how 
fucking 
dare you

sorry it scares you
looking in the mirror
but I just can't
live 
my life in fear
drowning in guilt
&  yet still you squeeze out the supply
You make me wanna die
done with asking why
emotions defy
sorry that you lie
in the bed 
of your own 
Creation


I won’t be stuck,
in  the devastation
quicksand
you.are.not.my.man


what was I thinking?
please don’t grab my hand
oh it’s quicksand,
I won’t pretend
that this isn’t the end
I’m sinking..

could never be the one
please put down the gun
you were not the one
you think hurting me is fun
pull the trigger bang bang

my baby
shot me down
ahh
time to say farewell 
not stuck in your hell anymore
(finally i’m free)
I’m sinking

please don't grab my hand
oh it’s quicksand
please put down the gun
you were not the one
you think hurting me is fun

pull the trigger bang bang

 [won't worship 
I cannot adore 
emotions restored 
it can never be 
how it was before 
I wont pretend that 
this isn't the end]

please put down the gun
you were not the one
you think hurting me is fun

pull the trigger bang bang


how.fucking.dare.you (hamrah)

Muta freestyle ~ tombo

Sap ~ tombo

photoblue ~ tombo

#sicksadworld #sadsong #queerbeats #lgbtai #goldenghoul #righttoread #forfucksakes

dead children can’t read

closed my eyes n kissed you to sleep
i knew nothing but ur arms then.
chanel smell i was breathed in deep
like im a spec of dust in your lung - 
im a little pollen in the air.
a rush of wind through the shades
when we're awake You feel me like The breeze
when we're alone - cold breath like ghosts are haunting me

Solarplexius ✰✰✰

A track I've been pretty excited to release to the masses. One that could be taken as controversial, but I needed to get it of my chest. I'm pretty proud of this one.

Sick, Sad World |Prod. by Absolute Value|

egodethpls

everything by me :)

first real single off the album !! not including scared to dream... anyway this song is super important to me. i wrote it around the end of my last relationship funnily enough before i even knew shoegaze existed. i sat on the lyrics for a while almost forgot about them until i looked in my notes app again lol. but when i found them i realized i kinda popped off and i really did manage to capture the strain that relationship put on me in them the lyrics are super important but so is the instrumental, its the first "shoegazey" instrumental id ever made and i think its really good personally :3

lyrics: 
i cant forget, the weight of your head
drag me down the steps, and leave me a mess
im nothing without you thats what i always said
slam your foot to my head
against the concrete
make my teeth bleed
am i really lonely, or is my heart just dead

i want you to take me (to bed)
wrap your arms around me (strangle my neck)
and tell me im nothing (so sick in the head)
i feel so disgusting (better off dead)
leave me to rest, cant deal with my head
my thoughts are so drowning 
i wish they were dead
leave me to rest, cant deal with my head
my thoughts are so drowing 
i wish i was...

i cant climb a mountain with this stress
dont you understand how you get to my head
we sit at the table my confidence dead
i wish i was able, i wish i was able 
i cant climb a mountain with this stress
dont you understand how you get to my head 
we sit at the table my confidence dead
i wish i was able
to tell you to quit

sick sad world

curbstomp

when will i learn

sick sad world (soundcloud version)

now and then, here and there

1- 48range feat. luvsky2002

2- essa porra é jerk feat. nowayferraz

3- o mundo me cega

4- melhor sozinho

ik im such a tool

maybe im just a fool 

lyrics when i can

monologue

😕js end me already xDD😆😆

#tommysosa (prod tombo)

inescapably experiencing the phenomenon since 2003
#sicksadworld out now on all plats‼️🧸🧟‍♀️

also @winterspre 🐱💜

Spliff Rap legend
real slim shady sitting down

trauma induced ptsd mantras for the soul…bad times call for bad music.

under her fucking spell
 
dc: lustatfirstbite

Thanks for checking out my music. The lyrics and vocals are mine, the beats are created by various musicians that are credited in parentheses of each song. I started creating music from poetic and lyrical inspirations and writing that started with reading old journal entries from difficult times in my life. I use a lot of repeating themes and you'll notice this as you listen more.
Some of my poetic lyrical inspirations are from Shakespeare & E.E. Cummings. 
Some classic/old school artists that inspire me are: Elliott Smith, Bright eyes, Brenden Urie from Panic at the Disco, Lane Staley of Alice in Chains, & Counting Crows.
Some newer artists/soundcloud artists inspire me:
 Softheart, guccihighwaters, sewerperson,  velvetears, 4everfalling, yung van,  guardin

all lyrics aside from one song are my original writing.
(photo by William Zdan)

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