warsh_tippy and zelda (cover) and a spoken prayer from 2022

This song is one of the most personal on the album.
It was born at the moment when I stopped asking. When my heart no longer had the strength to scream, accuse, or demand. All that remained was silence — and in that silence I finally whispered: “If you exist, come without thunder, without promises, without miracles. Just be.”

I did not write it as a prayer to God, nor as a cry to one particular man. It is a song addressed to the very possibility of closeness. It carries the ache of too many wrong encounters, too many broken illusions — but also the quiet, stubborn corner of the soul where a candle still burns, waiting.

“If You Exist” is not about demanding salvation.
It is about asking for the simplest and most difficult thing: someone to stay. Someone to be real. To arrive before the heart learns how to live without the risk of loving at all.

This song is not about belief or unbelief.
It is about a hope that refused to die, long after it had every reason to.

If You Exist

Hello, dreamers and seekers — it’s me, SanaA Bova.
I want to open this new chapter with a confession.
through my music...

I am a writer and poet who studies psychology and the deepest emotions of the soul. My music is a reflection of my inner state, which has shifted to melodies.

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