baby i can be
everything that you wanted
hate me all you want
i just wanna be faded
bathroom overdose
baby tell me all your lies
be my cupid
hurt me all the time
be my fucking valentine
keep me in your bed 2nite
i can give you my life
take control of me twice
cut me up until i cry
baby im still alive
bedrotting til i die
give me surgery 2nite
its a clownparty
is a fucking massacre
bloodstains on my clothes
it was from her 

it was everyday now
nightmares in my dreams now
feeling paralyzed now
getting sleep paralysis
i just wanna be alone
why cant you just leave me be
youre so obsessive
obsessive over me
are we stuck in this nightmare
like in coraline
baby please stop it
i dont wanna cry
thought you loved me
bb tonight's alive
im just like a mannequin
inside IG live
baby please forgive me
depart from me i never knew you
im a sin of myself
guess everything is no use

depart from me i never knew you

Sinful

October 26 - Thirtieth Sunday in Ordinary Time (2025)

Cafe Buena Vida Staff Takeover - Radio Buena Vida 02.11.25

Vandal Eve spits fire through broken mirrors; Lucid answers like a ghost trapped in reverb. The beat hits like metal on bone — all distortion, confession, and adrenaline. It’s not about love or hate; it’s about who bleeds first.

Smile so sweet, it’ll rot your teeth

Welcome to the tent of pain

Silence falls when I walk in the room

A blistering Demon Americana assault, "The Devil Done Me Dirty" roars with alt-country metal fury—palm-muted riffs, vicious chicken pickin', and slide guitar howls telling a tale of sold souls, lost love, and last-second redemption against the devil's neon deceit. Whiskey-ravaged preacher vocals, demonic banjo scratches, and sludge breakdowns drag you through Georgia backroads to crossroads vengeance. Watch the official video https://youtu.be/ZAOrOSCHDbg: #DemonAmericana #SouthernGothicMetal #AltCountryMetal #DevilDoneMeDirty #OccultCountry #HeavySouthernRock

Devil done me dirty

An Inspiring Message from Nisa

"The vulture time to enriching your knowledge and awareness of biblical terms apply to recovery so where are you of the cause of the effects of your sinful nature and recurrence of hypocrisy as you age and are aware of doing what's right and wrong. Do not be aware of the injustice to your self-realization answering into hypocrisy of self. This 12-step devotional it's both inspiring and insightful what you may find in powering to aide in jump starting your motivation to subtract the poor decision making in bad behaviors which are the sins which conflict with the laws of attraction and hypocrisy of your depletion of self-realization." Listen to more...

The Twelve Steps and Scripture A14: The Life Recovery Bible in Essence of Step 10 Recurrent Sins

My name is Nisa, a passionate writer and blogger. I write about topics that are close to my heart and hope to inspire others to take charge of their lives and find their own path to happiness. I always hope my shared lived experience empowers and brings a new approach to prevention for others harm-reduction in life and mental health concerns.

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"Mission is to inspire metamorphosis change that leads to harm-reduction and prevention for individuals and communities; creating a new approach from a unique perception derived from multiple touching stories of resilience that seek to build clarification of mental health concerns and society level concerns affecting the mentally ill.  mentalhealthrevival.org thrives to provide tools that are beneficial and memorable."

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