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my mentals getting worse everyday i might pass away 
slip another pill into my system just to feel okay
im nothing but a junkie so what u made me this way
idgaf if u hate me let it stay that way
I'll just love you from a distance cause i hate the way u changed
you're not nadia no more you're just artificial 
and to think that i almost tatted ur initials

im pissed i wanna kill myself but mommy took my gun
i guess she really doesn't wanna lose her only living son
but shit fuck it I'll prolly od real soon
i'll probably fuck up again and wake up in the hospital bed
with the same thoughts crossing my head
but instead i won't have u by my side
cause you just left me to die

cause you just left me to die

girl the way u plague my mind is a sickness and im sick of it
when i close my eyes ur the first thing that crosses my mind
i gotta get drunk and pass out if i want some sleep
but even then i can't get any peace cause u show up in my dreams

cause u show up in my dreams

you should've told me u were nun but a slut
you should've told me u were nun but a slut
you should've told me u were nun but a sluuuut 😂
you should've told me u were nun but a slut

Nun but a Slut

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yeah you got a pretty pussy yeah you got pretty eyes
but i cant have you by my side cause ik ur full of lies
it's a shame, i thought u were one of a kind
i need to get up out my head im always stuck in my mind
posted in the back with blimey and we stay getting high
i gotta medicate with drugs or else I'll lose my damn mind
it's either that or I'll pick my gun up and say my goodbyes 

ay this shits been fucking with my head
honestly i don't see how the fuck im not dead 
i should've died inside that ambo but i woke up instead 
i should've died but my gun jammed when i put it to my head
maybe it's a sign from god but it feels more like a curse
cause im just rotting everyday i swear im just getting worse 
i rather burn inside of hell instead of suffering on earf

Pretty Pussy

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im losing track of time
im losing track of my own mind no im not doing fine
I've been suppressing my emotions since the age of 9
I've been moving crib to crib since bout the age of 5
snort a couple lines in the meantime just to pass by
cant get u out my head i think this gun will do the trick
u think i give a fuck about some fame i wanna end my shit
I'll hang this noose around my neck or go jump off a bridge
u think im joking but im not im tired of this shit
im tired of feeling all this damn pain im tired of suffering
I know that pain makes us human but its like holy shit
dont know how much more i can take before i lose my shit
dont know how much more i can take before i shoot my shit
i just want grace by my side but she dont give a fuck
man im stuck up in my ways i need to toughen up
i need to keep my mouth closed i need to shut it up
i always tell u how i feel and u dont give a fuck
remember when we were young u used to give a fuck

i just want u by my side but ur so far away
girl u know i fucking hate it when ur MIA
i dont know why i keep trying man im losing my faith 
i lose my mind everytime i look at ur pretty face
cause i know that i cant have u and it fucks with my brain


i just want a future where the both of us work it out
in the end i guess we're both afraid of missing out

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