I wrote “Sans Appétit” at 18, in my first year of college. I was starting to feel the side effects of ADHD medication, my relationship was unraveling, and nothing in life looked or felt like the scripted TV version I thought it would. This song is me trying to process that blur of brain chemistry, heartbreak, and disillusionment.
Here are the lyrics:Lately I don't have much of an apetite
Yeah I feel like somethings not quite right with the chemicals in my brain
Lately I've been getting pretty tired of life, I know that's awful but it's just the way I feel. See I was born with the curse of the middle class; always a glass that's half-full but I'm still so thirsty. I was raised in front of a t.v. screen, now I can't pay attention to fucking anything.

I can't tell the difference between reality and fantasy
I can't differentiate between my waking life and some scripted t.v. dream
but I hear soft voices calling out to me
rubbery fingertips trying to unbend my knees
electrical signals just barely misfiring
rolling fog that blurs by fast and clean

I can see them
standing on some distant shore
the reasons that I can't be pure
they escape my grasp

So I'll stay here where I lay in the grass
the dew soaks my shirt 'till I'm cold and wet
so I'll try to unbutton it
but my fingernail snags the thread
now I'm coming undone

Well, I've always bee a sufficient seamster
but when I threaded that needle through her
lips she bit the tip and now I'm covered in rust and blood

and I can no longer believe
a single thing she says to me
no I cant tell the difference between
reality and fantasy
I can no longer believe a single word she says to me

Sans Appétit

Tracklista:
1 Leaving Laurel - together (we are more)
2 Sunny Lax - Amadeus (Extended Mix)
3 Reflekt - Need To Feel Loved (Ciaran McAuley Remix) 
4 Michael Fearon - Skyfall
5 Kaskade & Punctual - Heaven Knows (feat. Poppy Baskcomb) [Monstercat Release]
6 Factor B feat. Cat Martin — White Rooms (Extended Mix)
7 Robin McIlmoyle & G Summers - Back To Where We Started (Extended Mix) [CHASING DREAMS MUSIC]
8 Ryan K & Inoblivion - Paralysed (Extended Mix)
9 Joseph James - Seeing The Light (Extended Mix) [SUBCULTURE]
10 Daniel Kandi & M42 - Stay (Extended Mix)
11 C-Quence,-Fictivision,-Ferry-Tayle,-Tonks---Symbols-feat.-C-Quence-feat.-Fictivision-(Mirage-Extended-Remix)
12 Robinito- Tidefall (Extended Mix)
13 Transaphonic & Ren Faye - Wide Awake (Maria Healy Extended Remix) [SUBCULTURE]
14  Six Mists & glasscat - One More Try (Extended Mix) [INTERPLAY GLOBAL] 
 

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KR

JRPG 보스전의 긴박함과 고양감을 위해 오케스트라와 록 요소를 하이브리드로 구성했습니다. 선율 중심의 현악과 브라스가 영웅적 테마를 이끌고, 드럼과 일렉트릭 기타가 전투의 추진력을 유지해 몰입도를 높입니다. 명확한 섹션 대비(인트로–A–B–피크)로 컷신 없이 이어지는 플레이 상황에서도 집중이 흐트러지지 않습니다. 트레일러, 보스 소개 컷신, 전투 하이라이트에 적합합니다. (Long version · Not loopable)

EN

Built for JRPG boss encounters, this hybrid track blends orchestral melodies with rock energy. Soaring strings and brass carry the heroic theme while drums and electric guitars sustain driving momentum. Clear sectional contrasts (Intro–A–B–Peak) keep focus during continuous gameplay. Ideal for trailers, boss reveals, and combat highlights. (Long version · Not loopable)

Specs

• WAV 44.1kHz/16-bit Stereo • Length ≈ ~ • BPM — • Time Sig 4/4 • Loopable: No

Use cases

JRPG boss battle / Heroic action trailer / Boss reveal cutscene / Combat highlight

License (summary)

Commercial use in games/videos allowed. No reselling or redistribution as-is or in other asset packs. Credit optional: “Music by BlueVanilla”. See LICENSE.txt for full terms.

Brave Encounter – JRPG Battle Theme (Long Version)

Tracklista:
1 Renegade System - In Between The Lines (Extended Mix)
2 Elucidus - Alba (Extended Mix)
3 Hardwell feat. Jonathan Mendelsohn - Echo (Giuseppe Ottaviani Remix)
4 Alex Speckmann - Till The End (Extended Mix) [EXTREMA GLOBAL MUSIC]
5 Amar N - Awake The Sky [Molekular Sounds]
6 Anton Pallmer - I Want You To Love Again (Extended Mix) [SUANDA MUSIC]
7 Liam Bailey (UK) - Never Lose Faith (Extended Mix) [ Suanda Voice ]
8 Angelus - Lose This Kind of Love (Extended Mix) [REASON II RISE MUSIC]
9 Last Soldier & Brenden Volk - Break Your Heart (Ablazing Records)
10  Natalia Dol - El Destino (Original Mix) [ONE FORTY RISE]
11  GOLDEN TRACK - A.R.D.I. - On The Other Side (Extended Mix) [FIND YOUR HARMONY]
12 Steve Dekay & Emanuele Congeddu - Astral (Extended Mix) [Who's Afraid Of 138]
13 Tom Grox & Emily Orchard - Missing Piece (Sam Laxton Extended Remix) [AVA WHITE]

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안녕하세요 리을리을 입니다. 

PRIVATEDREAMLAND 세번째 회차!
Chase Your Private Dream 이라는 슬로건을 걸고 잡다한 일을 하다가 말다가 하던 YFGOD의 은밀한 취미
PRIVATEDREAMCOLLECTION과 INFINITY CLUB에서
멋진 아티스트분들과 함께 행사날 틀었던 음악들입니다. 

취향의 일본 UK garage/힙합 등의 서브컬쳐 느낌의 곡들을 들을 섞어 틀었습니다.
재밌게 들어주세요 ~

-Track list-
tofubeats I CAN FEEL IT(WP edit)
Mad Heattekk 水槽の街から Mad Heattekk Bootleg Remix
🧚‍♀️𝐀 𝐁𝐚𝐧𝐳𝐚𝐢 𝐏𝐢𝐱𝐲 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬️🧚‍♀️ Watermelon Dub
Orca Bassline 
Hikaru Utada One Last Kiss (Nerds Hub Bootleg)
Hello Windows!(ohigeCat Bootleg)
DJケン② SKOOL/KMNZ(ケン②Garage Remix)
Waterland Dub
相対性理論 - バーモント・キッス MHTK Bootleg remix
A Horny Money World (ohigeCat Bootleg)
Pa's Lam System - TWISTSTEP(HyperJuice Remix)
Girls, Be Ambitious Dub
zeta Just Be Friends dub
lilbesh ramko i(dont)know.(痺れた。／sibitto bootleg)
Donatachi FWD
水曜日のカンパネラ ウォーアイニー
Futuristic Swaver PULL UP

PRIVATEDREAMLAND Japan UK garage + Hiphop Subculture style mix set - Sinchon Infinity Club

You know that terrifying moment when the fridge is empty, the table is dry, and the petrol station is ten miles away in the rain? That’s this track.

An oi-skank-dub meltdown, where boots stomp, guitars scratch, and the echo screams louder than your sober heartbeat. It’s the sound of a skinhead without his lager, fighting shadows, yelling at streetlights, and negotiating with the universe for just one more pint.

It’s angry. It’s funny. It’s thirsty.
Raise your empty glass — this is beer withdrawal in dub.

Lyrics:

Guitar scratches with reverb
Boots on pavement… dark road growls…
A shadow whispers: “No more bottles now…”

Empty table… glass turned dry,
Shattered pieces, make me wanna cry.
No foam, no head, no golden flood,
Just hollow silence pumping through my blood.

Long road crawling, petrol miles away,
Darkness mocks me, voices start to say:
“Oi, you’re weak without the brew,
Your fists are heavy but your throat stays blue!”

Tick… tock… bootsteps slow…
Heartbeat louder, ready to explode!
Guitar stabs skank on the off-beat… bass rumbles…

No way! Oi vey! I am out of beer again!
The bottle is empty and I already feel the pain!
No way! Oi vey! I am out of beer again!
This road to the station is my bloody ball and chain! 

Streetlights flicker, laugh at my rage,
Beer withdrawal rattling the cage!
Every step a war, every breath a fight,
Give me lager or I’ll smash this night!

– Empty bottle! (echo: bottle… bottle…)
– Hollow head! (echo: dead… dead…)
– No more beer! (echo: fear… fear…)
– Fill me instead!

No way! Oi vey! I am out of beer again!
The bottle is empty and I already feel the pain!
No way! Oi vey! I am out of beer again!
Skin and boots marching lonely in the rain!

Out Of Beer

This isn’t your uncle’s pub anthem about warm beer and broken teeth (though, let’s be honest, he’d probably sing along anyway). This is Oi! for people who bring a philosophy book to the dancefloor but still spill their pint when the chorus kicks in.

The lyrics wrestle with life’s complications—politics, déjà-vu, footnotes in someone’s eyes—and then decide: Sod it, let’s dance anyway. Imagine Sartre in Doc Martens, Wittgenstein in a bomber jacket, and your mate Kevin yelling “NOT SELTEN!” like it’s the cure for Monday mornings.

It’s groovy, it’s scrappy, it’s smarter than it should be, and just dumb enough to be fun. This is where sneakers meet skepticism, where alarm bells become choruses, and where even a lexicon gets two-stepped into the pit.

So lace up, raise your eyebrows at the universe, and stomp to the beat that proves: the world is complicated, but our boots are louder.

Lyrics:

„Die Welt ist kompliziert.
Aber das hält uns nicht vom Tanzen ab.“

Sie sagt: „Immer wenn ich was spüre,
wird’s politisch oder schräg.“
Ich sag: „Nicht immer – nur nicht selten,
und das macht’s ja grade zäh.“

Du schaust mich an wie ein Lexikon,
mit Fußnoten in deinen Augen.
Doch meine Wahrheit trägt Sneakers
und will sich endlich mal wieder austoben.

Nicht selten – aber auch nicht immer
Ein bisschen warm, ein bisschen schlimmer
Nicht selten – aber nie ganz klar
Zwischen Alarmglocke und Déjà-vu déjà dar
Nicht selten – doch auch nicht Gesetz
Wir tanzen auf dem Komma, nicht auf’m letzten Vers

Sie sagt: „Die meinen doch alle das Gleiche“
Ich sag: „Ja, vielleicht. Nur nicht gleichzeitig.“
Denn Denken im Takt heißt:
Ein Schritt nach vorn, zwei zurück – aber groovy.

Dein Weltbild zittert im Stroboskop
Zwischen Talkshow und Telegram
Ich sag: „Frag dich leise:
Was wäre, wenn der Zweifel recht haben kann?“

Nicht selten – aber auch nicht immer
Ein Groove aus Gold, ein Zweifel im Schimmer
Nicht selten – doch nie pauschal
Wir tanzen durch’s Denken, fall’n ins Ideal
Nicht selten – kein kategorischer Beat
Nur eine Hook, die sich nicht widerspricht.

„Es ist möglich.
Es ist denkbar.
Es ist kompliziert.
Und das ist wunderschön.“

Nicht selten – aber auch nicht immer
(Mal Licht, mal Flimmer, mal kalter Schimmer)
Nicht selten – und das ist gut so
Denn alles Absolute ist nur Deko.

Nicht selten…
Aber niemals dumm.

Nicht selten, aber auch nicht immer (Oi Version)

recorded 2020. remastered 2025. everything played by me.

decision

뉴잭스윙 함량 100%

SETLIST

01
フォーチュンムービー (Galbae Cider New Jack Swing Mix)

02
NewJeans - Attention (NEW JACK SWING REMIX)
DJ Sparrow

03
Love, Day After Tomorrow
Kuraki Mai

04
Pastel Tea Time (3R2 New Jack Swing Remix)

05
Walking Dream (hamoi New Jack Swing Remix)

06
プライスレス ドーナッCyu♥ (Galbae Cider New Jack Swing Remix)

New Jack Swing 100%

Tracklista :
1 Ferry Corsten & HALIENE - Wherever You Are (Hel:sløwed Reprint)
2 Roxanne-Emery,-Roman-Messer---Lost-&-Found--(Extended-Mix)
3 Ilan-Bluestone,-Giuseppe-de-Luca---This-Town-(Extended-Club-Mix)
4 Billy Gillies Feat. Chelsea Holland - Defender (Extended Mix) [SUBCULTURE]
5 SpaceLine & U-Mount - Don't Lose Yourself (Extended Mix) [ Extrema Global Music ]
6 The Thrillseekers & Factor B - Immerse (Extended Mix)
7 Mark Wilks - Voice In The Dark (Extended Mix)
8 Db Mokk - Beyond (Extended Mix) [EXTREMA GLOBAL MUSIC]
9 Ciaran McAuley - Connected (Extended Mix) 
10 Sneijder - Resonate (Asteroid Remix)
11 Siege - Set Me Free (Extended Mix) [REASON II RISE MUSIC]
12 Armin van Buuren & SACHA - Set Me Free (Rising Star Extended Mix)
13 GOLDEN TRACK -  Derek Ryan - This Feeling (Extended Mix) [ Monster Pure ]

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subcultural DIY-Dude uploading stuff created over the years

Søul Søap is doomy garage rock with a slacker grin — indie heartache tangled in fuzz, folk melodies buried in noise. The sound of thunder and driving rain rolling in through the window you left open in the  basement. It’s intricately messy (the way a silk web is when you give a spider caffeine),  raw, and strangely tender.

Hi there — welcome to my corner of the web.

I’m here for one simple reason: to share my music with you.
Take a listen, explore, and I hope something here resonates with you. Enjoy the vibe!

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