single I: PACON

please stop burning, i know the way to cool our wounds.

happy 21st, z—

- percher

a special thanks to brooklynn, aris, jade, and alec for motivating me to keep going with this project. i love you guys to the moon and back

https://soundcloud.com/journaloffourseasons

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lyrics:

what have you been hiding?
i know that you're still hurting
push the knife deeper
but you said i don't deserve it
the moment i turn my back
is the second you get caught
i know you don't believe
but do you feel you're being watched? (it's tragic)

your actions speak so loud when you tell me that you care
i can't make you drink water, but i swear i can bring you there
"listen to my voice" i say but you just want to hear it
repenting for the same mistake but do nothing to clear it

wishing, hoping, taking,
yearning for your safety
if you love me so much, why then treat me like you hate me?
pushing, shoving, running,
chasing for a feeling
when you trip, come find me in a river full of healing

cold water for a fresh wound
flows from a fountain, not of youth but forgiveness
fire, burning hotter, opening flesh wounds,
blows to you, don't decay in the sickness

i know it's warm but i hate to see you burn
i know it's what you need but i hate to see you hurt
i know you'll be cut right open
but please, find me in a river full of healing

i could tell you i don't miss you
it's hard to be dishonest
there's nothing i regret but
i wish we made it through the autumn
i see that we're both bleeding
you can take down your defenses
i know you don't believe
so can you make this earth your heaven

there's a rushing current try to catch your stance
you wont have to burn if you just take my hand
the worst is yet to come if you continue to delay
its harder having faith knowing there's a chance for you

every memory i jump to dismiss
snaps back in my face, and i remember why it mattered
cold water seems to act just like a mirror
and for better or for worse, it doesn't ever seem to shatter

so take the shards of your broken mirror
and then push it closer
you're deepening our wounds i can feel it
the situation's close to had me hanging from the ceiling
i envy your ability to push away your feelings
every waking moment i cant stand but think about it
push your luck the same mistake is what you're needing
pull my hand and take us to (the river full of healing)

cold water for a fresh wound, i'll give this
fountain, not of youth but forgiveness
remove yourself but it seems you still want me there
i know you're still hurting and if i'm honest i still care

i know its warm, but i hate to see you burn
i know its what you need, but i hate to see you hurt
i know you'll be cut right open,
but please, when it's all said and done,

find me in a river full of healing

river full of healing

believe it or not, but a very hopeful and healing song to write. the past few weeks i've been in hibernation - going through some kind of transformation. healing isn't linear, and i've wondered numerous times how to speed it up or how to activitate it. and then, it just happens, in ways i didn't even recognize it. but i think i made a few big steps forward again. forward thinking is the way - all that i intend to do! mourn what is dead, sure, but most importantly: celebrate life and make it how you want it to be. onward i go.

being a certain way for years, and being with a certain person for years, leaves marks - and i am figuring out what are those marks, and what is really me. i sing about who i was before it all, but i do believe we never return to an older version of ourselves, but just keep evolving. but it makes you wonder - how much did this relationship shape me, and what parts do i want to keep?

~forward thinking
almost, getting there
i am aching
to bury what is dead
and that includes phantom parts of me

forward thinking
i can almost see
who i could be
if i could bury 
all my hatches, daggers, swords and axes

who was i before it all
and who could i become
how to move on? 
~

forward thinking [vocal wip]

If my love would ever start calling you? would never

Endless fear (AI Version)

If my heart could ever belong to you? It would never

Endless fear (Vocal Version)

"temps calme" est le 1er EP de robine arnaud, 5 chansons qui parlent d'enfance, de montagnes, d'amour et de solitude 

parc montsouris

c'est facile

la fête est finie

super volcan

les ammonites

Barbonus wrote this song about the one he never wrote.
It started as silence — a pause from creating — and turned into a melody that refused to disappear.
Recorded as a demo, “The Song I Never Wrote” isn’t about inspiration, but about the inability to escape it.

The Song I Never Wrote (Demo)

Student 💁‍♀️
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5z9SONi8LQEGRd3ZUAjBxm?si=Jhz36WuFTHuTwebIR8SVTA

Barbonus is a German lyricist who treats songwriting as a form of literature. His tracks begin with words – fragments of prose, quiet observations, poetic disruptions – and build outward into minimalist soundscapes.

Instead of writing hits, Barbonus writes moments. His lyrics don’t chase hooks; they linger, reveal, suggest. Framed by gentle synths and indie-flavored textures, his work explores memory, digital disconnection, and the beauty of unfinished thoughts.

Beyond his solo work, Barbonus moves between several constellations:
• with Vela Sorell he forms the duo BC25, exploring fragile songs of memory and breath.
• with Klarstein.rocks he releases playful Country-inspired tracks and writes German lyrics in the ironic spirit of the NDW.
• in his archive work, he reconstructs cassette recordings from the 1990s, recovering fragments from a rehearsal basement.

With growing attention from international blogs describing his sound as “electronica with heart” and “a softer, more introspective space,” Barbonus positions himself less as a performer and more as a narrator. A voice at the edge of the frame, crafting scenes in words before sound enters the room.

For him, music is not the message – it’s the carrier wave.

bookings: contact.aphonicsound@gmail.com

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i started sharing my songs in 2016 - i've been writing and composing a lot longer, ever since i got my keyboard in 2004. upgraded my keyboard in 2021

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