Produced, composed, mixed, performed and written by @johanpaulson

Stockholm, Sweden 2023

Copyright: @celinitamusic

HØT

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1 MINUT3 MAN, 4TY & Johan Paulson - HØT

Produced, composed, mixed, performed and written by @johanpaulson

Stockholm, Sweden 2024

Copyright: @celinitamusic

1 SPÄNN

1.ÖRE, Ozone Republic & Johan Paulson - 1 SPÄNN

I Thought ( PART2 )

Work in progress- here’s a lil snippet of one of my tracks in my upcoming solo project ep- grumpy diaries 1.

I’m an independent and new artist working on the composition, production and mastering on my own. 

Sound emanates from my current skillset, background in sound and music production specifically film, local, percussive and indie.. as well as rhythmic ambient song writing and singing. If this by chance crosses your path/ears, lmk what you think 

aint for me (prod. 4head)

Music & Lyrics by Tommy Lellan (C) 2025


Lyrics:

I hope you stop
Your negativity is killing me
This painful knot
of a love ain't keepin' me happy

I used to think we'd work out
You used to think so too
Then the world turned to dust and,
there's nothing I can do

I got my blue shades on
and I'm feeling right
Forgot my troubles with the whiskey and the black tooth grin last night
Now things ain't so bright
Suppose you want me back
when I'm feeling low
I might give in to you at first
but in the end I think you should know
That I'm going home

I only want
what's best for you, that's all I'll ever need
But no matter what,
I think deep down
you like what you have done to me

I didn't think we'd fade out
just like everyone we know
It's funny how things turn out
Just born to live and die

I got my blue shades on
and I'm feeling right
Forgot my troubles with the whiskey and the black tooth grin last night
Now things ain't so bright
Suppose you want me back
when I'm feeling low
I might give in to you at first
but in the end I think you should know
That I'm going home
But still my blue shades on
means I'm feeling right
And I don't miss you at all
and my blue shades shield the light

You don't remember so that's how it's gonna be
Next you will tell me that you didn't care for me

I got my blue shades on
and I'm feeling right
Forgot my troubles with the whiskey and the black tooth grin last night
Now things ain't so bright
Suppose you want me back
when I'm feeling low
I might give in to you at first
but in the end I think you should know
That I'm going home
But still my blue shades on
means I'm feeling right
And I don't miss you at all,
and my blue shade shield the light

Blue Shades

Sometimes

Music & Lyrics by Tommy Lellan (C) 2025


Lyrics:

Watch as I fall straight-up into the sky
I don’t even have time to cry
But the truth is I want to
Don’t think you love me, I wish that you could

If I were gone, then somebody should care
My life was grand, and you weren’t even there
At the end of the day I’ll
Turn to you for the comfort I need

But when will I
See your light?
Somebody still has to carry your flame
And I won’t do this alone

I fell in love with your ghost in the dark
It wasn’t my intention but I listened to my heart instead and
We were both doomed baby right from the start
The way I let you in and then the way you let me down again
But till the end
I will be your friend
Even if you never knew me
I fell in love with your ghost in the dark
The dark in you

Can I be yours even just for a day?
I’d go back to my life and say
That the time spent was worth it
And all the years left I’d be able to bear

Outwardly fine, while inside I’m a mess
I sometimes wonder if life’s a test
When the world all around me
Doesn’t seem to know I am there

So when can you
Bring me to
Something less painful and something more fair?
I want to see how we grow

I fell in love with your ghost in the dark
It wasn’t my intention but I listened to my heart instead and
We were both doomed baby right from the start
The way I let you in and then the way you let me down again
But till the end
I will be your friend
Even if you never knew me
I fell in love with your ghost in the dark
The dark in you

I hope you’re happy
Where you were sad
I hope for something
That I’ll never have
But seeing you here
It makes things so clear
That wishing’s the best thing I can do

I fell in love with your ghost in the dark
It wasn’t my intention but I listened to my heart instead and
We were both doomed baby right from the start
The way I let you in and then the way you let me down again
But till the end
I will be your friend
Even if you never knew me

Oh!

I fell in love with your ghost in the dark
The dark in you

Ghost in the Dark

Music & Lyrics by Tommy Lellan (C) 2025


Lyrics:

Music & Lyrics by Tommy Lellan (C) 2025


Lyrics:

How did I even get to be here?
From the start, I think they knew.
This sums up my life so tragically
But perfectly.

Will somebody please sweep me off my feet
Since I need some romance too
I’ll settle for love when it surely comes,
But it won't be soon.

Let’s say that your friend, she's in deep denial
Or maybe for him, girls are not his style
Seems we're the same deep down,
but the world disagrees,
and takes it
personally.

Am I cursed
‘cause I’m gay?
They say in church
that we’re good to burn!
Whatever I’ve done
I’m okay
And we’re just flying around the sun
But we’re telling each other to go to hell,
and what for?
These murders live as one more score for the devil

Ruined with a slip of the tongue
The fear of knowing that some day
Your cards may fall, could lose it all,
but you were born that way.

Bet there are people listenin' out there
Who cannot find their voice
If you feel deep down,
that there’s nothing wrong,
then you’re doin’ things right.

They say that they’re cool with it,
then they say,
Something or other the other way

We all live in the same glass houses
Don't ruin it for all the others

Am I cursed
‘cause I’m gay?
They say in church
that we’re good to burn!
Whatever I’ve done
I’m okay
And we’re just flying around the sun
But we’re telling each other to go to hell,
and what for?
These murders live as one more score for the devil

Everybody is somebody,
especially to another.
I just want a lover
I just want another
God dammit I’m a man so look at me that way.
I’m a person not a version of a sin you
fought off yourself once.
Look within, not without.
And you’ll find what you really hate's
your own self-doubt.

Am I cursed
‘cause I’m gay?
They say in church
that we’re good to burn!
Whatever I’ve done
I’m okay
And we’re just flying around the sun
But we’re telling each other to go to hell,
and what for?
These murders live as one more score for the devil

Am I Cursed

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