false hope

Faded at the Edges

tarahouse ep 7: missed my

long time coming
chronic lightheadedness
it was nothing
as long as i can throw my fists in the air

you wish you hid the tv
but it’d be back around
lacking in vocab
but i still made a sound

i’ve always smiled when i’ve seen it in my eyes
no big bad to feed me lies
scared for father

i looked over my shoulders
made sure the coast was clear
let my sleeves begin to slip
what would you say?

i’ll find someone who sees me my way
you talk to me,
frown but “you’re happy”

i talk big, but i need to see it
but i’ve made my choice
i’m on my own now
i’m on my own now

Finally, exhale

 	
tomorrow’s sunday
and i couldn’t walk to the park
long before it got dark
i sat down at the kitchen table

it’s been probably years
since the last glass for cheers
back when i thought that only i could change
 whether they’re brand new veneers
or the product of tears
i’ll regard your bright smiles with love
start to chase it

finally facing my fears
trust reverse engineered
still lie wait for y’all to go and load the gun
i lay wait for y’all to go and load the gun

family meal

falling asleep on your chest one last time

DISGUST (prod. neverforever)

TO THOSE WHO HAVE LOST THEIR MINDS (prod. neverforever)

THE ART OF SELF EXPRESSION (prod. neverforever)

one way trip

my chest is paper, ink keeps bleeding

sueño con el día
en el que
casi por casualidad
no me afecte tanto
el más ruidoso de los silencios
es que acaso
siempre va a ser
como la última vez
por qué ha de ser
todo tan intenso
sin siquiera 
saber si es verdad
todo lo que pienso


va a ser siempre así?

Some Moments Linger is a slow-burning, atmospheric solo guitar piece built on layers of slide melodies, warm hollowbody tones, and spacious looping. Recorded with an Epiphone hollowbody guitar through a Headrush Gigboard looper into an Orange amp, the performance drifts between fragile intimacy and cinematic expanse — a soundtrack for moments you wish would never end.

Some Moments Linger

"Ihavefeelingstoo" is my first song in this typa direction!<3 hope u enjoy. It's OUT now EVERYWHERE!

ihavefeelingstoo

Another guy has hurt you 
And there’s no one else in the world 
Who would take your drunk call for three hours
Or doesn’t put you on Do Not Disturb

Brat summer got you spinning
Shouldn’t say “got what you deserved”
You went home with the mid that bored you oh
Just feel like you’re somebody’s girl

Somebody’s girl
Somebody’s girl

Went home with the mid
You feel like div
And now you’re calling me
Just to tell me what you did
Feel like I should save you
But it doesn’t even phase you
We’re supposed to be friends
But you feel like my kid
Pseudo boyfriend 
I’m your pseudo boyfriend
In big subtle ways 
I’m your little gay pseudo boyfriend

We got a matching tattoo
And there’s no one who could dispute
There’s nothing unhealthy or toxic
Just two friends who are really quite cute

Bad dates and you ain’t winning
Boys not growing up in the Netherlands?
But while you’re looking for a husband
I’m the only one holding your hand

Pseudo boyfriend
I’m your Pseudo boyfriend
Pseudo boyfriend
Pseudo boyfriend

Went home with that dick
Why you like this?
And now you’re calling me
To tell me what you did
Feel like I should save you
But it doesn’t even phase you
We’re supposed to be friends
But you feel like my kid
Pseudo boyfriend 
I’m your pseudo boyfriend
In big subtle ways 
I’m your little gay pseudo boyfriend
Pseudo boyfriend

Somebody’s girl (pseudo boyfriend)
Somebody’s girl (pseudo boyfriend)
Somebody’s girl (pseudo boyfriend)
Somebody’s girl (pseudo boyfriend)

Pseudo Boyfriend

i made you all up

small barks, wrong tree

profile art by @astro_eden

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music from mississauga, ontario.
victoria.secret.revealed@gmail.com

Actor. Writer. Aspiring musical menace.

Currently throwing my demos into the void to see what echoes back. Testing out sounds, figuring out my vibe, and hoping to find producers who want to collaborate and help me shape whatever this is into something vaguely listenable.

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thank you come again!

Ovila is a talented and innovative musician, known for his mesmerizing ambient soundscapes. Drawing inspiration from renowned artists such as Brian Eno, Gavin Bryars, Erik Satie, and Will Ackerman, Ovila has honed his craft to create a truly unique musical style.

With an extensive background as a lead guitarist for multiple groups in both Canada and Korea, Ovila has cultivated a diverse range of musical influences and experiences. His mastery of the guitar is evident in his captivating performances, where he effortlessly blends elements of classical music with ambient textures.

Currently, Ovila is focused on his latest projects, which involve creating captivating and immersive long-form improvisations. Utilizing a looping pedal and an impressive array of guitar effects, he skillfully constructs intricate layers of sound. This innovative approach allows Ovila to weave complex musical narratives that transport listeners to otherworldly realms.

Throughout his career, Ovila has garnered numerous accomplishments and accolades. His technical proficiency and artistic vision have earned him recognition as one of the most talented guitarists in the ambient music scene. With his evocative compositions and mesmerizing performances, Ovila continues to captivate audiences and push the boundaries of ambient music.

There is nothing known that can be unknown, be happy for what you don’t know.

New tracks tagged #SlowCore