chained to a cloud

diiv - taker but it's a trap edit

I belong to an unholy disorder

тгк : https://t.me/auyderium

prod. by me

i'm ready to go
i'm ready to be gone
i'll never  be that one
my life feels so awful
and this feeling never goes
i wont be that one

i want to hold everything
i'm sorry, i'm done
my soul has gone
i feel like it's always my fault
i don't need no help
going straight to hell

i'll never be that one

self written & produced 
www.drewloveless.co.uk

Bleach - Single

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Bleach

dead roses inside my hands
ash on my tongue i cannot stand 
the taste of who i am 
i wanna be a better man 
just shadows and shaking hands
dead roses inside my hands 

i don't feel the high no more 
drugs never fill the hole 

blood seeping from all my pores
pain is all i'm asking for 
what in the fuck am i living for 
petals drop down to the floor 
dead roses inside my hands 
i wanna be a better man

DEAD ROSES

Seventeen (on Spotify now)

first time to play this style :3
prod.05alagen
lyric:
i know im  fallin to u
You always say that I'm really fool
痛苦提醒着我的存活
remember u r my angel请你保护我
i cant forget it
it stuck in my thoughts
拯救我 I stand firm
厌倦了这般疼痛
just put the loneliness invade in my mind
its so strange of myself

我的天使 請拯救我 (05alagen)

enterthewall* is a hazy emotional shoegaze track inspired by julie and mbv. I wanted it to feel like driving past busy but quiet cityscapes late at night.

recorded using a computer

if it connects with you, leave a comment or repost 


inst. noah birch 

#shoegaze #dream-pop #indie #nostalgic

enterthewall*

(prod. myss)

lyrics:

it’s just me and you tonight
i know that you don’t feel right 
but baby i don’t feel at all
so just stand there and watch me fall

watch me fall
(again)

I sit in silence i don’t wanna talk
put my head down i don’t wanna face shit
i hold so tight onto your heart
i know one day that im gonna break it
i feel your flesh my touch is cold
you’re in my head can’t let you go 
i’m just scared that im gonna fuck up
im being real just thought id let you know
you’re everything but i’m so lame
i hate myself and that won’t change
and everyday just feels the same
makes me want to fucking blow my brains
i pop a tab and go insane
nothing else to do anyways
nothing else to do but rot away
but i guess i’ll stay anyways 

it’s just me and you tonight
i know that you don’t feel right 
but baby i don’t feel at all
so just stand there and watch me fall

watch me! x4
(watch watch)

it’s just me and you tonight
i know that you don’t feel right 
but baby i don’t feel at all
so just stand there and watch me fall

watch me fall (watch me fall!)
(again)

watchmefall

Lush

"Goodbye forever Sandy. I loved you so much, tried so hard. Now I hate you." 

prod. dead yami

Welp ft. Alistair's Cloud (CLOUDZZZ)

𝕬𝖘 𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖛𝖊, 𝕾𝖔 𝖇𝖊𝖑𝖔𝖜

YCN // NLA // melancholy corp // vampsouljah // vampboyswag

(I DO NOT PRODUCE ANY OF THE BEATS I USE, CREDITS FOR THE BEATS GO TO THE PRODUCER)

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=M3nXypvDlo0
⭐️archive of beats⭐️
producer /// ty for listening 🖤

materializing what's in my head into music

New tracks tagged #Slowdive