- CHAOS, EXTENDED MIX - Ferry Corsten, Silva City - 

- STAY, EXTENDED MIX - James Dymond -

- ADAPTION, ORIGINAL MIX - Neelix -

- ANGEL CHILD, ORIGINAL MIX - Bryan Kearney - 

- SANDGLASS, EXTENDED MIX - Sam Laxton, Rinaly -

- 1994, ORIGINAL MIX - David Forbes -

- ANANDA, SEAN TYAS REMIX - Menno De Jong -

- METEORA, EXTENDED MIX - Heatbeat - (Sample) - Sore Distress - Saosin -

- TACADUM, EXTENDED MIX - Andrew Rayel -

- 4 YOUR LOVE, EXTENDED MIX - Andrea Montorsi, Renegade System -

- DELIVERANCE, ACHILLES & MAURYA SEVAK EXTENDED REMIX - K90 -

- THE JOURNEY, EXTENDED MIX - Silva City -

- CRASHING OVER, EXTENDED MIX - Factor B, Cat Martin - 

- LOST VAGUENESS, EXTENDED MIX - Simon Patterson -

- THE PASSION 2024, ORIGINAL MIX - Thomas Schumacher, Technohead - (Sample) - Brombaer - Woodland Kingdom -

355. - Firmus -

Big Sacrifice - Pretty little liar (Prod. By Jayway)

Produced by NAVIGATORS CREW; Jeremie SARZIER p/k/a MY JAM
 BEATS (Collaborator); Gerry Cros p/k/a GERRYCROSMUSIC (Collaborator); Norma Prods p/k/a NORMA
 PRODS (Collaborator)

lyrics/rapping - layyzz

im not alive i dying inside of my mind, i find no time, dying, i need some time by myself, dying alone, i dont know who i am anymore..out of control

im trying in this life to fight off the darkness that seeps into my soul, i hold on for dear life while they shouting this anger, it breaks my young mold

nowhere to go
nowhere to go

dying... 
dying inside of my mind i find no time, dying, i need some time by myself, dying alone, i dont know who i am anymore...anymore...


dying...
dead but im still here livin off of the ground ill still be kickin missen beats aint part of tha mission, close your mouth n please try to listen, aint shit changed times seem different, sickening visions of doom surrounding thats impending heart start pounding oh shit they found me, whats life worth without a reason, season of giving so i give em tha finger my new reason for living, im dying alone, this winter has fallen, cleaving away the stone golem, grows the pain staining the winner for his own folly
late December onto mid august, snow has been droppin, flows dont seem to hold on stronger, dont fold, i know we can all make it out with swollen pcokets
glock i cocked it back, 1 in the hole, itll explode, tipin your toes, surely youll realize with one in your dome, on your way to home to gods throne

im runnin a game they stop it yooo, often they seem so cautious no? easily walk the path but not the road, they offered me time to puff the glow, but too often they lostin the signal that beams, they dreamin of money the finer things, behind the mute bars on the ground you can sleep, then offer to sing a tune, open the angles wings but whom really is he?
the evil has stricken a wicked so livid they livin like matches in patches of grasses, the blades of hades shake the ladies body baby she my hottie thotty very naught i ee godly killin them bars like john gotti... but im still dying



im not alive im dying inside of my mind, i find no time, im dying, i need some time by myself, im dying alone, and i dont know who i am anymore

im trying in this life to fight off the darkness that seeps into my soul, i hold on for dear life while they shouting this anger, it breaks through my young mold
im dying.. alone..
im dying.. alone..

Dying Alone

Recorded live during 'Music Is Ours - A Nujabes Tribute' on Thursday, February 6th, 2025 at Doka in Amsterdam.

Artwork by Josh Rawson

Jelee - 'Nujabes Tribute set (Live at Doka, Amsterdam)'

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is rhapsody by july from in ya mellow tone 15 goon trax . all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.

rough lyrics


x4
someone gotta teach the kids, so ima do it
someone gotta speak the truth, i move fluid
so fluent in my actions that words dont gotta prove it
im a break the cycle of hate, i move through it
cuz ima be myself, if not id rather die
couldn't be a fake or phony, even if i tried
i ride late nights with the rhythms of the mind
we stuck together as one now... we congruent
mixing pain in the pot with love, we see it stewin
smoke coming out, it plume a tune of newness
so who this a being of light, best to choose it
dont loose it or the chance be gone, there's nothing left to see
be free with the heart, the mind deep as the 7 seas
but this part seems so hard to find when you cant breathe
gasping for life but the air isn't really what we need
a greater purpose to set your self free, dont ruin it



tune of new - Rhapsody July - in ya mellow tone - layyzz remix

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is blazo more than words . all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.


rough lyrics

felt weak once but now im much bigger and stronger
they tried so hard, but couldn't penetrate thick armor
gods karma coming quick, it'll strike em down
nothing left in they heart, so on they face is a frown
days, weeks, months to years, we spend, forgoing a friend
one they cant touch, fuck, ruin, or bend, the music will mend
be there till the end, we got time but it can never replace what you spend
invest in your heart, stay true to your grin, and even when times get grim
the track still spin, we wait for it to drop, till we can hit it again, like a vape pen
fucked up straight geeked off of the beats, underneath the seems, music notes bleed
we cant cover it up, the pressures to much, we let it bust out, fuck doubt in oneself
take the tape off the shelf, wind it up and just listen, the soul glisten when the moon fall
the poets come out to fight when night crawls, creepin out of the face, and never to lose pace
or outa touch with the base, we all the same, but some of us very different, proficiently gifted in the craft of a mystic, rhymes conflicted, my main mission to gift the public with insightful artistic renditions, its frightful what one can think in the mind
but something to waste is something that may one day shine, if giving the fuel, we do battle at high noon 
pursue the tones residue, its sticks to the ears, never lets up, i cant sleep without this stuff, i love it so much
its replaced what could never be obtained, my passion for tone like a moth to flame, and i pray it never change
even if my soul leave my body ill still be banging arrangements, nothing could replace it, i was given the gift to put pen to the pages, god knows id never waste it

i dont know, i dont know, whats wrong with your heart and mind...

i dont know, i dont know, whats so wrong with you... whats wrong with your heart and mind...

i dont know, i dont know, whats wrong with you...

...wrong with your heart and mind...

...dont know, dont know...
whats wrong with your heart and mind...



heart and mind - blazo more than words - layyzz remix

This is an archive of The Clean Up Hour. Tonight, we say goodbye to my 2012 GMC Sierra 1500, which bit the dust on the way home last week. 13 years, she kept me going -- she'll live on in my heart!

OG Maco - 5AM in LA
El Snappo & 1900Rugrat - Chicken (Remix)
Nas - Blue Benz
03 Greedo, Kenny Beats, & Freddie Gibbs - Disco Shit
Cousin Stizz & Smino - Nokia
Fat Ray, Danny Brown, & Black Milk - Just Say No
Spice Programmers & Chuck Strangers - EAZY E
Niko B - boarded the plane
6ix & Logic - WMD
Michael Millions, Fly Anakin, & Nickelus F - Blacksugar
Reason, Kota the Friend, & D'anna Stewart - Stuck On Moments
homeless beats - propsei freestyle
Love, Ulysses - Green Line Shawty
Buck 65 - Digger's Song
Yy & Birdapres - Tape Surgery 
Hodgy Beats - D00rs
JPEGMAFIA - either on or off the drugs
Drake, PARTYNEXTDOOR, & Yebba - DIE TRYING
serengeti - vanessa
R.A.P Ferreira - when my eldest daughter asks how old I am
Party City Machine Guns - What's the Word
Madvillain - One False Move ("Great Day" Demo)
Break Bread - If I Do Say So Myself
Stalley, Curren$y, & MadeinTYO - Count Your Blessings
THEY. - Never Change 
Legit - Figure 8
Nas, Damian "Jr. Gong" Marley, & Stephen Marley - Leaders
JID - 2007
Substanial - Ain't No Happy Endings
Midicronica - Pillow Jam
Nujabes - World Without Words
Nujabes - The Space Between Two World
Uyama Hiroto - Walk In The Sunset
The Pollyseeds, Terrace Martin, Robert Glapser - Funny How Times Flies

RIP OG Maco, MF DOOM, Nujabes 

The Clean Up Hour, Mix 309 (March 14, 2025): a eulogy for my 2012 gmc sierra 1500

- SOLAR SYMPHONY, ORIGINAL MIX - Analog Jungs - 

- 300, ORIGINAL MIX - Influence (IN) -

- FUTURE FREQUENCY, ORIGINAL MIX - Analog Jungs - 

- BEYOND PERCEPTIONS, HERNAN CATTANEO & JAMIE STEVENS REMIX - Nick Varon, Callecat -

- GIVE US TIME, ORIGINAL MIX - Mayro -

- WEATHER IS FINE, ORIGINAL MIX - Matan Caspi -

- ECHO, KEBIN VAN REEKEN EXTENDED REMIX - Serious Dancers - 

- ULTRAVIOLET, ORIGINAL MIX - Analog Jungs -

- COSMIC URGES, ORIGINAL MIX - Tigerblind - 

- EARTH TO UNKNOWN, ORIGINAL MIX - KAZKO -

- MIRRORS, MARSH REMIX - Trilucid - 

- SAY HELLO, DEEP DISH GOES PEAK EXTENDED MIX - Deep Dish -

- KOI FISH, ORIGINAL MIX - Sebastien Leger - 

- STATE OF PROGRESSION, ORIGINAL MIX - Ruben Karapetyan -

- NOTHING LASTS, ORIGINAL MIX - Guy Mantzur, Khen -

- PIPERRO, ORIGINAL MIX - Stan Kolev, Matan Caspi -

361. - Actualis -

Nujabes - Think Different (feat. Substantial) (Johny Version)

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is weather overtone from kenichiro nishihara . all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.

rough lyrics

giving thanks to my god
thank you
even though i haven't been strong
thank you god
for all you do
thank you



All i wana do is jump and hop to the beat, tired of only the grey skies that Ive seen, wana notice something more take note of the beauty, golden light pink hues make a soul seem moody, shifting myself as I sleep at night, cant get comfortable no matter how hard I try, somethings off it's now a great predicament
Times of the essence and im oh so sick of it, what can I do to change this path? move past the daunty mundane stained grass, blossom out some petals with color, vibrant lead sent in the letter from my lover, red in the title but nothing has matched, I was alone again waiting for time to pass, these feelings they fade, ones I can't grasp, laying down now i slink back in my bed, words and beats running wild through my head, am i dead because i dont know what's with the living? life is a trail and mines down for the killing, wasting years this rap ain't very neat, no one listens to the sounds and words that I speak, often alone so the thoughts tend to weep, keep em locked up inside, jail cell prison of the mind, will they escape or stay shacked with no key?

They say im the same please stop living in the past, can I move on God how long will this last, i thought I was strong and fought on hard through the blast, cold winter shocked stuck in my slumber I awoke, to the rhymes written through the cracks in my tone, aint got no home, so I'll still keep pushing for a spot in the better place, i let em hate, erase the pain like tunes to my heart they be leaving the stain, one I can't cover up with a simple touch, id rather be living true than living it up, and yes I still rust with them days and nights, and if I can't find who I am then who is right? What's the real truth when no one can seem to hear? I don't wana live my life if its filled with fear. I just wana find the sounds that be pulling me near, ever opened up just spilling out blood, my purpose is forgotten but it's one I've loved and held so close, in these last days I still find thankfulness though, for that of flow and the days that come, allowing me to be myself and watching over your son

give thanks to my god

give thanks to my god
god i have not been strong
give thanks to my god
god i have not been strong
give thanks to my god
god i have not been strong
give thanks to my god
god i have not been strong
give thanks thanks thanks to my god
give thanks to my god
god i have not been strong
give thanks to my god
god i have not been strong
give thanks to my god
thanks thanks thanks to my god
god i have not been strong
give thanks to my god

thanks to my god - weather overtone - kenichiro nishihara - layyzz remix

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is evensong from the album moment in life by seasons' end . all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.

rough lyrics

you tell me that its in you
you tell me ill make it through
you tell me just how to choose
you told me the wrong things to do
you told me that i can prove
all the things that would make me move
you tell me that its in you
you tell me ill make it through
you tell me just how to choose
you told me the wrong things to do
you told me that i can prove
all the things that would make me move

sometimes i really dont wana be alive,
id rather die, when i look into the mirror i dont see no eyes staring back
its like an empty husk, id like to get hit by a bus cuz there aint no one to trust, i glance to my left and to the right at the same time, walking the same line, things dont seem to change just the time of the day,
and this ones the end, i hope i dont go fast id like to relish the feel
never felt much before, do you think ill enjoy the kill? even if its my own pill, one i can see, a person may live long but he dies when the people leave, even if its on the inside the only part that breathes, fresh air to to take to the chest, if life is an essay im known to fail the test, and im not guna lie to you, apparently, i didnt do my best

you tell me that its in you
you tell me ill make it through
you tell me just how to choose
you told me the wrong things to do
you told me that i can prove
all the things would can make move
you tell me that its in you
you tell me ill make it through
you tell me just how to choose
you told me the wrong things to do
you told me that i can prove
all the things that would make me move

you told me it was you but it was me, your living in a dream life aint a fantasy, i did the deed, i wana die and maybe not see 30, 28 now and the world just seem dirty, to that of a lone soul, but the sad fact is one of choosing my own road, ill pay for this choice while taking the stroll, it was i who should have died alone laying in the cold

you tell me that its in you
you tell me ill make it through
you tell me just how to choose
you told me the wrong things to do
you told me that i can prove
all of the things that would make me move

sometimes i really dont wana be alive
id rather die when i look into the mirror i dont see no eyes staring back
its like an empty husk id rather get hit by a bus cuz there aint no one to trust, i glance to my left and to my right at the same time, walking down the same line, things dont change just the time of the day,
and this ones the end, i hope i dont go fast, id like to relish the feel,
never felt much before, do you think ill enjoy the kill? even if its my own pill, one i can see, a person may live long until he dies when the people leave, even if its on the inside, the only part that breathes, fresh air to take to the chest, if life is an essay i was known to fail the test, im not guna lie to you, apparently, i didnt do my best

its in you - seasons end evensong - layyzz remix

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is we are from the album many reasons by joseph jacobs. all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.

rough lyrics

all i want to is
be my...
all i want to is
be my...
all i want to do is 
be myself
all i want to is
be my..
all i want to is
be my...
all i want to do is 
be myself

whats with this life am i right or am i wrong yo?
seeming like i been on the right track but wrong road
i fight facts and stay strong all through the songs flow
can i really be myself if its a person i dont know?
what has the world shown when i tried to blend in?
they pushed me aside as if i died, tossed to tha wind
no friends not a single soul to help me fit in
i been home swimmin in a bowl without no fins
and how long can i cruise down a road with no end?
i gotta fill up this hole up before i turn beast from man
had a peaceful plan, things dont always go the way of a god
got lost and trapped down inside the sod, i grip my leg i couldn't jump no matter how hard i tied, i wanted to run and hide but a man aint got no time to cry
you know the people pry they wanna get at your soul, expose your fears that way you cant make it home, alone on the shoal watching the waves as they crash, i had to pick up my boots and stomp through the ash...

all i want to is 
be my...
all i want to is
be my...
all i want to do is 
be myself
all i want to is
be my..
all i want to is
be my...
all i want to do is 
be myself

often wonder why, my god how am i guna survive, i watch others as they thrive, i try to dive deep, but seem my life still aint got the right jive, its in the wrong vibe, im living, i dont know how to listen, but please just one more time could your light glisten? shine bright upon the window pane for one to see, im in the wrong lane again, i beg you set me free, ive lied to you, stolen glory, ive hated others, distorted their story, my life been super stormy, a truth of hate, one not based in your flesh, if given one more chance i promise to do my best, and theres nothing else that i can say, my face is sullen battered with sadness as anger fuels my rage, i swim through blackness trapped in my own cage, ive chosen the wrong place to move, wish that i could change this path, and ill do anything, divert the crash, please lord just give me myself back

  
i dont know how
be my..
i dont know how
be my..
i dont know how to be myself
to be myself

be myself - we are - many reasons - layyzz remix

Substantial halloween mix WIP

Excite your soul

just a wisp

once we were

@viktorharter
@areobeats

Send me to hell
Cuz im a piece of shit
It ain’t fucking hard to tell
Viktor’s made of grail
I be steady sippin’ ail
Failing every single mission
I pale from the limelight
Pack them rhymes tight
But what's the use 
When this nines right besides me
End my life and return to the spaceship
This life is so makeshift
I need to escape shit
Drowning my sorrows
With a bottle called tomorrow
I will never leave this prison
Mission is to forget what the fuck i am thinking
Cuz my mind always be drifting
And my emotions sinking
Blinking with my alien eyes
This life is just a blink of the eye

The struggle that is life
Ima end it in the night
Your crying like a baby
They wanna lock me for being crazy
But i'm sleeping with your lady
Nothing will faze me
Got the strap on
So i rap on and on
Violence is always the answer
When your living like a cancer
I pounce like a panther
On victims that seek answers
Ending your life
Like the end of the movie
Dropping a roofie
So i can cop a toochie
Shes at the candy shop
Licking my tootsie roll




Man what the fuck are yall blabbing about
Its 6 in the morning 
The birds haven't even waken up 
Chip ima get your ass shaken up
And Chop go to bed you fucking junkie

6 in the Morning ft. Viktor Harter (prod. Areo // Producer)

music is my escape

Pfp by: Get a job.
Banner by: Null3d

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Im sorry 4 existing. Finna Sacrifice my soul to make it up to you.  #IMF Immature mother fuckers, aka satans favorite children. God Bless America, not me pussy.  ٱلْحَمْدُ لِلَّٰه

Archives of The Clean-Up Hour, every Friday at 12:00 AM, hosted by your boy Mophead on CKMS 102.7 Listen here: https://radiowaterloo.ca/listen/

Also doing slowed + reverb music now lol

To those of you looking for the slowed + reverb version of "Benji the Dog" by Mac Miller (RIP), it was copyright claimed after 15,000 plays. If you're desperate for the mp3, dm me here and we can work something out.

“Uncovering today’s music, inspired by the past and aimed at the future” is the ethos of Steppin’ Into Tomorrow. Immerse yourself in timeless and eclectic music with a soulful flavor that connects the sounds of yesterday with dope contemporary productions from Dutch soil and beyond.

New tracks tagged #Substantial