i do not know how i feel
everytime we talk yeah it never felt so real no
everytime we lie yeah it always make me feel wrong

i do not know what yo say
every single day i wake up with this pain 
i try to wash it all away
bleach my fucking skin but it always seems to stay

i dont really like to rush
everything was fast and we slowly fell in love
now im stuck here in the mud
taking all ur shit so my skins getting tough

@s0lemn

dope and drugs i take the best
i cant even rest oh my god im a mess
why u playin i know when ur faking 
you dont even wanna spark a conversation

xannies on my tongue bitch i dont wanna think right now
smokin loud pack i aint tryna hear u out
broken bitch im doping leave my heart open 
i cant even trust noone pussy on some hoe shit

i got too high not to flex up 
i almost die yeah i went cold 
im just tryna die quick what u want from me
yeah u can have it all but u dont need me
i do not know how to feel 
i do not how to feel 

@samsweater

pending

Bleach w/ s0lemn + samsweater (askenemy)

p. @1akura @tores @dontlikerevi

@hartfxlt
before I leave this world can I hold you one more time 
before I leave you girl can we spend like one more night?
its so fucking futile y do I even try 
you say you love me but you couldn't say goodbye 
cutting ties it aches, should've never caught your name
so, crop me out of frame ooh go our seperate ways
hate how it all turned out, gotta grin while it all burns down
don't wanna be alone by myself, but there's no point calling your cell

@1akura
i miss your love miss your touch yea
i cannot do this all alone no
i wish that we can be together
goodbye 4everr

i dont know how we fell so far apart
remember we were close now you're too far:(
looking at the sky yea i see the stars
in another live w could restart!!

just talk to me this time
i cant leave with no sign
i need you the most
i i i got too close

(before i leave again can i hold u 1more time)
(can i hold u 1more time)
(before u leave again can we spend like one more night, ohhh)

the silence is drowning me inside

@hartfxlt
in the quiet, pretend your right here when i close my eyes

before I leave this world can I hold you one more time 
before I leave you girl can we spend like one more night?
its so fucking futile y do I even try 
you say you love me but you couldn't say goodbye 
cutting ties it aches, should've never caught your name
so, crop me out of frame ooh go our seperate ways
hate how it all turned out, gotta grin while it all burns down
don't wanna be alone by myself, but there's no point calling your cell

hartfxlt + akura - foreternity (akura, tores, revi)

@moz-103259352
@yashio20k

I just want to say, if it weren't for moz, I probably wouldn't be releasing any music. Luv u man<3

(Don’t push me away
Could you please listen to the things I have to say?
We stopped seeing eye to eye
I still couldn’t say goodbye
Tell me that I matter, baby, even if you have to lie)

You’ve been stuck inside my brain,
I’m not sure whether that’s alright
You drive me insane,
Guess I’m chasing down the wrong highs
Need you here with me,
I don’t care if this is all a lie
If heaven has a fee,
Then for you I would pay the price

But you wouldn’t do the same,
I know, and that’s fine
Even if you don’t change,
I’ll follow, stay by your side
Just look at me the same,
Could forever stare at your eyes
No matter the pain,
I’ll pretend that it feels right

I could spend forever looking into your eyes,
I could live forever if it is by your side
So don’t push me away
I don’t know if I could handle that 
Please stay
For you I would go to hell and back

I thought we had things figured out
Trusted each other and pushed our doubts
Pushed them to the side,
But seeing eye to eye,
It wasn’t nearly as easy as we had in mind

if u read these lol ur awesome ^_^

don't push me away (moz + yashio)

@takuoriswagga
sum diff
hope yall fw it

asian way i kick
roll round w a stick 
choppa came w sum tits 
roll round w a nine
asian bitch so fine
shwty swear she mine

we dnt take no ls out here i bn going crzyy
she like justin bieber how she bn callin me baby
i dnt even need a hoe tht say she needing savin
spending in a week, all of tht money u been savin

ion talk a lot i got guns by my side, bitch
talk down on me only if ur rdy 2 die quick
i got da ak47 on me, i decide quick
i got a shooter he rdy to smoke out any of these sidekicks

smoke him like its gas yh
ion cap
nd my car it go fast yh
issa hellcat
223s unload the magazine, i got straps
n yo bitch i swear she mess w me
thts a fact yh

number nine on my pants yh
vivienne steppin yh
swear 2 god they envy me cuz i got it like tht yh
but ion even rlly care nah
no way im scared nah
my brother he cover me, he keepin tucked da strap

stick (takuori)

Instrumental by my awesome friend @ritsuzuki !

That day when you called my name
Held my hand
As you kissed my face
I've never felt this way
I demand that this never change

Have you, I'm so glad I have you
Take my hand and hold it tight
I could never let you go
Tattoo, stick with me like a tattoo
Your name's etched into my mind
I cannot forget you, no

She tell me this 
She tell me that
And now we're arguing again
But I could never stay mad
At my pretty little heroine

I fell in love with her touch and her body
And I fell in love with the shape of her face
I fell in love with my pretty lil honey
I do not ever want this to change
I pray that she feels me
Exactly in the same way
Baby, you should kill me
If you want to lead me astray !

tattoo (ritsu)

#straycats @hartfxlt

I dont wanna love cos ill never have that
fall into that hole i will never get back
do not reply its ok ur on the snapchat
feel like spira me all i ever use is cashapp

and it makes me cry when u dont wanna talk 
and i wonder why i always talk alot
am i going insane i think i lost the plot
i always do things without thinking a thought

feeling bad for myself i know its pathetic
and im always in my head yea im always stressin
i just wanna be at the top where im winning
always find myself standing in the wrong position

@hartfxlt 

I'll take my leave girl its best I get going
u fade with the leaves see ur face when its snowing
inside I bleed there's no way to slow it 
can't stitch it or sow it, end is close yeah I know it 
falling apart inside and that won't change 
thought u were on my side its just so strange 
how u lie and lie and lie 
it really tears me up inside 
whole clique in the club yeah I'm with straycats 
she told me she in love baby don't u say that 
couple nights ay that's all we really have 
if i had it my way u never would've really left

Thinking a Thought Ft Hartfxlt (savestate)

birthday drop 

@dinosaurslover

I'ma hit the road, see u real soon 
hold u real close, I don't wanna move 
cuz when I let u go, I see the hard truth
a truth so cold, a truth I knew

a truth I've known 

ignored all the signs cuz I want it to be u 
for most of my life i just felt like I'm see through
we're on different pages, all so unequal
I shouldn't have waited, it don't make u evil 

ur not a bad person, ur as lost as I am 
I feel like I burden every one of my close friends 
it's really concerning, how long I've been closed in 
the world kept turning, time kept going 
and I swear I'll grow out of it, won't be scared of this life I live 
gotta take care cuz it's all I get, only I have my back when I go slip

(over at ur crib for the night girl 
show me that u'll do me right girl
crash land straight into your world 
you're shy but I like it when you bite girl)

I'ma hit the road, see u real soon 
hold you real close, I don't wanna move 
cuz when I let u go, I see the hard truth
a truth so cold, a truth I knew

a truth I've known 

ignored all the signs cuz I want it to be u 
for most of my life i just felt like I'm see through
we're on different pages, all so unequal
I shouldn't have waited, it don't make u evil 

(over at ur crib for the night girl 
show me that u'll do me right girl
crash land straight into your world 
you're shy but I like it when you bite girl)

ur not evil (dinosaur)

mix&master: @1drms


lyrics: 

@1drms
make me go fast
u cant cop that
i cant change yea id rather make it home last
put my name up on those billboards yea yk that
yea im not the one whos crying but i should yea

make me go back
make me regret
broke my trust 
now id rather even know less
why are u like that
please explain it
i cant change you 
yea id rather change that
2x

@krion-playzey
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards,
Ja ich smoke jetzt ein Backwoods
und pray für dich

Ja die Zeit läuft niemals backwards,
Ja ich smoke jetzt ein Backwoods
und pray für dich 

Ja die Zeit heilt alle Wunden
Du hast mich gefunden
In 'nem Loch es war verwunschen
Ohne dich ertrunken

Und ich habe dich getroffen
42 deine Nummer
Und du warst wie so ein Engel
Engel aus dem Boden yeah

Und ich smoke diesen Backwoods
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards
Ja ich smoke diesen Backwoods
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards

42 deine Nummer ja

changes +lix (1cxlie)

new mic who this

@1akura
@hartfxlt
ily guys

lyrics:

@1drms
(without youuu)
(a loner)
(cant wait forver)
(wont make u mad huh)
(i feel so shattered)
(i feel so shattered)


i cant breath my heart is shattered
and they ask if i regret her
can u just make me forget her
need to know if shit gets better

now i know that i regret her
and you know u cant do better
feel like @tropes my cloak is tattered
yea i just want to forget her
2x

@sukidied

shattered heart +suki (akura + hartfxlt)

04/11/25
we stay goin hard
with slime @twoconfetti :D
prod lil weslie @ilyaml

lyrics:

@fabs4k
bitch jus' bring the lights
i'm with fetti cookin' up, we only do it right
yea we playin' music loud, you can't sleep at night
show after show, i'mma get me a private flight
we only do it right
yea, yea

2025, yea we stay goin' hard
i jus landed in shibuya, i got racks up on my card
yea, i'm on a shopping spree, yea i been livin' large
yea, when i rock out, i get me an entourage

@twoconfetti
goin' up, goin' up
hey, we jus' landed in shibuya
what's the next plan, what's the move yea?
when's the next tour? on the move, girl
we got shows, on the groove yea
you don't wanna listen
then i'll show you
yea, i'll prove girl

hey, this shit aint so new
hey, this shit aint so new
raced for the racks, now pockets so blue
asked whats the problem? "i'm too cool"
flights over the world? i'm glad you knew
yeah, me and fabs gon' break it thru
yeah in your life, you need some new
yeah in your life, you need some new

yeah, yeah
just learned how to face it
yeah, yeah, yeah

yeah, yeah
just learned how to face it
yeah, yeah, yeah

goin' up, goin' up
hey, we jus' landed in shibuya
what's the next plan, what's the move yeah?
when's the next tour? on the move, girl
we got shows, on the groove yeah
you don't wanna listen
then i'll show you
yeah

@fabs4k
bitch jus' bring the lights
i'm with fetti cookin' up, we only do it right
yea we playin' music loud, you can't sleep at night
show after show, i'mma get me a private flight
we only do it right
yea, yea

2025, yea we stay goin' hard
i jus landed in shibuya, i got racks up on my card
yea, i'm on a shopping spree, yea i been livin' large
yea, when i rock out, i get me an entourage

shibuya +confetti (weslie)

@pastmemory
@1straycats
dc: 1xene
email: xenedoesstuff@gmail.com
Might drop a song or two lolz but am studying for my exams til 15 dec

@zrevisn @1akura @tores @domerrz @hartfxlt @kyoakyo @chrxmey @sukidied @fabs4k @whyagustd @1drms @1xene @mis4ortune

@afterstoryx
@remedysnuts
@1straycats
4s
nhg

what i thought would be...forever..

@1straycats

New tracks tagged #StrayCats