music, go-o-o-o-o-oooo
Idiot music, go-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-oooo

I’ve got some idiot music just for you
Idiot music just for you
I’ve got some idiot music just for you
Idiot music just for you
I’ve got some idiot music just for you
Idiot music just for you
I’ve got some idiot music just for you
Idiot music just for you

Turn it up very loud
Making sure our ears could bleed
There’s a thought in my head
Maybe none of this is real
Comes a day when i wake
In a room unfamiliar than mine
Something else isn’t right
Just where the fuck did i end up?

I’ve got some idiot music just for you
Idiot music just for you
I’ve got some idiot music just for you
Idiot music just for you
I’ve got some idiot music just for you
Idiot music just for you
I’ve got some idiot music just for you
Idiot music just for you

idiot music..

idiot music.. [+ sogimura]

From: (kaleidoscope: sequence two..)

Lyrics:

Lost all hope, I'm losing my mind
Time has spent, forever I can't find
Heavy heart, I'm such a damn waste
Told myself, how does the booze taste
I must be wrong, but how can I know
What's in here, it wasn't my soul
Something rose, and hasn't gone out
Feeling things, he cannot live without
Bottles, bottles all over the place
Leaning onto desecrating space
Have you noticed anything wrong
What's the point into this song
How does it look inside of my dreams
Lots of death and million screams
Welcome back into the madhouse
Got your needs, and even a new blouse

Sick of the flames that's draining me
Inherit the flames, you'll end up the same
Don't tell me how, we'll live without
Our memories, they're memories

I'm just gone, I need my handgun
Splat my head, I know it's been fun
Took my paper, and my pen too
Write my death, and base it to you
I'm so fucked, there is no way out
Heart is racing, slowly giving out
Seems I'm dead, what the fuck dude
Imma say god, that shit too rude
Send me back, I wanna go home
Even if it means I'll be alone
We've got it all, under control
Based on hooker and some menthol
I'm so fucked up on the inside
Gotta run and gotta hide now
That shits gotta be insane
That's how much I've been in pain

Sick of the flames that's draining me
Inherit the flames, you'll end up the same
Don't tell me how, we'll live without
Our memories, they're memories

Sick of the flames that's draining me
Inherit the flames, you'll end up the same
Don't tell me how, we'll live without
Our memories, they're memories
Sick of the flames that's draining me
Inherit the flames, you'll end up the same
Don't tell me how, we'll live without
Our memories, they're memories

to inherit the flames.. [+ heydium]

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
coprod. by https://soundcloud.com/taylor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs

[luv armor]
you couldn’t look at me the same
& you had nothin’ to say
baby, i swear it’s all grey
& you had nothin’ to say

you took a part of me away
i won’t get it back today
i’m so sick of the rain
it’s gonna drive me insane

baby, everyday’s the same
we always wake up in pain
i’m gonna ice out the chains 
that keep me in my place

it’s the simplest things
that keep me in the grave
i’m just so full of hate
& you can take all the blame

i’m just so damn ashamed
i know that everything’s changed
your lips sealed my fate
yeah, the feelin’ way great

take away all my pain
numb me up, novacaine
what a god damn shame
that these things aren’t the same

you couldn’t look at me the same
& you had nothin’ to say
i knew that nothin’ would change
oh, how we threw it away

oh god, i’m in pain
it’s my guts that you hate
they’re all so fuckin’ fake
i’m gonna blow out my brain

heart attack, in the back
i been rollin’ all black
i’m in my bag, i make her mad
but she can get off my ass

i’m not the one you wanna love
so why don’t you jus get back?
i swear it makes me so sad
when i think of the past

[flowrs]
so please don’t bring up the past 
and it’s done so walk on and baby never look back
i hit the blunt and go space marine, im causing a blast 
on my life i would never leave you, honestly, that 

sounds like the worst 
thing that i would ever do
just put me in my hearse
everytime i try to talk to u
he’s gets there first 
honestly my baby i don’t know 
what would be worse

##breakdownn

nothin' to say

iTunes

nothin’ to say

produced by @prodjolst



just talk to me slowly
and i’ll be right here for you
i’m behind the smokescreen 
my eyes filled with envy, you
always wanna call me 
when i’m on the edge; for you
my girl i would only
do the very worst for you 

hiraeth: 

It’s not what I wanted
I would ask god for revenge on you
Cut my limbs ur holding
I don’t need them All the germs from you
Oh don’t waste ur envy
At the gates you’ll repent ur sins
No, no I don’t this magic cauldron
Pull me in
Float
You’ll float so heavy
One
One day you’ll notice
All this pressure can’t hold In

flowrs:

my head
is filled
bloodstains
on quilt
and you fucked me up
now i can breathe again

i’d stab 
i’d kill
anyone
and steal from
a graceful kiss
and you can leave again 

my heart
has gone
it’s done
walk on
will you bandage me
cover the bleeding and 

you win
i lose
oh well
that’s cool
and she has left you now
so suck it up my friend and go 

just talk to me slowly
and i’ll be right here for you
i’m behind the smokescreen 
my eyes filled with envy, you
always wanna call me 
when i’m on the edge; for you
my girl i would only
do the very worst for you

smoke/screen (feat. hiraeth) (+ jolst)

prod wisssery feat sendflowrs mastered by jolst <3

Intro:
First time
Alone in my mind
I was quite happy
But I knew you weren’t right

Hex on me baby
Hex on me
Hex on me
Baby put it on me

You were stood there
You were fuming
You were pissed off
You're accusing

That my mind didn’t have you inside
Baby so greedy that she put at hex on me

Hook:

Yuh
This is your downfall
Greed is your downfall
Ill burn in flames
Just to feel something
Your witchcraft is powerful
Put a hex on me x2

sendflowrs verse:

hex on me
“rest on me :)”
when you talk like that you put the stress on me
you protect your peace
so selfishly
and when you talk like that you crash my self esteem

like omg !!!
shut the fuck up are you serious
what makes you even think that i care
i mean i know i was crying
and halfway delirious
high at the top of the stairs
and yeah you’re right i was kicking
and screaming and begging you please let me play with your hair
and now guess what yea i’m drunk and i’m steaming i got a few issues i need to repair, i know

Hook:

Yuh
This is your downfall
Greed is your downfall
Ill burn in flames
Just to feel something
Your witchcraft is powerful
Put a hex on me x2

Outro:

You were stood there
You were fuming
You were pissed off
You're accusing

That my mind didn’t have you inside
Baby so greedy that she put at hex on me

hex on me w/ sendflowrs [wisssery]

prod. by z3nny / OG dropped 4/17/23
featuring https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs

fucked up

sendflowrs - kerosene (flip)

moodswings.. [ recyclebin x jolst]

Lyrics:

Woah, wanna feel more than life?
Woah, like a blade.. molten knife
Wanna feel little more than life!
Gimme one more reason to ask you why

Don't you know about it all
I've been waiting for so long
For this plot to soon begin
If it meant a corpse or two
Desperate measures for idiots
Think there's endings with a twist
I'm a coward through and through
Understand, it's a life reset

Woah, wanna feel more than life?
Woah, like a blade.. molten knife
Woah, wanna feel more than life!
Gimme one more reason to ask you why

more than life [+ asperr]

I feel something piercing on my skin
Then I don’t know if I’ll make it out
Next thing I know, I see dead bodies
All around me, now she’s on the run

She is now gone…
Out on the run…
I have failed…
She’s out on the run..

I feel something piercing on my skin
Then I don’t know if I’ll make it out
Next thing I know I see dead bodies
All around me, now she’s on the run

out on the run [+ takuori]

Lyrics:
So much angels around me
Too much demons surround me
Spreading ashes with my name
In the fire in the rain

Melancholy surpassed me
Not a care wouldn’t fix me
Now i’m blocked from serenity
As i’m trapped in eternity

Mother Father Daughter Son
Take a look in the family tree
Get a grip, you’re on your own
Your own mistakes placed you here
Grab the glass pour the wine
Best of luck, in a prison cell
Way back when on the very day
You’d never think on all you did

So much angels around me
Too much demons surround me
Spreading ashes with my name
In the fire in the rain

Melancholy surpassed me
Not a care wouldn’t fix me
Now i’m blocked from serenity
As i’m trapped in eternity

ashes with my name [+ candle]

Lyrics:

Let me live again, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart
Let me breathe again, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart

True love, never feels the same to me
True love, is broken apart by human nature
True heart, never beats when it's out in the open
True heart, they never light up when they're broken

Can you taste the red, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart
Loving misery, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart

There a rose grown in thorns
Let me hold you very close
Somewhere close where you'll grow
In a place, latched in soil
Welcome home, to the world
Maybe more can somehow grow
I don't know what I'm writing now
I don't know what I'm writing now!

Let me live again, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart
Let me breathe again, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart

The Darker The Heart [+ Injury]

 2025-06-22 - Its jus us in the end.. </3 

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endless suffering
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